When I was a child, I always thought that no matter what time I looked, I could see the sky and the sea of stars, and I could touch the sky and clouds with my hand, and I thought that the stories in fairy tales were always so beautiful. thinks that the prince and princess will be together in the end after all the hardships and hardships, and that good people will be rewarded no matter what. When I grew up, I realized that I didn't necessarily see the stars and the sea when I looked up, and I couldn't touch the sky or clouds with my hand. Reality is deceiving, fairy tales are always fairy tales, and princes and princesses may not be happy even after they get married.

When I was battling the heat of summer. As the acne on my face dissipated, I fell in love with running, and every morning at half past six Reiko would wake me up, simply clean up, and go out with my roommates at work, we ran three or four laps around the park or playground, the park was a little far from the school, and when there was no class in the morning, Reiko and I jogged around the park, the park was not very big, and it was not very small, and the distance from the school to the park was used for us to walk.

The long flower bed on the side of the road is well trimmed, neat, just like the planned life is as neat, as the summer that is bright at more than five o'clock, it is not strange that there is sunshine at seven o'clock in the morning, there are few pedestrians on the road, Reiko looks like she didn't wake up, so do I, until now I can't figure out why I choose to run in the morning, the air is not very good, and there is no wind in the heat, in addition to running these days, the weight has not decreased but increased.

We run more around the playground, there are a lot of people, close to the cafeteria, we can go directly to eat after running, and then go back to take a shower, take a break after taking a shower, and go to class. Generally, classes are full in the morning and few in the afternoon, but that doesn't mean there aren't.

This morning, the teacher had something to do, so I didn't go to class, in the dormitory corridor I met Xu Qin, a former classmate from the same school, holding a book, I was surprised to see her, he was also surprised to see me, we looked at each other and couldn't help laughing, she was full of classes in the morning, she was from another department, studying early childhood education, except for the beginning of the school we met, so far, this is the first time we have met since the beginning of school

She was in a hurry to go to class, I was in a hurry to eat, and before we could talk much, we had to separate again.

In the evening, we chatted on WeChat, and she asked me: Xiaole, why have you changed so much, I almost can't recognize it today

Has it changed that much? I can't help but wonder if it's good looking or ugly

I won't follow your wishes, you have become ugly (sneer)

Uh, uh, it's jealousy

Have I really changed that much? Definitely not, there should be a little bit of change, but not that big, like you see a flower, it bloomed like that last year, isn't this year different? The same color, the same purple and red. If you ask yourself if it can be different, the answer must be the same, nothing has changed, it looks better or worse.

The next day because it was the opening ceremony of the cultural festival, after the opening ceremony, the departments had to start preparing for the program, and it became busy for a while, Reiko proposed that we suspend running this month, Reiko participated in the dance competition organized by the college, and danced every afternoon and evening, which conflicted with our running time, and Pingping and I participated in the reading competition organized by the academy organized by our department, and we had to practice every night, fortunately, it was not a one-by-one reading, otherwise Pingping and I would have been eliminated, and there was nothing to eliminate, The most feared thing is to make a fool of yourself in a few classes.

We were reading a boy who was very patient, and I couldn't help but think of Zeng Qian, and there was also a person who was very patient to help me with my homework, but I couldn't go back, and I couldn't go back. Even if it's nostalgic.

With Pingping, I don't have to worry too much about it at all, there are many things that she will think of in advance. But we've also quarreled, either she begged for mercy first or me, every time after a fight, our friendship will heat up, maybe this is a quarrel and the relationship will become better, to borrow a word between lovers "happy enemies".

The best thing about going to college is that she has made a really good friend, just like family.

Since the beginning of the reading training, the eldest brother Liu Dong sometimes walks around the playground after the evening class, chatting about things that we don't know. He would tell me about what he had been up to, and I would tell him about what I had been up to.

I remember once, my eldest brother Liu Dong was very distressed: Little brother, I envy you

Why, I wondered, thinking to myself what I have to be envied, envy me as well as envy yourself.

I'm going to be a member of society in a few months, and I don't know if I'll be able to come back. And I don't know if I can find a job in my major, it's so annoying!

It's a big deal, I'm not employed in this major, I said lightly

Alas, you don't understand, big brother Liu Dong has an expression on his face that you don't understand. Actually, don't think too much about it now, and when you reach our school age in the future, think about it again, I was ...... Alas, don't say it! Liu Dong looked at me with disdain

Why do we have to understand so much when we are alive, this is like repairing a house, slowly and slowly, you can't be in a hurry, if you are in a hurry, something will happen, you see you are like this! Besides, haven't you tried it yet? Let's talk about it when I've tried it.

Liu Dong looked at me with a look of surprise, "I didn't expect it, my little brother still has the momentum of being a philosophy teacher" After speaking, he took out his mobile phone, looked at the time, and said to me, it's not early, you go back first!

Do you have anything else? I asked, puzzled

Sort of

On the way back to the dormitory one night, Pinkie asked me:

Do you think we can touch the cloud?

I don't know, maybe it will, I'm tired and said, who knows, maybe it will!

But I really want to touch the clouds, and I don't know if it's soft.

Eat marshmallows!

Why

Marshmallows are like clouds! Who did you listen to, Xia Xiaole, you really look like a child. Pingping looked at me funny all day, and didn't understand why I was so full of childlike innocence, and sometimes, Pingping was amazed at my imagination.

Oh, forget it, it's so sweet. Not for you, I thought about it and said

Oh well!

Not long after, June quietly arrived, and the busy campus life officially kicked off

First of all, the reading competition hosted by our department, followed by other competitions hosted by other departments, and the month's work was finally not in vain, and we won the first place in the reading competition

While waiting for the stage, the girl standing behind me attached to me and asked me: Lele, are you nervous!

I turned around and whispered, "Sort of."

Luckily, everyone did well when they came on stage, and the other contestants were more nervous than us, and our department was much better than them.

The closing ceremony of the campus is held in the evening, and there is at least one performance program in each department, and our department is a dance performance, so there is nothing for us to read. Compared to Reiko, I'm much more relaxed. It's just that the time to do it is a little long and the butt hurts.

Since then, the campus cultural festival has all come to an end, I haven't run for a month, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, Reiko and I don't want to go, and we die.

There is only a little more than a month left before the holiday, and the classes are over, all that remains is to review and prepare for the exam, except for one or two English classes on Tuesday.

I'm getting lazier and lazier, I don't like to go out, it's very hot, from morning to night, from night to morning, the acne on my face is completely healed, Liu Jia hasn't called me recently, some time ago I chatted with a friend who hasn't chatted for a long time, he said, I don't go back during the summer vacation, I want to go to work for the summer vacation.

Suddenly, a sentence came to mind, "I am very busy with time, and I am running in the footsteps of history" Maybe I will do the same in the future. Even if you have to do this in the end, you still have to admit that you have nothing to do without you, but you still have to resist.

The eldest brother Liu Dong has already graduated and started an internship, the first choice is in a factory in Jiangxi, working long hours every day, very tired, I remember one time, at more than two o'clock in the evening, he went back from the night shift and sent me a message: I think that going to work makes me stronger, but why don't I have a girlfriend (bitter smile)

I saw it the next day, and immediately replied to him, "That's because you don't go out to look for it, otaku"

It took a long time for him to reply to me, "Little brother, how can I have time?"

Suddenly, one day, Liu Dong said to me: Maybe the future will really be indefinite.

When I saw this sentence, I was suddenly stunned, maybe I will continue to experience it in the future, and I will continue to experience that there will be no period after the end, or there will be a period after the future.