Between people, once there is a gap and a gap, then two people will begin to have disagreements, and then gradually drift apart, and they can no longer be as close as they were at the beginning.

It's like a broken mirror, even if you try your best to glue it together, but the crack in the middle still exists, that kind of imprint is enough to illustrate the problem, and the truth that the broken mirror is difficult to circle is like this.

When Helian Zeye came out of the imperial study, the moonlight was just right, and the moment he looked at the night in the sky, he realized that since he came back with Yan Qingwan this time, he hadn't seen such a scene for more than a month.

Because of her by his side, he often forgets the time, he has never come out so late, she goes to bed early, and she also asks him to rest early, so he accompanies her to rest, slowly, and also into her biological clock,

Is that person asleep so late, can she sleep without him by his side?

When he walked into the room, his steps were light enough to try not to make a sound, but he didn't expect that in the dark, she hadn't fallen asleep for a long time, and had been waiting for him to appear,

"Light the candles, I didn't sleep," she reminded softly,

At this time, Helian Zeye slowed down his movements and made a sound, and soon, a bright light ignited in the dark room, I don't know if he had been in the dark corner for too long, and suddenly came into contact with such a bright candlelight, Yan Qingwan looked a little uncomfortable, and subconsciously wiped the corners of his eyes,

"It's so late, you haven't slept yet, are you waiting for me," Helian Zeye looked at her with some puzzlement, in fact, he didn't do anything in the imperial study, he was in a daze all the time, and when he came out of his own world, he found that it was already late,

Since before he entered there, he had clearly told the servants not to go in and disturb him, so no one dared to disobey his request, and naturally no one reminded him,

And she didn't go to him unexpectedly, even from the perspective of the patient and the doctor, she should have advised him to rest early, didn't she?

"Well, I'm waiting for you, I can't sleep without you by my side," in fact, she wanted to say, you didn't come back, I felt very uneasy, besides, he was still sick, she didn't worry about him, of course, she didn't say these words, just hidden deep in her heart,

Hearing her words, his mood warmed up a little, he seemed unmotivated all day, absent-minded, very lost, until the moment he saw her, he found his heartbeat, it turned out that his heart had long been left with her,

"Fool, since you're worried about me, why don't you go to me, you have to know that the entire palace is open for you, and no one dares to stop you," Helian Zeye said with some blame, what a fool, tormenting him for so long,

Yan Qingwan looked a little embarrassed, although she had adapted to his sudden change of face, and when facing her, she always seemed a little unserious, but when she heard the straightforward words, she still inevitably had a hot face,

"Have you eaten," Helian Zeye suddenly thought of this question, he hadn't eaten all day, and he hadn't even taken the medicine she had ordered to drink.

The topic changed so quickly, Yan Qingwan shook her head honestly, she had been restless all day, she had no appetite at all, so she hadn't eaten.

Seeing her reaction, Helian Zeye knew in his heart that he was not the only one who was unhappy, but she was the same.

"I'll go and ask someone to prepare dinner, and then go to bed after eating," Helian Zeye is a very assertive person, and whenever he decides, you don't want to have any objections, Yan Qingwan has already deeply understood this, so she didn't speak,

I don't know if it's the reason why I don't care about people by my side, I can't eat, I can't sleep well, now he is in front of him, looking at the table full of delicacies, and suddenly I have an appetite, and the two of them tacitly remain silent and focus on enjoying the food,

Actually, what Yan Qingwan didn't know was that if she wasn't hypocritical, aside from these possibilities, there was one of the biggest possibility, that is, they had been hungry all day, and their stomachs were already singing empty city plans.

By the time the palace maid finished sorting out the leftovers on the table, Helian Zeye had already returned from bathing, Yan Qingwan was sitting on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at the bright moon outside the window,

"Wan'er, don't you feel very bored, when my body is better, I'll take you out of the palace for a walk," Helian Zeye said softly, in his impression, she seemed to dislike being restrained, she longed for freedom,

He still remembers her pursuit, she once said that the happiness she wants is very simple, a couple for a lifetime, her husband doesn't need to be very good, he doesn't need to have much wealth, and he doesn't need to be handsome, but she only cares about his sincerity to her, and then is willing to accompany her to travel all over the world.

At that time, he couldn't give her such a promise, and today, she has long forgotten about it, but he firmly remembered it in his heart, although he can't realize it all, but he can still insist that there is only one wife, and when he has time, he will take her out to play in the mountains and rivers, take a walk,

It's a very interesting thing to be able to appreciate different customs and experience different life, but his identity doesn't allow him to be so free, but he is willing to create all possibilities, as long as she wants him, he can do everything for her,

What Helian Zeye doesn't know is that when a person loves another person deeply, those so-called requirements no longer exist, Yan Qingwan loves him, so he will tolerate everything about him, he can't accompany her all over the world, as long as he has that heart, take her with her during a private visit, and occasionally go out to see the outside world, she will also be very satisfied,

However, now they have lost their original color, the two of them are close at hand, but the heart is separated by a membrane, whether the starting point is for the good of the other party or not, but the estrangement does exist,

"Go far away," Yan Qingwan smiled back, if she could go out for a walk, maybe it would bring her a different feeling,

It's just that as long as you leave here, there will be variables, and that kind of change is really what she wants, thinking of this, she is a little contradictory,

"Yes, Wan'er likes to travel the world very much, but I'm too busy to take you out often," Helian Zeye stared at her gently, his eyes full of smiles,

Seeing him like this, Yan Qingwan understood that it must have been his former self who said something similar, this man remembered it, and now he began to fulfill his promise, so he didn't object, and said with a smile: "Okay, only Zeye accompanies me, I can go anywhere,"