Yinxiang chapter: it is difficult to say goodbye when we meet (I)

As long as Beijing enters autumn, it will begin to be bleak, talk about lifelessness, and the autumn rain will be cold. At noon, it rained heavily, and there was no intention of stopping.

I sat alone on the kang in my study, and just before I could write a few words, I began to cough uncontrollably.

Qiaohui heard this, and hurriedly lifted the curtain and came into the house to get me medicine.

Ying'er has been gone for some days, and Qiaohui has been waiting by my side these days, helping me add tea and polish ink, deliver food and medicine...... took over her master's original errand.

I don't know how Ying'er is now? Will she listen to Zhang Tingyu and obediently go to Yunnan with him? I'm really worried that the stupid girl is making a fuss halfway, and it won't be good if she hurts herself.

"Master, just now the grandmother from the kitchen came over and asked, do you have any special dishes you want to eat at the family banquet tonight? Or do it again according to the list drawn up by Fujin last year. Qiaohui patted me lightly on the back, "Didn't you still think the list prepared by Fujin last year was delicious?" If there is no special style, slave and maid, just follow the list, so that you don't have to think about it. ”

I don't like to ask for help, and I don't want to trouble others, I have to do everything by myself, and I don't know why, as soon as Ying'er leaves, my temperament is lazy. "Today? Is it a special day? On last year's list, what dishes did Fujin prepare? ”

"Master, don't you remember?" Qiaohui's hand suddenly paused, and her face was full of incredulity, as if I had forgotten something that could not be forgotten.

I shook my head gently, since Ying'er left, I have no intention of anything, and I forget about the days I live, anyway, she is gone, every day is the same, cold and lonely, there is no hope.

"Master, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival." Qiaohui sighed faintly, although it was very light, but it was still real in my ears. I glanced back at her slightly, and she didn't stop, still beating me on the back, but her eyes suddenly dimmed. "Thirteenth master, listen to the slave's persuasion and take Gege back. After all these years, don't you understand? Without you, Gege is like losing her soul, life is better than death, she can't do without you in her life. And you? It's also inseparable from her. Gege has been gone for almost ten days, and you haven't even taken half a step out of this house except for someone from the palace to pick you up. Why do you and Gege torture each other like this? ”

After speaking, Qiao Hui wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, forgot to even kneel, turned around and ran out of the house. I didn't stop her, I knew that she was not feeling good at this time, she and Ying'er had been together for so many years, and they had long been close sisters, which would make her hide quietly alone, perhaps, the pain in her heart fell out with tears, and it would be comfortable.

Alas! It's another year of full moon night, I don't know where the beauty is?

I smiled bitterly to myself, at this time, I was also alone. If you think about it carefully, Ying'er and I have been husband and wife for nearly 30 years, but we haven't spent a few Mid-Autumn Festivals together.

I still remember that Ying'er said that her favorite food is the mooncakes in her hometown, even if she eats them every day, she will not feel tired. As soon as I think of eating mooncakes in the courtyard of the Zongren Mansion that year, I can't help but want to laugh. I've never seen anyone eat mooncakes like her, peeling off all the outer skins of mooncakes, leaving only the filling inside. He also said that he was unashamed to tell me that this is the most scientific materialist outlook to grasp the key points and find the main purpose.

Speaking of which, this was many years ago. She and I have gone through so many years, but we have missed a lot of beauty after all. But it seems like it's all my fault. From knowing her to now, I never seem to seriously think about what Ying'er likes and wants the most, or whether she is really happy, really happy, if she has been forced to stay by my side all these years.

I now realize that I don't know anything about her, but she knows everything about me.

That year, it seemed to rain heavily in the Zongren Mansion, but in the middle of the night, it suddenly stopped, and even the moon came out.

I wanted to walk around the yard and enjoy the wind and the moon. However, as soon as I opened the door, I was jumped. Ying'er actually carried the food box, stood outside the door with tears in her eyes, and looked at me for a moment.

I still remember her expression vividly.

Her bright eyes sparkled with sparkling water, and her face was filled with the smile I knew best.

Without much thought, I stretched out my arms and took her into my arms, she let go of her hand, put down the food box, raised her slender arm, and wrapped her backhand around my waist. Maybe she will never know how happy and happy I was the moment I met her. The feeling she gave me like a warm sun was enough to expel all the gloom and all the grievances that were hovering in my heart at that time. That's what I thought to myself, if Ying'er can always accompany me, even if I live in this sect for the rest of my life, I am willing.

"Yinxiang, you know what? There are many, many happiest days in my life, but those days are only with you. So, today is also my happiest day. "The rainy autumn night, in the end, is a little cold, Ying'er tightly curled up in my arms, I know that this girl, has rarely been coquettish to me, must be windy, feel cold, plan to rely on me to keep warm.

I pulled her cloak and tightened my arms and hands, "What are you happy about?" Are you all squatting with me, are you still happy? ”

"Hmm!" She replied cheerfully and looked up to give me a sweet smile. Looking at her with a happy look on her face, I also feel that I am the happiest person.

I caressed her little face, pleased with her sure answer. Because, this made the guilt in my heart lighten a lot. "Then let's do this, you see that it is not easy for you to come in, and it takes a lot of effort to set the meal. Simply, don't go out, just stay with me here. ”

"Yinxiang, where there is you, no matter where it is, it is the happiest place for me, if I can, I don't want to be separated from you in my life, even if it is the eighteenth layer of hell, I will go with you. But I know that according to your generous temperament, you can't let go of the big family in the house. Now, you are circled by the emperor, if even I am not supported in the mansion, what will you do with them? Now, there is nothing left at home, and only I can take care of them. I understand that helping you take care of that big family is the greatest help to you, and only if they are doing well, you can feel at ease. As she spoke, the tears that Ying'er had just stopped quietly flowed down again.

In my memory, Ying'er rarely cries, she always thinks about others first, always likes to laugh, she is a strong person, so no matter how difficult it is, she never cries, but every time she cries, it is for me, when I think of this, my heart is torn.

"Those who know me, Ying'er also." I lovingly wiped away the tears from her face with my hands, and I sincerely thanked God for allowing me to meet her in the vast sea of people. "Ying'er, I Yinxiang has a wife like this, what more can my husband ask for?"

"I've got you that word is enough." She burst into tears and smiled, the splendor at the corners of her mouth no less than that of a star in the night sky.

At dawn, she and I sat side by side on the threshold of the room and looked at the stars.

Ying'er grabbed my hand and put it on her little hand, dancing constantly. "Yinxiang, do you know what day it was yesterday?"

"Mid-Autumn Festival, full moon night." I said with a smile as I spread my arms so she could lean on top of me and take a break.

She leaned gently against me and shook her head, "Yesterday, it was my birthday." With that, she tilted her head and dropped a faint kiss on my lips.

I was a little surprised, and I was stunned for a while, and then I asked suspiciously, "But I remember that Qiaohui celebrates your birthday every time on the sixth day of the ninth month, why do you ......?"

"No matter who told you, you just have to remember what I said, the Mid-Autumn Festival night on August 15 is my birthday." Before I could finish, she interrupted me. "I don't ask you to accompany me for my birthday every year, I just hope that in the future, our family can be safe and have a reunion dinner together in the Mid-Autumn Festival every year."

"Is this Ying'er's birthday wish?" I held her little hand and saw a strange look in Ying'er's eyes, but I couldn't see through what it was.

"Hmm!" She nodded quietly.

"I see!" With that, I lowered my head and kissed her. I don't know how long that kiss was, it seemed like 10,000 years.

PS: I'm sorry, everybody. De Seye originally planned to come up yesterday to change the text, but he was dragged out to drink, and he didn't wake up until this afternoon. Alas......

Today, I would like to send an extra word.

Originally, this extra was going to be left for Christmas and then sent.,As a result,I saw that there was a big thing to say that it was like seeing thirteen.,So I still sent it.。

Hehe...... In fact, there is a serious suspicion of spoilers outside this episode...... However, Deser Ye actually loves this extra. (I watched it myself.) Haha......

I hope you will enjoy it too. The next part, tomorrow.