Chapter 396: Confusing Memory

In a trance, I just felt like I had fallen into a bottomless sea.

It was pitch black all around, and when I looked up, I could faintly see the glimmer of light above the water, but when I reached out to touch it, all I was surrounded by cold water.

It seemed to wake me up suddenly, and I struggled desperately, trying to rush up in the middle of the splash, but no matter what, my body was like lead, and it kept falling, as if trying to pull me into the bottomless abyss.

So I opened my mouth to shout, I wanted to tell anyone who might hear my voice, I'm dying, come and save me, don't let me fall, don't let me disappear silently.

However, the moment I opened my mouth, countless seawater poured into my nostrils, and the salty smell made me feel painful.

The sharp swing stirred up a splash of water around me, and they scattered around me, as if they were laughing at my helplessness and ridiculousness at this moment.

The more I struggled, the faster the speed of the fall changed, and I could only watch feebly as the water farther and farther away from me, and the faint glimmer of light, from the brightness at the beginning, slowly became dim, until finally it seemed that there was no trace of everything.

Before I knew it, it seemed that even I had given up the struggle, and I could only let my body fall, and I could no longer see any hope, as if my whole person would be surrounded by the erosion of the sea around me.

I can't escape this uncomfortable environment, and I'm going to stay in it forever......

However, in a trance, I seemed to see a person not far away who was swimming towards me, I couldn't see his face clearly, I could only see that his hurried movements were a little funny, but he was desperate to reach my side.

This suddenly changed my already hopeless mood, and I forced myself to open my eyes and look at him, did he want to pull me along, to redeem me from the deep water?

All of a sudden, the water became turbulent, like a boat on the water, and he drifted around with the waves, but wherever he went, he eventually turned back to my direction.

So at this moment I understood that he really wanted to save me and save me from the predicament I am in now!

So I stopped being immersed in the cold waters, and I began to struggle again, and I swam in his direction as well, and I wanted to be closer to him, and only if I got closer, he would be able to find me, and I would be able to escape from this place.

"Didn't we say okay, we want to live happily all the time, didn't you promise me that I would never do stupid things, but what are you doing now?!"

"Didn't you let me live well, didn't you tell me that you would always be with me in the future, why did you become like this first! Wake up, tell me, why the hell?! ”

"Promise me, okay? Don't die, don't die, I don't want you to die! ”

Suddenly, there was a childish voice in his ears, with the peculiar milk of a child, but he cried extremely sadly, and every sentence was shouted out from his heart.

"It's all my fault, it's all me who hurt you, please wake up, okay? As long as you wake up, I promise that I will take care of you for the rest of your life, I will always be good to you, and I will never let anyone hurt you again......"

One word after another rang in my ears, and it seemed to be his promise to anyone, but I had no idea who this child was, and to whom he was saying it.

All I could see was the man getting closer and closer to me, getting closer and closer, and I reached out to hold him, and he did the same to me, and we were almost touching each other, but all of a sudden, everything was gone......

"Xiaoci, are you awake? How are you feeling now, if you don't feel well, I'll call the doctor right away. ”

I opened my eyes in a daze, and there was a dazzling incandescent light above my head, and the sound of mechanical dripping on the side, which was very regular, but it was extremely noisy, and I couldn't help frowning.

There was a familiar voice in my ears, a voice that I knew all too well, but for some reason, I would rather I mishear it than it actually echoed in my ears.

But since I have heard it, I will certainly seek the owner of the voice. So I tilted my head slightly, trying to reach out to block out the harsh light, only to realize that the back of my hand was already full of syringes, and I was probably in the hospital now.

Suddenly, I remembered that when I was at the door of the company, because I saw that person wanted to hit Xu Yi, I rushed forward without hesitation, and without any protection, I used my back to block the heavy stick for Xu Yi.

I'm not as tall as Xu Yi, so when that person wanted to hit Xu Yi in the back, the stick happened to hit me on the head.

But in an instant, my mind was all confused. All that's left is darkness, endless darkness, I can't even hear the noise in my ears, and when I wake up again, it's already in the hospital, everything that happened in between...... I don't remember any of that.

I think it was probably Xu Yi and Lin Xiangtian who sent me to the hospital, but why are they not in the ward now, where did they go? Or did you have to deal with other important things, so you left me here alone?

I kept thinking in my heart, and the person next to me, perhaps because he didn't get an answer from me, spoke slowly to me again.

This time, he even had a cautious temptation, I don't know how he felt about me right now, at least I didn't want to talk to him too much, because that would only make me even more self-extricating.

"Why don't you speak, if you are still not feeling well, I will immediately find a doctor to come and see you, your injury is not light, and your condition must be observed at all times."

As he spoke to me, he immediately wanted to get out of the room, but now I had a splitting headache, and even though I understood that this was a normal reaction, I still couldn't bear it, so I immediately turned my head and shouted at him.

"No, I don't need a doctor."

After saying this, I realized that my voice was extremely hoarse, and my mouth was already like a fire, and I am afraid that I had not drunk water for a long time.

He finally stopped, stunned, and then looked back at me, for it was a distance, and my vision was somewhat blurry.

I can't see exactly how he was feeling at this time, but I think it must still be as calm as usual, as if he was not alarmed.

It has always been like this, under his calm appearance, what emotions are hidden in his heart, only he knows, others can't snoop in, even I can't do it.

I don't know if this is a disguise on his part to keep others from probing his heart, or if he was born like this?

However, all of this has become unimportant to me now, and since I have decided to draw a clear line between me and Qin Han, then I should not think about anything about him.

So I cleared my throat, and after I made sure that my voice wasn't as bad as it had been before, I calmed down and asked him slowly.

"Qin Han, why are you here? Isn't it time for someone like you to deal with your PR crisis at JL right now, and how can you still have time to see me in the hospital? I don't have a big problem, I don't need you to bother, you can go now. ”

"What's more, Xu Yi and Zero Xiangtian are estimated to come over soon, with the two of them taking care of me, I don't need you to pretend to care for me.

Since we have made all the problems clear between us, then you don't need to pretend to me now, you don't want to care about me, you just don't want to, there's nothing to hide.

Of course, I won't blame you, I caused everything before, and now that I understand, I naturally won't make trouble for you. ”

Now Qin Han can still come to see me, even if I have such a hard mouth, but I still feel happy in my heart, which at least proves that Qin Han still cares about me very much.

I don't care if this care is real or not, but since he's here, that's enough.

And after hearing what I said to him, Qin Han didn't react too much, he just walked towards me step by step. Then he stopped at the table next to him and reached out and poured a glass of water.

Watching his sudden movements, this made my heart pound, I had tried my best to hide myself, but I didn't expect Qin Han to still know my mood at this time.

Then he walked slowly to me with the glass of water, he gently lifted me up from the bed, and passed the water to my mouth, and after watching me drink it, he seemed to be relieved.

Obviously, Qin Han and I have already had such a fight, obviously I have already told him all the cruel words, but why is he still doing this to me now?

In this way, it will only make me feel more and more uneasy in my heart, so at this time, even if I am very touched by Qin Han's concern for me, I still have to turn my head hard, no longer look at him, and no longer let myself struggle in pain.

"Alright, now that I've drunk this glass of water, if you're all right, let's leave here. I don't want to see you again, I don't want to continue the argument of that day, I'm too tired, you just let me rest. ”

"I came here today just to see you, and I didn't mean to quarrel with you, don't get me wrong." Qin Han responded to my words softly, although I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I should be able to guess that when he heard me say this, he probably only felt extremely cold in his heart.

But what can I do, I can't have anything to do with him anymore, I and him are destined to not be together, long pain is better than short pain, I always have to give up these things that don't belong to me for a long time.

"So now that you've finished reading, let's leave if there's nothing to do, the two of us have broken up, isn't it a little inappropriate to sit here together now?"

"Qin Han, I won't keep your kindness to me in my heart now, it's all your Qin family owes us, and you should be good to me, so no matter how much you try to redeem me, it's impossible!"

I still stubbornly opened my mouth to Qin Han, I don't care what kind of harm I say, what kind of harm will be caused to him, in short, I only know that I must redeem these things that should belong to me!