I once fantasized that life might go on like this, but it would be extremely happy.

I can be by Qin Han's side and follow him to fight for the cause he likes, and Lin Xiangtian can also make a name for himself in the field he likes.

Sometimes, perhaps, we can simply have a meal and talk and laugh together.

But today, after Lin Xiangtian told me so much and confided in him for so long about his complaints about me and Qin Han, I think these fantasies are going to become fragmented.

Everything is gone, and I don't even know how to reunite this beautiful scene.

Because even if you use everything you can to glue them together, there will still be cracks.

I kept my head down for a long time, looking at the snow-white sheets without a single stain on them, so white that they even glowed a little, and some were unreal, making my eyes slowly blur.

There has been no movement in front of me for too long, and I don't even know if Lin Xiangtian has let go of Qin Han, or if he has been confronting Qin Han.

Of course, if I could, I wish I hadn't been in this room, I don't know what kind of feud had happened between them.

If there is a dispute between them, just let them solve it themselves, I don't need to get involved, and I don't want them to lose their original character because of me.

I really want to cry, maybe as soon as Lin Xiangtian sees me crying, he will let go and his heart will soften.

I don't know why, my whole person is like a numb puppet, I can't shed a single tear, but my heart is like ashes, and I can't burn a glimmer of hope anymore.

For a long time, even I was already tired of such silence, and wanted to drive them out of this house, when I heard Lin Xiangtian's voice come into my ears again.

"Xiao Ci, I'm just sad in my heart, I don't want you to do anything ......"

"I said this just to let you understand what I was thinking, just to tell you that in this world, in addition to Qin Han caring about you, I care more about you."

"I don't want you to do anything, and I haven't thought about asking you to do anything for me, Xiaoci, I just hope you can be well, can you understand......"

"None of this matters anymore, Lin Xiangtian." Before Lin could finish what Lin had explained to me, I shook my head and interrupted him.

This time look up. I used all my strength, and the courage in my heart could not understand why I was so calm, so calm that I felt horrified.

"So, next...... What kind of way do the two of us get along with each other? ”

Sure enough, it was difficult and direct, and I asked Lin Xiangtian this question in my heart, and I have been thinking about it since he opened his mouth today.

has become like this, and has told all the words in my heart, so what kind of way should I get along with him next?

If it's a friend, this friendship inevitably seems too cheap, both parties hide each other's hearts, but they are hurting themselves for each other, is it really worth it?

If it's not a friend, can I let go of Lin Xiangtian, and can Lin Xiangtian let go of me?

All this is an unknown.

When Lin Xiangtian heard my words, he was completely stunned, he looked at me in a daze, the whole person seemed to have lost his soul, only the body was driving him to pull the corners of his mouth and smile at me.

"Xiao Ci, don't joke with me, what do you mean by this, why can't I understand it?" Lin Xiangtian didn't want to admit what I just said, preferring to take it as a joke.

"What kind of attitude should we have towards each other, since the two of us are friends, we have always been friends, how can this change?"

"Is that really the case?" I opened my mouth and asked, leaving no room for anything, "If the two of us are really friends, then what you just said can be regarded as just a joke?" ”

"Those are all said from your mouth, those are your truest thoughts, obviously you have been wronged, so why do you continue to wronged yourself?"

"But because of this, have you severed the ties that have been with us for so many years? You can't act as if nothing happened, can't the two of us really get along the same way we used to? ”

Obviously, I didn't want to cry at first, because there were no tears to shed.

But when I heard Lin Xiangtian questioning me like this, as if he was questioning himself, I couldn't help it anymore.

I've shed tears so many times throughout the day. I don't want to be sad anymore. It would have been a relief for me if I had been able to solve these problems earlier.

"Lin Xiangtian, you know it very well in your own heart. These things are not something that I can say can be solved, it is up to the two of us. ”

"This is a matter between the two of us, from the moment you caught Qin Han today, you should know that you did something wrong, you shouldn't be so reckless, and you shouldn't involve Qin Han."

Lin Xiangtian's expression was painful, he finally let go of Qin Han, who had been unwilling to let go, he squatted in front of my bed with his head in his hands, and looked at me pleadingly.

"What can I do, I really can't stand it, I really can't stand it anymore! If I could, I certainly wouldn't want to, but who gave me the opportunity? ”

Looking at Lin Xiangtian's painful appearance, how could I feel good in my heart, I was so close to him, not to mention his pain, I also felt the same way.

He can't help it, I can't help it, he can't stand it, and I'm just as hard to bear.

And who gave me a chance?

"So even if I don't say it, don't you understand it yourself? How should we get along with each other next? ”

I choked up, and the words were obviously close at hand, but they were like a fish in my throat, and it took all my strength to barely speak: "Or ...... Why don't we all be calm and calm down and not see each other again for a while? ”

"I heard you right, did I?" Lin Xiangtian couldn't cry or laugh, I think his heart must have mixed feelings, and even his heart is like a knife, "What do you mean that we are all calm and calm, and we won't see each other again for a while?" ”

"What I mean is like I said, so I just have to stay in the hospital for a while, and I won't go to you for a while, and you won't come to see me in the hospital again."

"It's got so hard to clean up, and I don't want it to be even more ugly in the future, so we should all give each other time to think about what to do next."

I understand how much harm Lin Xiangtian will be caused by these words, and I also know how desperate he will be when he hears this, but this is the only way to calm us down.

But this method may make Lin Xiangtian calm down later, but now he can't calm down at all, but will become even more crazy because of hearing this sentence.

I had expected it in my heart, so the moment he suddenly grabbed my hands, I didn't have much surprise in my heart except for fear.

"Xiao Ci, I was wrong, I shouldn't have said these words, I didn't mean anything, you must not take it to heart!" Lin Xiangtian was extremely excited, and his hands dragged me hard, "Who are you punishing as long as you do it?" ”

"I don't think about punishment for anyone, I just want us all to understand that this is not going to end here, and we should all think about what to do next......"

Lin Xiangtian still wanted to say something to me, but before he could grab my shoulder, Qin Han, who had not spoken behind him, pulled me away and didn't let him get close again.

"Qin Han, what do you want to do, you hurry up and let go of me! If you don't let go of me, I'm going to be rude to you, do you hear me, let go of me quickly! ”

Qin Han's actions really angered Lin Xiangtian, he desperately wanted to get close to me, but Qin Han made up his mind to keep a certain distance between him and me.

"Lin Xiangtian, Chen Ci is at least right about one thing, you should be calm and calm, don't be so impulsive."

"Whether I should be calm or not, it has nothing to do with you! If you let go of me, if you let go of me, I will write off the account just now, and if you don't let go of me, I will definitely not let you go! ”

No matter what Qin Han and Lin Xiangtian said, he couldn't listen to it, and he still didn't give up, I'm afraid he would have to make trouble out of control today.

When have I ever seen Lin Xiangtian like this, he was really scared to me, he was by the bedside, and he unconsciously moved inside, using all his strength, not wanting him to get close to me.

At this time, I didn't know what I could say to Lin Xiangtian to calm him down, and I could only rely on Qin Han to hold him and prevent him from getting close to me, so that I could get a moment of peace.

But it's not a way to keep going like this, because Qin Han can't keep pulling Lin Xiangtian, and this matter will always have to be concluded in the end.

Knowing that I was thinking hard about what kind of reason I should end this matter, Qin Han suddenly opened his mouth, still indifferent, but it was this sentence that made Lin Xiangtian quiet.

"You keep saying that it is me who hurt Chen Ci so sadly, she even cried in your arms, but didn't you see the crying just now and her fear now?"

Lin Xiangtian slowly calmed down because of Qin Han's words, and his originally crazy expression gradually became calmer, and only sadness and confusion precipitated in his inky eyes.

"I may have done something that made Chen Ci sad, as you said. But at least the person who made him so sad now was not me, but Lin Xiangtian, did you do it for yourself, think about it? ”

Sentence after sentence of questions about Lin Xiangtian is undoubtedly knocking on his heart, forcing him to ask him what he did to me.

And soon Lin Xiangtian probably understood this, and his eyes gradually became gloomy from the original sadness and doubt, until he finally lowered his head.

"You're right." Lin Xiangtian smiled bitterly, his voice hoarse, "I've been accusing you of everything you did to Xiao Ci all the time, but now I'm not repeating it?" ”

"You're right, I should calm down......"