It's hard
Life is like flowing water, some people work hard, some people are mediocre, like me, every day between the classroom, the dormitory and the library, most of the days are staying in the dormitory, playing with mobile phones, playing with computers, and sleeping, every day is like a pig.
The only episode is a boy named He Heng, he is my junior, studying management, he is in a different department from me, very cheerful, when I was a volunteer, it was amazing to know me, until now I don't know what kind of way or reason we are.
During that time, there were too many things to be busy, and when things were done, one day I looked through the QQ chat history, only to find that He Heng was already so familiar, we would occasionally go to the back school gate to eat, and we would also go to the library to read books.
He Heng was in the library, and the only books he read were only condensed in which section of history, and I asked him: You can't curl up like this and only be interested in books in one field, you should read more books in other series, and there should be multiple developments, but he didn't listen, or changed the topic.
He would talk excitedly about Qin Shi Huang and Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty during my dinner and walk, and he would ask me how much I knew about these two historical figures, and if I said that I didn't know or knew very little, he would keep giving me popular science.
Once when my roommate Pingping was eating in the cafeteria, He Heng suddenly appeared in front of us, and he didn't speak, only looked at us with those smiling eyes, and when we saw him, he raised his right hand and waved back and forth quickly, meaning that I saw you, and you also saw me. He's funny and innocent.
Pingping asked me: He likes me you, do you like him?
I hesitated for a long time, still didn't answer, I don't know what to say, I like it, I don't seem to like it, I feel like I treat him as a friend, a person like a brother, it seems impossible to say that I am a friend, there is no reason to take a step forward, and the most important thing is that I don't know if I have the ability to love someone and like someone now.
Then you can overdo it yourself! Don't get too deep into the relationship, lest in the end he falls into it, and you haven't, so he will be miserable and you won't know what to do.
Finally, one time, He Heng called me and said that two friends in Neijiang asked him to go to Daqian's hometown to play, and asked me if I wanted to go together, and I refused without hesitation. He was disappointed and asked me on the phone: Why can't I get you interested, no matter what I do? Xia Yile, I think you are a boring person, every time, when I think you will be interested in this matter, tell you, but you are not interested, what do you want me to do, to you, don't you know that I am chasing you! Obviously you feel it too! Otherwise, you won't accept my goodness!
I hesitated for a moment and said, "I'm sorry." "Because I don't even know what interests me. Since then, He Heng and I have no contact, and occasionally meet on campus, just politely say hello.
After a long time, my roommate Pingping came back to the dormitory one day and said to me: I saw him with another girl.
It's good, I wish him happiness, I thought about it and said
Don't you envy? Pinkie asked me in surprise
What is there to envy, go and do your homework! It's due tomorrow. I said with a smile
He Heng is like a fast-paced rock music, I don't want to listen to it a second time after playing it once, his appearance has not had much impact on my life, I still nod and smile when I meet us at school, so it is actually a perfect ending.
Liu Jia, at the beginning of my acquaintance with her, I knew that this girl was extraordinary, she looked like a good girl, and after getting acquainted with her, she found that everything was a disguise, and told her on QQ, one or two things about me and He Heng, she felt sorry for me, and sent a long list of bold exclamation marks: I almost got off the list, alas! Lele, what the hell do you think, you don't hate him! Why don't you accept it, do you still like your predecessor Liu Yitao!
I ignore the last sentence, I just treat him as a friend and a junior, I don't know how it will end up like this, Liu Jia, you say, isn't there a simple boyfriend and girlfriend?
Alas! Hard!
But it's not nothing, don't you see He Jiong and Xie Na in "Happy Camp" just a simple friendship? It's just that this kind of friendship is very difficult to meet, and many people now interact with each other with a certain purpose, so it is difficult to make friends.
That's right
Okay, why are you so sad, can't you just have a simple friendship between men and women? (can't smile bitterly)
Liu Jia, I just found one thing, it seems that you never worry about this, you see that now you have a boyfriend, and you can live a good life, did you have these troubles before.
Why not, I'm not a god, of course I have, and at the end of this sentence she sent a boxing villain emoji.
All right! So be it! I sent a sentence in frustration
You don't want to be so mulberry, there will be one in the future, maybe you met when you were forced to go on a blind date, not necessarily.
By the way, I'll tell you one thing, your promise is not sad (Rose)
I promise not to be sad, you say it (nodding)
Guan Qi has a girlfriend, some time ago, in the photo I posted in the circle of friends, I saw, the girl looks average, what kind of vision do you say he has, didn't he heal himself before not looking for a good-looking friend!
Maybe it's because I met true love! Otherwise, how can you play friends, and most of the words you say when you are young are not credible, you didn't say it before, men are all the same, except for the difference in appearance, and you understand men thoroughly. You also said that after you go to college, don't play with friends, you see, which one of you and your family will be almost a year.
Ah! Don't expose me! Love can't be stopped! What can I do. Isn't that just a trick? Now the good ones are you and your ex Liu Yitao, the two of you are not friends, you honestly explain, do you still like him, otherwise why don't you start a new relationship.
How is it possible, don't think about it, go to sleep! (Caring for the face)
Changing the subject again, hum, I'm
All right! Good night
Good night, this sudden accident is all over, I still wander between classrooms, dormitories, libraries, occasionally traveling with friends or roommates, we have been to the dinosaur museum, scared by plastic dinosaurs, and also been to Mount Emei, surprised by the difference in temperature between the mountain and the mountain. I also went from being alone to a completely unfamiliar city to spend the National Day holiday.
I also once thought, do I really still have thoughts about Liu Yitao! Otherwise, why don't I start a new relationship. In the end, I thought maybe it was because I didn't want to, so I didn't want to.
I always thought that love was, I like you, and you like my love. Simple and beautiful.