Chapter 197: Learning Badly

Yun Yanzheng remembered again that he put the male Gu on his body on the rabbit's body, and couldn't help but laugh evilly. Fang Juan is really unlucky now? What should he do? She glanced sideways, but said, "In this way, Miss Namu also admires you very much." ”

Gu Xi said disapprerovingly: "What she admires is just a person's appearance, demeanor and talent, and she doesn't know why she loves someone at all?" ”

Yun Yanzheng smiled faintly and asked, "Then why does she think you love someone?" ”

"Love someone?" Gu Xi's gaze locked on her face, and she said in a faint voice: "When the years reced, the dazzling Ronghua; When fate changes the original talent: when the change changes the heart-wrenching demeanor, the love in the heart still does not change. Whenever I think of this person, I feel warm and happy in my heart, and I look forward to staying with her for a long time, and I believe that even if I go through all this, she will not dislike me, abandon me, and still treat me as before. ”

Yun Yanzheng's expression was a little confused, she seemed to be a little incredulous that Gu Xi would say such a thing, such an ordinary and warm wish. Seeing her ignorant expression, Gu Xi couldn't help but reach out and stroke her face, and called softly: "Ah Yan? ”

Yun Yanzheng then smiled and said: "Since I met you, you have made people feel like a cold and affectionate fairy, I just can't imagine that a person like you would say such an unsurprising thing." ”

Gu Xi raised his eyebrows and asked nonchalantly, "Then what should I say?" ”

Yun Yanzheng snorted lightly, learned his usual tone and tone, and said: "I was depressed for a while, and you once comforted me by saying that the real strong man is not afraid of setbacks, failures, the past, and the future. Privately, I think that you are broad-minded, strong-willed, and will be detached from the mundane when dealing with emotional matters, leisurely and indifferent. ”

Gu Yi nodded and said, "That's true, Ah Yan, do you know how I climbed mountains and waded through rivers to come to you?" And how did I face failure after failure when you chose the country? And I still choose to stand strong in front of you, still waiting for your next choice? I am so persistent, I just hope that when you encounter difficulties, I can help you and make you forget your worries for the time being; And when you don't need to fight, you don't need to be in pain and sorrow, when you turn around, you can see the me who has been standing behind you silently waiting for you. ”

Yun Yanzheng inadvertently rubbed his slightly sour nose, and his heart couldn't help but tremble with his words.

Gu Xi smiled and scratched the tip of her reddish nose, and said, "You often come when you get together, and you leave if you don't get together, have I ever said that you didn't say half a sentence?" ”

Yun Yanzheng blinked, and she fanned the faintly floating water.

Gu Xi sighed and said, "You don't need to care about loving someone, it's just willing, that's it." He stroked her long hair dotingly, and his voice was faint: "I just want you to be by my side when you are old, you can still be by my side, watch the falling flowers together, count the years together, and fall into the loess together." It is good that I can hold you by the hand, from beginning to end, without separation again. ”

Yun Yanzheng took a deep breath and turned his eyes to look at the moonlight overhead. She smiled suddenly, reached out, plucked a mountain cherry tree from his sideburns, and sniffed it under her nose. Then she threw the light mountain cherry blossom into Gu Xi's hairpin, and she smiled and said, "Uncle Yutian, there is no one in the alley." Is there no dweller? It's not as good as uncle. Xun is beautiful and benevolent. Uncle is in wine, and there is no drinking in the alley. Isn't there any drinking? It's not as good as uncle. It's beautiful and good. Uncle Shiye, no horses in the alley. Won't there be a horse? It's not as good as uncle. Xun is beautiful and martial. ”

Gu Xiqu tapped her forehead with his fingers and said lightly: "The cunning boy is like this." ”

Yun Yanzheng said with a hippie smile: "It's not that I learned from you, Master Gu." ”

Gu Xi pursed her lips and smiled, hugged her lightly into her arms, and hugged her slowly. is so soft and gentle, it seems to be guarding the supreme and noble treasures in this world.

Yun Yanzheng sniffed the unique grass and trees on his body, and suddenly felt peace and joy in his heart, and hugged his broad shoulders with his backhand, pillowed his head on it, and whispered: "I really hope that all this will not change until the world is old." Gu Shezhi, if one day, you find that the person you love is actually unrecognizable, not what you see, what will you do? You thought I loved my family and country, and I fought and died for it; You think I'm true and sincere, hearty and uninhibited, but it turns out that everything is just an appearance, and my truth is just deception and suspicion; Hypocritical, deceitful and cunning, so when you find out all this, will you still love me so much? ”

Gu Xi exhaled softly, and a whisper rang in her ears: "If the person you love is really so full of holes, then let it go." If it is really as you said, the two people are not in the same way, love is not what they love, and it is no longer what they see, then there is really no need to be persistent and reluctant. ”

"Gu Xi......" Yun Yanzheng felt distressed inexplicably, couldn't help hugging him tightly, and said in a low voice: "Gu Shezhi, I once thought about doing anything to be with you, although I didn't really do it later." But I really don't want you to change, I don't want to see you not what I love, I don't want to see myself and tear your heart for you, my heart hurts and I can't help myself. I'm selfish, I don't want to, I don't want to go through this kind of pain. ”

"So you want to run away from me from now on?" Gu Xi stroked her hair and asked, her tone was gentle, but it seemed to have a questioning and sighing tone.

Yun Yanzheng raised his eyes to look at the flowers that were as beautiful as if they had entered a fantasy under the moonlight under the moonlight that drifted away, and after staring for a long time, he replied, "You are too beautiful, I can't bear to be mutilated." ”

"Why do you so arbitrarily assume that I am not what you love?" Gu Xi's voice asked in a slightly dignified voice, staggered each other's heads and necks, and kissed her forehead like butterfly wings touching petals, leaving a faint mark.

"Maybe I was born in the royal court, and I have seen too many people's hearts twist and turn, and I can't trust someone in my heart with stability." Yun Yan lowered his eyes and whispered weakly: "Maybe it's because I've experienced too much unbelievable and cloud-shaking rain in the past few days, and I can't recognize what is true and what is false?" ”

Her voice was full of confusion and confusion.

"I've never been so dazed...... Yun Yanzheng said in a deep voice, "I want to have it, but I'm afraid of losing; I want to give up, but I can't give up. Her lips closed one by one and touched his cheek, and her breath was slightly like an orchid, "I finally made up my mind to stay away from you, but why did you appear in front of me, and even forced me to walk with you." Do you know that your persecution is really painful for me, and I can't live with myself at peace. ”

"It's just because I'm worried that I'm a stranger to you from now on." Gu Xi wrapped his hands around her slender waist and hugged him tightly, his eyes staring at her eyes burningly, and at this moment he clearly saw the tears hidden in her incomparably clear phoenix eyes, as well as the struggle and pain in which the choice was unbreakable.

"If it's really as you say, or do you want to get the legendary treasure and the map of mountains and rivers in my grandfather's hands?" She met her gaze aggressively, and her tone became more detached and cold.

His deep gaze instantly cleared, he raised his eyebrows, and his voice was as soft as silence: "I thought you were already standing by my side, but I never thought that you still had such deep doubts about me in your heart." Ah Yan, all this I have done is in vain and self-deception? ”

Yun Yanzheng frowned, looked into his eyes, and met his questioning, but he couldn't answer. I don't know when her suspicion of him has become so deep that she can't see through it, and she can't get rid of it. Do they really have to go on strange paths and go against each other in order to give each other a quiet world?

She couldn't help but sigh, gathering sand into a tower, gathering armpits into a fur, the suspicion between them did not exist today, let alone formed overnight. In the past, she was either a decisive choice; Either she is obsessively avoiding hiding her ears and stealing the bell, but now, she has no way to avoid it, she can't escape, she can no longer hide her illness and avoid medical treatment, and it is time to face all this.

She couldn't hold such a big mystery in her heart and laugh with him anymore.

Gu Xi couldn't see what she was thinking at the moment, smiled self-deprecatingly in her eyes, and said softly: "It seems that I am smart but I am mistaken by cleverness and cocooned myself." ”

"Gu Xi, if I am willing, I can naturally pretend to know each other with you, whitewash the peace, and look like a snake and a snake." Yun Yanzheng stared at him deeply, shook his head slightly, and said, "In this life, you are the only person I want to love without reservation and distraction, so I don't want to be full of you. Neither do they want to be false, nor do they want to deceive. However, this kind of love is too heavy and too burdensome......"

Gu Xi's curved fingers pressed on her lips, stopping her from spitting out the words, her eyes scorched into her deep and sad eyes at the moment, and she whispered: "Just because it's too heavy, too tired, you can give it up so easily, don't want it?" She pursed her lips, and he persistently whispered, "Who asked me to forgive her at that time?" And who made the promise to me in 'Breeze Garden'? If I don't give it up, you don't give it up? The light and shadow in his eyes flashed with hatred and anger, and his eyes were as cold as a knife blade, "The eldest princess of Feng Wu of the Wei Kingdom is such a vain who has no faith in her words and despises her promises?" I have worked tirelessly for this, but it is difficult to change your wholeheartedness? You once said that I will be avenged, and if you dare to doubt me, abandon me, and bear me like this, you are not afraid that I will take revenge with a grudge and cruelty, and push you and the country into the abyss together, and never recover? His voice was low and hoarse, but his words reached people's hearts like the tip of a sharp knife.

Gu Xi couldn't believe that he would have such an angry day and couldn't calm down.

Yun Yanzheng was silent, but layers of clouds and mist in his eyes were surging and passing by, and after a long time, he whispered: "Gu Shezhi, didn't you also say that if love is full of holes, you can let it go; If you don't agree with each other, you don't need to be reluctant to cling to it? Why did you rebel? ”

The corners of Gu Xi's thin lips curled slightly, and he said sarcastically: "Are you going to plug my mouth with my words?" ”

Yun Yanzheng nodded and said frankly: "In the past, you deceived me a lot, and I am just returning the other way to the other in the future." Wei Guo is indeed my weakness, and you know my heart very well, so I have to make such a promise to let you go. ”