There is no moon thirty-nine tonight
When the weather is good, Yan Rong will push Yan Yi to go outside to bask in the sun, Yan Yi is really well-behaved, and Yan Rong likes him more and more.
In addition to these faces, he will also send messages to Xu Weize every day.
Yan Rong couldn't come out to accompany him, Xu Weize had no choice but to accept it, anyway, it was only a month, endure it.
thought that after having a son, Yan's father and Yan's mother would be satisfied, but the atmosphere in the house was always inexplicably depressing.
After Yan's father came back from work, he was no different from before, after eating, he sat and played with his mobile phone like an uncle, except for occasionally glancing at Yan Yi twice, one thing would not help Yan's mother, Yan's mother said two more words and began to scold her with a cold face, Yan's mother would be fine if she shut up, if it followed the verbosity, it would be an endless quarrel.
Later, Father Yan came back to eat less and less often, and sometimes he simply didn't go home at night, if Mother Yan asked him, Father Yan would stare at her and yell at her, "Work overtime." ”
Yan's mother asked unwillingly: "I won't work overtime and add one night?" ”
Yan's father counted her down, "You don't need money to eat and drink at home, and the child doesn't need to spend money." A person can't even look at the child, and he has to find Yan Rong to come back to help, and next year's living expenses are not money? You're just lying at home and doing so much, you can't go to work by yourself. ”
Yan's mother immediately relented, she was like a failed salesman, and persistently explained her difficulties, "You don't know how much I have suffered for this child." When I gave birth, the doctor said I had high blood pressure, and you heard that. I didn't have a confinement child, and now I always have a headache, so I want to find Yan Rong to come back and help me for a month, and you don't know how expensive it is to find a sister-in-law for a month, and you don't worry. ”
Yan Rong was really embarrassed to stand in the living room at this time, she was already disappointed in this family, the people in this family.
She squeezed her hands and remained motionless to listen.
"Everyone else can do it, why can't you?" Father Yan impatiently removed the hand that grabbed his clothes, picked up the clothes on the sofa and sofa to go outside.
"Yan Yihai, where are you going? You're going to find that*, aren't you? Yan's mother hugged Yan's father's arm and asked in a sharp voice.
"You let me go."
Yan's father pushed Yan's mother's shoulder with his other arm, and Yan's mother held on to it.
"You don't want to go anywhere today."
Father Yan vigorously broke Mother Yan's hand, gasped and said, "Look at your shrew, I have a headache when I see you like this." ”
Yan's mother hung on Yan's father's arm like a koala, she gritted her teeth and didn't move, Yan's father broke hard, Yan's mother shouted at Yan Rong, "You dead girl, don't stand stupidly, come and drag your father." ”
Yan Rong watched this farce quietly, and at this moment he just wanted to fly away immediately.
Father Yan turned his attention to Yan Rong, he raised his hand and pointed at Yan Rong, "Yan Rong, don't meddle with me." ”
"I'll go see Yan Yi." Yan Rong simply hid in the room, and when the door closed, the senior sister was quiet, Yan Yi estimated that he had already woken up, and he opened his eyes.
Yan Rong sat next to the small bed and touched Yan Yi's head, "It's still your best." ”
"Yan Rong, you dead girl, you and your father are in the same group, just a white-eyed wolf." Mother Yan kept scolding.
After all, women are not as strong as men, Yan's father broke Yan's mother's arm, pushed her to the ground, quickly opened the door and went out, leaving only the aftermath of the violent collision between the door and the door frame.
The voice was too loud, Yan Rong was startled, Yan Yi immediately wrinkled his nose and flattened his mouth, Yan Rong picked up his soft body and coaxed, "Oh, Xiao Yan Yi, don't be afraid, my sister is here." ”
Yan Yi still cried, not loud, but it hurt Yan Rong's heart, she put Yan Yi on her chest and walked back and forth, "Oh, the little guy is not afraid, my sister is here, my sister will protect you." ”
Yan Yi didn't know if he was really not afraid or understood Yan Rong's words, he really stopped crying.
Yan Yi's body was too soft, and when he picked him up, his neck always felt soft and fell down, Yan Rong didn't dare to hold him for too long, so he immediately carefully put him on the bed, leaned over and praised him, "Yan Yi is so brave." ”
"Yan Yihai, you come back for me, come back." Mother Yan sat on the ground, from the beginning of the violent cry to the back of the cry, "Yan Yihai, you beast, I have done so much for this family, you conscienceless thing......"
Yan Rong suddenly missed Xu Weize very much, she took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Xu Weize, "I miss you very much." ”
Xu Weize should be playing a game, he didn't reply, Yan Rong flipped through the previous messages for a while, put the phone back in the drawer, and went out to see Yan's mother.
Yan's mother was still sitting on the ground, her eyes were cloudy, and she scolded excitedly while crying, "Yan Yihai, you are a beast, you can't die well......"
Yan Rong pursed her lips and approached Yan's mother, "...... Mom, it's cold on the ground, get up. ”
Mother Yan's eyes seemed to be about to burst into flames, she stood up from the ground with her hands on the ground, grabbed Yan Rong's arm and pulled it hard, "Yan Rong, you dead girl, did you mean it?" ”
"Mom, it hurts ......"
Yan Rong staggered forward, frowning, and helplessly reminded Yan's mother.
Yan's mother didn't plan to let go, she found a place to vent, and she was definitely going to empty her dissatisfaction.
"You dead girl is the same as your father, they are all things without conscience, and the surname Yan doesn't have a good thing."
"I've given so much for this family, you people who have no conscience."
The more Yan's mother spoke, the more uncomfortable she became, the tiredness drilled from her four feet into the flesh and marrow, and in an instant, her limbs and her bones were soft and fluttering, and all the gravity was put in her throat and her eyes poured out of her mouth.
She let go of Yan Rong's hand and slipped onto the sofa, crying and scolding with a thick crying voice: "Yan Yihai, you are not human, I gave birth to children for you, but you have worked hard for so many years but you have gone to find someone else." ”
"Cao Xiaoxia, you are *, you seduce other people's husbands, you have to die......"
Yan Rong was shocked, she couldn't care about Yan's mother's angry appearance, and hurriedly confirmed, "Mom, Dad...... He? ”
"Your dad is not a thing, I was entangled with that * before I had a smile, in order to keep this family, I kept going to the hospital for injections and medicines, just to give him a son. If he doesn't return at night, he must be looking for Cao Xiaoxia's *, this pair of dogs and men will not die well......"
Yan Rong's brows twisted tightly, "Mom......"
She really wanted to ask Yan's mother, why did she still have Yan Yi when she knew that her father already had two hearts?
But when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed it anyway, and now what's the use of asking these things?
Besides, she knew that Mother Yan didn't have any thoughts at all, she was all revolving around Father Yan, and it would not be useful for others to talk about it.
Yan Rong glanced at Yan's mother weakly and went back to the room to see Yan Yi, he still didn't cry or make trouble, and he was a bit incredible.
Yan Rong pursed her lips and leaned on the edge of the crib to talk to Yan Yi, "Yan Yi, don't be afraid, my sister is here." ”
"Xiao Yanyi grows up quickly."
"If you want to grow up healthy and safe, my sister will go to school well to make money to protect you."
"Yan Yi is really good."
Yan Yi stretched one arm up and spread his five fingers, Yan Rong put his index finger in his little hand and scratched Yan Yi's palm.
Yan Rong leaned over and gently kissed Yan Yi on the face, "Sister will definitely protect you, don't be afraid." ”
Chinese New Year's Eve, night falls, the lights are on, brilliant fireworks fill the night sky in the distance, the street is like a sea of flowers, the world of lights, full of festivity.
However, the atmosphere of Yan Rong's house is a little deserted, and her house is the loneliest one.
Yan's father said that he would not come back for dinner in the evening, and Yan's mother was not willing to cook.
Yan Rong was about to do it, but Yan's mother lost her temper, saying that she was wasting, and babbled about all kinds of places to spend money.
Yan Rong cooked two bowls of clear water noodles and served them dinner.
No matter how good the meal is, she has eaten it all, she just feels sorry for Yan's mother, no matter what, this day still has to go on, at least to raise Yan Yi.
Yan's father's affairs Yan Rong doesn't know whether it's true or not, Yan's mother sometimes makes a fuss and makes unreasonable trouble, and Yan's father is very resistant to saying this, and every time he breaks up with Yan's mother.
She thought that now was not a good time to stand on an equal footing and have a heart-to-heart chat with Dad Yan, it would be counterproductive, so it would be better to let Dad Yan calm down.
With Yan Yi here, Yan's father shouldn't be too much.
After eating and washing the dishes, Yan Rong closed the door and stood by the windowsill to call Xu Weize.
It seemed to be very lively over there, and as soon as the phone was connected, you could hear the noise of the noise.
Xu Weize's voice with a melty smile came into his ears, "Have you had dinner?" ”
Yan Rong pointed his finger on the windowsill, curled the corners of his mouth and said, "I've eaten, what about you?" ”
"Well, I ate it too, but I'm still a little hungry."
"Then go eat some more."
Xu Weize teased his face in a low voice: "I want to eat you." ”
Yan Rongjiao glanced at the closed door, lowered her voice and coaxed him, "I will go back to school in half a month, can I bear with it any longer?" ”
Xu Weize sighed and resigned himself to his fate: "When the time comes, you will compensate me well." ”
Yan Rong blushed, stood on tiptoe and shook his body and whispered, "Hmm." ”
Yan Yi vomited again in the crib, and Yan Rong said anxiously to the mobile phone, "Hang up." Ended the call and shouted to Yan's mother, "Mom, Yan Yi vomited." "Just go and deal with Yan Yi, he is still the same, very well-behaved, he just moved his neck, and there is no other reaction.
"Spit up, you can deal with it, what do you want me to do?" Although Yan's mother complained dissatisfied, she still came into the room, she opened the door and began to count, "This is also a debt collector, and it doesn't make me worry at all." ”
Yan Rong didn't hear it, changed a new towel and went to the bathroom to wipe Yan Yi's face with wet water.
Mother Yan sat on the edge of the bed decadently, like a lonely statue, she looked out of the window in distraction, and all her thoughts seemed to be sucked into this endless darkness.
Yan Yi didn't know what was going on, he looked at Yan Rong with his eyes innocent, his little hand was open, and Yan Rong teased Yan Yi when he sent the towel back to the bathroom.
She looked at Yan's mother, and finally went to the side to read a book silently.
In the second half of the year, she will take the fourth level and the second level of computer science, and she has to pass the test at one time.
She still has a little more than 2,000 left last semester, and I don't know how much Yan's mother will give her this semester, if she will give her about 5,000, she won't have to go to work.
She knew that her life would definitely get better and better, definitely.