After returning to my hometown, I mustered up a lot of courage to open the door, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable, because there were people waiting for me when I came back to my house before, but this time, there was only a house full of memories and sorrows.

Because there was no one living in the house for a while, it was full of dust, no popularity, and a faint musty smell.

I stood in front of the portrait of my parents and didn't move for a long time, because the incident happened suddenly, and my parents didn't have such a photo left, so the two photos from the P picture above the group photo of our family of three.

At that time, I was still in middle school, so the parents in the photo were still very young, with love for me on their smiles and a hopeful yearning for life.

The world is unpredictable, and no one would have thought that a few years later, I can only look at the photos and miss them.

"Mom and Dad, I'm back, I have lived up to your high expectations and been admitted to the ideal university, are you happy?" I burst into tears as I spoke.

No matter how sad the heart is, life must go on after wiping away tears, the dead are gone, and the footsteps of the living cannot be stopped.

It took me an afternoon to clean the house, and after an afternoon of air from the window, the house was finally as fresh as ever.

It's just that there is no mother who is cooking in the kitchen, and there is no father who drinks tea and watches TV or magazines on the sofa, and there is only one me who only knows how to eat, drink, play and sleep at home before.

In the past, at home, I really rarely helped my mother with things, I didn't even bother to fold the quilt, I couldn't wash my clothes, let alone go into the kitchen, wash the dishes once in a while, and tell the world that I was industrious.

If I could turn back time, I would never be the same as before, but unfortunately even if there are regrets and regrets in the past, I can't change them.

The refrigerator was empty, there was no food, I had to go to the supermarket to shop, when I went downstairs, I met the neighbors and couples upstairs, they saw that my eyes were full of pity for me, after greetings, I didn't go a few stairs, I heard them talk about my parents, and then there was a sigh.

When I came back, it was noon, and the weather was relatively hot, so almost no one saw me come back, and many people came out for a walk in the shade, and when they saw me, they would come and ask a few words, and the words were worried and pitiful for me.

I thanked them for their concern for me, but there was a kind of resistance in my heart, because my heart hurt more and was more sad to hear their words.

In order not to meet them again when I came back, I went to the supermarket to buy something, and instead of going back, I wandered around the streets.

Although my home is here, I am not very familiar with this place, because I rarely come back, and even when I do, I rarely wander around.

My parents also originally worked in the city where I went to school, but they only came here when I was in the sixth grade, so they didn't let me transfer so that it wouldn't affect my high school entrance examination.

Fortunately, my aunt worked over there later, so she could take care of me, and she came over like this for so many years.

In fact, I spend a lot more time with my aunt than with my parents, but after all, blood is thicker than water, and emotionally I still look forward to my parents being around.

Now, even hearing their voices is a luxury, this is my home, but I feel strange.

I stood on the street, looking at the pedestrians who kept walking in front of me, men and women, old and young, all of them, in groups of three or five, some of them were alone, and there was a girl on the phone with her mobile phone, yelling, crying, and making a fuss, as if she was breaking up with her boyfriend.

This is life, I retract my gaze and move on, time is passing and my heart is gradually returning to peace.

When I got home, I made myself a pack of instant noodles, turned on the TV, didn't look so lonely, and said goodnight to myself while I went to bed holding my favorite doll.

When I got up in the morning, I opened WeChat and saw the good night sent to me by the football king at ten o'clock on time, two simple words, which made me cry, I don't know how long he will last, maybe one day these two words will no longer belong to me.

After breakfast, I packed my backpack, and before going out, I looked at the portrait of my parents for a long time, "Mom and Dad, I went to my grandfather's house, stayed with them for a few days, and then went to see my grandmother." But I'll be back with you. Goodbye, I'm gone! ”

When I walked out of the house and closed the door, my heart began to dull again, and if it had been before, my mother would have stood at the door and nagged me a lot, and she always treated me like a child.

Getting in the car back to the countryside, I looked out the window at the scenery, it was a good holiday, I could go wherever I wanted.

I don't know what happened to my grandfather and grandma's health, in fact, the death of my parents hit them harder, after all, it was a white-haired person who sent a black-haired person, and it was so sudden.

I didn't inform them in advance that I was going to see them, otherwise a few old people would have been busy buying me this and doing that early, and they would have been tired enough.

So let's surprise the surprise attack, and I'm trying not to let them do things these days, I'm going to do everything, and I'm going to tell them with my actions that I'm grown up and can take care of myself and take care of them at the same time.

I was sketching out how I would behave after I arrived at my grandmother's house, and the ringtone of my mobile phone startled me, it was an unfamiliar number.

"Hello?"

"Sister Ruoxian!" It was Bai Su's voice, and he was a little unhappy: "Where are you?" ”

"How have you been? What skills have you learned? "I thought he had forgotten about me.

"It's so boring, so I'm running away from home again!" Bai Su laughed, not embarrassed at all.

"Wouldn't it? How long has it been? You're a little bit promising, right? "I'm speechless.

"I'm at your house! Aren't you on vacation? Why not at home? Bai Su took the initiative to filter out the topics he didn't want to talk about.

"You also know that I'm on vacation, that's my aunt's house, you shouldn't be trespassing on the house, right?" I remembered that the last time he left, he didn't give me back the key.

"Oh!" Bai Su seemed to have knocked something over, and then yelled: "Why didn't you say it earlier!" ”

"Hurry up and get out of my aunt's house, and throw the key to me into the river, it's not good that you always have the key to my aunt's house?" It's not that I'm afraid that he will steal things, but mainly because my aunt will know that I will die!

"You're not here, and I'm certainly not going to stay here, but where are you?" Bai Su began to pretend to be pitiful.

I wouldn't be stupid enough to tell him, deliberately keep my phone away from me, pretend that the signal is not good, and then turn it off.

If Bai Su finds me, then I will definitely not have a good life, this is not good, how will I explain to a few old people when the time comes? Their thinking is conservative and outdated, and they certainly can't understand it.

Besides, when Bai Su left, he swore that he would learn new skills to protect me and deal with Liao Zichen, but he gave up because he was bored, and he really couldn't support Adou, if it wasn't for his father's strength, it would be difficult to survive in the future!

I shook my head and sighed at the thought of his future, but it didn't seem like something I should be worried about.

When I arrived at my grandmother's house, I saw my grandfather looking at flowers in the garden before I even entered the familiar small courtyard.

Grandma and grandpa both like to raise flowers and grass, and there is a small garden of nearly half an acre of land in the yard, and a vegetable field of nearly half an acre on the other side.

Although they are older, life is still very comfortable, and I smiled and shouted to my grandfather to run over.

Grandpa turned his head and recognized me for a long time, and he came over happily, looked me up and down for a long time, and shouted to grandma into the house to come out.

"What's going on?" Grandma must have been called out like this by Grandpa a lot, so she was still a little impatient.

But when he saw me, he smiled, "We're back!" Grandma misses you to death! ”

"Grandma, are you okay? I miss you too! I threw myself into my grandmother's arms again.

My grandmother and grandfather's hair is already gray, before my parents died, although their hair was also white, but some of them were black, and now there is really no black hair, and they seem to have lost a lot of weight, but I didn't say it.

I don't want the atmosphere to be so heavy, I want them to have a good time every day, after all, at their age, every day is precious.

"Can I stay a few more days when I come back this time? Finished the exam? "Grandpa's cloudy eyes had expectations for me.

"Well, after the exam, I plan to go to Shanghai to study at university, close to home, I'll come back during the holidays, okay?" I hugged my grandfather's arm again.

"Good, good! If we are talented! "Grandma and Grandpa were very happy.

After I entered the house, I didn't see Grandma Tai, so I asked casually, "Grandma Tai went out for a walk again?" ”

The kind smiles on the faces of grandma and grandpa just now faded suddenly, and at the same time sighed, grandma looked at the door of the upper room and said, "You are too sick grandma, this time I'm afraid time is running out." ”

"What?" My heart immediately tightened, and even though my grandmother was old and didn't know me, I still couldn't accept that she was about to leave us.

Grandma and grandpa walked into the room with me, grandma lay on the bed peacefully, closed her eyes tightly, if it weren't for the faint heaving chest, I really thought she had traveled west.

"What disease does Grandma have?" I asked softly.

"The doctor said that he was getting old, and the organs in his body were aging, and it was originally a small cold, but he couldn't get up when he fell down." Grandma replied.

"Ahem, cough~" Grandma suddenly coughed.

I hurriedly helped my grandmother up with my grandfather, and then my grandmother brought the spittoon, but my grandmother shook her head and lay down again.

Grandma gasped for breath, squinted at Grandma, then at Grandpa, and finally at me, and didn't look away for a long time.