After the last drunken experience, his relationship with Da Niu, Xiao Fu and Ah Wei has reached a higher level than before.

Let's go black, drink together, play basketball together, laugh together.

It's just that he still often hurts his mind alone.

He couldn't figure out how such a dirty and twisted heart could be hidden under such a pure and moving appearance?

She was so smart and beautiful, she could live well on her own intelligence, why did she have to get involved in that fearless struggle?

She smiled so beautifully and so truly with her, why did she say she didn't love it in a blink of an eye?

How did she ......

She's happy now, isn't she?

Blessed, right?

"Heh......" Mu Zhan pulled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, saying that he would not miss her anymore.

He knew that these unforgettable wounds could never be erased, so he could only not mention them, not touch them, and not want to.

It always takes time to be calm like water, after all, it is her credit that he can come to Beijing.

She supervised his studies more seriously and patiently than any teacher, making him all kinds of suppers, even if she was unbearable, at least she was serious and responsible when she was with him.

He can't look at each other in pairs, so he buries it in his heart.

One day Da Niu patted him on the shoulder and said, "Hey, don't you think about thinking about Liu Qingzhi?" ”

Liu Qingzhi is as his name suggests, he is the flower of the Department of Literature, and he has been in love with Mu Zhan for a long time, and she didn't show favor to Mu Zhan when he had such a wonderful girlfriend next to him.

After all, no matter how bad she is, she won't be a junior.

She inquired from Da Niu's mouth that after Mu Zhan was single now, she began to appear by Mu Zhan's side intentionally or unintentionally, either by greeting Da Niu and them, talking to Mu Zhan by the way, or by eating with Da Niu and sitting with Mu Zhan.

But Mu Zhan's attitude seemed to be very flat, and he didn't react to her appearance.

The girl's reserve, she thought she still had to keep a little.

For a long time, Mu Zhan didn't even know who Liu Qingzhi was.

Mu Zhan was busy with his own affairs and didn't raise his head, and asked lightly: "Who?" ”

The always straightforward bull was dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses, "You don't know? ”

Does he need to know?

Mu Zhan raised his eyes, his face was as heavy as water, obviously he didn't know and wasn't interested.

Xiaofu coughed, and went to Mu Zhan's side to remind him, "It's the flower Liu Qingzhi of the literature department who sometimes comes to our class for self-study and has eaten with us." ”

Their class knew that Liu Qingzhi liked Mu Zhan, but the parties didn't take it seriously at all.

Alas, the tyranny of the heavens.

Mu Zhan continued to tap on the computer, and the slight white light on the screen reflected on his face, making him pale, and he said for a long time: "I'm not interested." ”

Yes, he was really not interested.

When I was young, I really couldn't meet people who were too amazing.

Liu Qingzhi is really too ordinary compared to Xia Xingkong, and he never remembers such a person.

He glanced at the thermos cup on the computer desk that he had been reluctant to throw, picked up the cigarette on the table and walked out of the dormitory, "I'll go out to breathe." ”

The three of them looked at each other, not knowing what to say.

Da Niu followed Mu Zhan out of the door, and saw Mu Zhan smoking in the small flower bed outside the dormitory, the smoke was so thick that he couldn't see the emotions on his face clearly.

'Brother is not smoking, he is lonely' is to describe Mu Zhan's current situation.

Da Niu sat down next to him, Mu Zhan took out the cigarette case from his pocket and handed it to Da Niu, who took it and held it in his hand without smoking it.

Da Niu glanced at Mu Zhan and said: "Everyone has their own pursuits, it is obvious that you and her are not the same way, since they are separated, you try to give yourself a chance to be relieved, Liu Qingzhi is not bad, maybe you will find that Liu Qingzhi is more suitable for you after getting along." ”

Mu Zhan spat out a smoke ring and stared at the ground with deep eyes, "Although she is ruthless to me, no one can replace the influence she has brought me.

Her parents died when she was a child, she was born in a famous family but was ostracized, and she has been helpless, she ...... When she first met me, I was very confused and scared her with frogs, she was very angry, but she tried her best to endure it. Later, when we got together, she was very good to me, she couldn't find any problems, and even my college entrance examination results were helped me improve day and night.

When we parted, she said that she was with me for a purpose, and she hated me for bullying her, but I didn't believe it, how could a person pretend to be so good?

Later, I had to believe it, and then I realized that I really didn't know anything about her, what kind of person she was, what she was thinking in her heart, what she was pursuing, I didn't know anything at all.

She abandoned me to be with others, I should hate her, but now that she is not doing well, I am not happy, but I am distressed, do you think I am cheap? ”

After speaking, he looked at the big cow with self-deprecation, and the half cigarette in Ren's hand burned by himself, glowing with a little flame.

This is the first time Mu Zhan has told others about the matter between him and Xia Xingkong, he really needs to talk about it, the more he wants to forget it, the more he can't forget it.

No longer paying attention to her doesn't mean that he really doesn't care, and only he knows the pain in his heart.

"I don't know anything about you, but the difference between men and women is just like that, it's nothing more than that women want to pursue better, and you can't blame her, now society is the reality. In the future, you will just be strangers who breathe the same air, you don't have to be so depressed, who hasn't met a scumbag when you're young. ”

Mu Zhan raised his eyebrows slightly and said, "Fellow Daoists? ”

Da Niu raised his eyebrows unconcernedly, but was a little sad, "Almost." ”

"Is there still a connection?"

"She and I have been in contact since we separated, and now that I think about it, that's it."

Da Niu cleared his throat and said, "Don't talk about me, it's really boring to Liu Qingzhi?" ”

Mu Zhan shook his head, "I only found out her name today, and besides, I don't have the heart to do so now." ”

Da Niu got up, "Okay, then she will ask us again, and we will make it clear to her, it's cold outside, and we'll go back after pumping." ”

After the big cow left, Mu Zhan extinguished the remaining small piece of smoke and stayed for a while before the dormitory.

When he thinks about it later, it should be like this.

met Xia Xingkong again, it was his distant sister Mu Tingting, who met her and Zhou Yanshao when she went to the mall together.

Zhou Yanshao held her face very gently, that was his power in the past.

He thought that he would not feel it anymore, and when he saw her again, his heart still couldn't stop hurting, and he didn't dare to stay and left in a hurry.

He didn't listen to a word of what Mu Tingting said.

He would secretly go to Fu Meiyuan, but the lights in the house never came on.

He didn't know what else to expect.

A long time ago.

It's long overdue.

When he got home, as soon as Mu Zhan entered the door, Mu Tang sat on the sofa and beckoned to Mu Zhan, "Ah Zhan, come here." ”

Mu Zhan sat listlessly beside Mu Tang, trying to regain the calm on his face, "Grandpa." ”

Mu Tang looked at Mu Zhan for a moment before putting his hand on Mu Zhan's hand, "Your father said that the child in the starry sky killed her fiancé, do you want to visit her?" ”

Mu Tang has always had a good impression of Xia Xingkong, the man is unmarried and the woman is not married, Mu Zhan just said that he broke up, and never mentioned anything else, Mu Tang thought that they broke up peacefully, and he did not have a bad evaluation of Xia Xingkong, and he still appreciated it as always.

"How could it be ......?"

Didn't she get her wish, wasn't she very happy and happy? How could he kill Zhou Yanshao? What the hell happened to her?

"Your father said that this is the privacy of the Zhou family, he only knows that the person died, and the reason is not clear."

Mu Zhan dialed An Yu's phone, and An Yu calmly connected, "Hey." ”

"Zhou Yanshao is dead?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

An Yu said casually, "Oh, Zhou Yanshao is too attentive, attracting bees and butterflies, and the starry sky can't stand his contact with other women, so he kills him."

Don't you still think about the starry sky? She is such a person, she is controlled by the demons in her heart, and she always wants to fight for her life. ”

She is such a person, what kind of person is she?

"Where is she now? I want to ......"

still had a gentle and elegant tone, "Don't go to her, I haven't told you, the starry sky said that you are very annoying, and she doesn't want to see you." And she's with me now, and I don't want you to look for her. ”

"I see."

Mu Zhan hung up the phone in a daze, a trace of fantasy came to naught, he should have given up a long time ago.

What are you still clinging to?

His heart was ruthlessly torn apart by a blunt knife, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

It's ridiculous, her fiancé was with An Yu just after he died, how many men are still lurking around her?

He should have been glad she had abandoned him, or he would have died.

An Yu is also crazy......

He should have celebrated, but he seemed tired.

"Ah Zhan, what do you say?"

"Nothing."

Mu Zhan got up and bowed to his hand and went upstairs to sleep.

He should be glad.

That kind of woman he is disgusting.

He didn't know that An Yu also had selfish intentions, and the starry sky would be protected by him in the future.

Mu Shiyan told him the date of the trial, and he hesitated for a long time but decided to pass, at least he was not as ruthless as her.

He saw her being taken down from the police, and gave him a faint glance as he walked down the hall without any love.

He looked at her back and stood outside smoking a cigarette before going back.

Her spirits were fine, and he was relieved.

He knew that she had been sentenced to 8 years and 3 months in prison, which was not long or short, enough for her to reflect on her demons.

That day, he hid in the dark to see her off for the last time, and then he and her forgot about each other.

Thanks to the setbacks and experiences of this time, he now knows that it is his family that he needs to protect, and that's it.

Since then, he has been even more silent, and after graduating from G University, he stayed in City A to pass the bar exam and became a prosecutor, which is also considered to be a prosperous situation.

At least Mu Shiyan and Mu Tang finally put their hearts at ease with him.

At the college reunion after graduation, Liu Qingzhi confessed to him again, but he still refused in Liu Qingzhi's expectant eyes.

I really can't get interested.

It's really sad, whether she's there or not, he can't love anyone else.

It's really pitiful, whether she's there or not, he can still dream of her in his dreams.

Just work if you have nothing to do, and you can sleep on your desk.

If you have nothing to do, you can drink a bar and sleep anywhere.