Wedge: Feel Your World - Sunflower Garden [Nature]

[Wedge, non-text, can be skipped without reading]

I had shut myself up in my own world, lived in it, and refused to have contact with the outside world. I don't think it's ridiculous at all, because it's kind of a self-protection act.

When I am away from the crowd and walking alone in the uninhabited flower fields, do you feel that I am lonely?

The clear blue sky, the quiet white clouds, and the endless fields of sunflowers, I was looking at the scenery that was as beautiful as a painting.

Nature is big, but it still can't enter my little world. I sat on the ground without paying any attention, and the wind was soft, crashing into my arms.

The golden sunflowers show their most brilliant side to the sun, and they still insist on opening despite wind and rain. I think there seems to be nothing that can stop their yearning for the sun.

Occasionally, a few birds and finches swept through the sky, and the milky white clouds were leisurely, lying quietly on the blue sky bed.

The afternoon sun was shining brightly, and I looked at the brilliant field of flowers, and my eyes had a softness that I didn't know. I guess I'm obsessed with this piece of gold.

Infatuated? I pursed my lips, feeling strange at the thought. I reached out and touched the sunflower petals, and the sunflower swayed in the air, and it felt like I had just woken up in a daze, which was very cute.

The corners of my mouth hooked up a smile, shallow, faint. The sky was clear, and my little world didn't seem so small.

Later, I came here often, and no matter whether the ground was clean or not, I would sit by the flower field and smile at the sunflowers. Comfortable and pleasant.

However, the comfortable days did not last long, and one morning, my mother said that we should go. My heart suddenly tightened, gone? Leaving home, leaving the flower fields? I was a little distracted and didn't think much about it, and the next second I rushed towards the flower field.

When I saw the sunflowers, which were still bright even though the sky was dark and the sun had disappeared into the clouds, I breathed a sigh of relief and smiled shallowly and helplessly. It turned out that I had already poked my little head out in my world and felt the world of nature.

"Hello, Sunflower." Even though I was about to say goodbye, I still stubbornly said - hello. I said, "Hello, it's because I've lived in a golden sunflower in my little world."

Chapter 1: Feel Your World - Coffee House [First Encounter]

The rain began to fall, and the clear sky, which had just been blue, was suddenly stained with a thin layer of rain mist. The hyacinths on the street corner are swaying in the rain, and the purple delicate flowers look very pitiful. The rain didn't look like it was going to stop, so I rushed into a shop called a coffee house with one hand in my hand, and stood in the house panting to hide from the rain for a long time.

The raindrops fell on the beautifully decorated glass windows, and I stared at the raindrops in a daze. Suddenly, a sunny voice sounded behind me, disrupting my thoughts.

"Pretty young lady, do you need anything?" The young man's voice was neither loud nor small, and I turned to look at him with a smile on his face, and I didn't mean to agree.

I think he deliberately didn't know I was hiding from the rain.

Seeing that I didn't speak, the boy still kept a warm and polite smile, turned around and made a cup of kabnocchi and handed it to me.

What a stranger gives is unacceptable to a child, not to mention that I haven't paid yet, so I pursed my lips and ignored him.

"It's not poisonous." He looked at me and still didn't pay attention to him, he didn't mean to be discouraged, raised his eyebrows, slowly approached me, his thin lips lightly opened, "Small, dumb, ba-" The tail note dragged on for a long time, as if I was afraid that I was not angry.

"You, you're dumb!" I looked at him in displeasure and choked him hard.

The boy thought that this guest was very funny, and it was much more interesting than being the boss in this coffee house where no one was there, so he sighed deliberately and said softly, "It turned out to be a stammer, what a pity." After saying that, he glanced at me, intentionally or unintentionally.

However, I had to be calm. I turned around and ignored him. I think the biggest blow to this kind of stranger is that there is no reaction.

Seeing that I didn't care at all, he immediately deflated, put down his coffee, pulled me to the counter, and said in annoyance, "Let's talk!" Sister, no one has come to the store for three days, and I'm dying of boredom! His eyes blinked pitifully, and my heart couldn't help but be moved.

Actually, no one wants to talk to a girl like me. I smiled wryly, and besides, the café was really deserted, maybe he was really bored.

"Okay." I looked at him for a few seconds, lowered my eyes and replied lightly.

"Really!" He suddenly showed a big smile, and hurriedly picked up Kabnoch and handed it to me, "Taste it, don't charge money." ”

I hesitated for a moment, then reached out and took it.

"Sister, why do you think it's so deserted here?" He asked, looking at me with a brace on his face.

"It's too remote." I say.

Speaking of which, I have lived here for more than ten years, and this is the first time I have discovered this coffee shop.

"That's what I thought, too."

Please, that's what the whole world thinks.

"What's my sister's name?"

"Qingri."

"Does my sister like coffee?"

"Hmm."

"My name is Xia Zhiyu, let's be friends."

"Okay."

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

I suddenly choked on coffee, coughed a few times, and immediately became vigilant, staring at him with wide eyes, "What do you want to do!?" ”

"Who made you so cold, sister," he added, looking at me innocently, "and it's really interesting to see your fried hair, sister." ”

He smiled harmlessly, and I couldn't help but twitch the corners of my mouth.

Chatting and chatting, the rain gradually stopped, the sun sprinkled a piece of warmth, and hyacinths bathed in the sun, quietly enjoying all the good.

He said that the remote café was the brainchild of his cousin Natsu, who was said to have run it in honor of her lover.

After taking care of it for three whole years, Xia's reason finally couldn't withstand the thoughts, and he took half a bottle of sleeping pills and never woke up again.

The summer in his mouth is like a little girl selling matches, and in the end in a warm paradise, she will be happily with the person she loves, and there will never be crying and missing. So, in heaven, is she happy?

I pondered the word happiness.

No, people who don't have tears and thoughts are numb, how can they feel happy? I thought stubbornly, then put down my coffee cup and got up to leave.

When Xia Zhiyu saw me leaving, he suddenly said reluctantly: "Sister, is it okay to come often?" ”

It's not so much reluctance as begging.

I turned my back to him and paused.

"Okay." I let out a single tone and disappeared in front of the café.

If there must be tears and thoughts to be happy, then the tears that have been secretly shed for three years and the summer of missing her lover day and night must be happy, at least, she has been happy.