At this moment, Lin Xiangtian looked at me with an incredible look in his eyes, he probably couldn't believe that I had really done such a thing, but in fact, I understood why he showed such an expression.

In fact, don't say it's Lin Xiangtian, even if Xu Yi came here today, I said the same words to him, I think Xu Yi probably had a hard time believing that I really kicked Qin Han out of the house.

After all, they all understand how much I love Qin Han, I love him even more than myself, I can't do without him at all, even if something like this happens, maybe in their eyes, Qin Han and I are still inseparable.

However, no matter how much they doubted, my memory yesterday was still very clear, I really kicked Qin Han out of this room, even if I was reluctant and sad in my heart, but I still did not hesitate to be extremely resolute on the surface.

Therefore, in the face of the disbelief in Lin Xiangtian's eyes at this time, I nodded slowly at him, confirming his conjecture.

"That's right, I did kick Qin Han out of the house, you heard it right. I couldn't get the answer I wanted from him, so why should he stay here, so I'll let him get out of here. ”

"I know what you're thinking in your hearts, you must think that I love Qin Han so much, how can I say that I made this kind of decision just to make this kind of decision.

But if the Qin family and the Chen family's affairs happen to you, or if the person Qin Han deceived is you, I think you may be more decisive than what I did. ”

In order to make Lin Xiangtian not so excited, I smiled and slowly spoke to him, hoping that these words could dispel the doubts in his heart.

And at this moment, Lin Xiangtian looked at me with more regret and helplessness, since I have explained it so clearly, then even if he doesn't believe it, there is no reason.

He looked at me quietly for a long time, as if he wanted to say a thousand words to me, but in the end it turned into a long sigh and whispered to me.

"Xiao Ci, no matter what decision you make, I support you all, after all, these things are only meaningful if you let yourself decide.

It's just that I still want to ask you one more thing, if you kick Qin Han out of here, this may already mean that the relationship between the two of you has officially been broken......"

Lin Xiangtian slowly spoke to me, but suddenly he stopped, looking at me with a slight hesitation in his eyes, I understood that he might be afraid of hurting me, so I could only nod to him gently, with an indifferent expression on his face.

"It's okay, you can say whatever you want, now that you can talk to me, it already makes me feel better, so I'm not afraid of hurting me again.

Besides, I'm sad enough now, and if I'm sad a little more, it doesn't seem to make a difference. ”

I think my words must have made Lin Xiangtian feel very distressed, because he looked at me with a little more helplessness in his eyes, he stretched out his hand and slowly touched my hair, and whispered to me.

"Actually, I just want to ask you, after you do this, will you regret what you did, you and Qin Han are both in love with each other after all......"

Even though I could almost guess what Lin Xiangtian wanted to say to me, when I heard him say that Qin Han and I loved each other, my heart still suddenly ached.

To be honest, I don't know how I should respond to Lin Xiangtian, because even I don't know if what I did is right, I only know that I had to drive Qin Han out of here yesterday, otherwise I won't be able to suppress my emotions.

Even if it is as Lin Xiangtian said, I still love Qin Han, maybe Qin Han's feelings for me are also true. But what has happened has put us in opposite directions, and there is no end between me and him.

Rather than the two of us continuing to be together, torturing each other with the past and making everyone unhappy, it is better to cut it in two, and the long pain is better than the short pain, which is better for everyone.

At the same time, only in this way can I harden my heart and ask Qin Han for those things that belong to the Chen family, me and Chen Tang.

However, even though I knew this in my heart, I was still silent and did not respond to Lin Xiangtian's questions to me.

Because I don't know if I'm right, after all, we are all living in the present, and no one can predict what will happen in the future.

I don't even know if the things I do now will seem particularly funny and ridiculous to me in the future.

And I, will I feel regret and feel extremely guilty?

So after being silent for a long time, I still didn't come up with a reasonable explanation to give to Lin Xiangtian, I could only raise my head and smile at him, so I took a deep breath and slowly shook my head.

"I'm sorry Lin Xiangtian, to be honest, I don't know if I will regret what I did yesterday in the future.

But for me now, daring Qin Han out is what I must do, I must draw a line with him, otherwise I will only become more soft-hearted. ”

"So at this time, I don't look at the things that are too far away, I just look at my own eyes, at least then I can tell you very clearly, I don't regret it yet."

Lin Xiangtian listened to me say this, his face did not show too much surprise, maybe he had already guessed that I might give his answer, he just smiled at me, his eyes were full of softness.

"It's okay little words, what do you think this thing is, then it's what it is, as long as you like it in your heart, and you think things will develop in this direction, then it's right."

Lin Xiangtian spoke softly to me and comforted, I knew that he said that all this was for my good, all wanted to make me happy, but his words still made me feel a little unbelievable and a little absurd.

So even though I held back strongly, I still laughed unconsciously, which made Lin Xiangtian, who comforted me, a little unconsciously frowned slightly, he looked at me suspiciously, and asked me.

"What's wrong with you all of a sudden, why are you laughing all of a sudden, what's so funny, is it worth laughing so happily?"

Lin Xiangtian whispered to me, and he also had a smile on his face, which made my mood better, and I stretched out my hand and hurriedly waved it at him, and at the same time did not forget to explain.

"Nothing, nothing, don't think so much." I still laughed, and only by taking a deep breath could I keep myself from choking, "I just think you're praising me a little too much, where do I have what you say is so good." ”

"A lot of things are out of people's control, so even I can't control the development of things, but you say what I think it is, it's the way it is, there is nothing so good in this world."

Lin Xiangtian smiled slightly when he heard my words, and then he realized what I was talking about, it turned out that even he forgot what he said at the beginning.

If I hadn't brought it up now, I don't think he would have remembered it in the future.

But after recalling what he said, Lin Xiangtian didn't think it was ridiculous, his opinion was different from mine, and he even shook his head lightly at me in protest.

"No, it's not. All what I say is well-founded, sometimes the development of things is beyond people's control, but you are not small, you are special, as long as it is what you think, then it will definitely develop in a good direction. ”

Listening to Lin Xiangtian speak to me like this again, although I still felt a little ridiculous, but this time I couldn't laugh anymore.

For some reason, I just feel extremely sad, and if I can, how much I hope that things can develop like Lin Xiangtian said.

But God didn't fulfill people's wishes, and I would never be able to achieve this result.

If it is really as Lin Xiangtian said, I think things will develop in this direction, then it will definitely go in a good direction, how I hope that between the Qin family and the Chen family, these past has never happened.

Because only in this way, in the face of the current difficulties, Qin Han and I can fight side by side and work together, and we will definitely not give in because of a little setback.

But the current situation is different, this is because when I learned about these things, and I was powerless to change my past and current experiences, the relationship between me and Qin Han also got worse and worse, until yesterday I kicked him out of here.

At this time, even if the things I imagined might develop in a good direction, nothing would change, Qin Han would not come back, and there would be no result between me and him.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I felt in my heart. So I looked straight into Lin Xiangtian's eyes, and when I touched the seriousness in his expression, I suddenly laughed.

But then I shook my head at him firmly, slowly, "No, it's not like this Lin Xiangtian, whether it's you or me, or Qin Han, we are actually ordinary people, and the development of things has its own fixed number, it's not that I want it to change, it can be changed."

So, let's not kid ourselves, okay? ”

Lin Xiangtian was slightly stunned because of my words, he probably didn't expect that the words he said so seriously were directly denied by me with a word.

But soon, he still brought a gentle smile and nodded lightly at me, "It's okay Xiaoci, you can think like this, in fact, I feel very relieved in my heart, I just don't want you to recognize the reality too much, because it will only make you more sad." ”

"But if even you feel that you have to recognize this reality, then you can have the right answer in your heart, and I think this is the best choice for you."

Listening to Lin Xiangtian's explanation to me, I felt an inexplicable feeling in my heart, I looked at him with a smile and nodded slowly at him.

"Of course, that's what I've always thought."

"Maybe thinking about these things does make me feel a little sad, but I have to recognize this reality, because only when I recognize the reality can I continue to move forward, and I can't always affect you, what do you think?"

I whispered to Lin Xiangtian, and the corners of my mouth even hooked up a smile, I wanted Lin Xiangtian to know that in fact, I could bring them far more than just a burden.

So I naturally hope that from now on, of course, what I will bring to them will be less and less burden, and more and more happiness.