Chapter 136: Spoiling
Gu Xi's hand holding her was slightly cold, but Yun Yanzheng's fingers were very warm, and they kept simmering his fingers like a stove. The two hairy people are still outstanding in style and clear eyebrows.
The scars on Yun Yanzheng's cheeks have been getting better day by day, and now there are only faint scars left, she has already put away the mask, she doesn't want to show people a mask all the time, especially in front of him. Naturally, she secretly hoped in her heart that between him and her, there would be no need for any disguise step by step.
She knew that she couldn't be anxious about this, and she was willing to wait, and she didn't have to explain everything to herself. For example, on the fifteenth day of each month for the past two months, no matter where they were, Gu Xi would disappear before she woke up in the morning. Not a word had ever been left, and she didn't know where he was going, or what he was going to do.
He didn't deliberately hide it from her, but he wouldn't be honest with her.
Yun Yanzheng was not curious, nor did he necessarily know his purpose and whereabouts.
Because every time she saw her again on the sixteenth, the worries in her heart would be put down, and every time she saw him reappear in front of her, smiling faintly, her whole heart would settle down again.
Gu Xi never took the initiative to break this tacit understanding between them, nor did he tell her many of his own secrets. But Yun Yanzheng can always feel his serious and extremely solemn care for her, as well as his real love and cherishment.
Gu Xi seemed to hold her warm hand casually, but the worry in his heart never relaxed for a moment. He looked at the falling snowflakes in front of him, and he was afraid that the gap between them would get bigger and thicker like this snowflake, and one day they would be overwhelmed by each other. Afraid that what he has been working so hard to maintain will one day collapse and fall into the dust, and never again hold hands like today.
Even though he is so preoccupied, he can still smile lightly and float like a fairy. Quietly watching her play tricks, there was even a trace of pure pleasure in her dark eyes. It was as if he would be equally happy when he saw her happy, for no one had ever made him feel such a state of mind before, and no one had ever made his mood change with him. Thinking of her refusal that day, the sharpness in his eyes, his heart is still sympathetic, why did she suddenly have a moment of alienation from him?
Even though his thoughts were changing, his hand was still able to control the force and gently glide across her cheek, brushing a strand of loose hair behind her ear, so that the touch of her ear could redden. Gu Xi smiled faintly, his fingers stopped on her ears and stopped moving, his eyes were a little stunned and fell on her black hair like crow feathers, those white snow, he hesitated for a moment, should he brush it away?
If they don't get rid of them, will they be able to taste their relatively white-headed wishes?
Gu Xi smiled interestingly, curled his fingers instead, smoothed the hair around her ear, and slowly lowered it.
The coldness of the skin touching her ears suddenly deepened, and her heart trembled. Yun Yanzheng looked at his movements, puzzled for a long time, and in an instant, a clear light appeared in his phoenix eyes, his eyebrows were slightly clear, and the corners of his lips smiled lightly, but he looked cool and graceful, and he didn't see the shyness and cowardice that a woman should have.
The white plum blossoms bloomed beside them, and the cold wind gently swept down, blowing on their clothes, and on their hair, the cold fragrance of the two filled the road where they came and returned together.
When you reach the foot of the mountain, it is still the veins of clear water, the glow of the west mountain has not been dissipated, and the afterglow has not sunk. Compared with the magnificent height of the sunrise in the east on the top of the mountain peak, and the misty beauty of the falling snow like plums, the scenery that is often seen in this flat land is naturally not special.
It's just that after driving for two months, I can't help but have a yearning in my heart when I see the crystal clear winding stream here, reflecting the spring flowers on both sides of the river. Yun Yanzheng walked quickly to the stream, found a bluestone and put down the fox fur in her hand, she took off her shoes and socks, exposed her feet that had been freezing for a day and soaked in ice and snow water for a long time, and soaked in the green water that had not yet dissipated. Compared to the cold snow and tired feet, this little warmth was just right to relieve the swelling pain of her feet.
Yun Yanzheng closed his eyes and let out a long sigh of relief.
The next moment, her right foot was already held in the palm of her hand, and the slightly cool and delicate skin was close to the center of her foot. Yun Yanzheng suddenly opened his eyes, a moment of surprise passed through his mind, Gu Xi sat on the ground and smiled at her by the stream, holding her palms with both hands and gently rubbing them.
His fingers are slender and powerful, his flesh and bones are even, he is familiar with medical theory, and his hands are dexterous, kneading the soles, insteps, ankles, and even toes of her feet comfortably, and the slightly warm skin touches it, which makes people's hearts more and more numb. In the palace and the eldest princess's mansion before, there was no maid who waited so much to relieve her tiredness of her feet, but now this person is Gu Xi.
It's this endless and peerless teenager. He is always unattainable, always real and illusory. Forever white and flawless, forever high into the clouds, forever as far as a mountain, forever outstanding and elegant, a teenager who is beyond people's reach. At this moment, he is the most dedicated healer, the most attentive servant, the most patient friend, and the most intimate lover, relieving her of the swelling pain in her feet.
Yun Yan retracted that foot after realizing it, but it was tightly held by Gu Yi. He raised his head and glanced at her lightly, smiled softly at the corner of his lips, and whispered, "Don't be embarrassed. Could it be that Ah Yan is now starting to care about the etiquette of whether men and women give or not? ”
As soon as he spoke, Yun Yanzheng's face became even warmer like fire, and after deflecting his head away from his seemingly warm gaze, he whispered politely: "What I care about is not this, but that this thing should not be done by you." In her heart, this young man was elegant, pure, luxurious, unattainable, and unique in the world, and this kind of thing should not be done by him in her imagination.
"If I do this, will it be overkill and out of place in your eyes? But in my eyes, this is what should be the closest and closest lovers will naturally do for each other. Gu Xi's tone was not slow or urgent, his voice was like a song, but his words hit the hearts of the people.
Yun Yanzheng's heart was as warm as if he had made a cup of warm tea, pursed the corners of his mouth and stopped talking. Gu Xi scooped her other foot out of the stream, gently wrapped the white jade carved paw between his slightly cool hands, and continued to use just the right amount of strength to dissipate her fatigue.
Yun Yanzheng's eyes narrowed slightly, and his voice seemed to be slightly hot, "Then, I should do this kind of thing for you, right?" ”
Gu Xi's hand paused, sneered, and said, "This is natural." But I never want you to do such a thing for me......" He looked at Yun Yan's phoenix eyes raised in surprise, and his tone was extremely soft, "If there is such a day, it is that I have become vulnerable in front of you, and I will not be used to being controlled like that." ”
"Even me...... Doesn't work? Yun Yanzheng asked purely. Knowing that this was the only time in a long time that he was willing to really talk to him.
Gu Xi stared at her for a long time, and there seemed to be a trace of struggle in his eyes. It seems that he is extremely unaccustomed to this, and he presents himself in front of others without defense. Others may reveal their worries, sorrows, secrets, and vulnerabilities in front of those closest to them, but he is not the same, he has long been accustomed to keeping everything in his own hands. Keeping everything in his own sober sanity, he could never find a crack in his mind, and his strength prevented his enemies from finding a flaw and vulnerability in him.
This is not because of the cowardice of deliberately protecting himself in this hard shell for fear of being hurt, but because of his overly clear mind and overly keen eyes, he has long been accustomed to such a heartless and powerful posture. He doesn't think it's bad, all the emotions and calculations in this world are like the breeze and water, the stars and clouds, the sun rising and the moon setting so naturally, there is no need to regret, no pain, and no regret, because all people and things in the world are too clear and transparent for him.
However, the woman in front of him was the only one who gave him a taste of strong emotions beyond calmness. I don't know when she started, she made him feel real happiness, real sadness, real worry, real longing, real concern, real panic, real sadness, these are the most ordinary emotions of people in the world, but he can really experience it because of her.
Although this feeling is still so indifferent, it is so real.
It made him feel like an illusory heart, more and more real and full, more and more flesh and blood.
In the quiet time, his black eyes are changeable, like the rarest flower in the world, constantly sprouting and sprouting; It is like the most bizarre gem in the world, constantly shining with a trace of moving brilliance. Just when Yun Yanzheng lowered his eyes again and thought that he would not let her know, and almost wanted to stretch out his hand so that he would not have to be embarrassed anymore, Gu Xi said softly: "I am willing to gather all the edges in front of you and reveal the most sensitive soul; I am also willing to use the strongest chest for you to block all the enemy's fierce killing moves, and do not hesitate to leave your fragile back to you. I'm not afraid of being hurt by you, but because I have expectations for you in my heart, I always hope that you won't abandon me again and again. ”
In the face of his sudden affectionate words, Yun Yanzheng looked flustered, which she did not expect.
Pondering what he said, a trace of unfamiliarity rose in Yun Yanzheng's heart. She knew what it was, but she hadn't felt it in a long, long time, and therefore felt so strange.
She lifted her head slowly, very slowly. The corners of the eyes and eyebrows looked both sincere and very heavy, and the two overlapped each other, and a trace of moist water gradually rose in the clear and clear eyes, and a moving emotion burst out in them.
Gu Xi thought, this may be called moving. However, his lonely and arrogant heart also felt the slightest melt of her touch, and at this moment there seemed to be something pervasive, and finally coiled in his heart, soft as cotton wool, so that people could not exert a trace of strength.
A faint bloody aura drifted in with the wind, and Gu Xi and Yun Yanzheng woke up from their affectionate feelings almost at the same time. One listens to the movement in the distance outside the forest by the wind; A man frowned at the stream at his feet, where a faint scarlet hue floated on the clear water.
Yun Yanzheng was tired of it in his heart, and he really didn't want to be involved in such killings again and again. even some nostalgia for the leisurely and comfortable past two months, and the freedom she has never had, which made her feel more lazy invisibly.
Gu Xi saw the tiredness in her heart clearly, took out a white silk handkerchief from her sleeve, wiped the water on her feet one by one, and thoughtfully put on shoes and socks for her, Fang raised her dark eyes, and said with a smile: "You rest here for a while, I'll come when I go, okay?" ”