Chapter 231: I Want to Remember
Yan Qingwan has never considered having to think about the past since she lost her memory, but recently she has been a little abnormal, her emotions are very unstable, and Helian Zeye has also discovered her uncalmness,
In his opinion, he didn't want Yan Qingwan to recover her memory, once she recovered her memory, she shouldn't accept herself so naturally, even if she had him in her heart, but she wouldn't admit her feelings for him,
"Wan'er, is it hard," Helian Zeye asked with great concern, she really looked very bad, which made him feel more and more distressed,
Yan Qingwan frowned and didn't say a word, her memory began to be confused, and many pictures flashed in her mind, but there were some episodes, she asked Ruyi, but she told her that nothing like this had happened, which made her more sure of one thing, that is, there was a time bomb buried in her body, which would explode at any time, and then hurt the person she cared about.
With the previous example put there, Yan Qingwan felt more and more that once she got out of control, she would definitely hurt Helian Zeye, and when she got along with him, she also understood that he really loved her, and she had almost killed him once, if she did it again, when she woke up, she would definitely collapse,
Who the hell is it, who hates her so much, such a vicious scheme, it really makes people feel creepy,
"I'm fine, don't worry," said a little insincerely, her attention not here at all,
also saw her thoughts, Helian Zeye didn't continue to ask, but he was planning in his heart, how to solve her troubles quickly, he is not a generous person, if something happens to Yan Qingwan, he will definitely kill directly to Nanling Country at all costs, and let Mu Yunzheng pay the price,
Helian Chenxuan has some complaints recently, obviously he is just an idle prince, why is he the one who is in charge now, he is very resentful, and he wants to resist, Helian Zeye has obviously recovered very well, although he can't be as good as ever, but he can still do this kind of mental work when dealing with official business, correcting and folding,
But his royal brother enjoyed this unexpected holiday, and all his thoughts were put on the task of pursuing the lady's heart, once he had some hints, indicating that he didn't want to clean up the mess, that person, began to find a reason, one of which made him helpless, unable to continue the conversation: You help the eldest brother first, otherwise your sister-in-law will run away, and your eldest brother will be a bachelor for the rest of his life,
How can people live more and more, he thinks, Helian Zeye's current psychological age is really getting younger and younger, with more smiles, greater emotional changes, and a milder temper, of course, these are all related to that person,
This night, Helian Zeye announced that he had entered the palace for an audience, which made him a little puzzled.
For Helian Zeye to show that he will take his responsibility and will not let him alone trouble anymore, it is obviously good news for him, which shows that he can finally unload the burden on his shoulders and be relieved,
But he felt a little inexplicably uneasy, how could there be a feeling that the sun was coming out of the west,
"Brother Huang, have you been stimulated by anything," asked uncertainly, and the happy life came too suddenly, making him a little uneasy,
Helian Zeye looked at his younger brother a little helplessly, he really didn't trust him, "My wound is almost healed, and it's not interesting to stay in the room all the time,"
Hearing his explanation, Helian Chenxuan was even more puzzled, "Is this really the case?"
Helian Zeye knew that his imperial brother was delicate, and it was not easy to hide it from him, but he didn't want to embarrass more people in this matter, after all, Helian Chenxuan was also one of the men who loved Yan Qingwan, he was already annoyed enough, there was no need for him to get involved in it,
"Why, you're getting used to being abused, I'll let you rest, but don't you want to, okay, I'll continue to take a vacation, you go on," Helian Zeye said seriously, not joking at all,
Helian Chenxuan ran very fast this time, and quickly ran to the door, leaving a string of laughter, "Brother Huang, thank you for your vacation, my brother has retired,"
When he walked to the front of the palace gate, Helian Chenxuan suddenly stopped, turned around and looked in the direction of the palace, his eyes became obscure, he really didn't know what Helian Zeye was thinking, he could feel that he had something on his mind, but his troubles seemed to be very difficult, it should be a problem that he couldn't solve, otherwise he wouldn't choose to hide it from him,
Actually, Helian Zeye chose to keep it secret, he didn't have any doubts, after all, what he couldn't do, it was even more impossible for him, the prince, to be able to do it, but when he was in trouble like this, the temperament he carried alone was too worrying.
Perhaps, this is related to the environment in which a person grew up, because he has been living alone since he was a child, and when he encounters problems, it is not that he doesn't want to share it with others, but that no one can be trusted, and he is always worried about his own life, which has also created his current temperament, it is difficult to trust a person, and he is not used to sharing his feelings with others.
Helian Zeye sat on the dragon chair, his head bowed, his heart was full of thoughts, this time, he felt an unprecedented sense of frustration, the feeling that things were not within his control, it was really bad,
In the past few days, Yan Qingwan has consciously avoided him, no longer relying on him as before, and he doesn't want to face her who is always on guard against him, so he feels too uncomfortable, he is worried that he will reveal his emotions and say cruel things to her,
Yan Qingwan stayed in Helian Zeye's bedroom, and she didn't see him for a long time, she was complicated, she didn't know that he was very observant, his recent actions were a little obvious, he should have more or less some understanding,
It's just that she has become greedy, too accustomed to his giving, accustomed to his gentleness, and now he is suddenly a little indifferent to her, she will feel so wronged, but isn't this the result she wants?
For the first time, she had the idea of wanting to recover her memory, wanting to determine what was really happening in her real life, wanting to determine which were dreams and which were facts, she didn't like to be manipulated, and wanted to control her own destiny.
"Miss, aren't you happy," I don't know if Helian Zeye realized that something was wrong with her, and actually called back Shen An and his wife in advance, this sentence was asked by Ruyi, she really cares about herself, and she can easily see through her thoughts,
"No, I'm just a little unused to it," I'm not used to it, don't you get used to him not pampering himself, as soon as he said it, Yan Qingwan found that she seemed to be a little speechless,
"Miss, don't worry, the emperor only has you in his heart, he's just too busy," Ruyi also has a certain understanding of Helian Zeye's style of doing things, he has always been a good emperor who is diligent and loves the people,