In fact, long before I said this, I had already imagined that it might happen, but when it really happened in front of me, it was a different feeling for me.

I didn't expect that there would be such silence between Qin Han and me, I thought that he would immediately explain the reason to me, and he would tell me a reasonable reason so that I would no longer feel angry and helpless because of his deception to me.

But Qin Han didn't do this, he didn't even want to give me an explanation at all, because he just sat there quietly and watched me without saying a word, as if he felt that it was a normal thing to deceive me.

"Qin Han." Silence can't solve anything, since Qin Han is unwilling to speak, then there is nothing wrong with me asking him again.

"How long are you going to be silent like this, you really don't want to explain it to me at all, at least tell me a reason!"

Since I met Qin Han, he has been busy running around for my father's affairs, and I have always been very grateful to him, I thought he wanted to help me wholeheartedly, but now it seems that all this is just my own fantasy.

Faced with the dead silence in the house, I felt like I was about to cry, "Tell me a reason, tell me a reasonable reason, why are you doing this, why are you hiding from me, you must have a hard time, don't you?" ”

I don't understand why I did this at all, why I want to defend Qin Han, shouldn't she give me a reasonable reason?

In the face of his silence, I became more and more irritable, although my legs could not be bent, but I supported my body and slowly moved towards the end of the bed little by little, until I finally grabbed Qin Han's arm and held his hand.

There was no trace of warmth, so cold that I almost shrank back, but in the end, I still wrapped his hand tightly, trying to pass on my warmth to him, just as I wanted to warm his cold heart.

But it was useless, Qin Han was still unmoved, until finally I felt a little blurry in front of me, and a crystal tear suddenly slapped on my cheek, with residual warmth, making me understand that I was finally crying.

As soon as a tear slid down his cheek, then a million tears followed him, and they scrambled to get out of their eyes, unwilling to linger for a moment, and slapped on their cheeks, slid down their necks into the hospital gowns and disappeared.

When he first saw me crying like this, Qin Han's gaze relaxed slightly. His eyelashes trembled slightly, his eyes filled with sadness, and he reached out to wipe the tears from my face slightly, so gentle that he couldn't speak.

"Chen, I hope you forget what you just told me, and it's better that you never think about it."

I originally thought that Qin Han would say something to me about how to explain it, he would give me a reasonable explanation, and he would tell me that there was a reason for all this, so that I should not be in a hurry, and he would slowly narrate it to me.

However, he made me forget the whole thing, as if it had never happened.

"Qin Han, what do you mean by this?" I looked up at Qin Han in disbelief, tears still welling up in my eyes, but my mood was very different from before.

Before, it was despair, loss, and doubt, but now it's just a question about him, and I don't understand what kind of mood she is in. to be able to say that to me.

"What I'm saying is literal. You'd better forget about it completely, and act as if you don't know anything. The whole thing never happened, and there was no relationship between the four of them at all. ”

"Why?" I could have deceived myself that I had misheard or misunderstood what Qin Han meant, but now he explained it to me directly.

I could hear it clearly, not a word was bad.

"Why should I forget this. What is the secret between them, and since they knew my father, why didn't they tell me before? ”

"You said you would do it for me. If you ask about my father, I will tell me why he was wrongfully imprisoned and died in prison. ”

"Now that I finally have news about this, why are you lying to me, why don't you tell me the truth, what are you trying to hide?"

One after another, I hope to make him feel guilty about Qin Han's questioning, and let him tell me the secret hidden in it.

But Qin Han is Qin Han in the end, his mind is meticulous, he is not shaken by his feelings, this has always been something I know, why should I have any extravagance?

For Qin Han, he may not care at all, so he won't even consider the impact I have been affected in this matter.

"Chen Ci, I don't want to explain too much about this matter, you just need to know that I don't have any malicious intentions, and it's all for your good, you should trust me."

Looking at Qin Han's righteous words and speaking to me, his eyes were full of concern for this matter, at least it seemed that he was not lying to me.

But I don't know why, when he said that, I just thought it was ridiculous, extremely ridiculous, especially ridiculous, it was all like a big joke!

"You're doing it for my good, why would you say such a thing?"

"You've always known that I want to find out why my father was in prison and who killed him. You knew I had a clue to find, but you never told me, is that how you helped me? ”

I knew that my appearance must be extremely ugly at this moment, I was hysterical at Qin Han, I almost didn't wave my fist directly at him, I couldn't control my anger at all.

These people are right there with me, I've known them for so long, but I never thought they were hiding it from me.

In fact, they are hiding from me, and I can understand it, after all, I don't want to be involved with my father, but the most incomprehensible thing for me is that Qin Han is also hiding from me, it seems that except for Chen Tang, the whole world is deceiving me.

"Chen Ci, think about it carefully, you now have your own company, your father's Red Gold Foundation has also started to operate again, everything is developing in a good direction, why do you have to hold on to the previous things?"

Qin Han's words made me completely stunned, I looked at him in disbelief, only to feel that my heart was being violently inserted by a blunt knife, and then pulled out, without any blood, but it was painful.

"Qin Han, what do you mean by this?" I choked up, and I felt like something had been stuffed in my throat, and I couldn't even say a complete sentence.

Tears fell down my cheeks again and again, and the backs of my hands were completely cold, and my broken heart was broken at the same time.

In this world, the person I believe in the most is Qin Han, and he also knows that he is my spiritual pillar, but why is he the one who gives me warmth, and he is also the one who hurts me?

"Qin Han, what did you mean by what you said just now, are you saying that my current situation is good enough, so I don't have to worry about other things, right?"

"Even if this matter is related to my father, why he was unjustly imprisoned, why he died in prison, I don't have to investigate it, do I?"

"I'm already happy, so I don't have to pursue anything else from now on?" I shouted at Qin Han hysterically, but the words I said were all crying, how much momentum could I have?

"You tell me Qin Han, haven't you been looking for the reason why my father was wronged for a long time. If you don't want to look for it, tell me, I can find the answer myself, no need to bother you. ”

"But why do you take advantage of my trust in you, and then forget about it, he may be a stranger to you, but he is my father!"

"I understand the argument, don't get too excited."

Qin Han grabbed my shoulders tightly, not letting my hands wave wildly, he could see that I was sad, and he also understood that I was desperate now, but why did he do such a sad thing even so?

Crying and shouting, all the tricks I could use, I had done.

But what was the result of what I could get, except for sadness, a deeper despair, like falling into the icy sea, not seeing the light of day.

I don't even know how long I cried, I only know that when I finally stopped, my throat felt like it was burned by fire, and Qin Han just sat quietly at the end of the bed without saying a word.

If it weren't for the leg injury, I would have liked to make myself a ball right now, so I would feel safer.

Once upon a time, Qin Han, who was sitting next to me, was the safest existence that made me feel safer, but now he can't let me do it.

His deception of me is like a sharp knife in my chest, pulled out or ignored, it will always leave a scar there, a mark that will not be erased.

"Qin Han, even if I beg you, I don't want to see you now, can you leave from here?"

After thinking about it for a long time, I was finally able to calm down and raise my head to look at Qin Han, and then speak coldly to him.

It was clearly visible that there was a flash of surprise and sadness in his eyes, but soon it returned to silence, like a sinking lake, bottomless.

"Are you sure I'm going to leave now, can you stay here alone?"

Qin Han opened his mouth to confirm to me, but I don't know why, I just think the question he asked me was very ridiculous, how should I answer him for this kind of thing?

The reason why I became what I am now is because of Qin Han, if he was here, my mind would not be better, but if he is not here, it will not make me half happy.

So, all of this is useless at all.

But at least I understand one thing, out of sight and out of mind, Qin Han deceived me, but as long as I don't see him all the time, I think my mood can recover faster.

So I couldn't help but say it, I nodded solemnly at Qin Han, completely shattering the last hope in his heart.

"Yes, I don't want to see you, you get out of here!"