Chapter 5 If Assimilated, Don't Be Corrupted
The artist, how elegant it sounded, like a helpless man who had suddenly been crowned, raised his hands and finally touched a ray of light under the pitch-black cliff.
Moving the picture to the cinema when I went to see "Beloved Van Gogh: The Mystery of the Starry Sky", poor Van Gogh painted so many pictures and was worth so much money after his death, sometimes I wonder if I am so vulgar? I always feel that what painting can be more artistic than how many K photos, by the way, at this moment, it is the fame of the pile of transactions.
Listen, accompany those oily men with fat faces, you can get what you want, how simple, isn't it just three escorts, exchanging the time of the day for the benefits of the year, it is not something that is unseemly, which industry is not happening.
Heavy makeup and put on a sling to go to the hotel to meet people, if you can take drospirenone ethinyl estradiol tablets in advance, it would be better, if you want to use the fastest shortcut to swim quickly in the sky, what a fair deal, each takes what he needs.
In order to survive, it is only the first step in the extension, first distinguish the soul from the body, what if you are gnawed by a pig, and if you get what you want, there will be hundreds of successors to hug your thighs.
Don't pretend to smile, you are the envy of the people around you, and the artist will never allow a moment of stage fright, the more hypocritical you are, the more you will be teased, the more you will think that you have a future, let all the nerves try to wake up and perform all this, so that he thinks you are a natural slut.
Cover your ears and squeeze desperately on a bigger screen, even if you squeeze the stockings and bras, you can use sexy and enchanting to resolve the embarrassment, and the most important thing in mixing a line is to continuously improve your emotional intelligence, otherwise the ghost knows how miserable the death will be.
No matter how contemptible the laughing stock it shows in the process, in the end, as long as you succeed, you can dispel all the gossip, and once you take your dignity too seriously, you will be worthless.
In the original rules that have long been formed, there has never been the word humility, and the gain and the pay must always be proportional, no, what qualifications does the seeker have to talk about the proportion.
It only takes a few people to discuss a few points behind the scenes, and the real self-directing and self-acting is a breeze for those people, after all, the entertainment trend can push Sister Feng to the headlines, and it can also discredit the famous line to the point that they dare not take off the mask again.
Cheap dreams, for ordinary people, need to be constantly irrigated with self-esteem, discard all the protective barriers on the ground, and let the black breath erode in the body in order to move forward better.
All the support depends on the belief of persistence, after all, it is too simple to disappear in the vast sea of people, and if you want to illuminate the entire city of Beijing, maybe Fan Bingbing is just a starting point.
The girl I paid special attention to was always using photos to disguise her unbearability, and I knew that the accompanying text was written by the company's copywriter, and she was afraid that a misuse of words would be a storm of entertainment.
She carefully followed the agent's arrangement to take every step, I was jealous of her height, but when I saw the real her, on the contrary, I would feel that she had a trace of pity, I remembered so many stars who committed suicide for depression, and I was very disturbed by the trace of sorrow on her private face.
How many dreams have been broken for the sake of a dream, how easy it is to pretend not to care, even if the watch can be seamless, looking at the retouched face in the mirror every day, whether she has the courage to discard it all, this helpless self-deprecation is how much she monologue to herself.
Maybe some of the ideas are because the status is not high enough, and the string of numbers in the bank card can add a few more zeros, all of which is still attractive while the current face is still attractive.
There has been no privacy for a long time, and there is only one point left in the three-point leakage, waiting for an opportunity to do a show to expose it, and it is also a very good choice to go on the home page of everyone's mobile phone screen to hit the eyeballs, after all, it can be modified with the word light, not Sao.
The school girls who stand out from art schools all over the country have long been ready to take off their underwear and talk to the director who doesn't know how many lines there are all night, and the long list of beauties in the annual report makes the dicks exude unvented hormones to the computer, and finally stretch out their hands in the face of the planes flying in the sky.
One meter eight is better than a model's figure, whether the face is plastic surgery is not an expert who can see the traces, anyway, it is so pure that many bachelors use wallpaper to say that this is my woman, not a public face, and the public can remember a few faces in their minds.
How many girls who have been played and haven't become the protagonist are crying in the corner, you have to know clearly that too many bad directors are tearing their masks with broken virtues, carnal desire is not love, and a freshness is enough to lift your pants and pull your face and say that you are a stranger who wants to hug a big bowl.
What is Director? If you run errands for Feng Xiaogang for a few years, you can be a little director, the concept is there, the backstage of pretending to be forced is there, and you can shoot a picture for major video websites to see if you find a few people, what kind of romance movie is a concept film that piecing together scenes that often appear in different movies, and you can become a big director who deceives little girls by swiping the click rate and buying a top.
Beijing is a city that is fragile and a dream of depravity, and its potential desires can extend to Shijiazhuang, Hebei, and you can't afford to dig through its old accounts.
To put it simply, it's better to go directly to the bar to meet a big boss, after all, money is the most real traffic, which female star doesn't have a godfather behind her, if you can squeeze the godfather, you are the heroine of the next film with an investment of hundreds of millions.
Pick up a glass of beer to accompany you, bend down to help tie your little shoes if necessary, and the breathing that is pressed under you is no longer free, and the feeling of oppression is like the old fresh meat that you have played with before.
Don't be the layer of waves floating on the sea, try to plunge into the bottom of the sea even if the price is to lose your freedom, you are nothing, there are too many people who can't find a way out in order to survive, only the thorny rose can be appreciated at the same time, but also self-defense, and you are only one in the budding stage at the moment, and the last planter will only pick one.
Don't be too sincere about everything, you can be an outsider when too many things happen, turn around and abandon everything like a finale, if the days are too peaceful, you are running downhill, you should turn around and chase desperately, even if you sleep for three hours a day, don't be watched and forgotten.
Even if your toes are so tired that you have a strong cramp, you have to ask the agent's assistant or makeup artist to help you, and if you are in bed, cry out, and the other party will think that you are so happy that you can't describe it with expressions.
The roar of the machine, the sound of the sports car anxiously trying to wake up the city, the unknown scenery regressing rapidly, trying to outline the vague naked flesh, almost, the speed of which can awaken the nerve that is in charge of the unreal.
The constant floating and sinking on the concrete floor decorates the void scenery with no background, and from a distance, it feels like the red car is getting faster and faster, as if it is trying to penetrate the gap in space to find another space.
To follow the fashion at any time and create fashion, go to France to wave a large amount of customized luxury dresses, the smile of the flash shines more fakely, the action of changing poses should be elegant and cooperate with the photographer not so pretentious, I don't know how many editors are behind the scenes, waiting for the moment to take the photo and use their imagination to create their own rights and wrongs.
The cover of the independent coquettish is the first step towards the country, at this time, you must spend money to buy those bad magazines home, even if it is burned, let everyone know that you are a bigger market, waiting to receive how to make the big aunt come more comfortable endorsement.
In order to show his face, he threw his morality on the ground and trampled it hard, and at the same time he had to pretend to be high and cover his shy face, nothing, nothing, and setting people to the highest is the most perfect performance.
There are praise and disadvantage, it is best to swallow the word praise in your throat before taking the first step, and even if it hurts, use the word to depreciate to punch the other party back.
You must know that there is no childish side face in this world, if you can see the temptation to be honest and honest for a few rounds to make him show his ugly face, don't feel that you owe anything to anyone, maybe one day you will be stabbed in the back and bloody, and you will apologize to others.
Too many investors are tired of sitting in the office and want to play some new tricks to make their boring life a little more exciting. Entered the room, for the money, screamed, smashed the money, and when the clothes were dressed, it was a waste product, and it was replaced by the unopened packaging and re-enacted.
The body that has been ravaged has long been thoughtless, and every second of movement is the simplest script that has been reread many times, and tomorrow will be seen sooner or later.
With hope comes pride, and pride can overcome everything, including climbing over mountains, but be clear that no one can drive profit out of the smoke of a cigar.
The reason why the day could not illuminate the night under the building was because someone could hide it. Sometimes, it's not because you can't see it, but because you successfully use those closed eyes.
My painter friend, who has long lost his feelings for women, has to rely on drinking foreign wine to have ** men, and has been painting nude models of different ages since he was in school.
I'm curious about what it feels like, can the woman hold back from laughing when she looks at the crotch of her pants and the crotch is up, the man stares at the nude body and the center of his mind should be circled in the lower body, which is in the mood to paint.
My friend said, you don't understand this, you don't know what it means to be a hooligan in the name of art, that feeling is absolutely fluttering, the brush falls gently, you seem to be touching every part of her body with your hands, no, it's more enjoyable than that, you can perfect her shortcomings, you are creating her, at that moment you are Eve.
When he was in college, he had sex with different women every day, and he was very arrogant at the time, thinking that after graduation, he would help sell an art exhibition for money, and then develop to the master level, and then it was always reality that backfired.
His paintings were not bought, and the visitors were still some old friends who went to praise them, and later he understood, where would those rich people taste this, their taste is commercial value and touting, you don't need millions to buy a reputation, your paintings are not as good as cheap defective products sold on Taobao.
Some people say that they are different from ordinary people, and they can only find a sense of existence in their differences.
How much courage it takes to rekindle a dead heart, how much courage it takes to be spit and scream at others, but only by lifting heavy steps and constantly trying can you move the dream to reality.
How many times do you have to take off your unwilling coat, can you pull out the teeth in your smile earlier, can you stop shooting your bottoms so hard, who knows that the hug that you can't take is the best position that the other party deliberately wants to pull yourself into the top ten on Weibo.
The beautiful Weibo world, making money is not slow, it has always been a door-to-door performance, and the person who occupies the crown is destined to use diamond rings as a reward, because he knows that money is not the only protagonist sometimes.
What a humorous entertainment circle, the surface is glamorous and the black behind it has laid the foundation for its capital to survive, the circle is so small that it has no choice is its unique way of self-preservation, if someone cuts a knife, someone will immediately make up for a bigger piece, it is invincible.
The beauty and hardship are actually the two halves of the fruit, and even if they can be put together again after cutting, there will be a visible scar.
This is the game that everyone is playing, you can't hide, and what is more tempting should be the part that can't be touched and stimulated, and you can't see through it, so you want to try to put out the fire desperately.
In the heart of a fickle person, how to always maintain both elegance and judgment to fully describe what you want to say requires not only high emotional intelligence, but also the old driver in Internet language.
Take good care of the small half of the soul that thrives in the sun, the ups and downs are experiences, but only the self will not be betrayed, this is the game of the adult world.
Beautiful. Floating. Pompous. Fantastic. Paper fans are drunk. Champagne wine. It's all fantasies from man to man. What exactly do these ends represent? Do you want to be recorded in history? Do you want to be shouted by 10,000 people? More money should be in the bank card.
How many of these failed beliefs have turned into unwillingness to float high in the sky, how desperate they are, breaking through the clouds and rushing to the top of the endless universe.
A frivolous life. Heavy dreams. Thorny roses. Disappearing sea of people. Putting aside everything and magnifying your consciousness infinitely, where is the end point that you can let go?
What is contentment, everything you have now but are not satisfied with, there are many people behind the scenes who are vying to occupy it, and whether the PR crisis is the only way to pay attention.
Those who claim to be in the circle are not only money transactions on the surface, but also become ordinary people after nightfall, and walk into the room like a couple to have a deeper conversation.
There is no simple way of scene that can not be recovered in the end, drunk and drunk, drunk and drunk, and the cheap body is at the mercy of the second, how much it is like another self struggling in the third space.
There is no illusion like yesterday, everything is back to yesterday's space, no one dares to claim to be the only one, only the small freshness that comes from behind when you replace.
Hey, a certain beauty, if you see this, I pray that you will be happy in the future and that you will be able to step forward to where you want to be. I know you've always been strong, and I've seen you look up at the sky with a glass of red wine on your balcony alone late at night, your unfocused pupils draining all your thoughts, like a model that keeps pouring wine down your throat and has no other thoughts.
You said that your goal is to buy a villa in Shanghai after you earn enough money, and bring all your family to live there without worries, and no longer let them suffer a little grievance. I secretly swore in my heart that if I could become strong one day, I would definitely make those people regret what they had done.
I can think of how many hardships you have experienced along the way, in fact, I myself am not a good thing, I think it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, but I really don't want you to live in a world with hatred deep in your heart in the future.
Because you've been true to me. Because I think you're different. Because I know how much you're paying behind your back. Because I like you, I like to put yourself on the edge of a cliff at the end, and maybe there are too many other factors to add to the likes here.
I can't see what your future path will look like, but I have thought about it many times, and I think that your innate temperament can completely find a rich and sincere husband to marry well, and there is no need to fight anymore. What I like is knowing that I don't deserve you at the moment.
To put it mildly, tens of thousands of people will follow, what a different kind of vanity. Seeing through right and wrong, treat the stain as mud, and wash it before going to bed will not show it.
I'm wondering how many people are repeating the trajectory of your life, trying to reach the goals you set for yourself, and if they are just as helpless as you are in many cases.
At the event site, those smiling faces were all disguised, and those stories in the show were all out of necessity, and finally completed the transformation of the deliberately packaged.
This gorgeous solo show, there will be people who are critical behind the careful thinking, laughing at this transparent being kept in his pocket secret, and it is better to be the general who is not picked on than to be labeled with countless labels in the future.
The smiling face, the derogatory, and the beating heart under the shadow represent the kindness that is disdainful but cannot be escaped, and the human face and ghost heart are mixed in this impractical art circle.
There is no tiredness, no innocence, forgetting the original intention, forgetting yourself. I know that if I can't assimilate others, I'll be corrupted by others.
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Another bottle of vodka, already a bottle of vodka added to the mouth.
Delirious, dreamlike, carefree, emptying oneself and letting the body fall to the ground with a feeling of vertigo.
We are addicted to alcohol and have an irresistible craving for it.
A lot of non-centrific thoughts will be raised to the climax at this moment, and it is just a second to vent it and make it fall.
When a deafening DJ is pressed the play button, it will not stop and the pace of the writhing cannot be regressed to the previous moment.
I was helped up by the bartender staff to sit back in my original seats, contemplating another possibility with what little reason I had left.
How can we turn everything around in the world and get that person back in the opposite position.
There was a time when we sat together at a wheezing distance, after the great adventure.
Then hugged tightly, I could feel the magic of the clarity of your eyes, as if I would feel dry in my mouth after drinking too much wine.
Closer and closer, until the four soft lips pressed together, and the gasp disappeared.
The screams and cheers of our friends rang out, and we continued to indulge in each other's truest worlds and refused to be separated.
Why is time always so naughty, to separate the two who are integrated in everything?
At that moment, I felt that you were a treasure that I had never touched, and I had to hold on to all the money.
The night is still long, I can't resist the temptation of your charming bodyline, I only rare you, and spend a good night with you.
How to describe that wonderful moment, the fierce friction kills the desire in the night after the madness.
This is the beginning of memories and the end of broken dreams.
Love is charming, wine is innocent, but people always like to hold on to the suffix of the bottle.
Wine likes to cause trouble, love likes to indulge, and feelings are really not that complicated, and love at first sight is enough.
Women who like to combine with virtual things are the most beautiful, and they always have a lot of ideas to try.
Swoop. One move. It's so beautiful that the heartbeat stands still. What a rare stage of life.
I can feel that it is the part of the soul, and it is too different to merge at this moment.
Let me do everything I can for you, even if it's to bring my heart out of my hands for you.
Thank you for showing up to meet me, life is like a dream, and my dream is complete in your dream.
The fingertips have been soaked in the silence that overflows, why does it feel like it is out of control.
Living in remorse is the most crooked path that fate has given me, and I can't be able to get rid of it, so I pretend that I haven't come and haven't been drunk.
I'm trying to find a better woman to free you, but I can't find the scent on your lips anymore.
If you were like them, I wouldn't be sitting here alone and drinking at this moment.
Don't want to lie, the inner lust can only be fully released from your body.
Can you show up again and take me away, even if it's when your good sisters sleep together.
I've started to want to break the rut in the box, and I've started to dread the routine.
Can you call the best composer in Beijing to come and listen to me, to listen to a madman's story?
I was about to lose my breath, because I couldn't help myself, and the appearance of lightning was to say that the sky and the earth were connected.
Miracles can't be staged, gaffes and reversals happen, what words should I use to embellish my despair of the world.
It felt close before reaching out to the hand, but when it reached out, it was broken up into particles smaller than dust and drifted towards the moonlight.
We share an imagination of the same thing, but there is no complete overlap, which sometimes strikes me as strange.
Even if I wanted to speed up, I always stuck in the same place and couldn't get out, which made me feel weird.
The phone lights up, it's Wednesday, I've forgotten that it's Wednesday, and the day that haunts me has always stayed on Wednesday.
Sometimes this kind of thought is like a fire from hell, sometimes it is like a white shark in the depths of ice, and it is difficult to be honest with each other.
They were fighting in the process of tearing at their faces, and I was afraid that one day their broken bodies would spread to the top of the sky.
I want to stand in front of you and vent my dissatisfaction loudly, why, why should I go in and out of my life at will without leaving a way out.
How helpless I said that sentence was fulfilled, so helpless that I was true at the time, and I repeatedly stayed at that time and couldn't extricate myself.
Blaming everything for going around in circles, I was stuck in my own world and treated everyone like a coward.
I'm jealous that you can turn around and throw yourself into someone's arms, and I look at your picture and feel the urge to imprison you at all costs.
You're really worth it for me to get it, everybody told me to do whatever I wanted, and I want to get you.
I remember me, looking in the mirror and saying that we are the most suitable even God is jealous and wants to separate a couple, and you meet and laugh.
Is there really a God, secretly laughing at the moment where I can't see.
Because it hears all the calls of its name in the world, and then pierces the other person's heart with the wave of its fingers.
It's going to bind me, it's pushing me to the precipice, it's turning my paranoid side into my worst enemy.
Every time I see you with a red face on TV, I unconsciously feel cold in my palms.
If I appear in front of her again, will I only be able to watch from afar and look like a fan?
It's a wry smile, it's a giggle, it's a knowing smile that we have never had contact with each other.
You told me that you are all mine. I remember what time it was.
The psychedelic vision is being exhaled with smoke, I don't smoke, and I've smoked half a box of cigarettes after writing this text. I just want to try to see if I can spit out all the smoke from that scene, but it seems to be deeper, and I'm a little disappointed. I divide myself into two, one who hates you and the other who wants to turn all my hatred into your happiness.
There are a lot of things that are being played out in this city, in this country, in the whole world, and it is only to blame that the person being played is too small and has no initiative to reset the deflected rails.
I'm just thinking about whether I will hold you in my arms again if I can win the initiative one day, and if so, will the love that I have kept for so long deteriorate. I don't dare to think about it anymore, I just want to love you on the roof again.
Maybe I'm the perverted masochist who has to hold on to what doesn't belong to me.
But I like this character, who can enjoy the deterioration of love to the fullest in the youth of swinging.
If I had to take another big adventure, I would be willing to gamble the rest of my life on this adventure.