I carefully recalled the miscarriage, as if I had a lot of blood. Heavy bleeding can only be one cause, and that is the rupture of the uterus, and then the normal course of action is to remove the uterus......

If you don't have a uterus, how can you have children?!

Did I have my uterus removed that time?

No way?

"I don't know what your situation is, I just heard Wang Yang say that you can't have children in the future, so I specially persuaded Fan Shou that if he still wants the position of Gu Gong, he has to find a woman who can have children. He didn't agree, and then Fan Ya wanted to be a Gu Gong, so I didn't stop it. The old patriarch said lightly.

It turned out that this was the reason why Fan Ya didn't stop Gu Gong, but why didn't Fan Shou tell me?

With his personality, as long as he thinks that he will cause harm to me, he will not say or do it. So, the old patriarch said that he didn't tell me before, and I believed it.

Suddenly it occurred to me this morning, when I said that the big prawns were about to be the little big prawns. There was that look of envy in his eyes......

"No...... Fan Shou he won't dislike me. "When I thought that Fan Shou liked children so much, but because I would not be able to have children for the rest of my life, I cried out with a heartache.

"He won't dislike you, after all, you can't have children because he lost his child. But if you really care about him, don't you want to think about how he feels? "The old patriarch advised me.

The words of the old patriarch were like knives, cutting my heart fiercely.

I never imagined that one day I would not be able to have children. A woman who is not qualified to be a mother is still called a woman?

I panicked, stepped back step by step, looking at the old patriarch's sympathetic eyes looking at me, I felt so oppressed, "I...... I don't want to leave him! ”

"To tell you the truth, in fact, Fan Shou and Fan Ya are the most suitable pair in our village, and Ah Shou is just that Aya was arrogant towards him before, so he has always refused to marry her...... During this time, Aya has become better, and I believe that the two of them will finally be able to come together. Even if my old man begs you, don't pester Fan Shou, you are not suitable for him......"

"I don't want to listen to you! You old scoundrel, you just want to break up me and Fan Shou! I'm telling you, I don't have to marry him in my life! "I don't know what's wrong, my heart hurts so much, and when the old patriarch said this, my fire also rose.

I yelled at him, and then ran out of his house and towards Fan Ya's house. I'm going to find Fan Shou and ask him if he will dislike me.

I knew that he would definitely say that he didn't dislike me, and he would put his arms around me and scold the old patriarch for how he told me about this and hurt me. So, I thought of throwing myself into his arms and crying.

But when I came to the door of Fan Ya's house, Fan Ya's strange voice came from inside, "Uh...... Mamoru, you're slowing down...... People can't stand it anymore...... Ah......h

When I heard this voice at the door, it was like a lightning strike. What are they doing?!

I'm a little confused......

But the sound continued, the sound of the impact, Fan Ya's unbearable shout...... It all got into my ears, and the more I listened, the more heartache I felt, and I couldn't breathe. I reached for the doorframe, trying to steady.

It must be that I was thinking too much, how could Fan Shou do such a thing with Fan Ya? He loves me so much, how can he be with Fan Ya?

I think of what he said to me this morning when he asked for me, so that I must believe in him, that he loves me!

Thinking of his words, I mustered up a little strength, stretched out a trembling hand, pushed the door of Fan Ya's house open, and then walked to her room on the first floor, when I arrived at the door, the sound was still continuing, but something soft under my feet was stepped on, I looked down, it was Fan Shou's clothes......

I instantly felt as if I had been drained of strength, my legs fell to the ground, I reached out and picked up my clothes and took a look, it was indeed his!

And at this time, Fan Shou's deep voice full of emotion and lust also came from inside, "Aya, don't be so loud, don't let my mother-in-law hear it." ”

"Ah...... Then you make the family so comfortable, how can people suppress their voices...... Didn't I tell you anything else? I can give you a son, but don't think about her while you do it with me...... Belch...... You tap ......"

Fan Ya's voice made my whole body tremble, I don't know whether it was hateful or shy, or heartache. All I feel right now is the cold.

"Okay, I won't talk about her...... But I can't be light, I have to be a little heavier and deeper, so that I can give birth to a male son! Fan Shou's voice was no smaller than hers.

When I heard this, I wanted to open the door and go in to see if it was the scene I thought. But now I don't have to push the door open, and I know what's going on!

It is estimated that Fan Shou does still have me in his heart, but he still wants to have children, so he wants to borrow Fan Ya to live in the future!

Are children really that important?

He was an ignorant farmer...... I hate him!

I suddenly found out that all the things I had been with him before were so disgusting! Nausea, I couldn't help but staggered up, ran to the entrance of the village and vomited in one breath, but after vomiting, my whole body seemed to be empty, and my heart was empty!

I held on to the big jujube tree in front of Wang Yang's house, barely maintaining my body and not letting myself collapse to the ground. My mind is very messy now, I can't think of anything, I just think about how Fan Shou and Fan Ya are doing it passionately!

"Woo woo woo ......" I finally broke down, clutched my chest in severe pain, and began to cry profusely.

I don't dislike him for being ugly, I don't dislike him for being poor, I don't dislike him for being rude, but in exchange for such a fact that I can't accept!

That is, Fan Shou is indeed a rough villager, his thinking is different from mine, and we are indeed not suitable!

I cried for a long time holding the jujube tree, until I couldn't cry anymore. I stopped crying and thought of my parents, who were the only ones in the world who wouldn't hurt me. I'm going home, I'm going to see them, I'm going to leave this hellish place!

"Biluo!"

At this time, there was a sudden sound of footsteps behind me, and the voice of Fan Shou calling me. Maybe it's because of his weak heart, when he calls me, his voice is a little quiet.

His voice made my heart ache to the point of numbness, and I felt the taste of pain again. I reached out and covered my chest, closed my eyes and shouted at him, "Don't come here! ”

I'm not a scheming girl, and I can't stay calm after something like this, or pretend that nothing happened. So, I just lost my temper with him like that.

Unfortunately, I cried for so long that it wasn't loud or harsh. It didn't seem to be a deterrent to him, because he came over anyway and put his hand on my shoulder.

Like a poisonous snake, I slapped his hand away in disgust and disgust, "Go away, don't touch me...... I'm disgusting! ”

I brushed his hand away, grabbed my arm, and looked back at him.

He slowly withdrew his big hand, put it down and clenched it into a fist, and Ben looked at me with the same eyes, looked away, and turned his head to me, "You...... ...... you just had? ”

"I hear you're doing it! I know all about it, listen to her tone...... Hehe...... I'm afraid you've done it more than once! I laughed angrily, and tears began to pour out of my eyes. I wanted to pretend to be proud, but I was so useless that I couldn't even hold back my tears, let alone heartache?

He didn't hide it from me, he lowered his head and said, "Yes, I asked for her last night......"

Last night? He really has the strength to think about this kind of thing when he's so tired!

It's really like his character!

"Huh...... So what do you mean now? I held back my heartache, reached out and wiped my tears, and looked at him.

He seemed to keep his head down because of his weak heart, and his eyebrows were blocked by bangs, so I couldn't see the look in his eyes, only to see him open his well-defined lips for a long time, and said to me: "I didn't mean to betray you, I also have a hard time, I want a man...... But you ......"

"But I can't give birth, can I?" I yelled.

After yelling, my eyes were full of gold, and I had to hold on to the wall next to me to stand firm.

It took him a long moment before he spoke, "Yes...... You can't give birth, but I still want you to be my mother-in-law, so I plan to have you and Fan Ya. I promise, I'll be better to you than to her! Never let that make you feel wronged......"

"Shut up!" Originally, I was still a little nostalgic for him, but now that he said such a disgusting sentence, I don't feel nostalgic for him at all, and some are just disgusted and disdainful!

He listened to me tell him to shut up, and he looked up at me, and there seemed to be a twinkle in his eyes, but I didn't care.

I took a few deep breaths, wiped the tears on my face with the back of my hand, raised my head, looked at him seriously and said, "Fan Shou, do you think I, Chen Biluo, am so cheap?" I don't dislike you for being ugly, you poor, you vulgar...... But I hate you! You actually talk to me about monogamy, do you think this is the old society? No, even in the old society, I can't accept this disgusting marriage behavior! ”

Fan Shou looked at me and didn't speak.

I took another deep breath and said, "You're so rude and foolish! I used to think that you were at least single-minded and pampered to me, so I would rather live a hard life with you. Can ...... now I feel like I'm so stupid! I actually want to find unswerving love in you, a rural villager...... Hehehe...... It's as ridiculous as it is! ”