Chapter 179: It was me who was wrong
I have been wandering outside all these years, although I have been running in Zhao State, but to speak, I have not returned to the Zhenguo Mansion for three years.
Even during the Chinese New Year every year, people brought the nurse and Zhao Luren to them.
And the small kingdom has entered the final project, and it will not be long before it can be completed, so this time, in addition to coming back to check the business situation of Zhao Guo this year, there is also a purpose to bring the nurse and Zhao Luren to the small kingdom and prepare to live for a long time.
"Sister!"
Seeing me come back, Zhao Luren ran up very happily, and compared with three years ago, Luren has grown a lot taller.
"Sister, why did you come back at this time? Didn't you say it would take another two months? Zhao Luren asked with some confusion.
"Originally, yes, but now the progress has accelerated a bit, so it's ahead of schedule, and, this time back, my sister is going to pick you up and the nurse to live in the small kingdom for a long time, you see what else you have to prepare, prepare in advance, and we will go back in a few days."
"Sister, I don't have anything to prepare, we can leave when you want."
I smiled slightly, and said helplessly: "You really don't remember it at all?" ”
Zhao Luren pouted: "What is there to remember, they are not good to me, so I don't want to treat them as relatives!" And their surname is Ye, and my surname is Zhao, what does it have to do with them! ”
"I'm not talking about them, I'm talking about Bao'er, you have been with Bao'er for so many years, as brothers, and you just left, don't you miss him?"
Hearing this, Zhao Luren glared: "Sister, don't you take Bao'er and your mother with you?" ”
"Do you want to take them with you?"
I haven't thought about this problem, after all, my mother has been in the capital all her life, and her roots are here, and my mother has to take care of Lanxi Building, even if I let my mother leave with Bao'er, it is estimated that my mother will be reluctant to do everything here, so I didn't think about it that way.
However, from Zhao Luren's standpoint, his mother and Bao'er have been living in the Zhenguo Mansion now, and Zhao Luren should think that we are a family, since we are leaving, of course, we are leaving with my mother Bao'er, so he will say that there is nothing to prepare.
"Of course, didn't you say we were family?" Zhao Luren nodded as a matter of course.
I smiled and said, "We are a family, but we have to ask my mother and Bao'er if they want this." ”
"Then I'll ask now." Zhao Luren volunteered, saying that he had run out.
Looking at the figure of the little boy running away, I shook my head helplessly: "This kid, saying that the wind is the rain." ”
The nurse chuckled softly: "Xiao Shizi, that's a real temperament, it's good." ”
"I didn't say he was so bad!" I winked mischievously: "But he may be disappointed, with my mother's temperament, she probably won't agree to leave with us." ”
The nurse also sighed: "Yes! Her strong temperament, I used to worry that Bao'er was still young, and there was no way to do it alone, so I agreed to live with us, and now the child has grown up a little and has the ability to take care of herself, and my mother has saved a lot of money in recent years, and it is not a problem to buy a house by herself, so it is estimated that she will not leave with us, but pity Xiao Shizi and Bao'er, they are like brothers, so separated, it is estimated that these two children will also feel uncomfortable. ”
I pursed my lips and didn't say anything more, and after a while, I spoke again, "By the way, how are those guys doing?" I didn't embarrass you anymore, did I? ”
I didn't say who those people were, but the nurse knew that I was referring to the people of the Ye family.
"Where do they have time to embarrass us now! I don't have time to take care of myself. ”
I smiled faintly, and a deep look flashed in my eyes: "Also, in the capital, the development here, the first place I first place is near the Zhao family and the Ye family's business, and if our business is good, they will naturally not get better." ”
Over the years, although I have been mining and building the business of Shikoku, in the capital, I have moved selfishly, because I said that if I send them, I will destroy them bit by bit, so how can I make them proud!
Since the people of the Ye family want the property of the Zhenguo Mansion so much and occupy everything, then I will give it to them, but whether they live or die in the future is not up to them.
When I said that, the nurse was not too happy, she opened her mouth, and stopped talking.
Looking at her like that, I smiled slightly: "What's wrong?" Got something to say? ”
"County Lord, why don't you go and see the master! You haven't seen him in three years, haven't you? ”
Hearing this, my beautiful eyes sank slightly, and although there was a smile on my face, my voice was a little colder: "Why should I go to see him?" He doesn't think I'm his daughter, in fact, I'm not his daughter, I'm just his brother and my mother's daughter, so what about him, and what does it have to do with me? ”
From the nurse's words, I can hear that Ye Guichen is not doing well now, and it may not only be in life, but even physically, which is not too good, so the nurse has compassion, otherwise the nurse would not have told me so!
Sure enough, just when I was thinking so, the nurse said: "The old man is sick, it's been a whole year, since he knew that the business house of the Zhenguo Mansion couldn't get up and down, his health has been bad, and he always goes to the Octagonal Tower recently, and he always doesn't come out for several days after entering, and often says something that people can't understand, like crazy, and he went in today, and after the old man is sick, the three aunts are fighting for the only remaining property in the family, and no one cares about the master's condition, so ......"
"So he's miserable now, isn't he?" I coldly took the nurse's words: "But who is to blame?" But it was all his own doing, if he hadn't ...... us No, I'll forget it, after all, I'm not his biological daughter, I admit what he does to me, but what about lawyers? That's his biological son, he can be so ruthless to his own son, so why should he let me take a second look? ”
"But ......"
"It's nothing." I told my mother: "When we go to the small kingdom, everything here has nothing to do with us, and he Ye Guichen will also become our stranger." ”
Looking at my cold face, the nurse also knew that it was useless to say more, and in the end she could only close her mouth.
On this day, Zhao Luren was very unhappy when he came back, because everything was as I thought, and my mother did not agree to leave together, because he was going to be separated from Bao'er's brother, and Zhao Luren was in a bad mood.
And I, although I kept saying that I didn't care, but in my heart, I couldn't help but feel a little emotional.
Ye Guichen will become like this, I won't feel sad at all, but this 'father', I really don't understand at all.
And what I can't figure out the most about him is why he obviously loves the eldest princess, and Zhao Luren is also his biological son, but why does he ignore Zhao Luren so much?
Isn't that a strange thing?
All night, I tossed and turned in my room, unable to sleep.
"Hey! Just take a look! One last look, and the last time. "I won't come back to the Zhenguo Mansion in the future, and if I see that man again, it will be the last goodbye.
I sat up from the bed, got dressed, and walked to the Octagonal Tower.
This octagonal building is still as strange as ever, the first floor is a library pavilion, and the second floor is still empty, with only a piano and a sword.
The nurse said that Ye Guichen also entered the Octagonal Tower today, so I knew that when I came here, I would definitely see him, but I never expected that I would see such a depressed person.
The emaciated figure, ruined, the edges are not repaired, the past glamorous and beautiful is no more, at this time, he is holding a sword in his arms, touching the piano in his hand, bowing his head, I don't know what he is muttering.
"You ......"
I opened my mouth, only to find that I didn't know what to say.
Hearing the voice, Ye Guichen slowly raised his head, but when he saw me, his dim gaze was shocked, and he didn't know that the sword in his arms had fallen.
Suddenly, he stood up suddenly, ran to my side, and hugged me tightly: "Yunqing, Yunqing, you finally came to see me, you finally came to see me, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I beg you, can you forgive me?" Don't be angry with me anymore. ”
I frowned slightly, knowing that Ye Guichen had mistaken me again.
Because I look like the eldest princess, I already knew this, and now that I am eighteen years old, I have grown taller, and I am a big girl, so I am naturally more like an adult eldest princess, Ye Guichen has completely regarded me and the eldest princess as the same person.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, Ye Guichen didn't seem to care, completely indulged in his feelings, and kept talking.
"Yunqing, it's my bastard, it's my fault, I shouldn't have had a relationship with you when you're drunk, I shouldn't have had a relationship with you when you treat me as a brother, it's all my fault, if it weren't my fault, you wouldn't have been pregnant with the lawyer, and you wouldn't have been depressed because you felt sorry for your brother, and finally because the lawyer died in childbirth, all of this is my fault, it's all my fault, but I love you! Why can't you just look at me more? Why did you leave me to find my brother? Why are you so cruel to me? Could it be that we have been married for so many years, even if it is a fake couple, you don't have any feelings for me? ”
After listening to Ye Guichen's words, my heart became a little dull, and my eyes became astringent.
"I want to ...... There should be, otherwise my mother would not have given birth to a lawyer. ”
It turned out that things were like this back then.
I'll just say, why did the eldest princess fall in love with Ye Guichen, it turned out that they were just a fake couple back then, probably for the previous Zhao Yan!
Because back then, the eldest princess was already pregnant with Ye Yinzhou's child, so in order for this child to become a member of the Ye family, the eldest princess would fake marriage with Ye Guichen.
And Ye Guichen, who has always liked the eldest princess in his heart, naturally agreed, but because of this, a drunkenness and an accident, Ye Guichen did not hide the feelings in his heart, and took advantage of the eldest princess to have a relationship with the eldest princess when he regarded him as Ye Yinzhou, which led to the existence of Zhao Luren.