Chapter 134: Donor, You're Thinking Too Much
"Brother Ten." Ran Yan said.
Ran Yunsheng looked up at Ran Yan's calm expression at the bottom of the stairs, and for some reason, he noticed a hint of depression, so he smiled, and asked as he walked up, "Okay?" ”
"Master Huaiyin has passed away." Ran Yan walked down the stairs and pulled Ran Yunsheng down. When people are cremated, it is not a beautiful scene, especially for people like Huaiyin who have just died.
"Death? Master Huaiyin is in the prime of life, how can he pass away? Although Ran Yunsheng was full of doubts, he saw that Ran Yan didn't mean to explain, so he didn't explore too much.
Ran Yunsheng glanced back, but saw a man in a purple round-necked regular dress standing in front of the door, he couldn't help but stop, turned around and bowed to him, "I've seen Xiao Shilang." ”
"Shiro doesn't need to be polite." Xiao Song smiled faintly, glanced at Ran Yan with complicated eyes, but just bowed slightly at her, turned around and went back to the temple.
Ran Yunsheng looked at Ran Yan's somewhat depressed expression, and said with a smile, "I heard that Ran Jushi's name is Jingyu, but the depression between my eyebrows is deeper?" ”
Jing Yu is the name of the lay practice given to Ran Yan by the owner of the nunnery, and the owner of the nunnery said that there is a depressed color between her eyebrows, hoping that she will practice with a pure heart and dispel the depression in her heart.
"Don't frown, Brother Ten tells you good news, Uncle has already agreed, let you go to Chang'an with me in the autumn. I'm going to pick you up and go back to the main house for two days. Ran Yunsheng was full of joy. He felt sorry for this, and made a lot of efforts to get the unanimous consent of Ran Wen and Gao.
Ran Yan can also guess some, and at the same time, he is really very happy to go to Chang'an and feel the prosperous Tang Dynasty, and it is not in vain to go through a game. Then he smiled and said, "I listened to a story, and after listening to it, I felt panicked, why don't I tell it to Brother Ten?" There are not many words that say that grief can be listened to and shared. ”
"Okay" Ran Yunsheng patted his shoulder, smiling like a flower, "The tenth brother is strong and strong, and he can withstand Ah Yan's sadness." ”
Originally, they were still frightened just now, but when they heard Ran Yunsheng say this, they couldn't help laughing, and Wan Green said, "Shilang, whether your shoulders are thick or not, it doesn't have much to do with your mood." ”
Ran Yan glanced at the phantom sky shrunk beside Wan Lu, and began to tell the story of Huaiyin and Ayu.
From Huaiyin's narration, Ran Yan could feel that Yang Yu was a straightforward character, and whenever he had doubts, he would run to Huaiyin to question. And Huaiyin is also a sincere character, with answers.
In fact, the facts are placed in front of two people, they are not stupid, they both vaguely guess the truth of the matter, however, doubt is like a seed, it will take root and sprout when it is buried in the right soil, even if it is tried to ignore it, it will always unconsciously affect people's choices.
For example, Huaiyin, not as he said, is a cowardly person, he escaped from the flames of war with Yang Yu, only one year older than her, but he can already be used as a mountain for her to rely on. He escaped from the battle, just thinking that Yang Yu had changed his mind, and he couldn't bear such a result.
For example, Ah Yu is not as firm as Jinghui said. The cause of the tragedy was because of her doubts and vacillation, when Huaiyin told her, "I don't lose a strand of hair, but I have never made a private life with other people", she subconsciously no, so all subsequent explanations were in vain.
The love between them is too pure, so it can't withstand the slightest suspicion.
Couples who eventually become married in the world, pure love often accounts for only a very small part, and the person who grows old with you is often not your favorite, but it is the most suitable for you.
"Actually, Yang Yu is afraid." Ran Yunsheng heard the whole thing and sighed, "Yang Yu is the daughter of Emperor Yang, the princess of the dead country, I heard that although Emperor Yang is ridiculous, he is very spoiled by every daughter. Yang Yu has fallen from a high-ranking and high-profile position to a civilian, and he is a civilian who lost all his relatives overnight, and that kind of panic is not something that everyone can understand, and it may ...... Her feelings and dependence on Xuan Yilang are also beyond the ordinary. ”
The popular meaning is that Yang Yu is an extremely insecure woman, so she is sensitive and suspicious.
Ran Yan said, "Xuanyilang? ”
"It is a loose official position, the two second sons of Yu Shiji, the historian of the Sui Dynasty, are both in this official position, when the city was in turmoil, Yu Ling persuaded Yu Shiji's second son Yu Rou and Yu Hui to flee together, and the two sternly refused: Abandon your father and betray the king, where to survive? Respect for the bosom, since then the know-how. After that, the two competed to die first, and this incident was once a good story. Unexpectedly, Yu Hui was not dead. Ran Yunsheng looked back at the smoke rising from Yuncong Temple, and said, "He escaped from Daxing City with Yang Yu, he had already put life and death aside, he was born for Yang Yu, and now Yang Yu's daughter has grown up, and he has no worries." ”
"Yu Shiji is different, but he also gave birth to a few backbones." Ran Yun commented casually at the end of his life.
"The tenth brother commented on him like this, I'm afraid it's unfair" Ran Yan also had a little bit of Yu Shiji, a famous calligrapher and scholar in the Sui Dynasty, and he was a very talented person with a city government, the city government was unfathomable, proficient in the way of eunuchs, and had the power to be a minister.
Ran Yunsheng said with interest, "His flattery in front of Emperor Yang is flashy, and he has completely lost the character of a celebrity and a vegetarian, and he has no integrity at all. ”
"Brother Ten is right, I just read some records of him in history books, and I feel that the historian's personal emotions are too heavy, which will affect the judgment of future generations. Yu Shiji has the talent to govern the world, but unfortunately he didn't meet the right master, Emperor Yang of Sui likes to listen to flattery, and he just does what he likes, this is the way of being an official, and for individuals, there is nothing right at all. As far as the country and the people are concerned, as Brother Ten said, he is indeed not a good official, going against the trend of the world and ignoring the people's livelihood. As for Feng Gu...... "Ran Yan has never really seen such a posture. In her impression, only those who are as free and easy as Wei Jin, Ji Kang, and Ruan Ji can be regarded as celebrities, but she has never seen it so far.
Ran Yunsheng looked at Ran Yan in a daze, was silent for a moment, and suddenly stroked his palms and smiled, "Ah Yan's heart, I'm afraid it can make many Lang Jun embarrassed."
Ran Yan smiled, "It's just what I see with my eyes, what kind of mind can I talk about?" ”
"How many people in the world can evaluate a courtier impartially? is those celebrities and Confucians, but whenever Yu Shiji is mentioned, no one will praise a word. Ran Yunsheng also began to re-understand Ran Yan in his heart. This Gu Ying, who was only soaked in the collection of resentment poems before, was self-pitying, how could he be surprised that he had a good heart.
Ge Lan followed behind, and kept listening to Ran Yan's words, and couldn't help but look up at her, the beautiful side face was no longer as beautiful as before, and the smile was not as smart as before, but it looked so tough, which was exactly what the previous lady lacked.
Ran Yan didn't dare to say what her mind was, she could be impartial, she could only say that this matter was too far away from her, and it was insignificant, if it came to the Japanese invasion of China, Ran Yan was more or less angry and hateful.
Back at Yingmei Nunnery, Ran Yunsheng asked Erdong and Qianxue to help pack up and prepare to move down the mountain.
And Ran Yan, accompanied by Xing Niang, went to say goodbye to the owner of the nunnery.
The owner of the nunnery is a quiet person, and only Jingyuan is by his side to serve, and after Jingyuan died, he was replaced by a quiet little nun.
Ran Yan has lived in Yingmei Nunnery for more than a month, and he has only seen the owner of the nunnery four or five times. She only preached once every four or five days, and sometimes when it rained, the sermon would be cancelled.
"It just so happened that the owner of the nunnery had just finished lunch and was watching the scenery in the woods." The little nun led Ran Yan to a maple forest at the back of the courtyard.
From a distance, Ran Yan saw a dress of silk sitting cross-legged on a flat stone, as quiet as a withered pine, if it weren't for the Buddha beads she plucked from time to time, it didn't look like a living thing at all. 、
The autumn leaves flew and landed on her shoulders without sliding down.
Ran Yan stopped not far from her and quietly looked at this peaceful picture.
After about a moment, the owner of the nunnery said, "Since you are here, why don't you enjoy this maple forest together?" ”
"The child is appreciating, the owner of the nunnery is sitting here, and the maple forest adds a bit of Zen, which is extraordinarily quiet." When Ran Yan said this, it was indeed not a compliment.
The head of the nunnery laughed dumbly, "Zen has always been there." ”
Ran Yan said, "But with such mortal eyes as Ru'er, it is difficult to see them ordinarily." ”
She has always been a practical person. For example, this maple forest, if you look at it normally, Ran Yan will only feel very quiet, and she will not feel that it has a sense of Zen at all. Today, when she saw the nunnery owner meditating like a dead tree, she had a subtle feeling in the silence, and her intuition told her that this was Zen.
"Can you ...... People will face countless choices in their lives, and I guess you are a person who will not hesitate in the slightest if you are sincere, so it is not good or ......," the owner of the nunnery said vaguely.
Ran Yan said, "You mean the number of beloveds in my life?" ”
The owner of the nunnery was stunned for a moment, and then turned his head and smiled at her, "You kid, you are more serious, and you can't show a little white when you play meditation, but this is what you guessed, Old Nico didn't reveal the secret of heaven." ”
In the end, it seems to be muttering to himself.
It is said that the old man is like a child, even the old nun who is so clean and cultivated is not exempt from vulgarity, and after a few more words, Ran Yan couldn't help but smile, "The owner of the nunnery doesn't have to worry, even if he understands what you are talking about, he doesn't understand what you want to reveal at all." ”
That sentence: It's good or not. In Ran Yan's opinion, it was the same as not saying it.
The head of the nunnery smiled dryly, "The Buddha said: Don't say it." ”
Ran Yan understood what the owner of the nunnery meant: You may meet a few men who are not good, and you must choose the right one quickly and accurately.
"Nunnery Master ......" Ran Yan had just opened his mouth to say goodbye, when he heard the sound of the bushes squirming, and after a while, an earth-colored cloth robe came out of the thick pile of fallen leaves, and exhaled fiercely, "I said Master, how long do I have to feel the world?" ”
Ran Yan's eyes opened slightly, and he stared at Liu Qingsong's clear face a few times.
"You feel it?" The owner of the nunnery lowered his eyes and asked slowly.
Liu Qingsong was also slightly taken aback when he saw Ran Yan, because the owner of the nunnery said that the person he was waiting for was coming soon, and at the moment he grabbed his hair and squatted on the ground in grief, "Do you say that Seventeen Niang is destined for me, but I fell in love with her first, and I can't snatch love from the sword, so I can only watch them grow old together, love all their lives, and silently guard?" It's too cruel, it's too sadistic, it's a tragedy in the world."
He stood up from the ground suddenly, crossed his waist and pointed to the heavens, "Thief old thief old heaven"
The owner of the nunnery has been closing her eyes, and she has to open her eyes and look Liu Qingsong up and down, if she is not a cultivator, she will definitely scold: You are sick, but after all, you are a master of Buddhism, the owner of the nunnery looked at it a few times and slowly closed his eyes, took a breath and said, "The donor thinks too much." ”
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