Yun Yanzheng looked back at Feng Jingning, with gratitude in his eyes, and his voice softened: "Jingning, it was you who made me make up my mind to come out of such memories, and I thought about facing myself again and facing everything in front of me. I want to use you to escape those memories that I can't look back on and can't face alone, and learn to let go of the past. ”

Feng Jingning closed his eyes slightly, opened them again, and whispered, "In the end, I didn't do well enough." ”

Yun Yanzheng's eyes were slightly sour, but he was silent, and a trace of guilt passed through his heart. It's not that you're not good enough, it's that he's too cunning, and even fate and fate are already in his hands.

She shook her head, "Jing Ning, you're fine." It's just that maybe he is my life and my calamity. Fate is mysterious, you and I still can't understand it. Jing Ning, after all, you are more free and easy than me, and the mysteries of heaven and earth will be more thorough than mine. ”

If I can hold your hand and be with you, I would rather never be able to understand the mysteries of this heaven and earth for the rest of my life.

Feng Jingning smiled bitterly for a moment, and responded: "Just as you wish." ”

"I have always been unable to understand my own mind, but after all the incidents related to Moguo, I suddenly realized that the emotions in my heart towards him may not only be guilty, but also have many unclear and inexplicable implications." Yun Yanzheng's expression was a little foggy, his eyes gradually became clear and bright in the broken snow, his tone changed from anxious to slow, and he laughed: "When I met again in 'Qingfeng Yuan', I realized that although I had forgotten him, I was planted here again. Jing Ning, forgive me for not saying goodbye, but in fact, I had to do it, and I indulged myself for being willful. ”

"Everyone is young and frivolous." Feng Jingning smiled quietly, gradually regained the fluctuating emotions in his heart, and asked, "It's just, this time, have you decided?" ”

Yun Yanzheng suddenly turned around, met his complicated gaze, and was silent for a long time before he said solemnly: "This time, I want to give it a try." "Try to see where you can go with him? Try what you can do for him? In this relationship, she is as smart as him but never gives in, she also wants to try to persevere, to give, to ask, for him, but also for herself, to see if she can find a way.

He saw the resoluteness in her eyes, and his heart was jealous and envious of the person who could really put her to heart. How lucky that person was to get her favor.

Feng Jingning's eyes flashed with gloom, lowered his eyes, unfolded a smile like a clear breeze and bright moon for a moment, and said softly: "May you get what you want." I'm leaving, you have to take care, the next time we meet, maybe I will become a Buddha, and I have seen through the mysteries of this world. ”

His figure suddenly rose in the wind, and disappeared with the falling snow, and a faint shadow disappeared on the wall of the eldest princess's mansion in an instant, becoming an unreachable snow spot in the distance, until it was no longer visible.

Yun Yanzheng looked at the direction he was going in the distance with a calm face, his eyes blinked, and the look in his eyes was indescribable. Perhaps, the next time they meet, they will no longer be able to talk happily as they do now, and their hearts will be unhindered. The world is always in the process of constantly gaining and constantly losing, a pity and regret, and a helplessness. ”

In the "Zhenhui Garden", the snow is lonely.

In the quiet night, in the elegant room, a pot of light ice smoke rises from the plum blossom incense burner in the air, exuding a fresh and overwhelming atmosphere of ice and snow.

The moon-white clothes were lying horizontally in the chaise longue, the hem was spread out on the cushion like a lotus, and he was quietly reading a book under the bright light and shadow with the lotus palace lamp beside him. No matter when, where, or where this person is, he can feel his leisurely, elegant and comfortable. It's like an epiphany blooming under the moon, whether you care about it or not, no matter what your mood is, it can bloom in the dark with the brightest and dazzling posture, which makes people amazing and admirable, and enters the eyes and hearts.

Gu Yu's distinct fingers turned a page of the book, his long eyelashes drooped slightly, and two rows of faint shadows were imprinted on the overly snow-white face, and a pair of eyes that couldn't see the emotion turned slightly with the content on the page, and soon, he turned the next page of the book.

The corners of his lips were slightly hooked, revealing a clean and pure smile.

When Yun Yanzheng walked in from the outside, he saw such a Gu analysis.

What was he looking at? She was curious.

A pair of eyes lifted from the lamplight, and there was still a trace of a smile in them, imprinting some clarity on the originally bottomless black eyes. If the water waves move slightly, people's hearts will also shake.

"What's wrong?" Gu Xi looked at her face carefully, the smile on the corner of his lips became clearer, and he said gently: "I'm not happy." ”

"Hmm." Yun Yanzheng untied the fox fur on his body, threw it on the chair beside him, sat next to the stove beside Gu Xi, sighed his hand, and responded.

"Why?" Gu Xi looked at her with bright eyes and smiled. He gave up his feet and motioned for her to sit on the chaise longue.

"I'm cold." Yun Yanzheng refused.

Gu Xi frowned, sat up, reached out and pulled her over, took her hand and put it into his warm sleeve. Yun Yanzheng struggled for a while, and when he saw that he was hesitant, he softened and followed his wishes. Peeked at the book he had just read, but found that it was an ancient book he had read, remembered his smile just now, and couldn't help asking, "This book is very interesting?" ”

Gu Xi smiled again, his eyes rolled slightly, and said with a smile: "It's not that this book is interesting, it's that the person who left the words on this book is interesting." He smiled smartly and innocently, which is rarely seen. He thought about the comments she had just seen in the book when she was a child in this book, and the childlike words were very cute.

Yun Yan was slightly stunned, and muttered in a low voice: "The books I read when I was a child, can you still read them?" ”

"I'm not reading books, I'm looking at innocence." Gu Xi put down the book in his hand, hugged her lightly with both hands, and whispered in his ear: "It is gratifying to see you so resolute, fearless, calm and intelligent now. But to be able to see your growth along the way, to know what you thought when you were a child, those sincerity and expectations of the past, are also precious to me. ”

Yun Yanzheng sighed slightly and asked, "Shezhi, didn't you have anything interesting when you were a child?" ”

Gu Xi's gaze was slightly gloomy, as if he had traveled through distant years, smiled lightly, a little lonely, and whispered: "Reading, writing, practicing martial arts, good can be seen." ”

Yun Yanzheng smiled softly, and his sly gaze blinked, "So, you're here to laugh at me now?" "Thinking that he has spent all those years in the mountains, he must be very lonely.

Gu Yi was amused by her, and then asked, "Who dares to make you unhappy, I'll help you rectify it, okay?" ”

"Fang Jingning came to look for me, and Qin Wuxue went to look for him." Yun Yanzheng didn't want to hide it from him, so he said bluntly.

"He's fine, and he came to give you a wake-up." Gu Xi raised his eyebrows, showing dissatisfaction with her title to Feng Jingning, but the tone of his voice was very casual.

"Gu someone, your tone is a little sour." Yun Yanzheng smiled in his eyes and said, "Shouldn't a thoughtful and thoughtful person like you be quiet, informal, and careless about what I said to him?" ”

Gu Xi sneered, and the old god said: "I don't need to be so careful now, all kinds of speculation, just wait for you to tell me." "The eyes are shrewd, but they seem to say that if you don't say it, I can guess that eight or nine are not far from ten.

"And guess?" Yun Yanzheng looked at the brilliance in his eyes, and asked rhetorically without saying anything.

Gu Xi studied her expression for a moment, and said: "You regret your friendship with him, I am afraid that in the future, there will be a dispute between Wei and Mo, and you will have to be enemies with him, and even fight each other, and turn against each other." Although you don't admit it in your heart, once you identify some people and some things, you are extremely affectionate, such as Wei Guo, such as Yun Yanjin, such as Feng Jingning, such as Chu Ruirong, such as Yun Yanxuan, and even Emperor Wei, you have repeatedly tolerated and tolerated yourself, and even wronged yourself infinitely, and made the choice to back down again and again. ”

Yun Yanzheng's heart skipped a beat, and the hand in his sleeve was clenched more and more by him.

Gu Xi's eyes were calm and full of pity and affection, and his voice whispered: "In addition, because of me, I also make you embarrassed between me and the Wei Kingdom and the Mo Kingdom." Because of me, you let go of some persistence, pick up some attachments, you want to find the best solution between the three, try to find a way to walk with me, without violating your responsibilities and trust, you don't want to live up to and give up to anyone. ”

He said everything in her heart word by word, and this kind of transparency not only made her afraid, but also distressed. He saw her so thoroughly and understood, how would he choose?

Gu Xi smiled softly, reached out and rubbed the top of her hair, and doted like a child: "Ah Yan, Gu Xi won't embarrass you." The reason why Gu Xi is Gu Xi is Gu Xi is that he will only embarrass others; It will not embarrass the people he loves. You can put my business down with peace of mind, think about how you should think about it in the past, and insist on how you should persist in the past. Gu Xi, it won't let you worry. ”

Yun Yanzheng's eyes were slightly hot, so he leaned his head on his shoulder and choked up: "Gu Shezhi, I don't want to continue to wronged you." As you said, I can tolerate and defend those people, but can't you, me? I also want to see you as my responsibility, to carry you with me, to melt into my life. ”

Gu Xi smiled happily when he heard this, his eyes were resolute, patted her back and whispered soothingly: "Ah Yan, please rest assured, Xi has already put you in my heart and integrated into my flesh and blood life, and you will not be able to resist." ”

Yun Yanzheng raised his eyes and looked at his eyes seriously.

Gu Xi held her face, lowered her eyes, and said, "Xi is a selfish person who will not make himself unhappy and make others happy. And you are the person on the tip of your heart, if you are not happy, that is, I am not happy, how can I hurt others and not benefit myself? ”

Yun Yan frowned, afraid that what he said was just coaxing her, and he didn't want him to tolerate her as he always did, and wronged himself. He always says that he is a selfish person, but he is always hurting himself to fulfill her. Looking back, for him, he seems to be so ruthless.