"Grandma, I'm Ruoxian! Your great-granddaughter! "I knew she didn't know me, but I wanted to tell her anyway.

"Ruoxian," Grandma Tai actually repeated my name, which surprised me a little, and what was even more surprising was that she was not confused at all this time, and said again for a long time: "Baihong's daughter." ”

It's the first time that Grandma Tai can say my mother's name and know that I am Bai Hong's daughter!

"Mom!" Grandma was also very excited, pointing to her nose and asking with tears in her eyes, "Who am I?" ”

Grandma Tai looked at it carefully, and said slowly for a long time: "Meihua, you are my second daughter Meihua." ”

"Yes, yes, yes!" My grandmother's name is Huang Meihua, but I didn't expect my grandmother to remember it.

Grandma looked at Grandpa again, and then pulled Grandpa's hand over, Grandma's hand was not only old, but also only a layer of loose skin wrapped in bones, very thin and thin.

"Shi Qing!" My grandfather's name, his name is Bai Shiqing, and my grandmother said, "You have to live well, otherwise what will Meihua do!" ”

Unexpectedly, at the age of Grandma Tai, the most reassuring thing in my heart is still my own child.

I couldn't help but secretly wipe a handful of tears, isn't she more sober now than before? Why say such a thing?

"Mom, don't worry, I will take care of Meihua, the flowers in front of the door are blooming, when you are well, let's sit in front of the door to enjoy the flowers and bask in the sun." The old man said softly.

Grandma Tai nodded, and then her eyes wandered around for a long time, and her voice gradually lowered: "What about white brown?" ”

White brown is my uncle's name, and my grandmother loves him the most, maybe because he is a boy, so I have the impression that my grandmother mentions my uncle's name a lot, and my aunt is estimated to be the same as me, and she was once a person who was forgotten by her grandmother's memory.

"White brown will be home in a moment." Grandpa replied in a low voice.

Grandma nodded again, closed her eyes and fell asleep, I grabbed Grandma's arm and said, "Grandma Tai is too tired?" ”

Grandma couldn't stop crying, patted my hands, and didn't speak.

Grandpa covered Grandma's quilt, looked up at Grandma, and comforted: "We will all have this day, destiny is hard to disobey, the old man has been kind all his life, and I believe that he can go to heaven." ”

"Grandpa!" I was so loud because I was excited, so I quickly lowered my voice and said, "What should I do if my grandmother hears it?" Isn't she more energetic than before? ”

I think it's taboo for people to hear anything about death when they're older, right? Besides, my grandmother knows me, which proves that she is only in poor health temporarily, and maybe she will be able to rejuvenate soon!

Grandma patted my hand again, and then took me out of the room, and Grandpa didn't say anything, and after we left the room together, Grandma went to cook for me, and Grandpa sat there in a daze.

"Grandpa, I'm sorry, I didn't speak to you in a good tone just now." I kind of regret it, no matter what, as a junior, this is not right.

"It's okay, I know you also feel sorry for your grandmother." Grandpa asked me to sit down, and then continued: "This is how people are old, life and death depend on the success or failure of fate, and it is relieved to live to our age." ”

I still don't understand what grandpa means, even if grandma is bedridden in the future, at least there will be a while before she leaves us, right?

But what I didn't expect was that we had just had lunch, and Grandma's symptoms were even more serious, she seemed to be unable to breathe, out of breath, and the 120 ambulance pulled her to the hospital for rescue.

I was in a state of enlightenment during the whole process, and it turned out that a person's life was really so fragile that people didn't expect it.

I sat outside the door of the rescue room with my grandfather and grandma, and my grandfather and grandma seemed to be mentally prepared to accept this cruel reality, but I still couldn't imagine that my grandmother knew me, so sober, how could I say no, no?

When the doctor came out, he told us that he was sorry and that he could prepare for the future, and that his close relatives might have the opportunity to see him for the last time.

This time, grandma didn't cry, grandpa kept holding her shoulders, probably afraid that she would fall down suddenly.

I watched in a daze as my grandmother was pushed into the ward, with a tube inserted, and her current life is supported by these instruments.

Grandma said that she had already called, and her uncle and aunt would rush back, but fortunately, they were not far from home, and they would arrive in the evening.

Now you can see the difference between being far away from home and being close to home, that is, the transportation is developed now, but if the distance is far, even if you take a plane, sometimes you may not be able to catch it.

Grandma raised four children in her life, one of them died of illness at an early age, grandma was by her side, and the remaining two were in the north, a little farther away, and it was estimated that it would be tomorrow to rush over.

An hour later, my uncle arrived at the hospital, and as soon as he entered the ward, he threw himself in front of his grandmother's bed and began to cry, and his grandmother opened her eyes and looked at him, but finally she had no strength to speak, but after a glance, she continued to fall asleep.

I have been standing outside the ward, lamenting the fragility of life, no matter how amazing a person, how strong a person, on this day, it should be helpless, right?

Even at the age of Grandma, facing death should be panicked, after all, for the unknown, people's potential consciousness is like this.

I hope that Grandma Tai can continue to be confused, so that there will be no pain, and leaving peacefully is also a blessing.

Grandma was taken back by grandpa to rest because she was unwell, and my uncle stayed in front of my grandma's hospital bed until my aunt rushed back in the evening.

I didn't know the value of my existence right now, because I didn't know what I could do, my mind went blank, and I stood there in a daze except for tears.

I was afraid that my grandmother would leave, and I also missed my parents who had left, and even thought about how I would face such a scene in the future. Death, an inescapable catastrophe.

I devised for myself so many possible ways to die, and I shuddered, and my hands and feet began to chill, but I couldn't jump out of such a strange thought.

My heart was beating violently, my breathing was starting to be short, and the feeling of suffocation from lack of oxygen hit me, and I felt very uncomfortable!

"Doctor! Doctor! ”

I suddenly came to my senses, I heard my aunt screaming for the doctor to run out, my uncle held my grandmother's hand tightly, I walked slowly with trembling hands, and subconsciously knew what was going on.

"Ruoxian. Call your grandma and ask them to come to the hospital right away! My uncle's eyes were already red and swollen, and he turned his head to me anxiously.

I nodded and pulled my phone out of my pocket, but it took me a long time to get the call out because my fingers didn't listen.

The doctor had already come in and was nervously rescuing, and my grandmother asked me at the first time when she answered the phone: "Is it that you are too grandma?" ”

I couldn't say anything, I just kept crying, because I saw that the doctor shook his head and stopped resuscitation, and a horizontal line was also shown on the ECG, and Grandma's vital signs stopped.

I've seen it on TV before that if the device is shown as a horizontal line by a wavy line, it is one of the bases for proving that the person is dead.

I knew that the person on the other end of the phone had hung up the phone, but I still kept holding the phone, and my aunt and uncle also cried, but they were also crying silently, and they were already mentally prepared, but they still couldn't accept it.

Grandma's other relatives came back the next day, and naturally I didn't see her for the last time, I am the youngest in the family, and I don't need to worry about the related matters of the future, and my aunt said that my main task is to accompany my grandma and grandpa, so as not to let them get sick because of this incident.

After all, Grandma Tai has lived with them for so many years, and her relationship is closer than others.

Grandma is indeed relatively weak and has little strength, but she still doesn't worry about everything, and she is afraid that Grandma's future affairs will not be done.

Here, the death of my grandmother at this age is considered a happy funeral, so I still have to do a big job, not as sad as when my parents died, and the most comforting sentence for everyone is that grandma is also happy.

After handling the aftermath, my aunt and uncle, as well as other relatives and friends, left one after another, and my aunt handed over my grandmother and master to me before leaving, and specially asked me to take good care of them.

Anyway, I had a holiday, so I stayed here to stay with them, but I still called my grandmother and told me why I couldn't see her for the time being, and my grandmother also expressed her understanding and asked me to stay here.

Emotionally speaking, I also favor my grandmother and grandfather's side, no way, for my grandmother's side, I just can't get close.

Since Grandma Tai's death, everything seems to be back to normal, and Grandpa still has nothing to do to take care of his flowers and plants, as well as all kinds of vegetables.

And grandma sat at the door with a few grandmothers to chat, and brought back a small milk dog from Grandma Liu's house, saying that Grandma Liu had to raise her, because she couldn't find a suitable person willing to adopt this little guy.

This is a navy blue dog, because it is still small, so tiger-headed, chubby and quite cute, grandma knows that I don't like dogs, so I don't want it at first, but I can't stand Grandma Liu's chatter, so I had to take it back, but after seeing me, grandma fell to the child who made a mistake, and explained it to me vigorously.

"Grandma, this dog is very fun, keep it, it's also a companion!" I said and picked up the puppy, and to be honest I remembered my little thing.

If it didn't run away, it could be with this little guy, grandma was surprised that I didn't object, and picked up the puppy, and said with a shocked face: "Ruoxian, aren't you afraid of dogs?" ”

"Well, I like dogs now." People change!

"That's good! That's good! Grandma is relieved, it seems that she actually likes this little earth dog.