When the wind and sand dust down and the tiredness on the clothes of the hurried worlders, when the grave that had been silent for a long time was finally submerged in the barren grass, when two lonely souls looked at each other from a distance but could never get close.

Perhaps there is always some sadness in us that is difficult to forget with any happiness or escape, and they will tear open the black box of our memories like a flood of beasts at a certain time and place, and we will all suffocate in the river of sadness in an instant.

Every time Zhou Wen thinks of the last time he saw Cai Jie, thinking about Cai Jie's pale appearance tortured by drugs, and thinking about the shame that Cai Jie suffered because of his irresponsibility, he will be stunned at that moment, but in fact, his heart is like a collapsed dam, allowing the river to wash away the broken embankment. I remember that night Zhou Wen had a dream, in the dream he found that he was still in that small lotus town, and in the shallows full of Yujiu flowers, but the only difference was that the Yujiuhua in the dream was very bright when it was not raining. After a while, he saw a girl holding an oil-paper umbrella coming from afar, she approached silently, but approached with a very sad look, Zhou Wen didn't know this girl, he wanted to get closer and ask her why she looked at him like this, but as soon as he wanted to leave, he was suddenly grabbed by a pair of hands on his heels, Zhou Wen suddenly turned around, but found a female beggar with white hair and a withered description, Zhou Wen squatted down, but couldn't help but cry out, "Ah! Cai Jie, how are you! "Caijie's teeth in the dream have fallen out, her hair is uneven, and even her head is covered with a lot of abscesses, and Caijie's face is even more heart-wrenching, because premature aging makes Caijie's originally smooth and white skin full of folds, and the reason for being in the garbage heap all year round makes Caijie's face crawling with maggots. Zhou Wen couldn't help crying when he saw it, but he couldn't make a sound in the dream anyway, so Zhou Wen cried desperately and screamed desperately, but there were still only quiet tears and the pull of Caijie begging in that very real dream, repeating over and over again to sting Zhou Wen's already broken heart.

When Zhou Wen woke up, it was still late at night, and his roommate's snoring came and went, and he touched his cheek with his hand and found that it was full of sticky tears. Zhou Wen was not woken up by fright, but because he was really heartbroken. It turned out that he would protect Cai Jie from getting hurt for the rest of his life, but he didn't expect to let Cai Jie take drugs and commit crimes in the end, so that Cai Jie would sink to the end without compromise.

The greatest sorrow in life is not not loving enough, but blind love by mistake. Even the most aware people, after countless pains, can become numb, bored, and have less rational conflicts.

If you really want to hate, maybe you only hate yourself; If you really want to cry, maybe it's just fate.

Zhou Wen watched the day eat away at the night little by little, and finally the whole world was overflowing with white light, without a little mercy, the light of the whole world could not allow a trace of darkness to linger. The roommates got up as usual, the radio still broadcast the hostage kidnapping of various countries by the * country, and the class bell always rang before Zhou Wen stepped into the classroom lifelessly, and he was always quiet in his own world.

"Today, let's talk about an ancient text." The Chinese teacher pushed her glasses, and because the "ancient text" was said too quickly, it was like "rolling", so the whole class burst into laughter, and only Zhou Wen looked at the Chinese teacher with a serious face. "Silence!" The Chinese teacher coughed loudly a few times, but the laughter of the whole class was endless, and the Chinese teacher had to sigh, but when she swept away, she found that only Zhou Wen was looking at her very seriously. So she walked slowly towards Zhou Wen, didn't say anything, just patted Zhou Wen's shoulder, and Zhou Wen's cheeks were slightly red, so she buried her head in reading Wen Yanwen.

Since that time, the Chinese teacher has always praised Zhou Wen from time to time, "You bunnies look at Zhou Wen's classmates, he is the only one who has taught him to skillfully use the composition writing method, haven't you listened to the class?" "I...... I can't say anything about you, a group of people don't know that this ancient Chinese character is used, only Zhou Wen knows, have you been in class? "Oh, how can you say I didn't tell it? Look at it, if it weren't for Zhou Wen, I would have been wronged by you! Did you attend classes? Yes? In fact, only Zhou Wen and a few female students in the class took Chinese classes, and everyone else did their math homework in Chinese class, and Zhou Wen's homeroom teacher also said that Chinese can't make up for it, and Li Zong is the key and so on, so a group of people completely lost their scruples, and it has become common to do homework in other subjects in class.

And Zhou Wen is different from others, since the incident of Cai Jie, Zhou Wen hates Li Zong to death, and grits his teeth even more about mathematics, and for the words that have the blood red of the Song Dynasty, the debauchery of the poets of the Tang Dynasty, and the sword and blood shadow of a group of heroes and heroes in ancient characters in the historical records...... Zhou Wen is really in love with language, he likes to copy a small poem of Mr. Shima and be sad in a place where no one is around, he likes to watch Mu Dan's long poems condensed with tears in a noisy class, he prefers to write his own characters and his own stories, and enjoy his unfinished dreams in black and white.

And now Zhou Wen, except for the Chinese teacher, seems to be really only one person. Because once Zhou Wen went out to eat, he accidentally saw Xiaofu and another boy he never knew holding hands and walking on the crowded street. Zhou Wen's heart was still sore for the moment he saw it, but then he thought that he had hurt Xiaofu so much, and now he should be happy to see that Xiaofu has a boyfriend who loves her? Once upon a time, there was a girl in the world who simply loved me, but I didn't know how to cherish it. It wasn't until she finally married someone else and I received her red share of joy that I realized how precious I was really missing. "Come, Zhou Wen, read this text to everyone?" The Chinese teacher proudly shouted Zhou Wen to get up and recite on the podium, and Zhou Wen also stood up confidently and gathered momentum and then read aloud with emotion. Zhou Wen's voice was subdued and emotional, as if at that moment, Zhou Wen became the hero of the story, and the boys and girls in the class almost instantly cast their admiring eyes to Zhou Wen, secretly sending Qiu Bo, eyebrows. And there is only one person who did not turn around to look at Zhou Wen, she is Xiaofu. Zhou Wen felt that maybe he really hurt him too deeply, so Zhou Wen stood up with interest, but sat down dejectedly. "Do you think my Zhou Wen is reciting well?" The Chinese teacher pushed his glasses and said proudly with a smile, "Haha, everyone will learn from Zhou Wen in the future, do you know?" All the students said in unison, "Okay! The Chinese teacher was so happy that he seemed to be married again and took the college entrance examination again, and he was so happy that he danced on the podium.

Zhou Wen looked up at the sky outside the window, the lead-gray clouds were neatly cut by the decisive wind of summer, and the faint blue light revealed as if it was a precursor to the arrival of the gods. When I was sad, I really wanted to lie on those clouds like a corpse, and lie like I was dead, motionless, drifting away with the wind. The snow that has not yet melted in memory will always exist in the broken bridge; The people who have not forgotten in their memories are drifting forever in sadness.

Caijie's life in the new school is very happy, since you have Youyou, all the past of Caijie seems to have been forgotten. Even though Youyou is like a no-brainer, Cai Jie always admires Youyou's many talents and her wide network. But Caijie always feels that there is a small town in his memory every time he plays crazy with Youyou, and there is a boy in his memory, and he is the same as Youyou, sincerely taking her to go crazy and crazy, but he can always see that he cares very much in his heart.

Cai Jie held the chubby little hands of Youyou porcelain dolls, and walked on the campus full of French plane trees on both sides. "Youyou, I want to see someone these days, would you like to accompany me?" Cai Jie stood in place, holding Youyou's little hand and said with a heavy face.

Youyou held a lollipop that she didn't know which senior sister she snatched from, and replied with foggy eyes: "Xiao Caijie is so mysterious? Could it be ...... Could it be...... Ha? Are you going to see the man you are raising outside? ”

"Hey, hey, what are you talking about?" Cai Jie's cheeks suddenly turned crimson, and her skin was slightly hot.

"I'm going to do it, is it true? No way? Xiao Caijie is my wife, who is so bold that she dares to rob my wife? Book that! (Shanghainese: grass mud horse meaning) "Youyou pulled out the lollipop, waved his hands, pouted, and tilted his head, like an angry little rooster.

"Oh, don't think about it, youyou, come with me tomorrow weekend, hehe."

"Go, go, wait until I see that adulterer, see that I don't bite off his one, let him become a eunuch!"

"What? Youyou, why are you so dirty ,,,,,, you? ”

"Uh, uh? Forehead..... ”

……

Layers of clouds are like flying Kunpeng, covering the sky and the sun but pure white as snow, Zhou Wen walked alone on the boulevard covered with small leaf banyans, remembering that not long ago, he was still holding the hand of a girl he liked, and he didn't feel cold in the winter when the cold wind tightly wrapped the campus, and he really missed that moment very much, because now even if the scorching sun is full of steam, his lonely heart is as cold as an iceberg in the North Pole.

Suddenly, Zhou Wen heard crying from the front, Zhou Wen wanted to escape and didn't want to be nosy, but since he was a child, his mother told Zhou Wen to live in this world like a man. So Zhou Wen quickly walked in the direction of the cry, but when he saw that scene, Zhou Wen was suddenly stunned and unable to move. Several hooligans surrounded a girl, and the hooligan leader turned out to be the boy who was holding hands with Xiaofu, and the girl turned out to be Xiaofu.

"Ouyang Xiaofu, are you still fucking my girlfriend?" The hooligan leader pointed a watermelon knife at Xiaofu and said brutally.

"Why do you have to pester me? Why? I don't want to do that anymore. Xiaofu almost knelt and begged those people.

"This matter, it's not like you don't want it, haha, brothers, call me! Stop me until she is like a * (common in the territory of some terrorist groups or pirates, some robbed women are domesticated by them like domesticated livestock, for men to vent and use), stop! "A bunch of hooligans are preparing to have a seizure." Stop it! You shameless stinky rascals, stop me! ”

"Oh? Who is this? Dare to meddle with Lao Tzu's idle affairs and beat Lao Tzu to death! ”

"Hurry up! Hurriedly! Zhou Wen said and got involved with a group of people. In fact, Zhou Wen's body is very strong, playing basketball and football is almost a god of control, and fighting can be one against ten. It's just that everyone is a person with a steel pipe and a knife, so after a while, Zhou Wen was knocked to the ground and struggled desperately. "Zhou Wen! Zhou Wen! Xiaofu had just run out not far away, and when she saw Zhou Wen like this, she ran back again. Xiaofu pounced on Zhou Wen's body, letting those people punch and kick.

"Xiaofu, why are you so stupid? Who told you to run back again? Zhou Wen looked at the blood gradually oozing from the corner of Xiaofu's mouth, his heart became more and more painful, his eyes became redder and redder, and his heart almost collapsed. Yes!!! Zhou Wen shouted wildly, his voice was like a beast struggling at the end, desperate and angry. Zhou Wen jumped up, roared wildly and swung his fists at the people around him, even if the knife was still a stick at Zhou Wen, and Zhou Wen didn't feel anything, catching a person was tearing and biting and beating indiscriminately, which was close to crazy fighting and fighting frantically.

"Boss, it's no good, this kid is probably crazy, let's withdraw!" The boss couldn't stand it anymore, and his feet trembled and beckoned his men to run away. I know that you must not be hurt again, just like the Cai Jie I love. I know I can't make you cry anymore because I've made you cry so many times. But, Xiaofu, why are you still crying? When Zhou Wen closed his eyes, the world was quiet, and the only thing he saw was Xiaofu crying with tears. It was as if the whole body had lost consciousness, and the body finally seemed to be floating on the clouds, and it felt like something was constantly flowing out of the body, and it felt like I was getting less and less powerful. Am I going to Heaven? Ha, I didn't expect that I was so evil in my life, and I could go to heaven, okay.

Just as he was floating up, a man was dragging his feet desperately.