Qin Feide's Postscript 11 Afterword: Childhood Memories (4)
In the end, Qin Yihuai did not attend the finals, and on the day of the finals, he directly missed the exam. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. The place in the examination hall is empty.
After the teacher learned that he was absent from the exam, he was very angry, and even more sad and regretful. Approached him and asked him why. But Qin Yihuai never mentioned it, and even refused to answer in an even more extreme way than before. In the end, the teacher was out of options, and he couldn't ask why, so he had to let him go.
Later, the teacher also looked for Qin Duyun.
However, even Qin Duyun didn't know the reason.
Qin Duyun also found Qin Yihuai because of this matter, and he wanted to ask about the situation.
Although they are two brothers, Qin Duyun has received various educations since he was a child, while Qin Yihuai has his own way and has a lot of time to spare. In addition, the Qin family has a strict family education, and the two brothers are so old, they are all one person in one room. At night, it is not allowed to go to the room without sleeping.
It is rare for Qin Duyun to come into Qin Yihuai's room, and Qin Yihuai generally doesn't like others to come in.
Qin Duyun still came to Qin Yihuai's side before going to bed at night.
"Let's talk." Qin Duyun said.
Qin Yihuai didn't even look back, he was fiddling with a pen, constantly spinning in his hand.
"What are you talking about?"
"Tell me why you missed the test?" Not only the teacher, but even Qin Duyun wanted to know the truth of the matter.
Obviously, I also learned the news that Qin Yihuai successfully entered the finals. Qin Duyun originally wanted to tell his family, but Qin Yihuai told him not to say it, only saying that it would not be too late to wait until there was good news in the finals. Qin Duyun thought about it and agreed. But who would have expected that he would directly miss the exam and quit halfway.
Qin Yihuai said, "What is there to talk about, I have already missed the exam." ”
"Are you afraid of losing face if you don't get the ranking, so you didn't go?" Qin Duyun asked.
If others provoked him like this, Qin Yihuai would definitely not pay attention to it. But this person is his brother, he is already young, and anger suddenly surges, "Who is afraid of losing face!" ”
"Then why don't you go?" Qin Duyun asked resolutely.
Qin Yihuai's pen was held in his hand, the rotating arc paused, and he said indifferently, "I suddenly don't want to compete, what's so strange about this." Anyway, our Qin family, it is enough to have an excellent student of you, and I can do whatever I want. ”
"You sound so sour, are you jealous?"
"Vinegar? Please, brother, don't be so disgusting with me, okay? ”
"Then how do you have that idea?" I don't know what the reason is, Qin Duyun always feels that this time, Qin Yihuai has changed.
I can't tell where it is, but it's not the same as before.
Qin Yihuai didn't answer, but said, "I haven't finished my homework yet, brother, can you go?" ”
"Didn't you never do your homework?"
"Didn't I suddenly want to do it today?"
"Okay." For his deliberate words, Qin Duyun was not angry. Seeing that the conversation was fruitless, he didn't know what to do.
Qin Duyun was silent for a while, and then said, "Yihuai, in grandpa, in my parents' hearts, in my heart, you have always been excellent. ”
Qin Yihuai's eyes froze, he looked at the textbook in front of him, and his eyes were a little blurry.
After a long time, Qin Yihuai said, "You just want to disgust me today, go back to your room!" ”
"I'm not disgusting with you, what I said is true!" Qin Duyun said decisively, and then got up and left, "Don't disturb your study, I hope you really have to do your homework." ”
Qin Duyun left, but Qin Yihuai's mind couldn't calm down.
Qin Yihuai thought that the only person in the world who thought he was excellent was Qin Duyun alone.
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In the days that followed, Qin Yihuai still continued as before.
But Qin Duyun noticed Qin Yihuai's change.
He seemed to have found the right words to describe him.
Although Qin Yihuai was unruly in the past, he would not be unsociable, at least in the class, he could still come up with harmony with his classmates, and he would definitely not be withdrawn. Now Qin Yihuai gave him this illusion. Even if he was with a group of students, even if he was smiling, Qin Duyun felt that he was very withdrawn.
And the people who felt Qin Yihuai's change were not only him, Xiao Mobai also noticed it.
"Qin Yihuai, what's going on with him?" Xiao Mobai is the oldest, so he doesn't play together, but he cares.
Qin Duyun shook his head, "I don't know either. ”
"Probably because his rebellious period was advanced." Xiao Mobai joked.
Qin Duyun didn't think much about it, but hoped that it was really the case.
At this time, because Tong An's parents died, Grandpa Tong asked Tong An to come to live in Qin's house and let her go to school with them. I have already talked about this matter at home before, so naturally there is no opinion and welcome. The happiest is Guan Feifei, who is already seven years old. In order to facilitate the care, it was also brought back to the port city from abroad.
Guan Feifei was afraid of being lonely, and she met Tong An again, so she liked her very much. The thought of having someone to accompany me in the future makes me feel happier.
With the arrival of Tong An, another pair of brothers and sisters also arrived.
Those were the brothers and sisters of the Ji family.
Brother Ji Xiangyang, who is the same age as Xiao Mobai, is twelve years old, and among his peers, he is already tall and looks very heroic.
Sister Ji Lin, the same age as Guan Feifei, is delicate and cute, and looks very cute.
The arrival of these three people made the Qin family even more lively.
Qin Yaozong likes Ji Xiangyang very much, he is already upright, and he also likes Ji Xiangyang's hard-core style at a young age. And Fang Xian already likes Tong An, but now there is Ji Lin, seeing that the little girl is so cute, she naturally loves her more.
Xiao Mobai and Ji Xiangyang are the same age, and the two can certainly talk together. And Tong An and Qin Duyun are the same age, they have been closer since they were young, they are both smart and excellent students, and they are the objects of praise from teachers. Guan Feifei didn't need to ask, she knew that she was close to Ji Lin.
In this way, on the way to and from school every time.
Guan Feifei and Ji Lin walked together, and the two of them walked in the middle.
Tong An and Qin Duyun walked behind, while Xiao Mobai and Ji Xiangyang walked last, as if they were escorts.
Qin Yihuai is at the forefront and is not with them.
Occasionally, Tong An would also take him to walk behind. But as he walked, Qin Yihuai would get out of his original track. Either one step ahead of them or one step slower than them. Forever, as if they could never stand side by side.
When she returned home from school, Fang Xian had already prepared refreshments and took a break.
Ji Lin has no maternal love since she was a child, and she loves to pester Fang Xian, as if she is her mother. The teacher taught a new poem, and she immediately pulled everyone to recite it to everyone.
So the crowd sat in a circle and watched the little girl recite.
After the song was finished, Fang Xian pulled her over and hugged her in her arms, "Ji Lin is really a good child, so smart." ”
Qin Yihuai watched from afar, and he suddenly realized that he was about to forget.
Mommy's hug.
What it's like.
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Qin Yihuai once thought about countless reasons.
About the truth heard that year.
Why his mother pleaded with his father, why his father was so ruthless, he could not find a reason.
Until he was eleven years old, something happened in the Qin family.
In those days, the entire Qin family was shrouded in dark clouds, and the children didn't dare to speak, nor did they dare to laugh as usual.
"I won't agree! You want that woman and that child to enter the Qin family, unless I'm dead!" You're trying to me off, aren't you? What the hell is that woman thinking now? I don't know how to measure it, I think that if she gives birth to the son of the Qin family, she will be able to enter the door of this family? I tell you, you don't have to think about it! I will never admit it! ”
"Dad, the child and her are both innocent, why are you so tolerant of Fang Xian and so cruel to her? Even if she doesn't like you, her child is my child and your grandson! Why can't you be generous with it? How about giving them a little bit of love? ”
Qin Yaozong and Qin Jiangxun had a big quarrel in the side hall, and the children heard it.
Then Fang Xian asked them to go back to the room quickly, and everyone didn't dare to make a sound, so they immediately went upstairs.
Qin Yihuai's pace was very slow, and he glanced back.
If the first few times were accidental, I accidentally bumped into them. So this time, it was Qin Yihuai who deliberately eavesdropped.
After Qin Yihuai went upstairs again, he came down another staircase. Skirting the garden, I crept through another door to the side hall.
The servants were not there, and they were probably dismissed.
He saw that Qin Yaozong and Qin Jiangxun were still arguing, and Fang Xian was silent on the side.
Later, Qin Yaozong was angry and left angrily on crutches.
Only Qin Jiangxun and Fang Xian remained.
"Jiang Xun! After all these years, why do you still refuse to let go of that woman? Now, do you want to take their mother and son back to live? What about me? What am I? What am I? Have you ever thought that I am your wife! We also have two children! Even if you don't want to, they are our flesh and blood! It's your child, too! ”
This time, Qin Yihuai saw his mother's face clearly.
So desperate, with red eyes full of tears.
He also saw his father Qin Jiangxun, and there was deep regret and unspeakable guilt on his handsome face.
"Fang Xian, you are very good, I know that over the years, I have treated you badly, I am sorry for you, I am sorry for the child. I have not taken good care of you, I have not fulfilled the responsibilities of a husband, nor have I fulfilled the responsibilities of a father. I owe you a great deal, but I owe them even more to their mothers and sons. Fang Xian, I can only say I'm sorry to you. ”
After Qin Jiangxun finished speaking, he silently turned around and left the side hall.
Only Fang Xian was left alone.
and Qin Yihuai, who was secretly hiding.
Qin Yihuai thought that over the years, although his father was not by his side like his mother. However, whenever I have free time, I will take the two brothers out with me, and I will also ask about their academic performance. Even if he always gets into trouble, his father has never left him behind. Qin Yihuai felt that his father still liked them very much. At least, I like Qin Duyun.
But now, everything is turned upside down.
The father has another woman, and another son!
Looking at Fang Xian sitting on the sofa, hiding her face and crying, listening to her heartbroken sobs, Qin Yihuai finally understood.
The root of all this is because of that mother and son!
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