The curtains were closed, and it was pitch black, with only the faint light of the screen on the bed, which had no power to illuminate the space.

Do you know me? In a lonely and lonely night, looking at the scene of the phone in a daze.

The earth is spinning, gravity is floating, and my eyeballs are pitch black to the bottom.

They all said don't trust a man like me, because he has always been selfish to the point that he only has himself in his heart.

What is played with in the applause, is it passive step by step, controlled by sudden emotions.

Keep your mouth shut and don't let yourself speak, and watch a comedy movie to calm your mind.

Knowing that it's wrong, but still can't control it, and even ruin yourself for it, isn't this a very bad thing?

Rewind to an hour ago, I lost my mind and screamed loudly in the street, my left shoulder hit the shoulder and hit the pedestrian, and before he could speak, I had already cursed the expletive.

The hands that pounded the walls had been invaded by blood, and I was helpless in pain with my head in my hands, and I hated everything in this world.

No longer afraid of passers-by looking at my helplessness with their eyes, no longer dodging passers-by to take pictures to laugh at how pitiful I am, I know that all my struggles are in vain.

Why bad luck always accompanies me, why happiness always passes by me, for me, these are the answers that I can't find in the first place.

How uncomfortable it is, as if it really can't be explained in words, the feeling of being horrible in the cycle of everything, the feeling of dying.

I can't even think of anything that would raise my brow, and if the doctor said that my blood was black one day, I wouldn't even ask her why.

I used to be very kind to the world, and I would love to ask why it couldn't be treated with the same courtesy.

In the end, I became weak, I didn't even have the strength to struggle, and my tears became the cheapest thing in my body.

It's hilarious that everything that happens over and over again, and the naturally stubborn character seems to have doomed everything that happens.

With the constant worries of the people around me, how can I calm down and live a good life, I can't find the answer.

When everything is over, when I look back at everything I have done, I begin to feel that everything is ridiculous, and I should treat everything rationally in the future.

I can't grasp anything, and when I close my eyes, I find that even the closest thing is unfamiliar, and I don't belong to me at any time, and this kind of personality is very troublesome.

From confusion to confusion, from night to dawn, the answer that cannot be found becomes unknown, waiting for fate to judge everything mercilessly, it turns out that this is the meaning of fate, making people feel that they are small and nothing.

Walking barefoot on the ice, numbness conveys the helplessness that the body wants to express, accompanied by dark clouds that do not want to disperse, and the lake that is moving under the ice.

We were born alone, and before we met each other, we had already wrapped a knot that we could never untie, looking at the sky from the rooftop, praying that a meteor would flash quickly and make a wish to take away all the badness.

Time is quickly abandoning me, and only memories are left to accompany me unconsciously, and if those classic scenes parasitic in the blood are screened, it will make those movies with a box office of more than 100 million people enter.

I kept rolling around in my own world, trying to get more people to pay attention, but as the seasons kept changing, I still stood in place, not changing in the slightest.

Looking around, there were countless overlapping ghosts walking by with their heads down, as if none of them were smiling, trying to erase all these memories until the lights were all extinguished, and the smoke from the roof of the café was silent.

Stop the quicksand under the hourglass, if you don't reverse it, is it already dead, only by sticking to the faith that is created will we insist on not being strengthened again and again, and whether our faith can be immortal if we don't die.

In the memo of my phone, I can't waste a second anymore, my eyes stay on the screen of my phone when I sit in the library, and the neatly arranged books have become accessories, and it is not only time that is constantly disintegrated, but also the bottom line of the final line of the slump in choice.

Everything is changing, things are not sad and it is reasonable, the clouds and smoke of the past are recording all the running axes, but they cannot emerge completely, perhaps only the dead soul can find it again, and then embrace it gently.

Always hurting the people around me with my own irrationality, when I was advanced, I would giggle, then get up and walk into the distance, I couldn't think of a reason to argue, so I had to flee the scene as soon as possible.

Once after getting drunk, a girl mentioned that I shouldn't always be distracted, I looked at her with a smile, got up and walked up to her and said with a smile, you must like me so much, right, or just follow me tonight.

She picked up the beer bottle on the table and threw it hard at my abdomen, the sound of the bottle shattering and her loud scream, the pain in my ninja's heart, continued, beating is kissing and scolding is love, why, so soon, it's like kissing me.

She was completely enraged, turned around and picked up her bag and quickly left the private room, and the rest of her friends saw everything happening, hopelessly shook their heads at me, and got up to leave.

After everyone disappeared, the palm of the hand stiffly touched the hip bone of the lower abdomen, and I felt that half of my body had lost my instinct in pain, and finally changed the role, so that the last person left behind became me.

Flower heart? When I was scolded by the dog bloody and looked down and couldn't see the road, who of you has seen it again, after a year, when the woman asked me who gave you the courage! Or the sluts around you can't satisfy your inferiority complex! But when a good life comes to provoke me again, I laugh like a beggar.

What's more, in my eyes, everything happens as a matter of course, and if you owe it for a long time, it will be depressed, so it is better to find a way to pay it back at once, so that you can calm down and continue to move forward.

mentioned the word slut, with an incompletely rational explanation, is it used to describe a woman is a kind of sexy, used to describe a man is a kind of cheapness, because a woman can only snatch a man and play in the palm of his hand when he is better than the original match, and a man, no matter what you do wrong, when a woman cries and says it, it is wrong, okay, I will admit that I was wrong, during her menstrual period, I found her so-called female slut to spend the night, and as a result, she broke into the hotel directly, and I don't know when the positioning software installed in my mobile phoneIf a woman really loves you, her IQ is much higher than that of a man.

The corners of my mouth smiled and thought, tears desperately falling down, maybe in many cases, crying is a good way to vent, I haven't learned to smoke yet, so I haven't been able to experience the kind of sadness I see in the post bar, sitting in the corner without light, smoking a puff of smoke and then circulating it in my lungs and spitting it out.

I have always believed that feelings can be artificially manipulated, and it is making a series of changes with people's emotions, such as when I am rebellious, I will play with a cynical attitude, and when I am injured, I will rely on it to heal, and emotions push hormones to find a more suitable girl at that stage, so I don't feel that I am a flower, but a kind of growth, which is a very good experience for each other's youth, and I know what I need next.

I like to drink, I like to get drunk just because I am afraid that the loneliness will extend infinitely after the crowd disperses, and I always think that I can not be so depressed by paying less feelings, but it is also indirectly accompanied by a sense of human value, and values will never admit mistakes, and the isolation caused by self-perception makes me always want to escape.

In fact, to put it bluntly, what feelings need is not to be in a different environment to seek comfort, endless money can turn all the companionship across the screen into warmth between the flesh, I miss you one by one, I want to sleep with you, and finally fall asleep alone with the quilt, is it a little pitiful.

What a man wants is nothing more than lying on the bed after the cannon to enjoy that light and fluttering feeling, no desire, all things can be forgotten, what women want is soul satisfaction, which retains both material and spiritual, the key is that men looking for women as long as they put aside the concept of beauty and ugliness will be very simple, and women looking for men need not only beautiful appearance, the key is to have a very awesome emotional intelligence, even if you watch the man and the junior enter the hotel, his money is mine, I can still find a duck to go.

People of our age live too exaggeratedly, you can give up whatever you want to get, including dignity, you can throw it down and let you step on it at will.

As long as you please yourself and make yourself happy, whatever you do will think that it is right, what you want to know is the center of the world, and disdain to debate with anyone, which should be what most people who are slightly sane but have no future think.

I always want to go out and be chic, but have you ever thought about what you can do when you go out at this moment, drinking the cheapest wine, hugging the most inferior girl, thinking that you are the uncle, but I never thought that the service staff are all contemptuous eyes, including the girl in your arms, who has long scolded you for being shabby.

I have seen with my own eyes the theatrical picture of kowtowing to two hundred, kowtowing as if he was doing a very ordinary thing, the young man sitting on the sofa with Erlang's legs crossed and throwing the hundred-dollar bills on the ground one by one, in his eyes, the money was as cheap as playing cards.

How important is reincarnation, like looking around for a big black bear and a carefree panda, some people have said the salary of 1,000 yuan every month over and over again, afraid of giving one less, and some people will use it as a tip to reward the lady who is comfortable for her service, not to mention that there is a naked sense of contrast, but you should blame yourself for making too little money in your previous life, and you should not buy Lord Yama well.

When I was a child, my personality has always been more introverted and inferior, because I am very short, I have to raise my head to talk to others when I see tall classmates, and I will lack a kind of self-confidence after a long time, and I have not experienced any winds and waves in the process of growing up, so many things will choose to attack a small step and defend a big step in the multi-defense mode, including feelings.

Habitual ambiguity with different girls may be one of these factors, I don't dare to fall too deep in a relationship, I'm afraid that I can't get out of the end and hurt myself, so that as long as there is a little wind and grass between the two, I will find a way out in advance, to put it selfishly, I am not a scumbag, but subconscious selectivity forces the brain to be on guard.

I miss the time of twenty-two years old.,I think the uncertain relationship between men and women can especially make hormones in a state of excitement.,An ambiguous word like a nasty word from the other party can make the heart bloom all day.,There will be a lot of romance missing in the hot world of adulthood.,All the feelings of strangeness are based on the theme of pressing each other down the mountain.,Once it's really realized,,It's not interesting at all.。

In the end, all of this comes down to the fact that everyone is clearly embarrassed by themselves, and at the same time tossing this person, there are too many people who do this, so I can't imagine putting it in that kind of mistake.

I like the night in the early morning in the suburbs, a person and a car have no monitoring, I hung the car to the sixth gear, the accelerator is constantly stepping down, the speaker is playing the latest music to listen to for the first time, the little meow Mi tightly gathered her body in the passenger seat, the bell worn in the neck is integrated into the melody of the music, although it is also lonely, but the mood is very good, I want to let this moment extend so far.

There are a lot of uneducated people around me, including myself, we never talk about work when we sit together, and we discuss very vulgarly, so-and-so's boobs are three times larger than before, are they bulging or pinched every day, so-and-so is a young lady in a nightclub, and I accidentally met it last time, thinking if it can be cheaper, and the school flower of the elementary school has now had two children with the man, and the bloated body can't be described as a young woman. Drinking beer is a bottle of drinking, who can't drink it in the end is a coward, around the table to learn to bark a dog, in fact, in the end they drank too much, let go, in the winter wearing pants on the street running home have, I don't know the estimate and thought it was caught raped.

After getting drunk, lying on the cold and spacious road without a trace of temperature, the rough breath in the mouth formed a haze in the air, a dark sky was illuminated by the lights of thousands of homes, the smile on the corner of the mouth was reluctant, and I was exactly as ignorant as the eighteen-year-old one, at that time I felt that the dream was in front of me, as long as I stretched out my hand a little, I could reach it, and now I feel that it is an ethereal dream, which is difficult to touch for a lifetime.

The shadows of countless emotional moments are constantly questioning right and wrong, not frequent, but they often make my thoughts in a daze, which footsteps are the most real me, and why doesn't it stand up to help me out in the moment of isolation and helplessness.

I know that it will only appear when I am enjoying to restore my expectations of desire, and when I am lost, I will quietly hide, how cruel, cry without making a sound, be in a daze to forget to eat, torture myself, and selectively want to cut off from the world.

Everyone who pretends not to care about anything on the surface, but is extremely melancholy in their hearts, should not easily prepare for the worst in the future, in fact, this is not really desperate, there will be many opportunities waiting for everyone to meet after dawn, and before that, you should try to be kind to yourself.

People with low thinking can never understand how fast the brain cells of people with high thinking are active, but it doesn't mean that there are some things he can't think of, as long as the content is within the cognitive range of the brain, it can be digested through time, just like I learned to play the guitar before, I think it's difficult, just reciting fingering is enough for me to simulate half an hour before going to bed, watching those masters close their eyes and fingers quickly change, I was very disappointed in my heart, and then Benben took a special night to chat with me and said that he was stupider than me in the past, He studied in a training class in Singapore, and every time someone else in the class has entered the next chapter, and his thinking is still stuck in the previous chapter and can't get out, the result is that he can't learn before, he can't keep up with what the teacher is talking about now, and finally spent twice the money and retrained again to fully learn, and I am now in the conditions to learn from the expert level teachers in the record company every day with top equipment, and I am afraid that I will not be able to learn?

Many times we don't believe in ourselves, and we don't need others to fight in the process, and we have already lost, and we never think that it is actually someone else who has worked twice or four times as hard.

I don't expect any big ups and downs in life at all, I'm afraid that the sudden rise will correspond to the ruthless fall that is not favored by others, so I have always been honest and fearful of this, and sometimes I want to show my most perfect side too much, so that I often use too much force, so that the person concerned feels very strange, until one day when I come into contact with another similar person, I find that his behavior is very annoying, and I used to seem to be like this.

It's not something to do at your own age, and deliberately imitating it will only have the opposite effect, so that in the end, you can't make jokes in a certain way, and do what you should do at any age, which is the best life choice.

Cruelty feels that many things happen concretely, a small wrong step will lead to a change in life, regret is the most useless moment, everyone should understand their most hateful place, after all, that is their most primitive part.

I always prefer to clean up the room on a sunny afternoon, so that it doesn't look so cluttered, clean and without a little character, every simple and tiny object has the ordinary value of its existence, even if you don't agree with it, don't blame it for doubting the value of its birth, because you peacefully planted it in your own world.

There are so many physical things that have died in this era, and the time period is constantly covering the ups and downs of each stage of life, and no one knows if the year from now will be a different scenery, after all, the concept of the moment and the concept of the first life is too far away.

Holding the past and refusing to let go of the people who are destined to achieve nothing in the future, on the contrary, I always wonder if those bottles that have been sleeping for thousands of years can be so valuable? If you buy it and support it at home, you can be promoted and make a fortune? People can't forget their roots, but they shouldn't live in a time that has been subverted for a long time.

Throwing away some things that should not be abandoned, and making offerings that are not worth offering, in the face of such a great man, maybe this is my personal ignorance and little curiosity, maybe one day when I have money, I will do the same, at a glance it looks very perverted and noble.

I went back and flipped through the oldest thing in my personal collection, it seems to be a box of moldy biscuits, the reason why I don't know is because the biscuits are contained in the box, and it was given by someone I like very much on my birthday, and it has been more than ten years, and even I don't know what the meaning of continuing to collect is.

Don't look back, don't wait, don't remember, don't give up, there are endless opportunities for the rest of your life waiting for you to come and meet at the turning point, as long as you believe that life is the sea that is always surging, it will not easily stay and will not fight.

And myself, whether I continue to rebel, love and hate hard, even if I continue to create and end up being reluctantly thrown into the recycling bin, I always believe that this is a unique youth that others can't easily copy, and I enjoy it even if it hurts my heart.

Life, choices, ideals, and the future, they are like little pets dormant in the body, and we can completely use our own will to tame them one by one.

There are some processes in life, as long as you fight hard, they will not disappear in the end, and when you look up and look down, you will see that they return to the standard trajectory after countless turns, but you have chosen to forget about it.

Don't forget the original intention of the four words should not just be in the mind after a surge and then disappear, so really strange and pitiful, at this moment should you carefully think about what you have given up dare not easily remember, and then take it out to complete, I believe that with the growth of time, they will become very meaningful to try to complete again.