094, back to the city
After I said this, he kept his head down, his hands clenched into fists, and he didn't say a word.
I feel that after saying these words, the whole person is relaxed, but my heart is still a little empty and a little painful. After all, I have real feelings for him, how can I not feel bad in the face of his betrayal?
Seeing that he didn't say anything anymore, there was no point in us going on like this. And, I just want to get out of here now! Get out of here, don't see him as a disgusting villager!
So, when I calmed down a bit, I walked back and forth.
"Where are you going?"
Fan Shou saw me leave and hurriedly followed.
I ignored him and kept walking.
He didn't ask any more, just followed me anyway. I slowly walked back to the cave in Xishan, and from the pocket of the dirty clothes I had changed yesterday, I found my ID card and the remaining hundreds of yuan in the waist of the national skirt, and then I was about to turn around and leave.
"You're leaving?" He asked me at the entrance of the cave.
I was afraid that he would give me another Gu, so I retreated to the Gu altar, because there was Huo Ying there!
"yes, I'm leaving. I can't accept a two-wife marriage, and I'm ...... I can't have children anymore, I can't be your child-giving tool. Moreover, seeing that you and Fan Ya are so happy, you don't need to leave me as a venting tool! …… Hehe......" Speaking of this, I couldn't help but laugh and cry, "I didn't understand until now that I was nothing more than yours...... Your venting tool is just that! ”
I suddenly felt so cheap!
"That's not the case...... Fan Shou wanted to explain something, but finally lowered his head and stopped talking halfway through.
He acquiesced, right? You can't fool it, can you?
"I'm leaving, leaving now! So, if you're really a bit human, get out of the way! "I took the opportunity to open the lid on the can and bottle when he looked down and put my finger in. After a while, I felt the fire crawl onto my fingers.
"What if I don't agree?" He asked.
I sneered, "The little shrimp is dead, you can't play a love trick on me!" Besides, even if you give me another trick, I'd rather die than give in to you, an ugly and rough villager! ”
I'm telling the truth, if he still tricks me and persecutes me now, I'd rather die headfirst!
He still kept his head down, and his clenched fists made a "clucking" sound.
I don't have the patience to grind with him anymore, I just want to get out of him and get out of this disgusting place!
So, I didn't wait for him to get out of the way, I walked out with Huo Ying in my hand.
When I passed by him, he reached out and grabbed me, "Biluo...... I...... I mean ......."
As soon as he touched me, it made me feel so disgusting! My goosebumps were rising, and it was going to pull my arm out of his palm, "Let it go!" ”
But his strength was so great that I couldn't break free at all. As soon as I let go of the hand that I held Huo Ying angrily, I made a "Ying Yingying" sound in my mouth, and then I saw Huo Ying's ass fly up shinyly, and it burned towards Fan Shou's hand that pinched my arm.
Fan Shou let go of his hand in pain and moved his gaze to me, "I just want to send you away!" ”
I saw a sincere look in his eyes, and my heart ached, and I believed in him, and stopped calling Huoying. As soon as my voice stopped, the fire flew to my shoulder, and there was no light on me, but it was still a little hot.
After it flew back to my shoulder, Fan Shou took a look at it, took a deep breath, regrouped his spirits, and walked out of the cave.
As soon as he went out, I followed.
He didn't take me down the mountain, but from the same road we had walked yesterday, and then walked over to the place where we had parked our raft yesterday.
When I got here, I found that two young men were sitting on the bamboo raft and gnawing on sugarcane, and when they saw us coming, they put down the sugarcane in their hands and bowed to Fan Shou, "Master! ”
"You ...... You two, send her to town. Fan Shou stepped forward, glanced at me, and then commanded them.
These two guys are the ones who helped Fan Shou carry the prawns before, the taller, thinner one is called Fan Shishi. is short and fat, and his face is full of pockmarks, and his name is Fan Eryan.
When they heard the master's order, they hurriedly glanced at each other, and finally without saying anything, they began to put the rope on the bamboo raft.
"Be careful on the road." Fan Shou turned his head and looked at me for a long time before he said this.
I didn't expect him to let me go so happily, so it's going to be a bit of a no-brainer. But soon, I collected my emotions and ignored him.
He reached out to touch my face, but I felt it, took a step back, and angrily slashed at him, "Do you want to be burned by the fire again?" ”
When he heard this, he retracted his hand, clenched his fist tightly, and hurriedly turned around, "Chen Biluo, you are so deceiving!" ”
"What?" Is he going to humiliate me?
"I said, don't be deceived, don't take a black car in the future...... Don't take the word of someone else, especially a handsome-looking man......"
"Thank you for the reminder, but I add, ugly men can't be trusted!" I dropped these words and walked to the raft in a huff. With their backs to him, they didn't even look at him.
I hope that in the future, I really have to keep my eyes open and stop being so stupid. Even a country man can trick me around, let alone those fancy men in the city?
When I turned around, I could feel Fan Shou's gaze at me, but I didn't bother to look at him again.
"Chen Biluo, I'm sorry!"
Just as the bamboo raft was propped up to the middle of the river by his apprentice, he shouted at me, and when I heard this, I wanted to look back at him, but when I thought of him and Fan Ya, I never looked back. Standing on the bamboo raft, I stood straighter and more stable than ever before!
After that, I was escorted to the town by two of Fan Shou's apprentices. There was a long delay over the mountains, so when we arrived in the town, it was already dark.
His two apprentices were also responsible, and they hurried back after sending me to the station, probably rushing back to do something.
It's just that the short Fan Eryan said something unbelievable to me before leaving, he said: "Master, this is also for your good, don't hate him!" ”
After they left, I was pondering the meaning of Fan Eryan's words. But then think about it, how can Fan Shou be good for me? I can do the things of a husband and a wife, how can it be good for me?
Too lazy to think about him, I waited for the last bus to the city, got in the car and went to the city. Then I bought a train ticket overnight and rushed to my house, my home is in Wu City, Hui Province, from here to buy a train ticket for the general express, it takes two days and two nights. Because I didn't have much money, I only ate one bucket of instant noodles in the car for two days and two nights.
The moment I got off the train at the station, my feet went limp! Holding on to the pillar next to the platform, I looked around at my surroundings and burst into tears.
I'm home!
"Woo, I'm back!" I crouched down, covered my face, and started crying.
The passengers who got off the bus around me passed by and looked at me strangely, and some muttered "neurosis" in a whisper. I guess they didn't understand why I suddenly squatted on the ground and cried!
People who have not experienced such an experience as I naturally don't understand why I cried, and I finally escaped from that remote mountain village and returned home!
It's like going back from ancient times to modern times. It's like coming back to reality from a dream.
I don't know how long I cried, and then the flight attendant came up to me and asked me. I stopped crying and laughed and said I was fine.
When I got out of the train station, I took a taxi to the second hospital, where my parents were hospitalized. When I called the other day, my mother's colleague said that they hadn't been discharged from the hospital and were still in the hospital.
I didn't know which ward they were staying in, so I went to the front desk of the hospital and found out that they were discharged yesterday!
I was so surprised and delighted that I took the bus home.
I guess it's because I'm wearing a national skirt, as soon as I got in the car, almost everyone looked at me, some men looked straight in the eyes, and they were scolded by their girlfriends on the side, and they came back to their senses.
I'm like an arrow, so naturally I don't care about these details. When the bus announced the name of the stop at my house, I got off the bus excitedly and couldn't wait to walk to my residential building. My family lives on the fourth floor, I actually climbed upstairs in one breath, and then arrived at my door, I looked at the green security door, but I didn't have the strength to knock on the door!
Tears welled up one after another......
I covered my mouth and started crying outside.
Suddenly, at this time, the door of my house was opened from the inside, and then I saw a familiar and loving face, he was carrying a garbage bag in his hand, as if he was about to go out to throw out the garbage.
As soon as he saw me, the garbage bag in his hand fell off and fell to the ground, staring at my face deadly, his mouth wide open and unable to speak for a long time, tears rolling in his fine lines in his eyes.
I couldn't hold back any longer, and hugged him, "Dad...... Whining...... I am back! I miss you so much! ”
"My fall? Oops, where are you going, your mother and I are scared to death! My dad hugged me tightly, stretched out his hand and patted my back, crying hoarsely.
I haven't seen my dad cry since I was a kid, and this is the first time! When he cried, I cried and couldn't say anything.
After crying for a while, I didn't see my mother, so I asked him what happened to my mother?
Dad couldn't help but shed tears again, he told me that my mother couldn't stand the blow because of my disappearance, and had a heart attack, and finally just had surgery after surgery, and as a result, she spent all her family savings and had no money to hospitalize her again. I had to go home first to recuperate.
As soon as I heard this, I hurried into the bedroom to look for her, and saw that she was still on a drip in her hand and unconscious on the bed. When I called her that she shouldn't, my dad told me that she hadn't woken up since the operation, and now she was declared vegetative by the doctor!
"Mom......" As soon as I heard the bad news, I couldn't stand it anymore, and I cried on the side of my mother's bed.
I hate the black car driver who tied me up, without him, I wouldn't have been abducted, and my mother would have been fine!
Moreover, the more I thought about it, the more I hated Fan Shou, if it wasn't for him restricting my freedom and letting me go home early, maybe my mother would be fine......
But there are not so many ifs in the world, I was indeed abducted and trafficked to the countryside, lost my innocence, lost my right to be a mother, and my mother became a vegetative person because of this!
Over the next year, I went back to school. Because my family ran out of money in order to treat my mother's illness, and borrowed usury. Dad is a dentist, but he was sick last time, leaving the sequelae of hand tremors, and he couldn't go to work at all. I had to stay at home and take care of my mom. I had to support the family, so after I returned to school, I was always living in a state of part-time work and study, and I was very busy every day.
After class today, I went home, hurriedly put down my textbooks, and rushed to the supermarket to help organize the goods.
In fact, this is also the leader of my mother's original unit, who sympathizes with our family and helps us. But to be honest, the salary they give is not high, just enough to support our family. My mother's medical expenses are still insisting on using the money from the sale of the house.
Because the house was sold, in order to save money, my parents moved to Nancheng and shared a two-bedroom house with others in a dilapidated residential building near our school. In the first night, my mom and I stayed in the room and my dad stayed on the couch. We shared a couple of medical students, the man has a good personality, and he doesn't say anything about my dad's living on the sofa, but the woman is always dissatisfied, saying that it is inconvenient to go to the toilet at night or something.
Then I asked my dad to go to sleep in the house, and I slept on the couch, and the girl had nothing to say.
I came out of the rental house, because I was too late, so I trotted all the way to the supermarket, but accidentally, I bumped into a person on the way, and knocked the coffee that was in someone's hand to take out Starbucks to the ground, I panicked, and hurriedly squatted down to pick it up for him, "I'm sorry...... Sorry, I didn't mean to, I'll pick it up for you! ”
But when I was about to pick it up, I saw that the coffee was spilled all over the floor, and I couldn't drink it when I picked it up. So, I could only retract my hand and look up at him.
When I looked up, I found that this man was wearing a decent suit, with a slender figure, a light blue dark striped shirt but no tie, and the button was unbuttoned to the third button, vaguely revealing his chest muscles, but the lower abdomen of the clothes was stained with coffee stains, which should have been caused by me knocking down his coffee just now. Looking at his face again, I gasped in shock as soon as I saw his face clearly, "Uh...... It's you! ”