Chapter 47: Before, Later.
After sending away a few people from Feng Ruowu, Mu Yan patiently put Mu Moxi and Mu Moheng to sleep, and then stood alone in front of the window and .com
After being extremely sad, Mu Yan thought more about how he should go on in the future. She is not the kind of woman who can't live without a man, even if she lives alone, she can live better than others.
The absurd crossing made Mu Yan come to this world that did not belong to her from a thousand years later. occupied this body, and Mu Yan was also willing to bear all the punishments and sins for the original owner of this body. Xia Yifeng and Murong Zixuan's betrayal again and again made Mu Yan completely sober now. From the time she came here until now, the only ones who can be called her are the two little ghosts Xi'er and Heng'er.
The cool breeze at night made Mu Yan's originally chaotic head sober. Leaving the room, Mu Yan stood in the spacious courtyard of the Ziyuan Pavilion. Quietly looking at the scenes and objects here, Mu Yan once again thought about his future very seriously.
Mu Yan, who was deep in thought, unconsciously began to walk towards the outside of the Ziyuan Pavilion. With his head down, Mu Yan looked at the road he had walked step by step. If it weren't for the other people in front of him, even Mu Yan didn't know exactly when he would go.
"Who?!"
Ling Yan's voice came into his ears, so that Mu Yan had to stop. Raising his eyes and looking forward, Mu Yan looked at the Imperial Forest Army standing in a row, holding weapons and looking at his Imperial Forest Army with a wary face, and the man who was hidden behind them, Xia Yifeng, who was extremely familiar to Mu Yan. Mu Yan couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said softly: "The grass people are just upset, and they just want to go out for a walk and relax." shocked the emperor and asked the emperor for forgiveness. ”
Listening to Mu Yan talking to himself in a detached tone, Xia Yifeng couldn't help frowning. Waving his hand to disperse the others around him, Xia Yifeng looked at Mu Yan's thin clothes with gloomy eyes, and walked over slowly. He said, "Let's go with me." ”
Speechless all the way, Mu Yan came to the Imperial Garden under the leadership of Xia Yifeng.
The flower field, which was supposed to be pitch black, was now looming in the moonlight and the surrounding lanterns. The soft light gives the flowers that compete for beauty during the day a different style.
Step into a gazebo surrounded by fields of flowers. Sitting down slowly, Mu Yan smelled the fragrance of flowers, and the only bit of irritability in his heart disappeared completely.
"What are you thinking about if you don't rest so late?" took the initiative to ask, Xia Yifeng suddenly felt that Mu Yan in front of him was a little unfamiliar. The hysteria during the day, the silence and serenity now. If Mu Yan really had feelings for Murong Zixuan, he would not be as calm and comfortable as he is now.
"Think about the past, but also think about the future." Glancing at Xia Yifeng sideways, Mu Yan smiled shallowly. It seems that the grudge between him and Xia Yifeng has never existed. "Your Majesty, can Mu Yan negotiate a deal with you?"
"Tell me about it." The corners of his mouth were hooked with interest, Xia Yifeng didn't expect Mu Yan to bring up this kind of thing with him.
"Although I don't know what Murong Zixuan's plans are in the future, I think he is a threat to you after all. Mu Yan doesn't want to talk about the rights and wrongs of the past, and the matter of you destroying my Sky Country and using me will also be written off. I will help you pacify the country and let you rule the world. And what I want is to kill Murong Zixuan with my own hands, and to be free. ”
The words were said in a low voice, and the calm expression on Mu Yan's face made Xia Yifeng's heart ripple. Because of Mu Yan's words, Xia Yifeng was a little confused. Will she be able to forgive herself for everything she ever did to her? She wants to solve Murong Zixuan with her own hands? What does the so-called freedom in her mouth look like?
"The pain of destroying the country, how can you easily forget. Yan'er, are you deceiving yourself now, or are you fooling me? Trying hard to see the true face behind Mu Yan's calmness, Xia Yifeng finally asked out loud after being silent for a while. What do you mean by freedom? ”
"I never deceived myself, and I didn't have the guts to fool the emperor." With a faint smile, Mu Yan stretched out his hand to smooth his long hair that was blown by the breeze, raised his eyes to look at the bright moon in the sky, and said unabashedly: "If I really remember those things, then I will never forgive you in my lifetime." But I really don't remember the so-called annihilation of the country now. Compared to those things that I don't have in my head, what I can't bear is Mu Tong's death. ”
Thinking of Mu Tong, who lost his life because of himself, Mu Yan felt that his nose was a little sour. She was never a sentimental person, never a person who liked to shed tears. But every time she thought of Mu Tong, Mu Yan had an urge to cry.
She wasn't lying. Although she occupied this body, Mu Yan did not have all the memories before this body. My father and mother were killed by Xia Yifeng, and the country was destroyed by Xia Yifeng. For Mu Yan, these two events are actually more like a story. A story that happened to someone else. And Mu Tong is such a living existence for Mu Yan.
Mu Tong once hugged her arm affectionately and called her sister.
Mu Tong once cried hoarsely, just because she suffered a little bit of a small injury.
When Mu Tong got something good, the first thing that came to mind was Mu Yan.
When Mu Yan was in danger, Mu Tong was the first to rush in front of her.
Whether it's as a shado in the past, or Mu Yan who has traveled here. For her, Mu Tong is the first relative in the true sense. No one can replace a loved one.
That little girl, who is only a teenager, has suffered too many sins because of Mu Yan. Mu Yan saw all this in his eyes and remembered it in his heart. Therefore, even if he took his own life, Mu Yan must avenge Mu Tong, and he must personally slash Murong Zixuan.
"You don't remember anything?" Squinting his eyes slightly, Xia Yifeng obviously didn't believe Mu Yan's statement.
"Does the emperor think that a woman who witnessed you kill her own parents and watched you destroy your own country really fall in love with you? In this world, there will not be such a woman who does not remember past suspicions and has a big heart. Unless she really has no heart and lungs, no blood and no tears. There was palpable sadness in his gloomy eyes. Although the corners of Mu Yan's mouth were raised, the smile never reached the bottom of his eyes.
Glancing at Xia Yifeng, Mu Yan continued: "Over the years, I have always hated you and tried every means to kill you. That's because I can't accept the fact that I'm being taken advantage of by you. I loved you once, I really loved you. But now that I think about it, so what? I love you, you don't love me. I was used by you, but I was just too stupid and wishful thinking. Like you once said, no one forced me to fall in love with you, no one forced me to sleep with you. It's all because of me. If I hadn't developed feelings for you, there wouldn't have been anything later. So those things, I confessed. ”
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