Chapter 360: Chen Tang's Despair

"But sister, Lin Xun is one of your best friends, if you let her go like this, won't you really regret it in the future? If you regret it now, I'll go chase her back right away, it's still too late. ”

I think Chen Tang can hear very clearly that in my words, he kept mentioning Lin Xun's rebuke to me, but even so, he still didn't choose to stop. I think that for the relationship between me and Lin Xun, probably no one will be more anxious than him.

When I heard Chen Tang ask me if I would regret it in the future, I almost couldn't hold back my emotions, and I almost cried directly, and almost told Chen Tang that I was very reluctant to Lin Xun, and I was afraid that I would regret it.

I'm afraid that because of what I did today, because of my cold words today, I will never be able to exchange Lin Xun's sincerity back in the future.

But I couldn't tell the truth about all this, in order to keep my mood calm, I even stretched out my hand and grabbed Xu Yi's clothes tightly in a place where Chen Tang couldn't see.

Only by having him as my support can I calm my mood for a while.

"Don't say anything more Chen Tang, you know that I have rarely done anything that I will regret, and it is the same now, since I have driven Lin Xun away, then I will not regret it no matter what."

"What's more, I have my own company now, and it will grow even bigger in the future, what do I want that I will not have?

Do you say friends? As long as I have money, I have countless friends like Lin Xun. ”

"Sister, how can you say that, how can you think so! Do you know what you're talking about now, you actually compare other wine and meat friends with Lin Xun, are you worthy of Lin Xun and her sincerity to you? ”

"She has always regarded you as a good friend, and she has never deliberately scolded you because you have a company.

If she really wants to stammer, why don't she go to her brother-in-law, why not Lin Xiangtian, why not Lin Xiangtian, why not go to Mr. Lin, but instead go to the boss of a small company like you? ”

"Do you know how sad she would be if what you are saying now is heard by Lin Xun!" Chen Tang looked at me with incredible eyes, he still didn't want to believe that I would say such a thing, and would think so much about the reason why Lin Xun wanted to protect me.

At this time, even if Lin Xun didn't hear what I said, just because Chen Tang heard it in his ears, his mood was bad enough, and I think he was probably very sad.

I know all of this, but I can't do anything about it, even though I know it hurts everyone deeply, but it's a sharp weapon now.

So, in the face of Chen Tang's questioning, I just raised my head slightly, with contempt and disdain in my eyes, and opened my lips and teeth lightly, and slowly spoke.

"Chen Tang, we are already adults, and many things should not be so simple as we imagined. You should all know very well that adults, especially us businessmen, only have interests in our world, if Lin Xun is not profitable, why would she approach me? ”

"I don't understand, sister, I don't understand why you think that. How can you think of people so dirty? I bet Lin Xun had never thought of it that way, and she didn't even want to get a penny! ”

"Hearing these words come out of your mouth, it really makes me feel ridiculous, Lin Xun has always regarded you as a true friend, but you think that she approached you for profit. I can't believe that such words are coming out of my own sister's mouth! ”

Chen Tao shook his head lightly at me as he spoke, his eyes were full of disbelief, and at this time he was no longer even clamoring to approach me, I felt that he was afraid that it was too late to even stay away from me.

In this case, I should have explained to him, but I couldn't, I could only shrug my shoulders at him, pretending not to care, and even more indifferent than before, because only then would my words be convincing.

So the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and I saw that there was only disdain and ridicule in Chen Tang's eyes, "Chen Tang, people will change, in fact, I have always thought so in my heart, I just didn't say it." But since everyone wants to make it clear today, there is nothing wrong with saying it. ”

"What about me? Since even Lin Xun is a villain who tends to be inflammatory, what kind of person is I, Chen Tang, in your heart? After all, I love money so much, I like power and status so much! ”

Chen Tang sneered disdainfully and asked me.

At this time, I was a little speechless, and I didn't know what language to use to answer him, should I lie to him, or tell him the truth?

Which one won't hurt him too much......

I know very well in my heart, Chen Tang is my own brother, in this world, except for my parents, there is no one closest to me than him, so how can I look down on him?

Maybe Chen Tang was really a person who didn't learn and didn't know how to do it, and was greedy for money, but his changes are obvious to everyone, and he is no longer the Chen Tang he used to be.

However, if I tell Chen Tang the truth now, he will not necessarily believe it, and if she believes me, then she will inevitably ask some other things.

But now I really don't want to give him any more answers, because no matter what Chen Tang asks me, I am afraid that I will make a mistake and let them find out what I want to hide the most.

But if I really told Chen Tang a lie, then how uncomfortable he would be in his heart, it turned out that he was such an unbearable person in my eyes.

After all, I am his own sister, and I think in everyone's opinion, no matter what Chen Tang is, I should tolerate him, even he himself thinks so.

But one day when he finds out that he is so unbearable in my mind, I think he will be so sad that he will be ashamed of himself, and maybe he will stop believing in me because of this.

At this moment, my heart was extremely hesitant, and I was even more entangled than when I said those cruel words to Lin Xun just now.

And maybe it's because I've been silent for too long, even if Chen Tang doesn't get an answer from me, he thinks he knows about the same thing.

So before I could give any answer, Chen Tang immediately burst out laughing, and he laughed so much that tears flowed out, which made me in a trance for a while, not knowing whether he was crying or laughing.

I couldn't help but take a step forward, wanting to grab Chen Tang and explain to him, but in fact, things were not as he imagined.

But before I could make a move, Xu Yi beside me suddenly pulled me behind my back.

This made me look back at Xu Yi a little helplessly, and he just stared at me with a serious gaze, and then shook his head at me gently, as if he didn't want me to do this.

"Xiao Ci, you have to think clearly, if you take this step again, then what happened just now will still be staged again, do you want to make this matter public, or do you want to hide it, you should always have a complete decision!"

"I ......" Listening to Xu Yi's words, I couldn't help but feel flustered, and my eyes were full of helplessness when I looked at him, but Xu Yi just looked at me with firm eyes, as if I had to force me to make a choice.

"Xiao Ci, I beg you not to hesitate anymore, I don't want to watch all of you suffer so much anymore!"

Suddenly, Xu Yi woke up the person in the dream with a word, what he said was not wrong, I shouldn't let everyone be so miserable anymore.

Turning his gaze to Chen Tang in front of him, he was still laughing, tears couldn't stop leaving in his eyes, I think probably no one is more painful and struggling than he is now, after all, I am his own sister, but I have done the most unforgivable thing to him - I betrayed him.

Looking at Chen Tang's painful appearance at this time, I only felt as if my heart had been torn into several pieces, they were drenched in blood, and the pain could not be suppressed at all.

"I finally understood, it turns out that I am also such a person in the eyes of my own sister, it turns out that even my own sister looks down on me, so why should I struggle for so long?"

"All along, I've been trying desperately to change myself, I hope I'm getting better, I hope people can stop looking at me in a different light, but I've worked hard for so long, what have I gotten?"

"I thought everyone would get to know me, I thought everyone would be surprised and relieved by my change, but it's just my own fantasy, your attitude towards me has never changed!"

Suddenly, Chen Tang began to talk to himself, every word was filled with deep pain, but in the face of his sadness at this time, I couldn't give any help, but had to prick him in the softest and most fragile place.

"Enough Chen Tang, I didn't think about you like that, but at least I don't want to see you again now, I beg you, leave from here, leave with Lin Xun, none of you will come back, don't care about me anymore!"

"No matter what happens to me, it's my own business, and it has nothing to do with you, even if I die in this room today, you don't have to bear any responsibility!

So go home, I don't want you to keep me in my hands anymore! ”

"And put away your thoughts, I never thought about it like this, no matter what you do, you are my own brother, I can't be so shameless as you say!"

I reprimanded Chen Tang and said, but I knew very well that his current mental state was really bad, and he probably wouldn't take it to heart if I said anything, and would only think that I was lying to him.

Perhaps he heard only the most important thing in my words, and that was that I would let him out of here now. Don't come back, and don't bother me anymore!

Because as soon as I finished speaking, Chen Tang nodded to me, since I was a child, I have never seen him so sad and sad as now.