What we once thought we would never forget was forgotten by us in the process of remembering,

It's as if the fireworks that Zhou Wen used to play every winter were so suddenly hidden unconsciously this winter.

Han Han said: His country does not exist in this world.

Sometimes Zhou Wen also felt as if Han Han and him were the same kind of people who were abandoned by God, they had no country and no life.

Because sometimes the sudden coldness seems to be absolute zero, and his whole world is so cold that it suffocates.

"Zhou Wen, do you remember that day? It was the moment when night and day met, and the music flew like a pair of light wings. ”

Cai Jie spoke warmly to Zhou Wen on the phone, and Zhou Wen listened as if a gentle spring breeze was blowing into his heart.

"Caijie, what should I do if I miss you?"

Zhou Wen pitifully held the landline at home, and his tearful little mouth wanted to kiss Cai Jie on the other side of the phone line.

"Zhou Wen'er, be good! I miss you so much! ”

Zhou Wen and Cai Jie chatted a few words like this, flirted and scolded a few words, and warmed each other a few words, and they talked for several hours.

"Yikes! Zhou Wen! My dad is back, I'll hang up first, and we'll talk next time, kiss, be good. ”

"Doodoo Dot ......"

"Collecting ......"

Zhou Wen listened to the sound of the phone hanging up on the other end of the phone, not to mention how lost he was.

"Caijie, call your mother out! Hurry up! ”

Caijie's father looked fierce and vicious, and kicked the door open, which was a scolding.

"Why Dad, I have to trouble Uncle Liang again if I kick the door out."

Cai Jie frowned and walked to her mother's bedroom, although Cai Jie felt that there were some subtle changes in the relationship between her parents after she came back, but maybe tonight, she began to subvert the cold but worry-free life she once had.

"What are you doing with a murderous child?"

Cai Jie's mother came out of the bedroom and picked up a cup and fell over, directly hitting Cai Jie's father in the stomach, and Cai Jie's father lay on the ground screaming.

"You crazy woman! Your mother ......."

Cai Jie was so surprised that she couldn't keep her mouth shut, but she didn't expect that just a few days after she came back, her parents, who had always thought that they were loving and loving, were now making trouble like enemies.

Cai Jie wanted to pull her parents away, but she didn't know who slapped her parents who were scuffled together and fell directly to the ground, and because of this, the two people who fought made more trouble, regardless of Cai Jie on the ground, it was difficult to separate from each other.

Cai Jie fell to the ground in a daze and was about to say something, but in the end, she only saw a pair of familiar hands take her away, and then she was unconscious.

After Cai Jie woke up, she saw Uncle Ah Liang, and felt kind and wanted to cry.

"Jie'er, the lord and the lady are gone, you can rest at home, maybe they will be reconciled in two days."

Uncle Ah Liang still cares about her as much as she did when she was a child, no matter whether Cai Jie's family is an ordinary family or a family in a wealthy area, Uncle A Liang has never changed in Cai Jie's eyes.

And Cai Jie saw that Uncle Ah Liang's eyes flashed with regret, she knew that her parents might have been like this for a long time.

"Uncle Aliang, you just give me a clue, when did my parents start doing this?"

"Jie'er, it's better not to know some things, it's not that your Uncle Ah Liang doesn't want to tell you, but I'm also for your good, because if you know the truth, I'm worried about your ......"

Cai Jie had never seen Uncle Ah Liang's expression like this, she knew that something big had happened, and it was irreparable and incalculable.

Perhaps, what Caijie can do at present is to slowly understand it as quietly as a virgin, and then make a decision.

I remember when I was a child, in that alley, my parents went with her to eat the rose bean paste buns opened by Uncle Ah Liang on the street. During the Chinese New Year, Dad would set off firecrackers outside the house, and then Mom lovingly held Cai Jie in her arms. The memory is still fresh, the family of three sitting together for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, the ordinary life, the memory is still fresh.

But since my father's business became bigger, my mother invited Uncle Ah Liang to work as a maid in her family's magnificent villa, Cai Jie seemed to have become a left-behind child, and Uncle Ah Liang became a kind grandfather in this cold castle.

There is no snow in the city, maybe the dense crowd's hot breath of desire melts the snow overhead, or maybe the goddess of snowflakes has never stayed in this noisy city.

In fact, the feeling of home began to become more and more blurred, even if it suddenly appeared in front of Caijie's eyes now, Caijie did not have too many emotions. And the only thing that is left is that Cai Jie is afraid of the sadness on her parents' face after tearing it apart.

"Uncle Aliang, I want to eat my favorite rose bean paste bun you made, can you make it for me?"

"Okay! Let's make buns for Jie'er! ”

The moonlight shrouded the clean villa, as if the fluff was gently blowing, and gradually a girl who was happily eating steamed buns and a kind and smiling grandfather on the side.

Exiled by time in June, the flames burned through the pomegranates of September, and finally spread through lovers to winter.

Cai Jie, the year you kissed me made me warm for three years.

Maybe one day, you'll be taken on a plane by someone you don't know and travel far away.

Maybe one day, you will find that the world you used to have is long gone without us.

Maybe one day, the river you and I have crossed will turn into quicksand and eventually dry up.

Please remember to eat on time, get up and go to bed on time, and please remember to forget me on time.

Zhou Wen ate and drank well at his uncle's house every day and experienced the life of the little emperor.

"Virtuous and beautiful aunt, people are hungry, do you have fried chicken wings?"

"Yes! Come on! ”

The uncle's sisters worshipped Zhou Wen as carefully as a child star, because Zhou Wen's handsome face was cuter than a porcelain doll when he pouted.

"Dignified and beautiful cousin-in-law, can you give some pocket money to go out and surf?"

"Absolutely!"

But the more they got used to Zhou Wen, the more the uncle's sisters found that the porcelain doll was evolving into a little overlord at a very fast speed.

"Grab the roast duck! Hurry up! ”

"No drinks! What the! ”

"This snack! Feed the loaches?! ”

Zhou Wen looked like a ruffian, he stretched out his hand to eat and opened his mouth, and after eating the delicacies of the mountains and seas, he walked again, and kept the bastard until ninety-nine.

Finally on Chinese New Year's Eve, the women of the uncle's family sent Zhou Wen away like a plague god, and Zhou Wen waved his hand with tears in his eyes, and said reluctantly: "Aunts, I will come again next year?" Do you have to wait for me? ”

The women of the uncle's family all fell to the ground with goosebumps involuntarily at the same time.

"Wenwen, is it fun at Uncle's house?"

Zhou Wen's kind mother pinched Zhou Wen's slightly blessed little face and said gently.

"It's fun, it's fun, Mommy, Mommy, do you want me to spend the New Year at Uncle's?"

Zhou Wen reminisced very much about the days when he was regarded as the emperor of the soil, and he missed the care of the women of the uncle's family very much.

"How can that be? Wenwen, uncle, they are also very busy, don't add to the blockage, obediently go home with me and my father, for the New Year! ”

"Oops......"

Zhou Wen pursed his lips, his brows wrinkled together.

"By the way, your cousin is here, and she is going to spend the New Year at my house this time."

"Which cousin?"

Zhou Wenai ignored it, as if she was still angry with her mother who didn't allow him to spend the New Year at her uncle's house.

"Is that the cousin you used to peek at when you were a kid in the shower? Hahaha......"

"Ahh Yes! She?!?! ”

Zhou Wen looked like he had seen a super terrifying ghost, his whole body was shivering, the cold was pressing, his eyes were white, and his hands and feet were trembling.

This cousin met Zhou Wen when he was seven years old, and his cousin was fifteen years old at that time.

Zhou Wen went to his grandmother's house to play during the summer vacation, and was picked up by his uncle after playing for a while, and spent the summer vacation at his aunt's house. At that time, Zhou Wen was naughty and was particularly curious about his uncle's house who lived in the countryside.

There was a pear tree behind the house, and it had to be sprinkled on the pear tree for three days before it stopped. There was a hen in the backyard, and she had to stare at the hen for a day; There was a pond at the front gate, and I had to use a paper boat to row there the "Battle of Red Cliffs" that had not been fought for a month.

But one day, Zhou Wen accidentally walked into a small western-style building next door to his uncle's house.

"Yikes! Why is this house so magnificent? ”

So the curious and studious Zhou Wenbao sneaked over the wall.

Zhou Wen looked at it like Sherlock Holmes, and then turned over, making it majestic and exquisite. Suddenly, Zhou Wen heard the sound of water, and some of the dark corridors were shining with a hint of green light, which scared Zhou Wen so much that he didn't dare to come out (the reason why he didn't dare to come out was this, when little Zhou Wen was a child, he was tricked by the neighbor's big brother to watch Lin Zhengying's zombie film, and then the big brother told him that zombies couldn't be found if he held his breath, so every time Zhou Wen had a zombie nightmare at night, he held his breath, and it became a golden rule). Zhou Wen thought that he had encountered a ghost house, but he was afraid and curious, Zhou Wen had two monsters fighting in his heart for a while, and one trembled and said, "Don't go, what if it's really a female ghost?" You're still young! And the other said, "What are you afraid of, don't be afraid, don't you want to see what it is?" If there really is, isn't there a turtle breath great miracle? ”。

Zhou Wen tiptoed forward, and it seemed that it was the second one who persuaded Zhou Wen.

When Zhou Wen arrived at the door, he smelled a very fragrant mint smell, and a little moisture swirled out from the crack in the door. was about to take a look, but the soles of his feet slipped and he slammed directly on the door.

A picture in front of him that Zhou Wen is a little ecstatic when he thinks about it now: a woman in the bathtub looks at this uninvited guest in surprise, her wet hair dripping with water rhythmically hitting her.

Zhou Wen looked at the snow-white woman in front of him and couldn't move his gaze in a daze, and finally fled back to his uncle's house in fright by the woman's frightened voice.

Zhou Wen thought it was calm, but the next day, the woman came to the door with her parents crying and red nose, and Zhou Wen was also carefully pumped by the strict uncle.

And later, every time Zhou Wen saw that cousin, he lowered his head and walked over, without saying a word, but occasionally he still blushed a little when he saw it.

But later, Zhou Wen didn't hear about his cousin after he went home, it seemed that he went to Beijing, but some people said that he went to Shenzhen.

And now, after ten years, I didn't expect to meet again, Zhou Wen was surprised and delighted.

The two shadows in the story gradually met their own light, their own shadow.

The midsummer when the white doves flew became a time that could not be rewinded; The winter when the autumn leaves were scattered and fluttering solidified into an eternal tomb in memory.

Before it starts, it will end. This is the final refinement that youth gives to boys and girls.

I remember that a lonely old man told Zhou Wen about the War of Resistance Against Japan, he was a particularly powerful sniper, but in order to save the life of an ordinary Japanese woman in Lushun, he was actually broken by the Kuomintang superiors. Since then, he has deliberately evaded the orders of the Kuomintang, and in the end he can only be sent to the youth academy.

His son is also in the academy, and in order to protect his son, he has been abusing his son as a weakling, hoping that he will lose his determination to go to war. But later, the young and vigorous young man was bewitched by the words of high-ranking Kuomintang officials and went to the battlefield in private. But even if he has an 800-meter sniper performance, he has no actual combat experience, and he can only fall to pieces in the end.

When the old man heard the bad news, he could only sigh: there is no war to win or lose, only the land that no longer grows crops and the young people who will never wake up.

Since Zhou Wen listened to his grandfather's story, he vowed to listen to his parents well from childhood to adulthood, and whether his parents' words were right or wrong, he had always obeyed them unconditionally.

But the rebellious youth, the fiery youth, is still tumbling in his heart.

The next dawn, there is no light.