Why did Gu Yi want to create another "Fengxiang Qingyin" and give it to her? Why did Xiaolan be allowed to dig up peach blossom brew for her to drink? Why did he seem to be kind to her all the way? Even the cooking skills he had cultivated for the sake of that woman with wine were not stingy again and again, and he took out preferential treatment and courtesy to her?

If there was a second person present, you could see Yun Yanzheng standing under the morning and evening flower trees with a blank face, like a child who can't find his way home. The thought in her heart at this moment is, won't she just become a stand-in for Gu Xi to miss that woman? Was she similar to the woman he had been obsessed with, or that way? Is it her look, her look, her manners, her temperament, or just her eyes?

Yun Yanzheng pondered the details of every time she got along with Gu Xi, and she tried hard to find some answers from them, to find out some flaws that he wanted to replace that woman in her. And under such a surprise and speculation, there seem to be flaws everywhere, and it seems that there is not a trace of him at all.

That night, Yun Yanzheng stood silently under the flower tree all night until the eastern sky was white. She suddenly realized that she had not moved, and her clothes were covered with dew. The morning and evening flowers on the trees bloomed and fell all night, and her heart also bloomed and fell all night, but she never found the answer. However, I really understood myself so much, and I already loved this boy so deeply. Even she might just be a stand-in he wanted, and just thinking about it would make him feel like such an intolerable torture.

She slowly moved her numb bones, but she listened to the sound of "click" and "click" bones in her body, and Yun Yanzheng looked indifferent and calm. However, when Gu Xi came out of the cave where she was temporarily sheltered, the clothes on her body had already dried, and she stood not far away and looked at his leisurely approaching figure, something was floating and sinking in her heart, and she almost wanted to blurt it out, but she seemed to be forcibly stopped and couldn't exit.

He took one last step into the shade of the tree where she was, staring at him with a pure smile on his face, Yun Yanzheng took a slight breath and was about to speak.

Gu Xi smiled idly: "No wonder you didn't return all night, such a good Yaxing is watching the flowers bloom and fall in the morning and evening?" ”

Yun Yanzheng smelled the fresh fragrance of plants and trees on his body, and the whole person seemed to be shrouded in his long figure, and for a moment she was flustered and forgot the original doubts and concerns in her heart. His slightly cool fingertips gently brushed down on her slightly melancholy brow, soothing the sadness there little by little. Gu Xiwen asked with a smile: "Ah Yan, is it that I haven't treated you well enough?" Early in the morning, I saw that you were so sentimental, as if how many sad things you couldn't speak, and you couldn't ask for them? ”

Can she really tell him what is on her mind? Yun Yanzheng stared at him with surprised and puzzled eyes, his lips opened slightly, but he didn't know if he really should ask? If you ask it, will the answer be even more painful? Or is it okay to keep covering your ears and stealing the bell like this, and keep deceiving himself like this?

The hesitation and uneasiness in her eyes made Gu Xi's calm and stable mood also ripple, and he didn't know what she wanted to know at this moment? He could have anticipated things like a god, but he didn't know what had happened by chance last night, so he couldn't guess what she was clinging to at the moment. It was just a gut feeling that she wanted to know the truth about something, and for the sake of such a truth, she had a strange alienation from him.

Gu Xi bowed his head and kissed her lips, before the matter was completely understood, he didn't intend to explain indiscriminately, and at the same time, he didn't plan to let her continue to stay in this emotion and continue to torture herself, and stay away from him. Yun Yanzheng subconsciously turned her head, and after she realized what she had done, Gu Xi's clear and innocent eyes were already imprinted in her eyes, and the slightly stunned look in them, as well as the smile that was originally slightly pursed at the corner of his lips, as if she had been hurt.

Yun Yanzheng felt a lot of pain in his heart, what was the rejection? Is he close to her, but he misses others in his heart? Or is he unable to think calmly, and he only sinks into the illusory dream of love he has created without hesitation, unable to extricate himself?

Along the way, she has always remained silent about Gu Xi's purpose and itinerary, and subconsciously avoided estrangement from all this. She said that she wanted to love this person with all her heart, and she didn't want to go against her heart, but her pride and self-esteem couldn't tolerate the person she loved, and only regarded her as a shadow of another woman she loved to guard and attach.

Yun Yanzheng came back to his senses, and finally couldn't bear to see his injured expression, gently pushed his broad shoulders away, and whispered softly: "I don't want Xiaolan and Zhusheng to see the intimacy of no one next to us." ”

"You really don't want to show them, and you don't want to reject me?" Gu Xi's eyes were calm and calm, as if he could see through other people's thoughts at a glance, but his voice was so soft and hoarse, which made people doubt that he was sad about it.

His frowning brows also seemed to reveal his resentment about her closeness and alienation from her.

Yun Yanzheng looked at him with a penetrating look that seemed to contain a deep and vast starry sky, the sharpness in the phoenix eyes gradually turned into softness, and the heart was gradually softening, the gentleness in the eyes was like the past, she whispered: "Gu Shezhi, I think I may never be able to truly refuse you." ”

Gu Xihuan hugged her slender waist with his arms, leaned over and imprisoned her by the flower tree, a shallow smile in his black eyes seemed to light up the stars Qinghui, and whispered: "What I want is not your 'maybe', but your 'certain'." "The flowers bloom in the morning and evening, the fragrance is overflowing, and the figures are buried in the flowers and trees. His slightly cool and delicate lips fell on Yun Yanzheng's lips, and he was neck tied to her, unwilling to let go of her for a long time. Yun Yan was quite resistant at first, but the more she refused, the more unhurried and lingering Gu Xi's kiss became, until later, her body and mind had collapsed in front of him, and she was powerless to resist.

The goose-yellow morning and evening flowers seemed to bloom in each other's ears, making a sigh-like soft sound. Every pore of her seemed to explode, gratuitously sensitive, even his breath on her skin was so clear and meticulous, in the trembling all over her body, the scorching body temperature of each other gradually melted the cold of the dew on her clothes, and her heart was even softer, like the most delicate flower bones dissolved into honey in an instant. Yun Yanzheng never knew that she would love someone, and she could love so much, even if she couldn't let go of so many doubts and confusions in her heart, she could let herself not resist, and she could unconsciously blind her ears and eyes.

Perhaps, the love for a person is only willing and unwilling, she is just willing to close her ears and eyes, even if the final result will be hurt by the person she loves, and she will never recover. Yun Yanzheng also chose to face the truest feelings in his heart calmly at this moment, and calmly presented himself most truly in front of Gu Xi, letting him choose was harmful; Or cherish.

This relationship, since she can't choose to avoid or forget, then she chooses to accept and face it, no matter what the outcome is, she is ready to reap the consequences.

Their carriage made a circuitous journey with no apparent purpose. With his understanding of the mountains and rivers of various countries and his sensitivity as a soldier, Yun Yanzheng always knew that they were going to leave Moguo and go to the junction with Yu if they went all the way.

After more than half a month, they finally climbed the highest mountain between Moguo and Yuguo, and enjoyed the scenery of ice and snow and cold plum blossoms in the original season of the south wind. Dressed in white fox furs, they held hands and walked slowly on the snow-capped summits. Looking down from this high mountain, you can see the white plum branches in the deep mountains, and the two rows of footprints are of different depths and sizes, but they have been stretching upwards side by side.

The clouds and smoke floated in the sky, and the snowflakes fell densely, gradually falling from goose feathers into hexagonal ice crystals, floating down in the palm of Yun Yanzheng's outstretched palm. In a snap of Yingying's hand, the beautiful ice crystals slowly melted in her palm, and finally flowed into water, condensing into a handful of white and red palms.

Is this what happiness looks like?

It looks beautiful, slowly melted in the hand, and must be carefully cared for, for fear that if you are not careful, it will slip out of your fingers. When she fell in the snow, she could no longer find the real existence and appearance when she fell in the palm of her hand.

Yun Yanzheng stopped, slowly poured the drop of water into the half-opened bud of a plum blossom, and watched in amazement as it solidified again in the ice and snow, turning into a crystal ice particle. Raising her graceful and elegant eyebrows, she faintly looked at the little trick she seemed to play casually, but in her heart, she silently prayed to the heavens.

May this endless beautiful snow-capped mountain help her retain this happiness that she once held in the palm of her hand forever.

Her other hand was now silently holding the hand of another person who could lead her to happiness, the hand of the young man who had been thinking about her since they met.

In this world carved of ice crystals, all this was even more like a dream, and the boy stood beside her so silently. Snow clothes and black hair, warm and white skin like jade, soft and elegant face, eyes noble and vast, like the sky and clouds and the sea of stars make people unattainable, more like the essence of the spirit bred from the ice and snow clouds.

Not only does he have the most elaborately sculpted face between heaven and earth, but even every inch of the skeleton on his body seems to have been carefully and meticulously depicted, but what makes her fall in love with it is not these external appearances, but the deep and dense soul hidden in his body, which allows this body to bloom with incomparably flexible and dazzling light.

The pair of dazzling eyes that are like obsidian hidden brilliance, like ice crystals are calm and clear, like the boundless starry sky, and people dare not look at them for a long time, that is, where his soul is, is smiling at this time with the most gentle charm and staring at her.