There is no moon forty tonight
Until the night before the start of school, Yan's mother didn't mention the living expenses, Yan Rong sorted out her luggage in the room, and after she put all her things in the suitcase, she decided to knock on the door of Yan's mother's room, but Yan's mother did not respond.
"Mom......"
Yan Rong shouted softly, there was still no answer inside, Yan Rong looked down at the doorknob, pursed his lips and prepared to leave, the more he thought about it, the more wrong it became, there would be no accident.
"Mom." Yan Rong hurriedly opened the door and went in, and saw that Yan's mother was dissatisfiedly lifting her head from the pillow, and a hanging heart fell from her throat, "...... It's okay. ”
Mother Yan glanced at Yan Rong and turned over and closed her eyes, "What can I do, chirping all day long, who do you want to scare?" ”
Yan Rong took a step inside and said a little nervously, "Mom...... I'm going to school tomorrow. ”
"Let's go, what do you say to me?"
Yan Rong took a deep breath, and almost covered his ears with tense nerves, "...... Mom, will you give me your living expenses today? ”
Yan's mother said indifferently: "No." ”
Yan Rong moved his mouth, and said helplessly: "Mom...... You said before, if you don't give me living expenses, what will I eat at school? ”
Yan's mother snorted, "I have the money to buy such a good mobile phone, but I don't have the money to eat?" Who knows what you're doing in school? ”
Yan Rong pinched his pocket and explained, "Mom...... This phone ......"
"How?" Mother Yan got up from the bed and waited for Yan Rong to explain with sharp eyes.
Yan Rong licked his lips and thought of a reason to explain, "I bought my mobile phone when it couldn't be used, but my roommate wanted to change the phone and sold it to me cheaply." ”
"How much?"
"More than 500, the mobile phone has been in the water, and some places are not very sensitive."
Mother Yan was unabashedly sarcastic, "More than 500, you are really rich." ”
Speaking of this, Yan Rong was also angry, before Yan's mother said that the price of goods is rising fast, and she is spending money indiscriminately, and she didn't spend her money, she won't stop today, how to get the living expenses that she said, and break off this family in the future, and then contact Yan Yi when she is famous.
Yan Rong swallowed lightly and said strongly, "Mom, you said it was for me before." ”
"Nope." Yan's mother continued to lie on the bed like a scoundrel.
The root of the nose seemed to be sprinkled with pepper, spicy, and the eye sockets began to be sour, Yan Rong sniffed his nose and continued to reason with Yan's mother, "Mom, how can you do this?" ”
Yan's mother turned a deaf ear, as if she wanted to make her cry.
Yan Rong was so anxious that she wanted to jump to her feet, she scanned the room back and forth, Yan's mother usually likes to put money in the drawer of the wardrobe, Yan Rong is very angry at the moment, she can't care so much, she ran to the big wardrobe and opened the cabinet and began to pull the drawers.
"What are you driving? You're a dead girl, and you've learned to steal money. Yan's mother jumped out of bed and dragged Yan Rong's hair back in anger.
"Mom, what are you doing, it hurts...... You let go first. Because it was her mother, Yan Rong couldn't push her, so she had to cry and grab Yan's mother's wrist.
"You dead girl, I'm telling you, if you can get a penny from me today, I won't be surnamed Zhao."
Mother Yan gritted her teeth and dragged Yan Rong away from the wardrobe and threw it back, closed the wardrobe door, and locked it with a lock.
Yan Rong was now completely broken, tears kept falling from her eyes, and she shouted at Yan's mother, "Mom." ”
All the grievances and all the helplessness are all in this sad word.
The first embodiment of the word 'mom' is love, and it also contains ordinary, kindness, integrity and selflessness, why can't it match the middle-aged woman in front of you at all?
Mother Yan was startled and then glared at her eyes and taught, "Who do you want to scare this dead girl, what should you do if your brother is scared to cry?" Why are you so uneasy? ”
Tears fell like beads of broken threads, "crackling" down, Yan Rong pinched his hands and asked, "Since you don't like me so much, what did you give birth to me for?" ”
"You think I want to give birth to you? It's a money-losing goods, and you know that you want money from me all day long. ”
Mother Yan was also very excited, no different from the shrew in the market, she stared excitedly, the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes extended to her ears, the bags under her eyes were blue, her eyes were cloudy, her hair was messy, and she was vicious but had no spirit.
Yan Rong's purpose was not to quarrel with Yan's mother, she moved her lips and said complainingly, "Mom, you can't do this, we said it before." ”
There was a sound at the door, Father Yan opened the door and came in, he changed his shoes and walked into the room and said impatiently: "I have listened to the quarrel between the two of you from downstairs, and I am not ashamed." ”
Yan Rong wiped away her tears and stood in place without saying a word, she had to get the money today.
Yan's mother was still a little nervous when she saw Yan's father, but she pouted and put all the responsibility on Yan Rong, she pointed at Yan Rong and said angrily, "What do you ask your daughter to do?" ”
Father Yan glared back, "Not your daughter?" ”
Yan's mother choked, and pointed the finger at Yan Rong again, "She is good now, and she will steal money." ”
Yan Rong looked at Yan's mother in disbelief, "Mom...... You said that you would give me living expenses for this semester, and now if you don't give it to me, I will live too. ”
Father Yan walked up to Yan Rong with a cold face and slapped her, "Let you go out and not study well." ”
Yan's mother was startled, but she still didn't mean to explain, she said indifferently: "I'll go see Yan Yi." ”
His face was hot, as if he had been burned, and the pain in his heart began to spread.
Yan Rong moved the corners of her mouth, it was a pain in her heart, she raised her head and looked at Father Yan not to be outdone.
Father Yan snorted coldly, "What, you still want to rebel?" ”
Yan Rong lowered her head, and bright tears rolled in her eyes, and then, large, round, and shining tears rolled down her cheeks, dripping on the corners of her numb mouth and clothes.
She wiped her eyes with her sleeve, raised her red and swollen eyes to look at Father Yan, and turned to leave the master bedroom for the second bedroom.
Yan's mother knew that she had come in, and pretended not to see it and still teased Yan Yi without caring about herself, "Yan Yi is really good, unlike some people who are not big or small." ”
Yan Rong's heart twitched hard, she swallowed her throat, leaned over to pack up her schoolbag and carried it on her back, pulled up the suitcase and left the room without looking back, Yan's mother pouted, she was not afraid.
No one symbolically stopped her, after all, it was past 9 o'clock, and it was pitch black outside.
Yan Rong walked to a square and sat quietly, she sniffed, took out her mobile phone and turned out Xu Weize's number, and the tears that had just stopped unconsciously flowed down and wet the entire screen.
Yan Rong wiped the screen of the mobile phone with his sleeve, pressed the mobile phone and put it in his pocket, covering his eyes and whimpering.
It's obviously the same child, why is there such a big difference?
is so unwilling, why didn't you strangle her to death when she was born?
Why did it make it so hard for her?
Why do you have to have children when you're so bad?
Tired of crying and crying enough, Yan Rong wiped away the undried tears on his face with his hands, pulled up his suitcase and walked outside the community.
The wind was blowing coldly, and it was cold to the bone, and a few street lamps faintly emitted a yellowish light, illuminating only one or two meters away.
The moonlight is very good, calm and bright, there are no clouds around, the huge world seems to be only her and it, she walks and it goes, she stops and it stops.
The wheels of the suitcase kept rubbing against the ground, leaving a lonely sound in the confused night.
Fortunately, there is a hotel outside the community, Yan Rong checked in with her ID card, she didn't dare to call Xu Weize, for fear that she would be exposed, she wanted to be his right-hand man, not a burden.
Yan Rong looked at the red and swollen face with clear five finger marks in the mirror and kept telling himself that everything would pass and that it would be okay.
She won't go back to this home.
didn't get the promised living expenses, and was slapped in the face, no one is more pathetic than her.
Her face was so swollen that she was afraid that Xu Weize would find out tomorrow she went downstairs and asked the front desk if there was any ice, and the front desk stared at the phone and shook her head.
Yan Rong had to go outside to find the snow that had not melted, but it had not snowed for several days, and there was no ice in either the bushes or the corners of the walls.
Yan Rong turned on the TV and sat on the bed, holding ice cubes to apply to her face, it was very cold and painful, she gritted her teeth and applied it hard, it was too cold, she took it away for a while and continued to apply it.
Yanrong got up early the next morning and left the room, her face was still a little swollen, but it was much better than last night.
In the early morning, the whole world is clear and bright, and the sun gently sprays on all things in the world through the faint fresh mist.
The dewdrops, rolling down the dreams of dandelions and clovers, splashed with patches of transparent sunlight, and in a golden noise, hatched a dawn that was no longer wet.
Yan Rong rubbed his face and walked forward with his lips curled, the wheels sliding across the clean ground, leaving behind a string of horns of encouragement.
After returning to the dormitory, she put her suitcase in the dormitory and began to remove the quilt covers for the four people in the dormitory, and then carried them to the roof to dry, and each person occupied a rope.
Today is a good weather, there must be a lot of people drying quilts, she ran six times and finally dried the quilts of her roommates without leaving a single one, no one is faster than her.
The next thing is to wash the sheets and quilt covers, Yan Rong took out a big bucket from the bathroom, wrote down the number on his own and each person's quilt to the book, and carried it to the public water room and put it in the washing machine to wash, washing clothes once costs three yuan, dehydrating once costs one yuan, taking off water once in winter is not dry enough, you must take off it twice, or wash it together is more cost-effective.
In between washing clothes, Yan Rong went back to clean the dormitory, swept all the corners and mops them clean, and then wiped the table and bed frame with a rag.
After the clothes were washed, Yan Rong carried them to the roof of the building to dry.
At this time, the sun rose sharply, and there were already a lot of quilts on the roof of the building, and Yan Rong went downstairs with a bucket of satisfaction.
Xu Weize said that he came over at noon, and she still had some time, so she went outside the school to see if there was any work she could do.