Foam in the sun, is colored.

Just like me who was deceived, I was happy.

Beautiful bubbles, although a flash of fireworks.

All your promises, though too fragile.

When Zhou Wen saw his cousin, he was really taken aback. Because the cousin who used to be shy and shy, now has dyed blonde hair, and her face is covered with very white makeup, and her whole body is very sexy and enchanting. But these are completely different from the traditional conservative big sister that Zhou Wen peeked at before.

"Cousin Zhou Wen!"

Zhou Wen heard his cousin calling him from afar, and he really heard his voice before he saw him.

"Cousin......"

Zhou Wen blushed with a white and pure little face, and was kissed by his cousin before he could say hello. And Zhou Wen really smelled the fragrance, that kind of musk, exactly the same as the fragrance ten years ago.

"I haven't seen you for ten years, and my little cousin has grown into a handsome guy! Ha ha! ”

The cousin held Zhou Wen in her arms and squeezed the boy's chest with rapid breathing. My cousin still regards Zhou Wen as the shy and simple naughty boy ten years ago, but Zhou Wen has reached the age of seventeen.

"Cousin, cousin......"

Zhou Wen wanted to speak, but was excitedly held in his arms by his enthusiastic cousin. It was the first time he had smelled a woman's body fragrance so closely, and felt the softness of a woman. Although I have kissed Cai Jie many times, each time I just kissed in a very regular and restrained manner.

But the twenty-five-year-old cousin in front of him made Zhou Wen confused for a while.

"Cousin! You're about to be hugged by you, and I'll be angry if you hug me again! ”

Zhou Wen pushed his cousin away vigorously, squatted down and coughed. In my heart, I was loyal to Cai Jiedi, or I inactivated all inappropriate hormones in time and without reservation.

"Oh, I'm sorry, my cousin, are you okay?"

The cousin squatted down again and stared at Zhou Wen carefully, that guy was even kinder than his own mother.

And Zhou Wen's mother, who was looking at the side, couldn't help but laugh wildly when she saw it.

Love and hate have dried up, and they can't let go of themselves, and they will be wasted forever.

Miss that day, miss that eye.

The deer is vast, and the frost and snow condense into the initial lingering.

"Cousin, why did you come back after so many years? What about my cousin and my cousin? ”

Zhou Wen and his cousin sat on the big sofa, Zhou Wen leaned on his cousin's shoulder, and his cousin looked at the snowflakes flying outside the window, white as if only in Antarctica.

"They're dead."

"Huh?"

Zhou Wen sat up for a while, and looked at his cousin in front of him with a dull gaze and sadness in his heart.

The east wind was powerless, and the flowers that overwintered finally couldn't bear the cold, and the petals withered one by one, quietly rotting on the winter snow.

"Ten years ago, my parents and I moved to Shenzhen, and in the first few years, we had a good life, my father's company was thriving, and my mother was doing some housework and taking care of me at home, and my life was really no different from the family of three in my dreams.

But in the fourth year of moving to Shenzhen, my father began to stay home at night, saying that he should cope with work, but he didn't know what to do outside in private. Until one day, my father and mother were arguing in the room, and I secretly listened outside their door.

"Why do you still go out and with those women every day? Didn't you promise me a good day yesterday? ”

The mother angrily pointed to her father's nose and said.

"Humph! Do I still have to look up and see you every day with this yellow-faced woman? ”

The father ignored it and directly pulled the quilt and fell asleep.

But the mother lifted the quilt and had to ask for an explanation, and finally the father was annoyed, threw the mother directly on the bed, tore the clothes on the mother's body, and then did that with the mother. My mother was crying all the time, and sometimes when I wanted to push my father away, I was directly beaten by my father with a belt.

That year, I had just transitioned from the age of eighteen to nineteen, and I didn't expect to see and hear the first nightmare of my life forever. ”

My cousin was trembling all over her body when she said this, and tears involuntarily slipped from the corners of her eyes, wetting her long eyelashes and burning her fragile heart, as if she had caught another glimpse of the terrifying scene of that moment. Zhou Wen didn't say anything, just handed a tissue to his cousin.

"Later, my father became even more unscrupulous, sometimes not coming back for three or five days, and when he came back, he tortured my mother, and every night I would hear my mother's screams in bed* and being beaten with a belt by my father. My mother was getting thinner and thinner, and finally one winter evening, I saw my mother dead in the toilet. However, I saw the smile on the corner of my mother's mouth, as if it was a relief, a relief.

After the death of my mother, my father did not grieve too much, and hastily handled my mother's funeral, but the most hateful thing was that my father was behind the mourning hall with a strange woman on the day of my mother's funeral*.

In a fit of rage, I sold the secrets of my father's company to someone else for a large amount of money, and the end result was that my father was in debt and was put in prison, which is said to be indefinite. I also left that sad place in Shenzhen and came to Beijing alone. At first, I could live with the money I had from selling my father, but the bad habit of buying this and that finally used up all the money.

However, I didn't want to live the tiring and dirty work of working girls, so I took the most reviled profession in the world – prostitution. ”

When Zhou Wen heard this, he was immediately stunned. He has been a good child since he was a child, and all things that have anything to do with good children have been isolated by Zhou Wen. However, the cousin in front of her was actually ......

"Zhou Wen'er, don't be afraid, but don't you believe your sister?"

Zhou Wen looked at his cousin with tears in his eyes, and he knew that he was the same kind of tears when he first saw his cousin. The rays from the distant sun were now split into strips by my cousin's face, and finally converged into a cluster of light on the other side of the darkness.

Zhou Wen nodded strongly and motioned for his cousin to continue.

"Actually, I resisted at first, but my sisters said that if you endure it, it will pass, so I endured it like this and got used to it, and I became numb.

We all slept during the day and worked at night. At first, I just waited in the private room of the nightclub, but then I went straight to the place where I could see the street. The people who came included local tyrants who spent a lot of money, and migrant workers who spent their monthly wages overnight. Therefore, in the days that followed, I did not worry about eating and drinking.

My sisters all told me not to be honest in this business, but in fact, I don't like these prostitutes. Until one summer, one day in the middle of summer, it was a dusk with heavy rain.

At that time, I was bored playing with my phone in the door, but a panicked figure ran in so suddenly. He was a student-like boy, about seventeen or eighteen years old, and he looked handsome. At first, I thought he was also here for prostitution, and I asked him if he was rubbing his back or jerking off, but he looked dazed and ignorant. I thought he was here to make trouble, so I scolded him twice, but later, I didn't know that he was really a student until his student ID was shaken off. So I sat him down and asked him what he was doing here, and he said he had come to shelter from the rain, but I forgot whether I believed him or not, but I remember talking to him for a long time until the rain stopped.

In fact, when there are no guests in our business, it is very lonely, so many times I want to meet him again.

Maybe I was really lonely at that time. Every day I look out and look, hoping to see him. But there were times when he seemed to look this way on purpose, but he always avoided my gaze.

It's a light rain at dusk again, and it seems that summer is always rainy. He reappeared, and we sat together in secrecy, and he told me a lot about his school, and I just listened quietly, and every word he said, gentle and elegant, like a spring stream, was really nice.

He knew I was a prostitute, but he wasn't afraid, and that summer, he came to see me almost every day, and often gave months of living expenses to his mother in the hair salon in order to be able to spend more time with me.

I told him that I didn't need his money to be with him, and he was always stubborn about giving it to me. Sometimes he was sad and cried when he told me, so I hugged him and slept all night.

I wanted to give him my body, but he said that he would wait this summer when he graduated and he came to marry me. So a lot of the time it was me who held him, put his hand on my chest, and the two of them fell asleep beautifully. ”

When my cousin said this, a pure smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. The snow outside the window has stopped, and the long-lost daylight reflects on the snow, which is exceptionally bright.

"Ever since he said he was going to marry me, I vowed to work hard to earn a lot of money and then live a good life with him in the future. However, disaster struck and he was in a car accident on my birthday. When I went to see him in the hospital, there were a lot of people outside the intensive care room, and it turned out that his father was a high-ranking official, and he had a big family and a very rich background.

I was waiting for him in a dark corner, waiting for him to wake up. The moment he opened his eyes, he was looking for something in the crowd, and I knew he was looking for me. But I also knew that I couldn't be found by him. I quietly returned the hairpin he once gave me, and I really didn't deserve him.

Later, he came to the hair salon to find me many times, and every time I cried and watched him leave, but he didn't seem to be angry with me, he just came again and again full of hope and left disappointed.

At the end of summer, suddenly there was a day when he didn't come. Although I knew that I had no result with him, and although every time I saw him in gold framed in gold, the eyes of him who came to me again and again were so sincere, it was still quite painful to suddenly disappear him.

A sister gave me the hairpin I had given him, along with a letter. In the letter, he said that his father was going to let him study abroad, and he could come back in a few years, or he could be abroad forever. He wanted me to wait for him, for him to come back and marry me. But I know, even if I wait for him, his family can really accept me? Can I really be brave enough to walk with him to the marriage hall?

I can't do it, I can't do it. A month after he left, I also left Beijing and went to Dongguan. Later, after a period of anti-pornography and illegal activities, he was arrested and put in prison. It wasn't until now that I got out of prison. But when I got home, I found that the grass was already green and I couldn't live there, and finally I remembered that there was a cousin who peeked at me taking a bath. Ha ha! ”

Zhou Wen blushed, touched his head, and smiled stupidly. He looked at his cousin, who smiled too, but laughed and shed sour tears.

The cousin just touched Zhou Wen's head, and then looked at the golden world outside the window together.

When twilight creeps down, life dies out pompous longings.

The brave waves flowed quietly, and the moonlight warmed and cooled.

Let the wind and clouds fade with the waves, and the dark red moon is the only direction.

The moon on the sea, shaking in the aftermath.

Sculpted time, and your silent watch.

Zhou Wen knew that his cousin's summer might be the summer of bubbles.

The light of the rainbow gradually yellowed from between the pages of love. I hope that above the moon, it will always light up for your distant journey, and I will never dare to look forward to it.

That kind of light, even if it is a little desolate, but please remember its hometown.

What is sad and why is it sad.

The original fiery heart has long been silent.

Say what you love me, and if you lie to me, I'd rather you torture.