Black and white roses
The war of all against all.
If I forget to wake up, please don't close your eyes, because you'll have to carry me home before the sun goes down.
If love is dead, please scatter the ashes of love in the yellow spring when the flowers on the other side are at their peak, so that you can really die.
Cai Jie went back to school, but it was an aristocratic school, and the tuition fees were frighteningly expensive.
And Zhou Wen has been depressed since Caijie's accident, and since then he has become silent, and he has become gray and dull.
Time is like a thief who inadvertently steals all your choices and everything you have.
As if nothing had happened, the quiet shadow dwells the magical beast of a small memory, devouring every bit of good memories like a silkworm.
The small leaf ficus on the campus is once again green and shiny, with some afterglow of the green sun, and finally it is spring again, a warm spring. In Xiaofu's memory, every spring before the fall of large leaves and then spread on the ground like yellow corpses, she was tormented. However, before this dying spring, watching Zhou Wen decline little by little, watching his back slowly stiffen, and the corners of her eyes were damp in the dark again and again.
Perhaps, seeing the crush in her heart turn gray, her world has also been completely hollowed out and wiped out.
"Zhou Wen, how do you do this space vector?"
"I don't know."
"So, what about this one?"
"I don't know."
Cai Jie looked at Zhou Wen with an indifferent look, as well as a pair of dull eyes, and her heart seemed to be stabbed by hundreds of steel needles at the same time.
The two were silent for a while, and then Cai Jie took the water cup to the water dispenser in front of the classroom, while Zhou Wen fell asleep.
The dust on the blackboard was flying in the warm spring sun, and the whole world was as quiet as a world wrapped in infrasound, and at the same time, every shot was as slow as a snail crawling through the grass. All this is so impermanent and changing.
"Zhou Wen, is it okay to go to Lanzhou ramen with me in the evening? Lala-la-la? Xiaofu suddenly turned around and looked at Zhou Wen with a cute expression.
"No, no." Zhou Wen buried his head deep in his arm, didn't even raise his head, and replied.
"Oh, our classmate Zhou Wen is here, be considerate and considerate of my little girl." Xiaofu gently tugged at Zhou Wen's arm.
"If you don't go, you won't go! Are you fucking annoyed? ”
Zhou Wen was impatient and overturned the book directly, and the flying book hit Xiaofu's leg, and the obtuse angle of the book hit Xiaofu's white leg, and it was even more painful that Xiaofu was scorched by Zhou Wen's inexplicable anger. Finally, Xiaofu's grievances could no longer be held back, and tears gushed out at once.
At this moment, the tears are like solids that have reached a temperature of absolute zero, and the sharp obtuse angles slowly squirm on Xiaofu's face. At that moment, Xiaofu realized that the tears flowing to her mouth were a bitter taste, since she grew up, she really hadn't tasted the taste of tears, even if there were tears, they were only evaporated in the night when they were wet in the corners of her eyes.
But this time, she was really scared, and maybe it was that the grievances she had been suffering for so long finally got an outlet. But Xiaofu's crying was also silent, only a place near her heart where there were bursts of colic and tears on her face.
Zhou Wen and Xiaofu looked at each other like this, and their eyes were intertwined with sadness and pain. In fact, at this moment, Zhou Wen's numb and dead heart seemed to have a trace of vitality, as if it was slightly pierced by Xiaofu's sobbing. But the sudden memories of Cai Jie suddenly drowned out this perception again, so Zhou Wen retracted his gaze, "Hmph! With a thud, he dragged up the empty schoolbag and left the classroom.
It's just that when Zhou Wen left indifferently, he suddenly heard a heart-rending cry erupting in the classroom.
Sadness, depression, grievance.
The days still slowly flowed through the river of time, Zhou Wen was willing to fall from the self-perceived "guilt" of Cai Jie, and directly became a "problem boy" from an excellent top student, but Xiaofu was infected by Zhou Wen before her and her learning has improved greatly, and gradually became the first in the class, and was recognized as the school flower of the whole school.
It's just that after Zhou Wen beat Xiaofu that time, for some reason, Zhou Wen was transferred to the back of the classroom, enjoying the time behind the classroom alone. For Zhou Wen, it's okay like this, no one bothers and no one bother.
And Xiaofu never said a word to Zhou Wen again, even if they met occasionally in the corridor, the two passed by as if they were strangers or even more indifferent than strangers.
I want to see you laugh, I want to mess with you, I want to hug you like me. One second he was arguing with a red face, and the next second he could reconcile when he turned around.
But Xiaofu tried to turn around many times, but Zhou Wen still walked decadently to the head teacher's office in front. Every time Xiaofu and Zhou Wen met, they wanted to say hello to him, but in the end, when they saw Zhou Wen's indifferent and even sad expression, they finally resisted the idea of greeting.
"Zhou Wen, how did this happen! Why did you make such a deficit in class fees! ”
"I don't know ,,,"
"Don't know? You even told me you didn't know! ”
The head teacher's eyes widened and he asked Zhou Wen, ready to leave a few finger marks on Zhou Wen's face.
Zhou Wen looked at the ground blankly with an expression on his face, and said nothing.
"Okay, I'm really fed up with you, what should I do in the future! Let someone else do it! ”
"I really don't know what shit I ate all of a sudden, and it became this virtue!" When Zhou Wen left, he suddenly heard such a disgust from the head teacher inside, and this disgusted tone was only the tone of hearing the aunt next door scolding a piece of shit pulled by a dog when he was in Lotus Town.
Zhou Wen also tried to get up from the decadence during this time, but when he thought of letting Cai Jie take drugs because of "hurting" Cai Jie, all the tenacious reasons were wiped out. And thinking about Caijie at this moment? Cai Jie simply disappeared into Zhou Wen's world.
Cai Jie came to a richer and more luxurious school, a class of only five people in a classroom, and the teacher was a teacher for each subject, never with any amateur or ,,, more "water" suspicion, and here, Cai Jie found something that the previous aristocratic school and even the school with Zhou Wen did not have, although all this came from being hurt by the most trusted friend.
"Hey, my little Caijie, you can't eat this, it's not good for your skin. Hey, I can't eat that, even though it's delicious, uh-huh, but I still can't eat it!! Put it down for me! A chubby little girl who was snorting easily put down the steamed vegetables in Cai Jie's hand, and then secretly put the steamed vegetables that Cai Jie had just added into her small basket. Oh my God, my beautiful sister, why did you come here to eat Maocai? The chubby little girl then ran to another sister to be coquettish, and then took that sister's meal card in front of the credit card machine and kept swiping it, "Look! Cai Jie, I also helped you brush 20 pieces of steamed vegetables, you are blessed. Haha" and ran back to the tearful sister like a little witch.
This lovely girl is the first girl Cai Jie came to school to meet, the first week Cai Jie seemed to be like a neurotic wary of all the classmates around her, because that incident almost became the most fatal mark in Cai Jie's mind, but until one time in the swimming class because of the preparation activities were not done in the swimming leg cramps while swimming almost drowned, but the miracle is that at that time I clearly remembered that she was the only one but was suddenly saved by the chubby cute girl in front of me, What's even more amazing is that the girl in front of me who wants muscles or no muscles and no length is that the key is that she is still so cute, and Smecta is like an old black bear carrying a chick when she scoops her up, and it doesn't matter if it's easy to add.
After that, Cai Jie had a feeling that the friend in front of her was worth her to make, because she found that this lovely girl was completely different from the previous Wenwen's character, she was kind, cute, simple, even if she had a talent, she just blinked innocently, and the most terrible thing was that she dared to reach out and ask for money from all the strange tyrants who had money in the school, but no one would refuse, and never forgot to give Cai Jie a copy.
So much so that after two months of this life, all the unpleasant memories before Cai Jie were refreshed by this beautiful and lovely little girl. Naturally, Caijie also regarded her as her friend. But since then, Cai Jie has also started to live with the perfect posture of resurrection, and all the sorrow has been almost magically resolved by Youyou in front of her.
At home, Caijie's father is reading the newspaper while her mother is busy in the kitchen.
"Cai Jie, why haven't you used your living expenses this month? The bank cards are full, could it be that your mother gave you the money? Cai Jie's father quietly moved his eyes to Cai Jie's mother, who was busy in the kitchen, and saw that Cai Jie's mother was about to turn around, so he turned back sharply, pretending to continue reading the newspaper.
"What? Caijie, why didn't you use money this month? What do you eat if you don't have money? Cai Jie's mother quickly wiped her hand in her bib and ran to the TV to care about Cai Jie.
"Mom and Dad, it's a classmate from my school, Youyou, she almost didn't give me a chance to use the money...
"What? And such a good classmate? Why didn't you encounter that high school before? I also met such a vicious friend who wants your life! ”
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Actually, after that incident, somehow, even though Cai Jie wanted to bring Wenwen, who had evaporated from the world, to justice, she thought that she would have to thank Wenwen. Although she didn't know what Wenwen wanted to do and why she was so cruel to her, Cai Jie knew that it was officially because of Wenwen that the two parents who were incompatible before became compromised with each other, and they also began to care about themselves, and both parties also had the initial concessions in life. And it is precisely because of Wenwen that Cai Jie will be able to know how to distinguish between good and bad when making friends in the future. In the end, I even felt that Wenwen's harm to her was actually not a big deal. Maybe sometimes what I don't dare to face is just the vague heartbreaking teenager in my memory.
You go ahead, I follow. You and I keep a fixed distance, walk through the noisy rivers and lakes, walk through the busy city, and walk through the ups and downs of fireworks.
But why can't I get close to you, to your heart?
I would like to become the prince you love in fairy tales, even if I break my bones to make me taller, even if I cut off my cheeks to make you angular and angular, even if I have to go through many painful ordeals to put on that gorgeous robe, I am willing to ride a white horse to find you.
In the dream, the dream that you can't wake up to the dream that you are under house arrest red, all the stimuli are left with the tired pain and no longer indifferent.
The ripe red and hollow pupils are finally hollowed out, and there is finally no beginning and no end.
Give you a rose, and remember to give it back to me when there are no roses in full bloom in the world.