Chapter Forty-Eight: Have You Ever Loved Me?

Mu Yan's relief, .com quietly stared at Mu Yan's indifferent face, Xia Yifeng looked at this woman he had known for many years, but at this time he seemed to be a woman he had never known, and he had an indescribable feeling in his heart.

She said she had forgotten the past so she was able to fall in love with herself. Is it because she's completely let go? She let go of herself, that ...... What about Murong Zixuan?

noticed that Xia Yifeng's gaze began to turn cold, but Mu Yan didn't care. Since a long time ago, she has been known for her calm and resolute style. If she couldn't let go because of one thing, then she wouldn't be standing at the pinnacle of that underworld and sitting in a position that countless men couldn't sit on.

Since coming here, a strange environment, an unfamiliar identity. One thing after another caught Mu Yan off guard, almost making her forget who she really was. But Xia Yifeng and Murong Zixuan, the two men who hurt Mu Yan and hit Mu Yan one after another, made Mu Yan see his position clearly again. She can't be led by the nose anymore, that's not her style.

The so-called love is the joy of two loves. She can't force anyone to let her into their hearts. If you don't love her, then leave. I don't love her, and she's not rare. She Muyan has never been a woman who lacks men. In her heart, there has never been a shortage of people who want to live in.

"You don't love me anymore, so what about Murong Zixuan?" Suppressing his emotions, Xia Yifeng slowly asked Mu Yan. Looking at Mu Yan nervously, Xia Yifeng inexplicably had a trace of fear. He was afraid that she would say that she still had feelings for Murong Zixuan.

"I don't love it anymore. That's why I want to kill him with my own hands and avenge Mu Tong. "Clear eyes, without a trace of concealment. Facing Xia Yifeng, who had a gloomy expression, Mu Yan suddenly smiled, and then asked rhetorically: "You have asked me so many questions, I also want to ask you, from the beginning to the present, Xia Yifeng, have you ever loved me?" Even the slightest? ”

His eyes flashed suddenly, no matter how Xia Yifeng guessed, he didn't guess that Mu Yan would ask himself this question.

Silently lowering his head, Xia Yifeng did not answer Mu Yan. And Mu Yan, who looked at Xia Yifeng, laughed lightly. said: "I knew that it was impossible for you to fall in love with someone else. Because you are Xia Yifeng, you will not let yourself have a death hole. The only thing you love is the throne. ”

Calmly accepting Xia Yifeng's strange gaze, Mu Yan sighed softly. I've been depressed for a long time, and I've been struggling for a long time. So when he decided to give up everything, Mu Yan felt so relaxed.

"I know you've been looking for me for five years since I disappeared. But if you don't love me, why do you seek me? Looking directly at Xia Yifeng, who was stunned by his words, Mu Yan smiled bitterly and continued: "What you can't get is the best. This sentence could not be more suitable for you. You are now the emperor on the highest, whatever you want, someone will immediately put it in front of you. This palace is what you have always wanted. But this is not the place I want to stay. I will help you complete the great cause and help you kill Murong Zixuan. As long as you don't achieve your goal, I and all my men will be at your disposal. And all I want is to leave here with my people when it's over. ”

With his head down, Xia Yifeng hid the complex and chaotic emotions in his eyes. The freedom that Mu Yan wants is where there is no him?!

Excited and unable to accept this fact, Xia Yifeng didn't know what love was, because he had never loved anyone, and no one was worthy of his love. From his initial birth in this palace, he was a much-loved prince. But Jiang Shuying's appearance made him and Eniang be beaten into the cold palace. He witnessed Eniang being eaten to death by thousands of white insects, and he personally experienced his father, who had taken good care of him when he was a child, and ruthlessly sent him to a neighboring country as a hostage.

In the frontier army, he was embarrassed to accept the verbal abuse and corporal punishment of the soldiers. In the days of the Firmament Country, he endured the burden of being thrown out as a bait to lure out the wolves. In the hell of Cangming Country, he was terrified every day that he would become the target of that Yin Lingtian, and he would be captured by him and become one of the vents under him.

Recalling the miserable days of those years, Xia Yifeng almost couldn't recall how he survived. It was also in those days that Xia Yifeng understood that if he didn't become strong for a day, he would be bullied and insulted by others for a day, and he would live a life that was worse than death.

By chance, he met his master Mo Qiulin. Xia Yifeng, who was born to practice martial arts, was already surprised that Mo Qiulin couldn't say a word after just three years. In spring, summer, autumn and winter, he never stopped practicing martial arts. Because he wants to make himself stronger, he wants to stop being bullied by others, he wants to put himself above all people, and then watch how they die at his own hands as they used to laugh at themselves.

Xia Yifeng never thought about who he would fall in love with, and he never thought about who he would love. As Mu Yan said, he will not let himself have a dead end, and he will not let himself have a dead hole that he cannot resist because he is threatened by others. What is it for? Xia Yifeng didn't know, he only knew that he didn't want Mu Yan to die all along. So until the body was found, he never stopped searching for her whereabouts.

But does he love her? Does he love the woman in front of him who can easily let go of everything and make himself look away in a chic and resolute manner?

"Your Majesty." Calling Xia Yifeng softly, Mu Yan slowly stood up. Condescendingly looking at Xia Yifeng's puzzled eyes, Mu Yan shook his head with a helpless wry smile, and then took a step forward, under Xia Yifeng's puzzled gaze, stretched out his hand and tapped Xia Yifeng's heart, and said, "One day, you will live here." She can make you give up everything and forget everything for her sake. And, of course, your current throne. If, one day, you think you can do all of this for a woman, then you will know what love is. ”

Slowly taking a step back, Mu Yan suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "You and I are just half a catty. You and I have so many similarities, and so many things that we can't let go. Xia Yifeng, I hope you can find the woman who can make you change as soon as possible. And in my heart, there will be such a person living in it one day, and no matter how much I drive it away, I will not leave. Even if it takes a lifetime, as long as you can find such a person, you will have no regrets in this life. ”

Taking a deep look at Xia Yifeng, Mu Yan turned around and walked towards Ziyuan Pavilion.

Walking out of the pavilion, Mu Yan stood on the arched bridge and looked back at Xia Yifeng, who was still bowing his head and contemplating. Looking at this man she fell in love with for the first time, but fell in love with the wrong one. Mu Yan's heart was really relieved.

After everything was settled, she left with her two children. And Xia Yifeng is just a passerby in life. There was no need for her to waste time and energy on such a man. The most important thing at the moment is to kill Murong Zixuan, and kill the murderer who kept Mu Tong under the spring and couldn't close his eyes.

This book was first published.

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