Chapter 2: Feel Your World - Coffee House [Rift]

The sky was cloudless, the breeze was soft, and I came to the coffee house as always to sign in with a certain domineering little boss, and today is the ninth day.

Why didn't he find out his true face at the time? Why would I go there to take shelter from the rain? Why did you promise him at that time? I kept asking myself, but it didn't help. Under the scorching sun, I came to the coffee shop with a cold face.

"Sister Qingri." With a sense of sarcasm, he deliberately wanted to provoke me to blow up my hair and get a nickname.

Oh, shorty.

I slapped away his hand expressionlessly, and sat on the chair unhappily, feeling the cold air of the air conditioner.

He no longer had the usual politeness and enthusiasm, but as usual, he made a cup of kabnocchi and handed it to me, and with a slightly wicked smile, he watched me drink it.

How could I get his wish this time?

"Yesterday, the day before yesterday, and how much was the coffee money for last week, I'll give it to you now." The tone was cold, and he obviously wanted to break it.

But how could a small boss do what I wanted?

"Don't drink?" The threat is clear.

I said firmly, "No." ”

"Xiao Qingri." He looked down on me condescendingly, and there was a sense of oppression in it.

It's just a little kid, but it's so ...... I stood up unhappily, and I, who was half a head taller than him, instantly had an advantage, and this feeling of anti-condescension gave me some confidence.

"Xia Zhiyu, aren't you worried that the coffee shop doesn't have any income?" I stared at him and said word by word.

"Huh." He smiled and took a sip of Kabonoch, standing on tiptoe to meet my eye level.

I frowned at him to see what he was up to. Suddenly...... A cold coating came to my lips, the tip of my tongue pried open my lips and teeth, and the sweet coffee was drawn into my mouth, perhaps his kissing skills were too good, and I slowly and irrepressibly sank into it.

Ah, what am I doing! When I quickly pushed him away, he licked the corners of his mouth and looked at me smugly, smiling so badly that he couldn't say how bad it was.

I looked at him blankly before I realized that this was my first kiss. It's a shame.

"It's your first time kissing," he looked at my expression and hooked his lips, "So, you haven't been to bed yet, have you?" ”

"Shameless." I looked at him in disappointment and felt sorry for his parents.

"It's punishment." He leaned against the counter, and the nice voice immediately turned into a bad boy in my ears.

I hurried to the bathroom and leaned against the wall, my eyes moistened.

He was also wearing work clothes and a short white skirt when he was working part-time. My fair legs are exposed to the air, and after half a month of work, I still can't get used to it.

The slender and straight legs are white and flawless, and the short skirt is slightly puffed up and falls. The skirt is well designed and shows the curves of the body perfectly...... Hooking people's little clear day.

At the door of the bathroom, Xia Zhiyu's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and a sudden heat appeared under the lower abdomen, from the bottom to the chest.

When I saw him, I held back my tears and choked up and reminded, "This is the women's bathroom." ”

"Oh?" He replied indifferently, "Crying? ”

Seeing that I didn't speak, he handed me a white tissue, I was stunned, and after a while, I took it and said softly, "Thank you." ”

I wiped my tears, and suddenly, my body stiffened, and Xia Zhiyu reached under her skirt with one hand, touching a place that shouldn't be touched, and she became more and more presumptuous.

I looked at him helplessly, and my body couldn't help but tremble.

"Are you scared?"

I couldn't say a word, I frowned slightly and looked at him, can't I get rid of the fate of being sexually assaulted? I bit my lip tightly, grabbed the hem of my skirt, and clenched it tightly to keep myself from making a sound.

"Won't you resist at all?" He frowned, thinking, if someone touched her, would she be slaughtered like this? The more he thought about it, the more irritated he became, and suddenly, he kissed her on the lips, with the mellow smell of coffee, and attacked the city.

I pushed him away hard, looking at this person who was obviously younger than me, but didn't look at me at all, and played with himself at will, a chill surged in my heart, "Give me back the things." ”

A hint of sarcasm crossed the corners of his mouth, "Do you think I'll pay it back?" There was a lot of implication in his tone.

Yet, can we still meet......

"Despicable ......," I finally choked out the word, and after saying that, I turned and ran out quickly.

Unexpectedly, Xia Zhiyu did not catch up.

He knew that the packet of sunflower seeds was very important to me, that the sunflower seeds represented the flower field, that they carried the memories of that comfortable and pleasant time, and that nothing could be lost without losing it.

But...... Everything is not so lucky, the most important thing in the world is an accident, the flower seeds were taken away, and I can't get them back.

I'm sorry, sunflower field, you will always live in my heart, you are my most precious memory, the most beautiful splendor, always, forever and ever.

Please forgive me for being selfish.

Chapter 3: Feel Your World - Sunflower Seeds [Lost]

In mid-to-late June, a good-looking teenager stood quietly at the door of the coffee shop, he pursed his lips lightly, and the sunlight gave the boy a layer of pale yellow light, which was a melancholy and suffocating beauty.

He looked at the packet of sunflower seeds intently, and the mint green transparent sachet was stained with a layer of dim yellow.

He understands that there are mistakes that cannot be remedied. But he still stubbornly stood in the sun, quietly waiting for someone. Even in this cloudy rainy season, even if she didn't show up.

The butler's angry voice came from the side, "Young Master! He shouted angrily, "Come back with me, if you wait like this, I'll call the bodyguard!" ”

Xia Zhiyu still looked faint, but he knew in his heart that it was the limit to be able to wait until now, and said with a wry smile: "Give me another day, just one day." I promise to go back with you. ”

The butler looked at his stubborn appearance, couldn't help but soften his heart a little, was silent for a while, and turned to leave.

Xia Zhiyu watched the housekeeper leave, and the sachet in his hand couldn't help but clench a little. The butler's silence means acquiescence.

As the sun set, the last trace of light on the horizon scattered Dugu, and finally completely disappeared at the end of the horizon. Night fell quietly, this night, there were no stars, no clear day, only a gloomy.

Goodbye, little Qingri.

Stop.

Qingri got on the train alone, anxious, and after getting off the train, he hurriedly got on the bus to Liuhua Town.

Just in the morning, my mother was on the phone with my aunt, and I vaguely heard something

"School? Where are you going to build it...... The flower field at the back of your house? Yes, then it will be convenient for the children to go to school......"

Auntie's house? Flower field? Sunflower!

I didn't listen to what was going on later, I just knew that the sunflower field was about to disappear into the world. An indescribable bitterness arose, and I shed a note, booked my train ticket, and hurried to Liuhua Town, where I thought, at least, to see it one last time.

I looked out the window at the rapidly receding scenery, my hands clenched tightly, the pain did not calm me down, I just wanted to hurry, hurry to the flower fields, preferably to be able to protect them from destruction, even if the consequences were to threaten my life.

By then, it was dusk. When I came to the back mountain according to my memory, I saw machines clearing the sunflowers, and some of the sunflowers had already suffered.

With red eyes, I jumped into the field of flowers, stood very close to the machine, and spread my hands to block the sunflowers behind me.

The small figure looked ridiculously small in the flower field, but I stood stubbornly here, staring ahead.

"Get out of the way, little sister, this kind of place is not for you!" The staff poked their heads out of the excavator and yelled at me in displeasure.

I didn't react at all to leave, and shouted with red eyes: "I don't!" I don't! ”

"What the hell is this woman doing! Hinder Lao Tzu's work! The worker next to me looked at me even more angrily.

Two lines of tears flowed down at some point, and I opened my mouth, unable to make a sound. A young man passed by on the field road, about sixteen or seventeen years old.

As if I had found a life-saving straw, I said to him, "Help me, they won't dare to do anything to the flower field if there are too many people!" I beg you, help me ......" Tears blurred my eyes, and I wiped them away and looked at him at a loss.

He didn't mean to come, and looked at me with complicated eyes.

"Please!"

I just want to protect it! Can't I even protect the only thing I like?

"Don't worry, I'll take care of the consequences, okay! I beg you, will you come and help me? I pleaded heartbreakingly, and he looked at me tremblingly, turned and ran away.

"Don't ......" I was powerless to face everything.

The worker looked impatient, came down to catch me, and persuaded: "Don't shout, isn't it just a flower, you just pick one, don't get in the way of us." ”

"You know what!" I clenched my hands and shouted, "What you don't understand, you'll never understand!" ”

"You'll never know how important it is to me, in my heart, it's everything!"

The workers were stunned by her momentum, and their stubborn eyes seemed to be doomed again.

"You ......"

Before I could hear what he was saying, a feeling of dizziness stimulated my brain, my body went limp, I closed my eyes and passed out, and I vaguely heard a few calls.

At night, it was sunny. Green crickets leap through the fields, and the moon shines a silver glow.

The field of flowers had become a land, bare and lifeless.

I don't know how long I fainted, but I slowly opened my tired eyes and found that I was surrounded by some kind of dormitory, so I quickly sat up and looked around.

"Are you awake?" A young man's voice was not loud or small, and it reached my ears.

Hearing the sound and looking up, a worker in overalls handed me a glass of water.

Wait, workers, flower fields......

"Where's the sunflower!" I asked excitedly as I grabbed the worker's clothes in a hoarse voice.

He opened his mouth, but was silent, not giving any words. Yet, I read everything in his look.

As a result, there is still no escape from the fate of loss. Even though I forced myself to be expressionless, tears flowed uncontrollably. Some sadness cannot be concealed by indifference.

He gave me a pitiful look, turned around and picked up a sunflower in a simple pot and placed it in front of me.

"Girl, I didn't know that flower was so important to you, but we can't help it, we have to do it for the sake of life." He said softly, "I know you're going to be sad, so I've picked a few of the biggest and most beautiful ones for you, I'm a rough man, and I don't know a lot of ......."

"There are some things that can only be fulfilled if you give them up. If the mission of the sunflower is such that we can't change it, then keep it in our hearts and cherish it for the rest of our lives. His tone seemed to be remembering someone, but when he said it, it was as if nothing had happened.

I looked at him, picked up the flower pot and walked straight to the door, ignoring him, and when I turned the corner, I turned my head to look at him, my eyes shining faintly in the night, I knew that he understood.

When I turned around, I disappeared into the night.

I can't help but think of Xia Zhiyu, the beautiful and rebellious teenager, we are like two lines on the same plane, intersecting, separated, impossible to collide again.

Only by giving up can we fulfill the other.

Goodbye, Xia Zhiyu.