But for this matter, the eldest princess blamed herself very much after waking up, but even so, I think the eldest princess is not completely emotionless for Ye Guichen, after all, people's hearts are long, Ye Guichen is good to the eldest princess, how can the eldest princess not know, and the existence of Zhao Luren is also the best proof.

Because if the eldest princess has no feelings for Ye Guichen at all, when Ye Guichen treats her like this, where will the eldest princess give birth to Zhao Luren? I'm afraid that there will only be hatred in my heart, and I have already ended myself and the little life of the lawyer.

But after all, the eldest princess loved Ye Yinzhou deeply, so she also suffered greater guilt in her heart, which led to a decline in her physical condition, and she died in childbirth after giving birth to Zhao Luren.

But after hearing Ye Guichen's words, I probably understood one thing, Ye Guichen couldn't look directly at me, probably because I looked too much like the eldest princess, this face made him feel guilty, reminded him of everything he had done, and even reminded him that it was his greedy idea that killed the eldest princess and killed his beloved woman.

And Zhao Luren, this is simpler, because the eldest princess was pregnant with him and gave birth to him before she died, Ye Guichen, probably because of this, has been resenting Zhao Luren!

So how could he be good to Zhao Luren.

My words, Ye Guichen was stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he pushed me away: "You...... Are you Zhao Yan? ”

Without waiting for me to speak, Ye Guichen said to himself again: "Yes! You are Zhao Yan, you are just Zhao Yan who looks like Yun Qing, Yun Qing is dead, she is dead, you can't be her, she hates me so much, and she can't come back to see me. ”

I glanced at him lightly: "I also think she will hate you, but she hates you, maybe not because of what you have done to her, but because over the years, you have ignored her daughter and son so much, allowing them to live such a life of bullying by everyone, and you are not worthy of being their father." ”

Before and after understanding the matter, suddenly, I suddenly couldn't resent Ye Guichen, because the current Ye Guichen is just a poor person trapped by love in my eyes.

"Really?" Ye Guichen trembled, and his eyes became red: "It turns out that I was wrong again, to your mother, I was wrong, to you, I was also wrong, I am really a failure!" Hehe~ Maybe I shouldn't be alive. ”

Ye Guichen smiled a little crazy, but as he spoke, he poofed, spit blood out of his mouth, and then fell to the ground and fainted.

I was suddenly startled and hurriedly stepped forward: "Hey, how are you?" ”

Ye Guichen didn't respond to my call, as if he was dead.

……

Ye Guichen didn't know how long he had been unconscious, but when he opened his eyes, he saw a familiar face leaning against the head of the bed, dozing.

Looking at the familiar face, he stretched out his hand, but it fell in the air, and then retracted it, and the emotions in his eyes became a little complicated.

As if sensing him wake up, I opened my eyes slightly, and then glanced at him: "You're awake!" ”

My voice was faint, without excessive emotion.

"Don't you hate me? Why bother with me, just leave me to my own devices. Ye Guichen said.

"I think so, but when I think about it, you have done such an excessive thing to our sister and brother, and you can't let you die, so you should be punished for the wrong things you have done in your lifetime! I won't let you die easily, because that would be too cheap for you, and it will only let you go to see my mother. ”

Hearing this, Ye Guichen smiled, and his smile was a little desolate: "It turns out that you really hate me so much, you want me to live rather than die!" ”

I snorted coldly: "It's good to know, so in the future, whatever our sister and brother say, you will do anything, otherwise even if you die, I will sue you in front of my mother's grave every year, and see what face you have to see my mother." ”

I don't know if I'm really afraid of seeing the eldest princess again, or because I really realize that I have really done something wrong over the years, Ye Guichen didn't refute my words, but just said slowly: "I know!" ”

After that day, Ye Guichen changed, although he was a little silent, but he would not run to the octagonal building again, I asked the nurse to give him the medicine, and he obediently took it.

"County Lord, master, what are your plans?"

Regarding my current attitude, the nurse really doesn't understand, saying that I'm afraid of Ye Guichen? It doesn't seem to be, if you really want to hate someone, how can you find a way to keep him alive, but if you don't hate, I haven't said a good word in front of Ye Guichen.

I shrugged my shoulders lazily: "What else can I plan, he is the father of the lawyer, I didn't know what was going on before, I really hated him, but now, I don't know how the lawyer is, but I can't hate it." ”

"In that case, then why do you still say that to the master?"

Hearing this, I sighed: "He is a kind of depression, he has been depressed for many years, thinking deeply about my mother, my words that day made him angry, so he vomited blood, this is a heart knot, no one can help him, he can only adjust slowly, and he needs a reason to live now, so I can't be good to him, if I treat him well, he may feel that he has been forgiven, then what regrets does he have in this world?" But if I treat him badly, I will feel that his debt has not been paid, so he must live, live to bear the wrath of our brother and sister. ”

"I see!" The nurse nodded, and immediately understood what I meant: "But we are going to the small kingdom in two days, so master, what are you going to do?" ”

"What else can I do, take it away."

"What about the aunts and young ladies?"

I didn't want to think about it, I said directly: "Their surname is Ye, not Zhao, of course they stay." ”

Those aunts and young masters never cared about this family from beginning to end, although Ye Guichen was not good to their sisters and brothers, but at least it was excusable, but he was just a poor man.

But none of those aunts, sisters and brothers are humane.

I think that before, Ye Guichen was not bad to them, but now that Ye Guichen has become like this, none of them care, they only think about the only property left in the family, such a person with no humanity is worse than Ye Guichen, so why should I care about their life and death, just let them fend for themselves.

The nurse nodded and said nothing.

In the past few days, Ye Guichen has also listened to me surprisingly, whatever I say, he will never be disobedient, but when I said that I was going to leave the Zhenguo Mansion and never come back in the future, he went crazy and shook his head vigorously.

"No, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving, the business house that your mother handed over to me, I can't keep it, I don't want to even lose here, Zhao Yan, I can rely on you for everything, but I must not leave here, this is your mother's mansion, my memories are here, I don't leave, I definitely don't leave."

After that, Ye Guichen ran into the octagonal building again.

For this reason, I can only stroke my forehead with a headache.

I knew that Ye Guichen had a deep affection for the eldest princess, but I didn't expect it to be so deep and so heavy.

After the death of the eldest princess, the only thing Ye Guichen could do was to protect the property left by the eldest princess, as well as this cold Zhenguo Mansion, and now that he wants to leave, it really pokes his heart!

Walking into the octagonal building again, I looked at the man who was holding the sword and touching the piano, and his sharp eyes narrowed slightly: "You are really a man who can't change the dog and eats, so cowardly that people don't want to save it, children know that they are wrong and have to change it, but what about you?" will only indulge in the past feelings, if I were a mother, I wouldn't like you like this. ”

Ye Guichen didn't look at me, he was still weak in his feelings.

I walked over and grabbed the person suddenly: "Can't you see me?" Can't see the lawyer? We are all living beings, alive, and these dead things are more important than all of us? If that's the case, then you can die, but when you die, when you see my mother, you remember to tell her that you abandoned our sister and brother again for the things she left behind, for the things that can't speak and have no feelings. ”

With that, I threw him there and walked away in a huff.

I thought that he would slowly change, at least no longer ignore them, at least, he knew that he was wrong, at least he would listen to us, but now it seems that our sister and brother are not as good as the Zhenguo Mansion that has no temperature in this mansion.

Back in my yard, I asked the nurse to start collecting her things and prepare to leave tomorrow.

For Ye Guichen, although I didn't have any hatred, I was very disappointed, so early the next morning, I asked Dong Ting and them to load the car quickly, and after breakfast, they were ready to leave.

But I never expected that when we walked to the door, we would see a man with a burden.

"You ......"

I was slightly stunned, then smiled, with a little tears in my eyes: "You are really good, I have long known that it is useful to scold you like this, I used to scold you like that." ”

"The nurse told me last night that she would leave today." Ye Guichen said.

Hearing this, I glanced at the nurse, and the nurse smiled awkwardly: "I...... Am I not worried that your father and daughter will never be seen again? ”

Looking at Zhao Yan's momentum yesterday, the nurse was really worried about this, so that night, she decided to see Ye Guichen, and then told Ye Guichen about their departure today, and hoped that he could think about it.

And among them, the nurse said a sentence that made Ye Guichen deeply impressed, that is: The eldest princess actually left you a lot of things, but compared to those things that have no feelings, isn't there still the county lord and the little prince left to you?

It was this sentence that made Ye Guichen completely understand, compared to those things that have no temperature, Zhao Yan and Zhao Luren are a piece of meat that fell from the eldest princess, an extension of blood, what could be more precious than them?