When I touched Qin Han's eyes, for some reason, I suddenly remembered the scene I would dream of as long as I was unconscious.

That ocean was as deep and boundless as Qin Han's eyes at this time, and I was floating in it, unable to extricate myself.

Someone tried to save me, but I couldn't swim to him, and he couldn't get near me, so we both struggled together in the water, begging each other not to die.

These dreams have appeared in my mind more than once, but never before have I been so clear in retrospect as I am when I am awake now.

I almost couldn't breathe as I clutched the quilt tightly with my hands, and fine sweat oozed from my forehead.

Qin Han noticed that something was wrong with me, he was flustered for a moment, and wanted to walk towards me to ask about my situation, but the next second he seemed to think of the conversation between me and him just now.

So in the end, after thinking for a long time, he still stood still, but the worry in his eyes only increased.

"What's wrong with you, how are you feeling now?" After thinking about it for a long time, Qin Han finally whispered to me, "Why are you so nervous all of a sudden, have you already remembered something?" If you think of something, let me know! ”

At this moment, the more Qin Han opened his mouth to urge me, for some reason the voice in his mind that he had to live became clearer and clearer.

Could it be that the person who has always wanted to get close to me in my dreams and always wanted to take me away from this boundless sea is actually Qin Han?

But I don't know why, his figure has never been able to coincide with Qin Han, which always makes me feel that he is not Qin Han at all.

But if he wasn't, then why did Qin Han celebrate now that when I opened my mouth to ask, such a scene appeared in my mind.

The voice kept ringing in my head again and again, and Qin Han in front of me was always pressing on me step by step, I was gasping like a suffocating fish, but this did not bring me any emotional relief.

And after Qin Han in front of me asked me again, I yelled at him without hesitation, "Enough, don't say it anymore, I don't want to listen to you anymore!" ”

This was almost subconscious, I didn't even think of what I would do, and after I yelled at Qin Han, I realized what I had done.

And Qin Han finally stopped, his expression was stunned, obviously he didn't expect me to be so irritable.

Knowing that I had done something wrong just now, I was annoyed for a while, but I could only hold my head, I didn't know what I wanted Qin Han to say, and I was silent for a long time, and I finally sighed slightly and apologized to him first.

"I'm sorry Qin Han, I was too excited just now, and I don't know what happened to me, just now I suddenly thought of a lot of things, and there were many voices shouting at me in my head, so I yelled at you unconsciously.

Can you give me a moment, I don't know what's wrong with me......"

I held my forehead and spoke weakly to Qin Han, and then he didn't seem to care about what I was saying now, he just stared at me a little, and the expression in his eyes changed somewhat, but I couldn't understand what he was thinking.

After a long time, Qin Han seemed to come back to his senses, and there was finally a charm in his eyes, he was the same as before, his emotions never leaked, and I couldn't understand what he was thinking.

"Chen Ci, did you think of anything just now, if you think of something, tell me immediately!"

After being silent for a long time, Qin Han spoke to me again.

However, I couldn't understand why he was so persistent in asking me about my childhood, which I didn't know myself.

Thinking about it, I couldn't control my temper at all when I just woke up, and my face was once again stained with a hint of anger, and I confronted him and spoke questioningly.

"I don't understand why you're so interested in what happened to me, but I can tell you very clearly, no matter how many times you mention it to me, I can't remember!

Don't you know? Part of my memory when I was a child, I thought that something caused me to still can't remember clearly, so what is the reason why you are so persistent, what do you want me to remember?! ”

This is my explanation of Qin Han, and it is also my thoughts about what he has been asking me to express.

I really don't know what happened to me before, I can't remember the things I had when I was a child, and when I asked my father and mother, they never told me, and then before I knew it, even I didn't care anymore.

But no matter what happened to me when I was a child, I think all this should have nothing to do with the beginning, after all, I didn't know him when I was a child, maybe the two families had business dealings, but how could I have met him?

So when Qin Han asked me again and again if I had remembered what happened when I was a child, I didn't know how to answer him.

By now, I had already said all the thoughts in my heart, and what Qin Han left me was only a look of shock and loss.

His expression darkened for a moment, and he seemed to be extremely disappointed with my answer, which made my heart sink too, only to hear him speak immediately.

"If you say that, then you probably can't remember what happened, and if that's the case, it's not impossible.

That way, at least for you, you don't have to bear too much. ”

Suddenly said so many words to me, but before I could react, Qin Han smiled indifferently at me.

There were too many emotions in this smile that I couldn't understand at all, and before I could ask him what he meant, Qin Han was about to turn around and leave.

At this moment, my heart suddenly didn't come from where the emotion came from, I just felt extremely flustered, if I didn't ask Qin Han about this matter clearly, then I don't think I would forget it for a period of time in the future.

"Wait a minute, don't go yet!"

So seeing that Qin Han was about to leave, I didn't say a word, and immediately reached out to grab his clothes, "You can't leave now, since you have already said this, then make your words clear!"

Why are you asking about what happened to me when I was a child, did I know you when I was a child? ”

At this moment, I asked this question to Qin Han without hesitation, after all, this question bothered me.

If it weren't for me and Qin Han knowing each other when we were children, then why would he ask me such a question, what is the reason for all this?

I asked Qin Han to speak, and he stopped with my tug, but he turned around and looked at me the moment he gave the answer, his expression was extremely calm.

"You don't have to think about it so much, I've never known you before."

"But I don't understand, if you and I didn't know each other when we were kids, then why do you ask so many questions, is there a reason for that?"

I didn't want to believe that Qin Han was talking to me about this answer now, so I continued to ask him rhetorically

However, what responded to me was only Qin Han's indifferent smile, and he didn't seem to care.

"You just have to think of it, I'm just curious......"

After finishing speaking, Qin Han suddenly stretched out his hand to me, his hand tightly surrounded me, and the warm touch passed towards me.

This made my body stiffen, but the next second he took my hand mercilessly.

"I think I should go, you can rest well, no one will come to disturb you anymore."

After Qin Han finished speaking to me, he really walked to the door without looking back.

From my bedside to the door of the room, he didn't stop for a moment, not even thinking to look back at me, until he finally walked out of the room.

The moment he gently closed the door, he and I were completely separated from two worlds.

Looking at Qin Han's departing back, I didn't know what I should say for a while, whether I wanted to keep him or hope that he would leave quickly and not appear in front of me again.

All sorts of thoughts intertwined in my heart, and I couldn't say a word until he finally left me.

When I saw Qin Han gently close the door of the ward, and finally he disappeared, my heart was stunned, and only for this second, I could know my feelings.

I still don't want him to leave, no matter how much unforgivable things we did to each other, but my feelings for him have never changed.

But at a time like this, neither of us can pull down our faces and ask the other to stay, and it doesn't do us any good.

Of course I wouldn't do that, even if I really didn't want him to leave me.

Sighing slightly, I withdrew my gaze from the door, and when I looked out the window, it was still sunny outside, today was a very good day, and my mood could not be changed because of Qin Han's arrival.

By the way, Qin Han is gone, but I can still let other people accompany me!

I told myself like this, hoping that I wouldn't feel lonely, so I hurriedly found my mobile phone and wanted to call Lin Xiangtian, hoping that he could come over and accompany me for a while, just a while was enough.

Lin Xiangtian knew me after all, and he probably understood that I might look for him when I woke up, so he put his phone in a very conspicuous position on the bed.

I immediately picked it up and expertly typed his number, but the moment I tried to press the dial button, I stopped.

What is the purpose of not calling Lin Xiangtian now? Could it be that I really just want him to be there for me because I'm too lonely?

But I knew very well in my heart that I was just bringing Lin Xiangtian into Qin Han's role, and I just wanted him to give Qin Han the comfort that Qin Han couldn't bring me.

Thinking of this, looking at the familiar number on the phone, my fingers were obviously hanging in the air, but I couldn't dial it anyway.

I know very well that this is really unfair to Lin Xiangtian.