Shaking the dust off my collar, I felt that everything that was happening was going against me, and my parents didn't understand, so I cooperated and lived in the image of a fool.

The most negative time is life, and it was already clear when I was in junior high school, when my brothers were showing off how to pick up girls, I had taken my female classmates home and rolled on the sofa.

But I have to play a childish ghost to cover up my external darkness, and what makes them worry is always how I bullied the big kids in the neighborhood, and the bra of the girl at the front table was picked up by me during class, sorry, it's really just because it's boring.

24 hours a day, it seems that I live to do something exciting, because this is the only way to get everyone's attention, even if they think I am a hopelessly rebellious child.

But I know that I am dying my life with more color, only in this way can I become a different person in the future, and only in this way can I be worthy of my childhood when I am not crazy and I will grow old.

I've always believed that my soul is the most perfect work of art, and that it definitely feels better than a toddler's when dissected, not to say that I do things that surprise you, but it's an innate belief.

So shouting and yelling and yelling for me to be a good child example to my younger siblings, please, I didn't teach them to go to the supermarket to get snacks and eat them directly, it's already the best example, what else do you want to do?

It's enough to live like a TV series that knows the end, and now I already know the ending, isn't it just dying and burying in the soil, and no one can escape, so I firmly believe that going on according to the subconscious happiness is the most perfect life.

You must clearly know that there is still a long way to go in the future, and you will sit in a seat for no reason without an empty car, and the dream is that you should carry the whole car on your shoulders to lead the trend forward.

It's raining, start running, even if there is a cliff in front of you, close your eyes and bravely step over, because there are too many people waiting in line behind, and too many will make you feel scared.

There is only the desire to move forward, there is no time to look back and see how depressed I was in the last second, for me, the dream has begun, even if it is shattered, I must rise to the top, and touch other people's dreams with residual warmth.

Driving in the corner of the second ring road, holding the steering wheel tightly with the palm of his hand, pressing the horn with his fingertips, listening to the harsh sound of the world outside the glass, he couldn't stop his mouth from wanting to scold because of anxiety.

The congestion of the brutal reality that trapped me here and wanted to struggle was completely different from the expression Sven had when I went to participate in the memories an hour ago.

As I passed by the next tunnel, I wondered if the moment of seeing the light was the beginning or the end. I asked myself as I looked at the skylights flashing continuously, feeling that the warm light they emitted was a deep mockery.

Pushing the throttle to the bottom and out of the tunnel, I saw the autumn wind mercilessly take away the last few leaves of the trees, no matter how hard the branches wept.

The stars in the distance are driving the sunset, unwilling to let people appreciate its beauty for longer, I can already feel the sweat in my palms, and I feel that the speed of the car is far beyond my memory of the last second.

If I shouted how fucked up this day and age is, would the police be arresting me?

When I grew up, I found that I really didn't understand this society and how the earth worked, power is everything, connections are everything, and ordinary people can be helpless to shut up.

Be at ease, don't tell me you don't know that the law is sometimes a layer of transparent foam, which bursts with a light touch, is this passage similar to where have you heard it, it should be Zheng Ziqi's "Bubble", which can describe more than just love.

Don't think about it, I don't have any intention of resisting, just talk about what I have personally experienced, how human nature is defined by money, and what is personality?

Everyone wants to stand at the top and try those people to bend down to receive you, don't dare to speak loudly, stand up and squint that fat face to toast, who doesn't expect such a right.

What the? You say that's not what you want? Are you from Mars?

Looking for a look to rely on in the dark, it should be a ray of light that penetrates through the ant's nest, but everyone is looking forward to it, and the result seems to be a struggle, called nature.

If you have money, you can buy everything you want, this is what the elementary school teacher yelled at us with a spittle star in class, I knew at the time that it was what he said to himself, he was unwilling, he was rubbish, but this is his life, what is it to educate us, hehe, in fact, it is just to educate himself.

From elementary school to work, from town to city to capital, from that point to this point, I found that overconfidence is the biggest problem in this off-road era, and I should learn to keep a low profile.

Every day there will be unexpected things happening, sometimes good and sometimes bad, with the most indifferent attitude to welcome the dawn of dawn, otherwise what else.

Barefoot, with a cigar in his mouth, he occasionally wants to be silent in the middle of the movie plot and never come out, and the only way is to keep drinking vodka.

We're overturning history, and we're making history, but? How long the planet will last is unknown.

Have you ever heard the word fate, like being targeted by a sniper rifle and having no way out, like being enclosed in a sheepfold and still at the mercy of others, like mentioning these two words again is a lifetime.

What kind of power does it take to break this ending that everyone is the same at birth, all I can think of is to use all my strength to tease this ridiculous world once in my lifetime.

When the song "Do your thing like it ain't nothing to it" is sung, I want to put aside the fixed rules in my mind and do what I want to do. The English translation of this phrase means "You can do whatever you want, as if no one else is around." ”

Really want to know that only I am tired of the world? The desire in the body has long been filled with the word weakness, and I don't even want to move again, it's really tired.

Every day, I continue to rely on the help of my family to do business business, and the consumption at night is the income of doing business for a month, and I laughed and scolded the fool who robbed my woman and said that Lao Tzu's one-night consumption is your income for a year.

He looks like a playboy, but only I know how long it will take, and how to spend all my money to buy superior treatment, in my eyes, this is a glorious time worth remembering in the future.

The girl in front of me, can you hurry up and get close to me, take away my pain and enjoy the pleasure, your lips are the painkiller I want the most, I can feel that you are already hungry and thirsty inside.

Don't care what tomorrow will bring, love me today, let me feel the sincerity of your ten fingers, let me feel the sincerity of your hips twisting, and I want to leave your most ferocious fingerprints on my shoulders.

It seems that only non-stop sex can erase a trace of inner turmoil, does this metaphor make you feel appropriate, after all, they are all men, and their ideas are almost the same, almost dirty.

Looking at the calendar, it is said that tomorrow is the beginning of winter, and I want to hold a hot girl in bed every minute and never move to hibernate again.

I can't see the boy who only stays in the present and enjoys the future, as if the women think that I still have a sense of dependence, otherwise how can I be so feminine, but in the eyes of the parents, he is a rebellious and ignorant child.

Just now a friend called and said something that made me want to laugh, he said that the originality of the song he wrote for the stupid hat rich second generation was only 30%, and the buddy directly transferred 300,000 yuan to him without filling in the lyrics after listening to the song, and drove him to a nightclub to spend 90,000 yuan, which made him feel very painful.

I laughed at him for not seeing the world, and he shot back at me and said that it was better than you, a garbage who was about to go to the grave with the money of the old man who painted the old man every day and had no motivation at all.

Garbage, I'm just garbage, what's wrong, is it polluting the social environment and you feel like throwing up, or what?

Close your eyes, turn up the volume of your headphones to the loudest, and time seems to stop in just a few seconds, there is no temperature in the air, and your heart is beating at a loud rate.

Standing up, turning left, turning right, spinning, like a seasick boat, imagining wildly, following the producer's thoughts and holding hands and spinning in circles, as if peeping into his privacy and seeing through his psychology.

The ringing of the phone indicates that a woman is lonely and wants to make an appointment with me at night, but I will never refuse, the kind that can be arrived by plane immediately, although there is a body in the bed at the moment bent asleep, but she is already in the past.

Among the countless ways to die, dying in a woman's arms is the happiest, or the ancients have a legend that they love beauty and are too lazy to govern the river.

I like the kind of coquettish woman who is pretending to be serious, and she is willing to swoon you to the point of burning with fire, she says that it is love, what an ethereal love.

Recently, I realized that orgasm means falling, making you panting and looking at your body, looking at your body for nothing, to justify that you are still alive.

When the smell of alcohol rises to my eyes, it will be bloodshot, and I will succeed on my own in the future, I always talk nonsense to my friends after drinking, but I don't have the slightest idea to prove it.

Without hesitation, I gambled my life on the things I liked, even my closest friends said that I was stupid, and I was anxious to draw a line as soon as possible, even if my worth increased tenfold compared to the original, ten times was also in my parents with the help of my parents, which was not what I wanted in my heart, but for life, there was no choice.

The withered flower is no longer beautiful, it is very eye-catching, you are like the flower, only a dry skin is left to support the roots, so that it does not fall down, so that onlookers feel pitiful.

Leaning on the balcony chair late at night, my eyes glazed out and my eyes spitting out my eyes, I have been hating the city so much lately that it is covered in darkness, probably because I think too much about it, and I feel that all the people I see at night are hypocritical.

The alcohol had numbed my muscles, and I wanted to keep staring at the stars without sleepiness, trying to find a glimmer of light in the dark.

The rebellious counterpart must end up scribbling in the end, raising his left hand to caress his dry cheek, and it still hurts to pinch it hard, and this is not the first time he has repeated this action.

If everything is wrong, the only thing that is right is that I can prove that I am still alive by willfulness, and maybe my parents will understand in the future.

At this moment, I aspire to hold everything in the palm of my hand as I typed out the words, and I will not hesitate to do so by any means.

I longed to close my eyes and there was no law that could control me, to follow the subconscious of my own body to indulge without any protective cover, as long as the end result was beyond my own tolerance.

I longed to put the past behind me completely, to smash the bottle like a long-brewing old wine, to see it evaporate with the sun, nothing, formatted, how could I achieve such freedom.

If you closed your eyes and looked back at all the past, what would be the first thing you would think of? Whether it is a frown or a smile, whether it will unconsciously burrow into a fist or the whole body relaxes.

My heart has not been able to calm down because of a ruthless heart in the past, that is trust, I have failed trust, a year of trust, what words to use to describe how bastard I am, I can't think of it.

Haha, I really didn't expect that a heartless person like me would have a heartbreak that couldn't be mended, when would I put this heart together completely, instead of constantly floating in all corners of my chest.

I'm pretending that it's the world that keeps changing, not the age of growing fear, and that might be because of my own failures.

When I was a child, I would often lie on the window and look at the passing cars on the road in a daze, a car is a family, and there are countless homes in the car one after another, when will I have a happy family?

When I now leaned back on the window and looked at the passing cars on the road, my eyes seemed to start to make a difference, thinking about where the people in the ordinary sedan were going, and where the people in the limousine were going.

When will I be sensible? When my uncle asked me this, I was walking on the sofa chatting with the lady in the nightclub on WeChat, and made an appointment to play together in the evening.

I looked at my uncle, put my phone in my pocket, bit my inner lip with my teeth like a child, rolled up the wrinkles on my forehead, and stared at him with wide, harmless eyes, not knowing how to answer.

It seems to be innate, and I have been very afraid of him since I was a child, and I am afraid that the aura on his body may have something to do with his success, which makes me feel very unnatural when facing him.

In the end, I replied seriously, when I should be sensible, I think I am sensible, every time at this time he always has an expression of hatred of iron and steel, indeed, I disappointed him, how many times I have made trouble since I was a child, he helped me clean up.

I've always been so selfish, I only think about my feelings, as long as I'm happy, I don't care what people think of me, it's because of this that I can live my own nature now.

Match yourself, not the boring world. It's a phrase I've said to myself since I was a child, so that's the standard I have weighed since I was a child.

No one is like me, I'm an individual, and even though some people think it's rubbish, some nonsense only makes me laugh more.

There is only one life and only one time today, and the monotonous and complex life seems to be suitable for uninterrupted misses, leaving a steady stream of regrets in order to take more open steps, so as not to seem so crooked.

I can still say that I'm fine with the countless falls, but when I look back on the next picture, I start to wonder if I'm really satisfied.

Looking at the photo of myself in the previous space and pointing at the crowd through the screen, I thought it was naïve, but at that time, it was like proving that I was different in the circle of friends.

When I was a child, when I played a game and drew a good guy card, I talked on the stage about how I wanted to be a person who was more upright than the police in the future, and later when I watched Infernal Affairs, I found that there were bad people in the police, and when integrity was not correctly judged because of interests, I knew that good people don't know that a blurted word can be correctly defined.

So I'm catering to myself, it's better to say that I'm catering to the past that can't be changed, it's really like forgetting all my past, and if I can really lose my memory immediately if I have an accident, I will not hesitate.

I don't know where I started to have this terrible idea, and if I say it, it will definitely cause the surprised eyes of the people around me, so I can only hold back, keep thinking about it in a loop, and be pressed down by the alcohol.

Everything that is within reach should have turned black, and the unpolished diamond has been scratched by time one after another, and it has lost its chance to shine.

I know that I am the kind of diamond that can no longer be polished and has long since broken into countless small pieces, and the reason why I can still support it is because of my family, even if I always make them angry, but I love them.

I may remember more than they did when I was a child, but I really betrayed my innate nature.

This is my real life, which is mixed with various outstanding characteristics of the post-90s, and what I understand is to hold my destiny firmly in the palm of my hand and not be at the mercy of external forces.

People who don't understand me, I don't have the ability to please anything, and there's nothing wrong with being a passerby and making each other happy.

Standing at the intersection in the countryside, I felt that my shoulders were very tired, and as usual, I held the coin in the palm of my hand, and then threw it high into the sky, right and right, but I couldn't go back to my heart and thought about it at that time.

I don't know if I will stand at this intersection and do childish things again in ten years, but this is an agreement I made with myself when I was a child, and I will come to this intersection every year to ask my original intention.

The dream of becoming a singer has long been shattered, and the idea of marrying that beautiful tablemate home has become a regret that I didn't sleep with her in the first place, and wanting to be a person who loves his wife like my father has become a big joke, and I myself am like a joke.