I knew what I said would be chilling, but I had to, and if I didn't, I was afraid I wouldn't be able to do it.

Qin Han is the person I have always trusted the most, and even if he stabbed me, I might feel that it was his carelessness, and it was far from his fault.

But now, I can't.

The word deception was swirling in my mind, I didn't know how I should explain it, in order to convince myself, to be sure, all this had nothing to do with Qin Han at all.

"Okay, I'll get out of here." After listening to my words, Qin Han stood up from the bed.

The sudden vibration of the bed moved my heart to float up and down, panicking.

Didn't I want Qin Han to leave here, didn't I want to see him, but why did I feel so uncomfortable?

If Qin Han left today, would he still come over tomorrow?

I don't know the answer.

I just sat on the bed, silently, silently watching Qin Han go out of the house, he didn't leave me a word, and he didn't look back at me again.

It was as if everything had broken apart, and there was nothing left.

I buried my face deep in my knees, listening to the door of the ward being closed, and I also understood that Qin Han had completely left here, and he would not look back.

Obviously, I knew from the beginning that when I asked this question, there would be an inevitable quarrel between me and Qin Han, but this price was too heavy.

For me, isn't it true for Qin Han?

I think that when he chose to hide these things from me at the beginning, he should have thought that I would know one day, so he was also prepared to imagine that I would collapse.

But who knew that my collapse came so quickly, it was simply unexpected, and it was difficult to calm down.

All this is like a sharp knife cutting me to blood, making me feel painful, I only feel that there is no hope in life from now on, and there is nothing to look forward to and work for.

In this case, how can I still want to be the same as before, calm and calm, and smile kindly at everyone?

My heart was full of entanglement and struggle, and at this moment, the door that had been closed was suddenly opened, which made my mind even more uncomfortable.

He...... Is it back again?

But I don't want him to come back, at least for now, I don't want to see Qin Han at all, and I don't want to face someone who has been cheating on me all along.

"You didn't understand what I just said, did you, I don't want to see you, can you get out of here, the farther away I am, the better!"

I was answered by the sound of the door closing, followed by a slow approach that made me nervous, not knowing what he was trying to do.

There was silence in the room for a long time, and I even wanted to scold Qin Han again, but a voice came into my ears, making me react in an instant.

"Sister......

Chen Tang's voice was aggrieved and cautious, which made me feel a lot more at ease, but at the same time, I don't know why, I actually felt a little bit lost.

If Chen Tang had already come in, it would have been so long that Qin Han had really left.

I still have so much work, but I just want to come to see me, and in the end I drove me away, if I say all this to others, I'm afraid it will only think that I am indifferent.

"Sister, my brother-in-law has left, what happened between the two of you, why did he leave without saying a word?"

I didn't raise my head to look at Chen Tang, because I didn't know how to answer his question, and because I didn't want him to see my tear-stained and dry face.

Seeing that I didn't say a word, Chen Tang was probably able to understand what the reason was, with doubts, for fear of making me unhappy, "Sister, did you two quarrel?" ”

"Chen Tang, there are some things I don't want to tell you, don't ask too clearly, okay, I really don't know how to answer you."

I knew that if I didn't give a response, Chen Tang would continue to speak, he had always been a person who broke the casserole and asked the truth.

In the past, when he heard me say this, Chen Tang also understood that there was a secret in it that he didn't know, so he wouldn't ask me again and again.

But this time, it's different.

"Sister, I know you don't want to tell me these things to protect me, but I'm no longer a child now, I can also protect you, and I can share a lot of things for you!"

"I understand." I understand that Chen Tang is doing this to share the burden for me, just like I don't want to tell him this uncomfortable news, each of us is thinking about each other.

But I can't do this, once I say these things, then I won't be the only one who resents Qin Han, plus Chen Tang, things will only get more complicated.

"But I don't want to tell you, I don't want to tell you, and I hope you don't ask me about it again, okay?"

In a bad mood at this time, I can't be kind to anyone, even Chen Tang, who cares about me.

I knew that Chen Tang would be very sad when he heard my answer, after all, he was for my good, but I didn't leave him any affection.

But since the words have already been spoken, it is difficult to recover.

There was a long silence in the room, and Chen Tang didn't continue to ask me anything.

He probably understands that when I make a decision, there will be no change until the moment of necessity.

Even if he were the one who asked me for something, it would still make no big difference.

"Okay, if you don't say it, don't say it, since you don't want to tell me, sister, then I won't ask you. Save you from being sad when you think about it, so we won't mention it. ”

After a long silence, I thought that Chen Tang might throw the door away and ignore me. But no one expected that he would choose to sit on the edge of my bed, stretch out his hand and rub my hair, and patiently enlighten me.

The mood that had finally calmed down, because of his comfort at this time, suddenly exploded again. I tried my best to suppress my voice, not wanting the crying whimper to reach Chen Tang's ears.

"Sister, if you think about what you want to eat, I'll help you buy a little, eat a little, your mood will definitely be much better, and I'm a little hungry, what do you think?"

"If my brother-in-law bullies you, I'll help you deal with him, anyway, you have such a tall brother, are you still afraid that you won't be able to beat anyone, don't you say?"

Word after sentence of comfort reached my ears, and more and more emotions buried me.

If Qin Han could comfort me like Chen Tang and say a reason that is not reasonable, I may not be as disappointed as I am now.

However, this is only my own imagination after all. Qin Han didn't explain it to me, he even said that it was all for my good, but I never felt that it was good for me.

Seeing that even so, I didn't respond when I opened my mouth, but Chen Tang's next words made me really startled.

"Sister, I know you're sad right now, but you can't keep going like this. If my brother-in-law really does something sorry for you, and you don't tell me, I'll go and ask him personally, and then help you teach him a lesson! ”

Chen Tang has always been impulsive, and after saying this to me, without my promise or denial, I only felt a sudden lightness on the side of the bed, and he seemed to have stood up and was about to go out.

In such a situation, even if I wanted to continue to be silent, I was afraid that things would only become more difficult to clean up, so I hurriedly raised my head, and almost reached out to grab Chen Tang's clothes.

"No, you are not allowed to go, stop me!"

Hearing my forbidden voice, Chen Tang turned his head with joy on his face, and then the moment he saw my tear-stained face, the smile froze on his face.

"Sister, what's wrong with you, why are you crying What happened between you and your brother-in-law just now?"

Chen Tang did not leave, he turned to look at me suspiciously, his eyes were full of pity, and he stretched out his hand to wipe away my tears, but I avoided it without a trace.

"It's nothing, it's just a little sad, and crying is the best way to relieve your mood." I lowered my head and wiped the tears from my face with my sleeve, not wanting Chen Tang to continue to worry.

At the same time, he did not forget to warn him again.

"You have to remember what I said just now, you are not allowed to go to Qin Han and ask him why I cried, he didn't bully me, all this is just my own doing, it has nothing to do with him."

I understand why I told a lie at this time, all of this is obviously Qin Han's fault, he hid it from me and didn't tell me the truth, but in front of Chen Tang, I couldn't bear to say all this.

Qin Han is to Chen Tang now, just like he was to me at that time.

He should never have made a mistake, let alone a mistake like this.

But it was clear that my words were not convincing, and when I spoke to Chen Tang, he just frowned and looked at me, with obvious doubts on his face.

"Is everything you said true, don't lie to me, because I don't know why, I feel like you're lying to me?"

Faced with such a situation, I could only let myself laugh reluctantly, and stretched out my hand to grab Chen Tang, "Okay, let's not mention this matter for now, you go buy me a little heart to eat, I'm a little hungry, I want to eat something now, okay?" ”

Chen Tang hesitated, a complicated look flashed in his eyes, I think he probably still wanted to go to Qin Han to ask the reason, but I had already told him so, which made it a little difficult for him to choose.

I can imagine how entangled Chen Tang's heart is, but I really can't bear to pull him into this troubled water.

As for the cause of my father's death, I will investigate it myself, and when I am discharged from the hospital, I must ask them one by one, and there will be absolutely no clues that may be found.

Those things that Qin Han is unwilling to tell me, I have to find out the mystery alone.