Yinxiang chapter: It's difficult to say goodbye when you meet (II)
A lot of times when I'm tired, I start to miss those hard times. At that time, although our family had a hard life, we were really happy. Perhaps, this is the punishment that God has given me, so that I have lost her again after understanding what is the most important thing for me.
Before I knew it, I had walked to Ying'er's room. I stood beside her bedside and looked around, the room was the same as before she left, the room had not changed in the slightest, although Qiaohui came to clean it every day, but there was still her peculiar smell in the air.
I sat silently on the bed, thinking about everything, from the first time we met, to the time I personally handed her into Zhang Tingyu's hands, all of this seemed to be very long, but it seemed very short.
By accident, I caught a glimpse of the wooden box next to the pillow.
I recognized the box, which I bought as a gift for Emperor Ama in Nanjing when I first toured with her in Nanjing. At that time, I only felt that this box was finely made and the best rosewood, she would definitely like it, so she brought it back, but she didn't expect that after so many years, she would still stay by her side.
I gently opened the lid and was amazed at what it contained.
There are sachets given to her by Wen Ke, the rosary given to Gentle by the fourth sister-in-law, the step shake given by Aunt Su Ma, the hosta given by Huang Ama when she was married, and the bookmark I made for her when she was in the palace, and then I left home to write a letter to her, even the red leaves picked up in Xiangshan that year, it turns out that for so many years, she has always cherished the bits and pieces between us like this, and I have never taken her to heart. If there is still a chance, I really hope to pay back all these things I owe her, but unfortunately, there is no more if between us.
I took out all the things in the box, and then I saw two lines of small letters engraved on the bottom of the box. "When you meet, you seem to be familiar, and if you don't know each other, you are lovesick."
I remember that when I bought this box, there were no two sentences, I think Ying'er carved it with a knife later. In just two sentences, I appeal to friendship. In this life, I will definitely not be able to pay it back, and I will not be able to pay it back. If there is an afterlife, I just want not to be in the emperor's family again, I would rather be born in the family of ordinary people, quietly, and accompany Ying'er for a lifetime.
"Yinxiang, you big bastard, you come out for me."
This voice is really very familiar, I remember every time I did something that made her angry, she would call me a "bastard", but then she got older, her temperament gradually converged, and she would no longer scold me so angrily, I haven't heard the word "bastard" for a long time, and I don't remember it for a long time.
"Yinxiang, where are you? Come out! If you don't come out, auntie, you have to demolish this house today. ”
Did I miss her too much? I always hear her voice lingering in my ears.
Now, she should be on the way to Yunnan, there is no way she is here. I smiled wryly and shook my head, I had to stop this crankiness, I knew that otherwise, I would be more miserable.
"Yinxiang, I miss you so much, I'm so afraid that I'll never see you again, you know?" However, in the next second, I was stunned, and a familiar body threw itself into my arms. "Why are you so ruthless?" I was still wearing a summer dress, and I knew she was crying a lot in my arms, because the tears were already soaking through my clothes.
"Ying'er, why are you back? What about Zhang Tingyu? I lifted her face buried in my arms and gently wiped the tears from her face.
"Why did you ask him to take me so far?" Her tears are like a flood bursting from the embankment, no matter how much I wipe them, I just can't wipe them clean. "You're so unkind to me? When I was in Shilipo, I had to go, but you didn't let me, and you didn't hesitate to stand in the snow to make me sad. Now, I don't want to go, and you're going to send me away. I'm telling you, unless I'm dead, otherwise, if you want me to get out of this Yiwang Mansion, there is no door. ”
She can still be so fluent and scold me with a lot of energy, which shows that she didn't deliberately starve herself like last time, "Good, good, good!" It's all my fault, this time, I'll punish you, whatever you say, we'll be what it is. "I laughed, and I knew that none of us would want to leave anyone after this experience, unless God had to tear us apart." Ying'er, don't cry, okay? You see that you have become a big cat, if you let Hongxiao and a few of them see it, I don't know what to think of you, who is a mother. ”
"That's what you did too. I warn you, if you send me away again, the next time you will return my corpse. She wiped the tears from her face, still angry, to the point that I felt a little funny.
"No, no. You don't know, I'm not going to live if you're not there. These days, the home is deserted, and I don't want to live this kind of life without you anymore. "I held her tightly in my arms, for fear that if I let go of my hand, she would be gone." In this life, no one will want to separate us. ”
She didn't say anything, just put her head on my shoulder and nodded gently.
"Ying'er, I love you." I whispered in her ear.
She didn't seem to hear clearly, "Huh? What did you say? ”
"Nothing." I was a little shy, like a young man who had just tasted love, and I was too embarrassed to repeat what I just said, "Happy birthday, Ying'er." ”
"Thank you."
Suddenly, she crawled into my ear and said softly, "Yinxiang, I love you." ”
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