"Then do you know ......" Feng Jingning's heart tightened, his clear gaze instantly became gloomy, and the drum in his chest became rapid. He couldn't ask in one breath, but sighed lightly before he said, "What does he want to do?" ”

Yun Yanzheng knew that the atmosphere between them was becoming more and more subtle, but he still said without hesitation: "Jing Ning, what do you want to ask in your heart?" ”

Feng Jingning looked at her with feeling, and was a little stunned for a moment, and her face turned slightly pale. He met her and knew each other, and everything about the tribulations they shared was a pre-planned set-up? He couldn't believe it, and his hands in his sleeves clenched quietly, his fingertips poking into his palms.

looked at her eyes without showing emotion, but there was already a pain in the depths of her eyes that couldn't be hidden.

Yun Yanzheng raised his eyes to see that his face was tense, and there was a pang of regret and regret in the depths of his eyes, and he instantly understood what he was angry about. couldn't help but smile at Zhan Yan, and said urgently: "Jing Ning, whether you believe it or not, my encounter with you has never been in my calculations. The fellowship with you is also from my own openness, and I have never had a calculating heart for you. ”

Hearing this, Feng Jingning's eyes lit up, and he looked at her for a long time, and saw that Yun Yanzheng really looked frank, not like a fake. At that moment, he turned his head and laughed softly, before he whispered, "I almost misunderstood you just now, I'm afraid it will be someone else's way." ”

Yun Yanzheng smiled lightly and said: "Fortunately, Jing Ning, you are not an impulsive and self-righteous person, if you just turn around and leave, I will ......" Speaking of this, she couldn't help but sigh.

"What will you do?" Feng Jingning let go of her worries and joked to her.

Yun Yanzheng smiled gently, and the smile that had gradually closed became bright again, looking at his eyes with anticipation in his playful eyes, his mind turned around, and he replied: "I will definitely chase you to the ends of the earth, and I will tell you that I have misunderstood." ”

She smiled and squinted at the radiant phoenix eyes, as if she was the mysterious woman who drank alone on the snowy mountain that day and conspired with him to capture the snow fox; Suddenly, it was the flute playing on the surface of the lake at that time, evoking the playful faces of countless swimming fish; It seems that he is still the life-and-death confidant who tracked him all the way and saved him in the valley.

The woman in front of him met her in his memory one after another. She is still who she is, and she has never changed.

His eyes were in a trance for a moment, but he said firmly: "Zhengyan, I believe what you say." ”

"I know that Jing Ning has a unique vision and is not a person who is easily shaken." Yun Yan looked at his expression, his heart was slightly fixed, he smiled reassuringly, and said, "It's just that the person who shook you and came here is unpredictable." Is she Qin Wuxue? ”

Feng Jingning nodded, shook his head again, and said, "Qin Wuxue did say something, but it wasn't Fang Cai's thing that brought me back. It's the next thing. ”

Yun Yanzheng raised his eyebrows slightly, waiting for him to continue.

"Does Gu Xi want to be detrimental to my country's monarch?" Feng Jingning had said bluntly at this moment.

Yun Yanzheng's heart jumped, but he had already expected this, curled the corners of his lips, pondered for a moment, and nodded: "There is indeed something difficult to solve between the analysis and the Mohuang. It's just that now that Kyushu is in turmoil and chaos is about to break out, if it is not a last resort, I still don't expect that there will be trouble in Moguo first. If the desert country is in chaos, the three kingdoms of Wei, Henan and Cheng will also be fluctuating on the rivers and seas. ”

She hadn't finished speaking, but he had already heard the implication of the words.

"If Gu Xi wants to be the enemy of the Desert Country, will it be difficult for you to choose?" Feng Jingning asked with a solemn face: "At that time, do you want to focus on the Wei Kingdom, or do you want to focus on Gu Xi?" ”。

Yun Yanzheng pondered for a moment and said, "The four countries of Kyushu will be divided for a long time, and they will be united for a long time." Jingning, if one day, the country of Wei and the country of Mo are enemies, how will you choose? There was an unrecognizable look in her eyes for a moment, as if she was sorry and helpless.

Feng Jingning instantly remembered what she had said to him when she was in the Feng family's courtyard, and she didn't fully understand her situation and identity at that time, and she couldn't understand the metaphor and determination of what she said at that time. At this moment, my heart suddenly understood her mood and anxiety when she said those words to him at that time, and I couldn't help but feel a sudden pain in my heart.

Although he is a free and easy person, after all, the person in front of him is the person he has touched sincerely.

It's just that some people, some words, some things, he understands too late.

At that time, I was full of self-confidence, thinking that we had a deep fate with each other, but unexpectedly, in a blink of an eye, they had drifted away, and they could never look back.

There was a hint of understanding and remorse in his eyes, he stared at Yun Yanzheng deeply, and couldn't help but ask, "If I had understood the meaning of your words at that time, would we be different now?" ”

Yun Yanzheng was silent for a moment, facing him to ask urgently, he finally couldn't bear to lie, and his voice suddenly lowered and said: "Jing Ning, there are some things that you can't turn back, but if you really want to know, I won't hide it from you." Her phoenix eyes turned slightly, and her eyes were clear, "On the first day of the Lunar New Year, when I was on the corridor of the Feng family's courtyard, when I talked to you, I did think about what kind of situation we would face if we were with you. I also imagined that if I was in my capacity at the time, what kind of decision would your Feng family make, I even stripped away several possibilities and my own countermeasures; If I am true in my identity, we will inevitably face the double test of the Ul Kingdom and the Desert Country, which is why I asked you those words. ”

Feng Jingning's eyes were slightly hot, and his heart was moved, and the snowflakes fell on him, making him more noble and reserved, and as elegant and unprovoked as Xiaoxiao Xiuzhu. The wind blew slightly on his sleeves and his hair curled up layers of ripples, but his face was unusually frozen, and his face was as cold and white as a snowflake.

"Then why did you leave that night?" He said in a low voice: "Do you think that we can't cross the gap between the Desert Country and the Wei Kingdom, and eventually become a contradiction, and retreat in the face of difficulties?" Or is it for ...... Someone else, something else? ”

Yun Yanzheng sighed lightly in his heart, since he has already talked about this today, let's make it clear and talk about it. After all, she owed him an explanation, turned her eyes to look at the snowflakes that fell on the branches, and whispered softly: "Jingning, I ate 'Soul Leaver' three years ago. ”

Feng Jingning raised her eyebrows, and there was a faint guess in her heart, but after all, she wanted to hear her reason.

"I was trying to forget about a person and something. Because I felt that person was out of reach, I had a different mind about him, but such a person was intimidating, defensive, and couldn't help but want to get closer. In my opinion, his mind has moved, but he comes and goes freely, without nostalgia, and such ethereal feelings are really uncomfortable. Yun Yanzheng lowered his eyes and smiled, his voice was faint, with a hint of self-deprecation, but the tenderness in his eyes was obvious.

"When there is no interruption, will it be disturbed?" Feng Jingning then said: "You are really so willing to be so willing to everyone. "Whether it's to others or to yourself, you can be ruthless.

"Not only because of this, but also because of the country." When Yun Yanzheng said this, although he was still smiling, there was already a faint sadness in that smile: "I became a confidant with him at that time, but I accidentally discovered some of his secrets, and I guessed that this person would definitely be detrimental to the stability of Kyushu in the future." Therefore, I have a faint suspicion of him in my heart, and I am also worried about the safety and survival of my country, afraid that he is approaching me, taking advantage of me, designing me, and trying to subvert the foundation of my country. ”

Her voice was faint, but Feng Jingning heard the sadness from it, as well as the persistence and perseverance in her heart. For this reason, she can give up all people and things that are not good for the country, along with her own thoughts and feelings.

Feng Jingning's heart was hot for her and agreed.

"I forgot about this man just so that I could face him with absolute calm in the future. When I am against him in the future, I can deal with his schemes with firmness and unhindered, and I can see through his hidden true face without any scruples. I don't want my feelings to sway my judgment, and I can't afford to have Ul Kook irreversibly hit by my mistakes. ”

After Yun Yan finished speaking, he bit his lip slightly, but his words were calm. "Jing Ning, whether it is you or others, I can only take care of my country, my home, and finally myself. Perhaps, this is also a kind of selfishness, but I can't let it go, and I can't let it go. I have now confessed my selfishness to you. ”

Feng Jingning leaned on the trunk of the tree, his eyes turned slightly, brushing over her firm and white face, and he pulled his lips and smiled, "Although I am not in your position, I can understand that I just pity you." ”

Yun Yanzheng also smiled relatively and said indifferently: "It's okay, just get used to it." ”

Feng Jingning chuckled.

Yun Yanzheng looked tactfully and said, "Because of this, when I met him again in the Kingdom of Wei, I intuitively felt that this was a dangerous person, so I began to guard him everywhere and calculate each other with him. Before I could figure out what he was calculating, I had tried him everywhere, tried his intentions, and even put him in danger many times. Sometimes I wonder how powerful he is, how he can reverse such a crisis, or use it to strike at him as a person. Sometimes, I think that he is a person who does not belong to the Wei country anyway, and there are some things, and the burden of life and death of some people is placed on him, first to protect the people I want to keep, and first to stabilize the country I want to stabilize. ”

Speaking of this, her heart ached faintly, and she sighed and said, "As for his life and death, I seem to care very lightly, and sometimes even ignore it. Until ......"

Yun Yanzheng blinked his eyes, forced back the slight heat in his eyes, and then said: "It wasn't until he 'died' in the prison of Wei Kingdom that he suddenly realized that if I owe him a lot as a confidant, how could I bear all kinds of dangers for me, and willingly wait for my rescue and die in prison?" ”

At this moment, Feng Jingning more deeply understood her mood and smile when he met her for the first time on the boat, and he mistook her for Gu Xi.

"After that, I was disheartened and remorseful, and left the country to wander around." She took a deep breath before she had the courage to continue to recall the state of mind of those days, "This kind of guilt is in the heart and cannot be removed, whenever you meet similar people or things, it can make people crazy." ”