Chapter 359: Almost Exposed
Facing Xu Yi's sudden accusation, this made me a little dazed for a while, but I soon understood that he became so angry because of Lin Xun's departure.
But I can't make any excuse for this, because what Chen Tang said is right, it was indeed me who forced Lin Xun away.
If it weren't for the fact that I said so many unforgivable words to Lin Xun, if it weren't for me telling her that I had never regarded her as a friend, Lin Xun would not have been able to leave.
According to Lin Xunai's uneven character, she will always be by my side, and will always protect me from beginning to end, until the danger is finally gone, and she will return to her own life.
But because of my reprimand for Lin Xun, because I disappointed her too much, her protection of me has ended early.
At the same time, the friendship between me and her, and the love for so long, all of this is gone.
So, at this moment, I just looked at Chen Tang blankly, even though he scolded me, but I couldn't say a word that could defend myself, but Xu Yi on the side got up in a hurry and hurriedly walked between me and Chen Tang, cutting me off from his gaze.
"Chen Tang, how can you talk to your sister like this? She's your sister anyway, and you should be protecting her, but now you're saying such things to her! ”
"Maybe what she said to Lin Xun just now was indeed a bit excessive, but this is a matter between her and Lin Xun, it has nothing to do with you, and you have no right to interfere with your sister's freedom at all!"
"Yes, you're right, you're not wrong at all! I have no right to interfere with my sister's freedom, what she does has nothing to do with me, and no matter what she does, I should support her with all my might, not contradict her, but why is she doing it today? ”
"Lin Xun has done so much for all of us, obviously everyone can see it clearly, but why do you want to hurt her in this way, she is so innocent, can you really bear it?"
Chen Tang laughed violently as he spoke, as if he felt that everything just now was like a joke, "I always thought that you were very kind, sister, you were extremely gentle to everyone, I didn't expect you to hurt others, and you were ruthless, and you hurt a group of people who care about you the most!" ”
"Chen Tang is enough, don't say it anymore, you are not qualified to reprimand your sister here, what kind of pain your sister is suffering, do you know in your heart?"
"Many times, things can't go as people want, and your sister drove Lin Xun away because she had her own choice.
Everyone's path is different, if you want Lin Xun to stay, then Xiao Ci also has the right to let Lin Xun leave.
You have no right to stop her from doing this, let alone reprimand her here, it's up to her to do whatever she wants! ”
"No matter what I say, you can find a reason, no matter what my sister wants to do, it's her freedom, it's something he can decide for himself, because I can't intervene at all!"
"Of course, even if I could interject, would you give me a voice?
You still always regard me as the Chen Tang who has nothing to do and causes trouble all day long, have you really looked at me squarely? Even if you are my own sister, do you dare to tell me that you have never despised me? ”
Obviously, he was still holding me accountable for Lin Xun's affairs at the beginning, but suddenly, Chen Tang changed his attitude and began to ask me about him.
This made me feel a little aggrieved for a while, I am his own sister, no matter what kind of person he is, he is always my brother, but why does he think of me like this?
So, I slowly got up from the sofa and slowly walked towards Xu Yi, until I finally walked to his side, looking directly at Chen Tang, who was standing not far from the two of us.
"Chen Tang, no matter how you say that I am your own sister, you really think of me like this, do you think that you are useless in my heart, do you think that I have always despised you and never regarded you as a thing?"
"Am I wrong to think so, am I not telling the truth? You've never treated me as a thing, you just treat me as a burden, just like Lin Xun by your side makes you feel irritable, since she is like this, then what should I do? ”
"It's different, it's different! I've never thought of it that way, why are you mistaking me so much, I really never thought so! ”
For a while, I couldn't control my temper, and yelled at Chen Tang, and for a while I almost forgot to restrain myself, and almost told the truth.
So as soon as I stopped, I took a deep breath without hesitation, and I was so scared that I was almost losing everything.
It was only a matter of time before I actually told the truth.
But in any case, since my words have come to this point, it is impossible for Chen Tang not to hear them.
And after I said that, the tension was so palpable that it was easy for him to sense that I might be hiding something.
So the anger in Chen Tang's eyes suddenly wasn't as serious as before, he just stared at me silently, with an inquiring look in his eyes.
After hesitating for a long time, he said to me again in confusion, "Sister, I don't understand what you're talking about, tell me, are you hiding something, why did you suddenly say such a thing?" What is true and what is not, can't even I tell it? ”
"What do you mean that we misunderstood you, and you never thought about anything?
Did you not think of me as useless, or did you never treat Lin Xun as a friend, since this is the case, why didn't you say it just now, why did you suddenly say it now?
What exactly are you trying to hide, and what are you doing it for? ”
"No, I don't know what you're talking about, I don't understand if you don't say it anymore, you leave from here, I won't stop you, leave immediately!"
Listening to Xu Yi's questioning of me one after another, I have never been so flustered in my heart as I am now, I am only afraid that if he asks again, I will tell the real situation.
Even if I can bear it, maybe Xu Yi next to me may not be able to bear it, and the best way is to drive him out of here, just like I drove Lin Xun out just now.
Therefore, my face immediately became full of gloom, and I didn't care what Chen Tang wanted to ask me, I didn't intend to tell him, I just regarded all this as a secret, a secret that no one knew, and no one could explore the secret of the truth.
But after getting along for a long time, Chen Tang and Lin Xun's personalities gradually overlapped, just like the two of them like to break the casserole and ask the end, no matter what it is, they must know the truth before they can stop.
So I found that I couldn't get the answer. Chen Tang felt more and more that there must be something wrong with this, so he didn't plan to give up, but suddenly rushed in my direction, as if he had to ask this matter clearly.
"No, absolutely not! Sister, do you have something to hide from me, tell me what you are hiding from us, say it and we will help you solve it, you can't carry it in your heart like this! ”
"Stop me, don't come again!" I clenched my hands into fists, took a deep breath, and opened my mouth to shout at Chen Tang, who was walking briskly towards me, and I thought that the whole building might be able to hear my shouting at this time.
But now I can't care so much anymore, although I understand that this kind of behavior may be a bit selfish, but compared to other people and Chen Tang, it is obvious that Chen Tang is more important to me.
And Chen Tang has always listened to me, not to mention that I opened my mouth to him so fiercely at this time, he was startled, and suddenly stopped in place, and really didn't dare to take another step in my direction.
"Let me tell you Chen Tang, I haven't hidden anything from you, and you don't have to imagine yourself anymore, what do I have to hide from you? I said that I don't regard Lin Xun as a friend now, so I really don't regard her as a friend, and whether you believe it or not has nothing to do with me. ”
"I don't care if you think it's right or wrong for me to do this, but you always have to know one thing, that is, the decision I made will not change again, not to mention that Lin Xun has left now, what's the use of saying so much?!"
"From now on, Lin Xun and I will not have anything to do with each other, you better not mention her in front of me again, I don't want to hear her name from your mouth again, not once!"
Hearing me say this, Chen Tang stood in place for a long time, but from his gaze, I could see that he was very sad about my words, probably not expecting me to be so decisive.
But now that these words have been uttered by me, it is already difficult to take them back, and it is difficult for me to take them back, after all, the situation has become like this, and it is impossible to stop it.
"Impossible sister, I won't believe it, you are not such a person, it is impossible for you not to regard Lin Xun as a friend. You are also very good to her, how can you say that you will turn your face, there must be a reason for this......"
"Lin Xun, everyone is an adult, even if I don't explain many things clearly, you should understand very well, it is impossible for me and Lin Xun to be friends anymore, I am very annoyed with Lin Xun, I really don't want to be subject to her anymore!"
"But ......"
Chen Tang still didn't seem to want to believe that he always wanted to seek the real reason from me, but I really didn't want to discuss this matter anymore, and the more I talked, the more I would only expose myself.
So without waiting for Chen Tang to say more words, I immediately reached out and waved at him fiercely to stop him from wanting to say anything else.
"Don't say it anymore Chen Tang, no matter what you say, I won't answer you, I don't want to discuss so much with you, every word I say is from the bottom of my heart.
If you take me as your own sister, don't mention Lin Xun in front of me in the future, and as for the interaction between you, I won't ask too much! ”