Chapter 220: Finally Awakening
When Lin Xiangtian calmed down, everything returned to calm, but under this calm, I knew that everyone's hearts still had turbulent emotions.
After all, the calm is only temporary, and no one can forget such a big thing that has just happened, but they can't say it.
Lin Xiangtian was silent for a long time, so that when he looked up at me again, he actually had a sad smile on his face, and there was scattered sadness in his inky eyes.
For a while, it was like being covered with water vapor through my chest, and my heart was pinched together, I obviously opened my mouth, but I didn't know what I should say in order to make Lin Xiangtian feel better.
"I'm sorry for the small resignation, I was wrong, I shouldn't have been so impulsive, I didn't think it through."
Lin Xiangtian opened his mouth to apologize to me, and I could hear that every sentence was from the bottom of my heart, but I don't know why, now I would rather he not apologize to me.
So I desperately shook my head at Lin Xiangtian, wanting to tell him that I didn't care about this matter, and I hoped that he wouldn't take it to heart, but he didn't stop because of this.
The original anger has long since disappeared without a trace. Today's Lin Xiangtian is familiar to me who I know, and he will smile slowly at me with a gentle smile and clear eyes.
"Doing something wrong is doing something wrong, and I can't escape that. I'm sorry, I was scared of you today, and it will never be like this in the future. ”
"What you said is right, in the next period of time, should we not meet, think about what kind of position these should play in each other's eyes."
Now what Lin Xiangtian repeated to me was what I had just told him, so at this time, I suddenly changed my words with him, and it seemed a little uncomfortable.
I told myself countless times in my heart that I wanted to regret it, I really wanted to regret it, and I thought that what I just said didn't count, but after all, this was just my own thoughts, and I might replace Lin Xiangtian.
He had already accepted my opinion, that is, he had listened to what Qin Han and I had said. If I'm stopping him at this time, I'm afraid it's the most surprising.
So I could only temporarily restrain my sadness, and as I watched him slowly stand up, I looked up at him, and the water was still blurry with my eyes.
"So what are you going to do now? Are you going to leave from here, aren't you going to stay here with me for a while? I couldn't help but ask Lin Xiangtian, I couldn't tell what hallucination was in my heart, and what I wanted.
Whether I want to see Lin Xiangtian shake his head at me, or whether I want him to nod to me, I don't even know.
But I was vague in my heart, but it didn't mean that Lin Xiangtian would hesitate like me, he had already stood up and said such things, so he must have his own ideas.
So soon, without waiting for me to say anything, Lin Xiangtian immediately nodded, his face was still a soft look, without any displeasure,
"With Qin Han here to accompany you, it doesn't matter if I'm not there. The most important thing for you now is to take care of your illness, and in a month's time, we will meet again when it is time to meet. ”
After calmly telling me about this situation, Lin Xiangtian stretched out his hand and waved it slightly at me, he wanted to say a final formal farewell to me.
"I'm leaving, little resignation. Don't let yourself be sad and sad again this month, I can't be by your side, you must take care of your injuries, and after a month of healing, I think I will probably figure it out. ”
After saying these words to me concisely, and without even waiting for me to say a word, Lin Xiangtian immediately turned around and almost rushed out of the door, not wanting to stay in this ward for another moment.
Lin Xiangtian left this room, the room that was already extremely silent, at this time it was even more quiet and frightening, Qin Han and I didn't say anything to each other, which made the atmosphere slightly embarrassing.
My hands were tightly gripping the sheets under me, and I didn't even care if they were all wrinkled, even if it hurt my hands, it didn't feel much for me.
Because this is not worth one percent of the heart, that one is indescribable, but it is mixed with deep pain, which makes people miserable.
I will never be as good as Qin Han's endurance, and seeing that he is still reluctant to speak, I can only take the initiative to seek his opinion, "Qin Han, did I do something wrong, was it a bit too much to say those words just now?" ”
It was true that I asked Qin Han out of sincerity, but after asking, he just looked at me blankly, obviously not understanding what I was thinking.
"Since you think that you and Lin Xiangtian should take a while to think about it, and he has already accepted your opinion, how can you say that you have done something wrong?"
"Even if he accepted my opinion correctly, for some reason, I always felt that something wasn't right, and it was like ...... I'm sorry for him the same. ”
Qin Han didn't answer me immediately, he just walked to my side silently, helped me to lie down, and covered the quilt on my body, and then sat down at the end of my bed and looked at me silently.
"No one is sorry for anyone, you just act according to what you think in your heart, Lin Xiangtian will understand you."
"Really, will Lin Xiangtian really understand me?"
I couldn't help but ask Qin Han, but as soon as I said this, my heart was gloomy, whether it was true or false, right or wrong, didn't I really have a definite answer in my heart?
I just don't want to admit it, these things that can be said very clearly, but I still don't want to admit it......
"Thank you, Qin Han. I don't think you have to tell me, I almost have the answer in my heart, Lin Xiangtian should understand me. I should believe that too. ”
"It's just that this is all because of myself, so it's more or less too difficult."
Qin Han didn't take the initiative to say anything about my situation at this time, but I could clearly notice the change in him, not as indifferent as usual, but as if he felt sorry for me, adding more softness.
"The most important thing for you now should be to have a good rest, as Lin Xiaotian said, after resting, everything will be fine, and you don't need to think about it so much."
I don't want to argue anymore, everything seems like a certain half to me now, "Since you two have said so, probably getting some sleep really has its own reason...... I should listen to you. ”
With that, I closed my eyes. It's strange to say, obviously so sad, obviously feeling extremely melancholy, but the sleepiness hit me like a wave, gradually submerging me, and finally there was nothing left......
I originally thought that this sleep was just a matter of a few dozen minutes, but I didn't expect it, but when I opened my eyes, it was completely dark outside, and I didn't know what time it was.
Falling asleep in one position for a long time can't help but make me feel a little sore, and when I want to twist my body a little, I feel that there seems to be a person lying on the side of the bed, and I can't bear to wake him up, so I can only look at it carefully.
Originally, I thought it was Qin Han, but when I saw the familiar Chen Tang, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in my heart, probably because I felt relaxed.
This is not to say that I am afraid that Qin Han will be tired from taking care of me, but because after what happened this afternoon, no matter what he said or how he treated me, I would always think of the time when Lin Xiangtian argued with him.
Obviously, Qin Han didn't say anything at that time, and even in terms of limbs, he didn't lose half a point to Lin Xiangtian, so it was obvious that he might not have taken Lin Xiangtian in his eyes at all.
Since this is the case, Qin Han will not take what happened at that time and what Lin Xiangtian said in his heart, but I am different from Qin Han.
What I care about is Qin Han and Lin Xiangtian, so as long as it happens to the two of them, whether it is conflict or cooperation, I will remember it clearly, not to mention that it was just what happened far before.
So in comparison, of course, it is my own brother next to me, which will make me feel more comfortable and free, and it also makes me feel a lot more relaxed.
But since Chen Tang can fall asleep here, I think he is probably very tired in the past two days, so he doesn't plan to continue to move, let him sleep for a while.
But Chen Tang was unwilling to cooperate with me, just after I had this idea, he suddenly moved slightly, and then raised his head and looked around with a blank face, and finally fixed his gaze on my face.
A huge smile bloomed on Chen Tang's face, and with a happy mood, he asked me happily, "Sister, brother-in-law will go back first if he has something, and let me guard you here." Are you hungry or not, if you want to eat something, I'll help you buy it. ”
"Are you going to buy it now?" I turned my head and glanced at the dark and gloomy sky outside the window, "It's already said what time it is at night, even if you go out to buy something, do you think others will still sell it to you?" ”
"It's only past nine o'clock in the evening, if you want to eat, of course, you can buy it! You don't need to worry about this, all you need to do is tell me what you want to eat. ”
Chen Tang swore to me, and it was clear that he was extremely confident in what he said, and as long as I wanted to eat, there was nothing he couldn't bring back.
Speaking of which, I shouldn't be hungry if I haven't eaten for so long. But as soon as I think about what happened this afternoon, they play in my head like a horse, and I can't eat anything.
So in the end, even in Chen Tang's expectant gaze, I just raised my hand and shook it slightly at him, expressing that I didn't want to eat anything.
"If you're hungry, go eat something and let me sleep a little longer, I don't have anything to eat, and you don't have to ask me anymore."
It stands to reason that Chen Tang should have asked me a few more words and left the house. But this time he didn't do it, but sat on the edge of the bed as steady as Tarzan after listening to my inability to eat.
Just when I was puzzled, I only heard him solemnly ask me, "Sister, why did Lin Xiangtian leave today?" ”