Chapter 419: I Used to Love You

But what is the relationship between me and Qin Han now?

Obviously, there should be no connection between the two of us, but he is still in front of me, he still has not left my side, and our fates are still tightly intertwined, and we have never been separated.

Thinking of this, the words that had obviously come to my lips were swallowed back by me again, I looked into Qin Han's eyes, and turned to speak, with a firm tone, as if all this was from my heart.

"Yes, that's right! Who do you think accompanied me through such a difficult time?

It's Xu Yi, only he stays by my side, he helps me take care of things I can't handle, you just take care of your own company and your cooperation with Lin Ke! ”

The more I spoke to Qin Han like this, the anger in my heart spread out uncontrollably. I looked at Qin Han's eyes full of provocation and sarcasm, and I don't think he understood how disappointed I was in him now.

"In your eyes, your company and the cooperation with Lin Ke are more important than anything else, can you deny this yourself?

This is more important than me, so what else is there to say between us! ”

"I've never thought that the company's affairs are more important than yours, you've always been my first consideration!" Qin Han stared at my eyes tightly and spoke sharply at me.

Now Qin Han's eyes are also extremely firm, and I can see that he is not lying to me, but why can't I feel a trace of joy and relief.

I think it was too late.

So after Qin Han said this to me at that time, I sneered at him without hesitation, looking at him with sarcasm in my eyes, no matter how surprised his gaze was.

"Qin Han, don't you think it's really ridiculous for you to say all this to me now? Do you think I'll really believe everything you've done, but now you're telling me that I'm more important than your company? ”

"If I really want to be more important than your company, how could you choose to work with Lin Ke? If it's really me who is more important, how can you have only visited me twice in the half month that I was in a coma?! ”

I asked Qin Han sharply, wanting to vent all the grievances and anger in my heart, but what I didn't expect was that when Qin Han listened to what I said, the anger on his face disappeared in an instant, and he just looked at me with stunned eyes

This is full of exploration and doubt.

When Qin Han showed such a gaze at me, it made me a little confused about what was wrong with him, but before I could open my mouth to ask him, Qin Han had already told me the reason.

"Chen Ci, do you mean that you are jealous now?"

Qin Han's words finally came out of his mouth, and now the person who feels embarrassed should be me, I looked into Qin Han's eyes in shock, and I couldn't believe what he said to me.

"Qin Han, are you crazy? Do you know what you're talking about? How could I be jealous because of this kind of thing, I just thought could you please stop deceiving me with such a clumsy lie, I won't be fooled at all! ”

"I might as well tell you, if I eat anyone's vinegar, I can't eat Lin Ke's vinegar. I don't care what might happen between you and her, but she is one of the most hated people in my life, so as long as you are involved with her, then you will be treated the same as me. ”

The words I said to Qin Han at this moment were completely out of my sincerity, and I really thought so in my heart.

After all, I don't want to have any involvement with Lin Ke, so if someone else is involved with her, it's not impossible, but for me, I won't treat this person as a true friend.

But Qin Han didn't seem to understand what I was saying now, his eyes suddenly flashed with light, like the only guiding light that could illuminate the front in the dark night, and the corners of his mouth actually raised a smile for a while.

"Chen Ci, tell me, are you really jealous, as long as you are willing to admit it, I can also tell you the truth of everything!"

At this moment, Qin Han's emotions were a little excited, which surprised me, I don't understand what happened to him, obviously he has always been an extraordinarily calm person, but why has he suddenly changed his appearance now?

However, no matter what Qin Han said to me, the anger in my heart was uneasy, and I was in no mood to pay attention to what he said to me, even if he smiled at me, I didn't feel the slightest feeling.

I glared at Qin Han, and when I touched the tenderness in his gaze, I was slightly stunned for a moment.

But soon, I still reacted and immediately began to struggle again, but as before, my struggle was still useless, and I was tightly imprisoned by Qin Han.

Seeing that there was no effect, I could only stop for a while, facing the tenderness in Qin Han's eyes, try my best to let myself choose to ignore it, and instead use a cold tone to ask him.

"Qin Han, how long do you want to do this?" I spoke to Qin Han in a cold voice, my eyes were full of coldness, "Isn't what I told you clear enough?" I'm not jealous, I don't feel anything about it, I'm just stating the facts! ”

"You are the person I once loved, and Lin Ke is my enemy, what do you want me to say about the combination between the two of you? I'm not jealous, I just feel ridiculous, I just feel incomprehensible. ”

After hearing me say this, the tenderness in Qin Han's original eyes finally disappeared.

The eyes that were originally shining with light became dim again, and Qin Han's whole person seemed to have lost his original faith, which made me feel for a moment that he was extremely depressed.

"Chen, what did you mean by what you just said? What do you mean that I am the person you once loved, do you really think that the relationship between us will be broken, and you don't have any feelings for me now? ”

Of course this is not the case, no matter what I say, but I have to admit in my heart that my feelings for Qin Han have never been severed.

And after I was separated from him, I missed him more and more, but I kept suppressing it, and no one knew.

At this moment, facing Qin Han's question about me, I didn't know how I should answer him for a while.

If I open my mouth to Qin Han and deny the idea I just said, then Qin Han will definitely have a new belief again, just like before.

But if I don't deny this answer, I don't understand how much damage it will bring to Qin Han, and I think if it were me, it would definitely hurt my heart.

So I was silent for a long time, but I still couldn't think of a reasonable way to solve this matter.

However, what I didn't expect was that during the time of my silence, Qin Han actually took my silence as the answer.

He thinks my silence is the best explanation for what I have just said, that I did love him once, and that I have no feelings for him now.

Suddenly, I heard Qin Han laugh in a low voice, which made me look up at him with some puzzlement, but only crashed into Qin Han's eyes full of gloom.

"Chen Ci, what the hell are you impressing me!

It seems that there is really no need for me to come here today, you are right, I should not have come from the beginning, since I have made it clear to you that there is no relationship between us, then there should be no more involvement! ”

After finishing speaking, this time there was no need for me to continue struggling, and there was no need for me to say anything cold to Qin Han, he naturally let go of me and gave me freedom. And stood calmly by the bed, as if nothing had happened just now.

However, for some reason, at this moment, I felt a trace of melancholy in my heart, and I didn't know how to describe the mood at this time.

Qin Han seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me, because of what he said just now, he was unwilling to get close to me again.

With hesitation in my heart, I moved my wrist gently, and I could still feel the slightest pain on it, which was brought to me by Qin Han.

But soon they will all disappear, just like the ambiguous atmosphere in the room just now, and at this time it suddenly becomes solemn, leaving no trace.

For a while, I didn't know what I should say to Qin Han, and he just stood quietly beside my bed.

I glanced at him with my peripheral vision, only to realize that his eyes weren't even looking at me anymore, just looking out the window, his eyes were deep, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

But the two of us can't wait like this all the time, so after hesitating for a long time, I still spoke to Qin Han again, but this time, my voice was unconsciously a little cold, which was something I didn't even expect.

"Now that you know that this relationship has developed between the two of us, why are you still standing here now, shouldn't you leave here?"

Hearing me say this, Qin Han lowered his head again, his eyes were deep, and he stared at me tightly, which made me feel a little creepy, but the next second he just spoke softly.

"I'm leaving soon, but before I leave, I want to ask you one last thing."

When I heard the news that Qin Han was about to leave, my heartbeat suddenly stagnated, which made it difficult for me to breathe, but I still had to force myself to calm down, no longer looking at Qin Han, but just calmly speaking.

"What else do you want to ask me? Since you've already said that, let's ask them all so that we can understand everything, so that it will be good for you and me. ”

"It's been all these years, and I know you may not remember it clearly, but do you really remember anything about what happened when you were a child?"

Qin Han's words made me a little inexplicable, I could only turn my head to look at him, and slammed into his eyes full of sadness, as if it was a dark sea, and it was about to drown me in an instant.