Chapter 198: Parting

Gu Yi smiled faintly, as if Bo Lan was slightly snowing, and whispered: "One part, two wide, each life is happy?" ”

When he said this, she felt a pain in her heart for some reason. Although this is the result of what she wants, the past is vivid, how can it be said that she can forget if she wants to? Yun Yanzheng clenched her back molars, and after a slight blank in her mind, she kept telling herself that she and he were in deep love and didn't know each other.

Gu Xi's eyes were misty, he nodded very slowly, let go of the hands that held her, and took three steps back to widen the distance between them: "This situation and this scene seem familiar." He looked up at the pink cherry blossoms in front of him, leisurely comparing his eyes, lingering at each other, and his voice was low and fluttering: "I am afraid that you will be difficult to give up the Wei Kingdom, so I forced you to choose with death, and this is why I want it too much." Unexpectedly, this plan and calculation has become a gap between us and a shackle that stifles our feelings for each other. May you no longer be in pain, no more tears, no more frustration, happy with what you have gained, disgusted with all your losses, and a long life of peace and worry-free years. ”

Yun Yan looked at his face standing in front of the flowers and trees, as clean and clear as the snow on the top of the mountain, and his heart was silently tightening. He was too strong, too strong for her to believe easily; He was so good, so beautiful that she was afraid of it. If one day she is trapped in it and can't extricate herself, if one day she wakes up and the truth is terrible, how can she live in the world, she will inevitably die and never recover, but she can't indulge her feelings and hearts so much, she still has the people of Wei to protect, and she still has the responsibility of being a royal family to bear.

She stepped back step by step, her eyes cautious, as if she were facing a great enemy. She knew that the enemy was not only in front of her, but in the depths of her heart. If her will is not strong enough, if she wavers at the slightest moment, the appearance of perseverance she maintains will crack and crumble, and it will no longer exist.

Just as she was about to turn away, Yun Yanzheng's gaze froze, and she stared at him in disbelief. Two almost imperceptible blush slid down his cheeks, bits and pieces, sporadically, but constantly dripping onto his snow-white clothes. The gradual red dots on the shoulders are like plum blossoms outlined by cinnabar, and under such a clear moonlight, it looks particularly thrilling.

"Gu Xi......" She raised her finger and pointed, but found that he had not noticed her strangeness. He just pursed his lips and stopped talking, and he could hear her speak, and his eyes looked at her faintly as if he was listening.

"What's wrong with you?" Yun Yanzheng felt more and more incredible, and there were more and more red spots on her white clothes, so many that it made her heart tremble and it was difficult to take a step.

Gu Xi tilted his head slightly and raised his eyebrows, as if asking her what was wrong?

Yun Yanzheng took a deep breath, obviously he had retreated far enough, why was he so fast when he ran to his side? She looked up closely, her lips flare and her heart trembling. Blood was dripping from his ears, and he swam along his cheeks like two terrifying snakes.

She hurriedly tugged at his wrist to listen to the pulse, which was even more severe than the previous one, heavy and lifeless. In the case of internal injuries, the blood and qi are usually spit out from the mouth, and if the blood and qi flow out of other orifices without realizing it, then such internal injuries are already close to death.

"You sit down...... Yun Yanzheng said softly.

A refreshing smile appeared on the corner of Gu Xi's lips, and she sat down under the flower tree according to Yan, and she sat down with him. stared at him for a long time, his hand did not let go of his hand, and his voice trembled slightly: "Are you plotting against me like this?" Gu Xi, you can't use my conscience like this again and again. My heart...... It's going to hurt......"

"Really?" He asked, resting on her shoulder.

Layers of mountain cherry blossoms flew and fell, pouring down the charm of Tsinghua like rain and mist. Their eyes were constantly entangled, his eyes were full of tenderness and bitterness, but hers was confused and frightened.

As soon as he opened his mouth to speak, the blood and qi flowed out of his mouth as if he could no longer be stopped, and his white clothes were stained with a red smell.

She nodded and coaxed, "Don't talk anymore...... I'll heal you......" I couldn't help but reach out to cover his mouth, and I couldn't bear to see the blood spilling out of his mouth again.

Gu Xi slowly raised his hand to cover hers, sighed softly in a faint voice, and whispered, "Silly Ayan, you can't cover it like this." ”

Sure enough, blood seeped out from between her four fingers, and gradually formed four shocking blood marks on the backs of each other's jade-white hands.

Yun Yanzheng frowned, the calm and resoluteness that had been fixed in Fang Cai's eyes now turned into worry and fear, and his face gradually turned pale.

Gu Xi reached out and stroked her eyebrows, her fingertips were as cool as jade, wanting to wipe away her worries, and her gentle tone sprayed a wet breath behind her palm, and called: "Ah Yan......" He smiled shallowly, turned his eyes to look at the dark blue night behind her, and whispered like a groan: "This place is full of flowers, and it will be fragrant after a hundred years, it is indeed a good place to bury bones." If this tree is nourished by my flesh and blood, it will be more and more gorgeous in the coming year, if you are concerned about me, you are not afraid that there is nothing to sacrifice, may it accompany you to a hundred years on my behalf. ”

Seeing his attitude of not seeming to care, Yun Yan said angrily: "Can you bear to let me erect a monument for you again and again?" ”

Gu Xi looked back, fixed on her face, the perfect corners of her eyes slowly curved, there seemed to be starlight and cunning in her eyes, and said with a smile: "Since Ah Yan doesn't want me to die, then I won't die." ”

Yun Yanzheng bit his lower lip, glared at him angrily, sat down cross-legged, and decided to help him heal with both hands. Gu Xi gently held her hand, shook his head, and said in a low and slow voice: "Your own injuries have just healed, and your internal strength is not solid, so it is not appropriate to use the root at this time." I am the damage of the bottomless abyss, with your internal strength at the moment, it can't be cured, or don't waste your efforts. What's more, I don't know when there will be an accident here and now, you have to save this energy and guard the customs for me. ”

"Can you heal such an injury yourself?" Yun Yanzheng asked suspiciously.

Gu Xi's eyes were full of smiles, he nodded, and said, "I have become a doctor after a long illness, besides, you have seen my medical skills, and this injury in my body is not in a hurry." ”

"Alright, I'll check it for you." Yun Yanzheng remembered that he was indeed quite proficient in healing Gu poison, and couldn't help but whisper urgently, his eyes full of concern and urging.

Gu Xiwan smiled, took out a black jade bottle from his sleeve, opened the seal and drank it to his mouth. His pale face turned unusually red in an instant, as if he was drunk, Yun Yanzheng felt uneasy in his heart, and his brows were always difficult to stretch.

Gu Xiyun smiled at her lightly, her eyes were soft, and she said softly: "Ah Yan, I'm going to sleep." Can you hum a tune to coax me? ”

The wind is gentle, the moon is shining, and the fragrance is accompanied.

Under the pink cherry tree, Gu Xi fell asleep on Yun Yanzheng's lap. She leaned against the tree, softly singing the nursery rhyme of the Ul Kingdom, and looked down at the person who was gradually breathing shallowly and evenly on her lap, and her mind was uncomfortable. Inadvertently, he has quietly sung the song that is happy with each other.

The singing is melodious and light, the words are sincere and beautiful, and reveal a faint sadness and lingering.

Her hand gently stroked his long ink-stained hair and porcelain-white cheeks, and her gaze lingered. This person, she once passed by him regretfully, and she also knew and promised him, and whenever she thought of him, she felt sweet but inevitably revealed a bitterness in her heart.

The moon is ten miles, and the flowers are like a dream.

Her eyes were not full of joy, but there was a trace of reluctance and loneliness that she was unwilling to relinquish. She didn't even dare to admit that she had missed him for days and nights, as well as her helplessness and sadness when she faintly pieced together the truth. thought that he could calmly forget and let go calmly, but after meeting him again, all this determination gradually collapsed.

Today, when he killed Qin Wuxian, when he forced her to choose, and when he was attacked by Fang Juan, her mind fluctuated with his every move. She had never been so hesitant, decisive on the battlefield, calm and composed in the imperial city, and even when her heart was surging with him two years ago, when she discovered his secrets, she was able to leave decisively. However, who would have expected that when they met two years later, even though they had forgotten the initial throbbing, they still couldn't stop their nostalgia and love for him, like a moth to a fire. Knowing that it was a blazing poisonous fire, she also fought without hesitation.

However, her identity, her responsibility, and the family and country to which she is physically and mentally attached are destined to be unable to selflessly dedicate herself to the love of her heart like a moth and put out a fire magnificently. It is precisely that turning away, defending firmly, and letting go calmly are the choices she should make.

She can't go away with him, let the turmoil of the four countries go unchecked, be indifferent to what he is going to plan, and can't use her feelings to restrain him and stop him, although worried, but disdainful. He could not give up what he had planned, and lived in a corner with her, staying in the kingdom of Ul, guarding her homeland, and knowing that he was disdainful and disgusted with her royal brother.

What's more, he is broad-minded and far-sighted, how can this be just an official position, or even a person who can stay in the country?

Unconsciously, Yun Yanzheng's eyes were watery, and tears quietly crossed her cheeks, dripping on her placket and Gu Xi's forehead, cool and shallow, faint marks.

The helplessness and vulnerability that no one knows quietly poured out in this silent night.

When he said every word of love for her, when he held her hand every time, he reminded her that she knew that the entanglement between her and him had long been cut and inexhaustible, and she had long been unable to let go. The more she wanted to avoid it, the more she couldn't let go, even though she had thought of borrowing Feng Jingning to escape against her will, she finally found that her heartbreak was difficult to heal, and fate made her unable to escape this reincarnation cause and effect.

So, are they destined to be so entangled in this life?

But this person, can she be one with him as she wishes, and hold hands to the end?

Yun Yanzheng's eyes were gentle and misty, leaning over slightly, and a shallow kiss fell on his cheek. Thinking of the first invitation three years ago, she never knew what it tasted like, and others said that she was stupid and ignorant of love, and she knew the meaning of lovesickness from then on.