Yan Rong didn't expect to see Mu Zhan, she sat there anxiously, wanting to leave but didn't know why she didn't leave.

She looked around, Xu Weize was not there, she breathed a sigh of relief and continued to be disappointed.

Mu Zhan also found her, he glanced at her lightly and didn't make any other superfluous movements, but his kind of temperament wouldn't talk nonsense with her.

She could see that Mu Zhan liked his girlfriend very much, and when he looked at her, there was an unconcealed infatuation in his eyes.

Just like Xu Weize did to her, her face suddenly became uncomfortable, she shrunk together and wanted to concentrate on the question, tears fell disobediently, she sniffed and pretended to be calm.

Mu Zhan has a new girlfriend, what about Xu Weize? Was it with that girl from No. 1 Middle School or did she have other girlfriends too?

Could he have forgotten about her?

How long has it been since she saw Xu Weize?

Two months in a month?

One year ...... Two years?

She missed him very much, she wanted to think very much, but she didn't dare to go to him.

This road has come to this, she can't give up halfway, now she will be tired of herself, let alone others.

At lunchtime, Mu Zhan went out to eat, Yan Rong breathed a sigh of relief, at noon she brought steamed buns and went to the rest area to make do with a meal.

After arriving at the third middle school, her living expenses are pitiful, and she basically spends her days with steamed buns every day, and she will eat a meal of meat luxuriously a week.

Unexpectedly, Mu Zhan suddenly turned back and let her out, she hesitated for a moment and went out.

At that time, Mu Zhan was already impatient, he was holding an umbrella and pulling her girlfriend out of the library, she didn't know where she got the courage to call out his name so loudly.

When she stopped Mu Zhan, she herself was stunned, Mu Zhan turned her head to look at her, she ran to him hard, the sun was scorching, but her heart was cold.

They went together to talk in the shade of the tree, and his girlfriend was really worthy of the title of fairy, and she was very beautiful and kind, and she held her umbrella up to her head and smiled beautifully.

At first glance, she is very cultivated, and she likes and envies it.

Mu Zhan said: "He will go to C University in college. ”

Yan Rong glanced at Mu Zhan in astonishment, and lowered his head in a panic when he met his cold eyes.

She was like a child who had done something wrong, waiting for Mu Zhan to speak again, but he had already pulled his girlfriend away, and she stood outside with a sad face.

Will Xu Weize have forgotten her?

The more she walked this road, the more confused she became, and she began to reflect on whether it was wrong, she shouldn't have left like this?

But how?

is already like this, she can only look forward to the most beautiful result in her heart: she will be admitted to a good university, and Xu Weize still has her place in her heart.

She will definitely turn into the best and stand by his side.

No matter what, this determination cannot be shaken.

Is C big? She still needs to work hard to get her results.

There was a class activity on the New Year's Day of the second semester of the second semester of high school, and Yan Rong saw others playing Truth or Dare for the first time, she saw that due to the coaxing of the people around her, a boy and a girl hugged each other shyly and immediately separated, and she suddenly thought of the photo of Xu Weize hugging others together.

All around was the sound of commotion one after another.

Did she misunderstand something?

A person like Xu Weize shouldn't do such a thing, he doesn't need to use these pretenses, he has the capital to get liked by many girls.

Her silent brain seemed to be stirred by a chopstick, the pain was intense, and all her thoughts were disturbed, who stuffed the photo in her schoolbag and expected that she would not question Xu Weize and bear it silently?

She gritted her teeth on her toes out of the classroom, even if she went to him now?

It's been so long.

When she left, she didn't say anything, and she thought she was great.

Now it's all a joke.

Xu Weize, I just hope you don't forget me.

In the first semester of her junior year of high school, Yan's mother called Yan Rong and asked her to go home for dinner on Sunday.

Mother Yan's tone was very gentle, and she also asked her to take good care of herself and not be too tired.

Yan Rong looked at the contact on his mobile phone in horror, and asked in disbelief after confirming that it was Yan's mother's number: "Is it Zhao Xiaofeng?" ”

Zhao Xiaofeng is Yan's mother's name.

Yan's mother was stunned for a moment, and then blamed Yan Rong, "Who am I not?" Are you too tired from studying, and come back tomorrow from leave and your mother will cook you something delicious. ”

Yan's mother's sudden abnormal attitude, Yan Rong also vaguely guessed something, either she was pregnant with a child, or she couldn't conceive a child.

Yan Rong's heart didn't fluctuate much, she pursed her lips and agreed, "Okay, I know." ”

What is the reason Yan Rong is no longer interested.

During this time, she seemed to be cheerful, understood the warmth and coldness of the world, and saw the impermanence of the world more clearly.

She must not be a person like Yan's mother and Yan's father.

When she got home, Yan's mother opened the door for Yan Rong enthusiastically, but Yan's mother didn't give Yan Rong the key to the house, so she didn't ask for it.

"Rongrong, are you back?"

Zhao Xiaofeng looked at Yan Rong with a smile on his face, Yan Rong nodded politely, and responded softly, "Hmm...... Mother. ”

"Tired, go wash your hands and eat."

Father Yan stood in the living room and said flatly, his face had faded from the usual majesty.

"Okay...... Father. ”

Yan Rong obediently went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

"This kid isn't in a good mood, huh?"

Outside the bathroom, Yan Yan's mother whispered.

Father Yan lowered his voice and replied: "She's always like this, don't talk too much." ”

Yan Rong shook the water in her hand and opened the bathroom door, and the conversation in the living room came to an abrupt end, and Yan's mother and Yan's father both looked at her.

Yan Rong's clear eyes looked at Yan's mother and Yan's father without any waves, and then slowly said, "Dad...... Mother. ”

Yan's mother and Yan's father both had a smile on their faces, "Come, let's eat." ”

"Oh, good."

Yan Rong lowered his eyes and approached the dinner table, waiting for Yan's mother and Yan's father to sit down, and then pulled out the bench and sat down.

"Rongrong, eat more meat." Mother Yan said gently.

Yan Rong's heart twitched, a little hypocritically painful.

"Oh, good."

She took a piece of braised pork ribs and put it in her mouth and took a bite, I don't know if she wasn't hungry or what, and now she has no appetite at all.

Mother Yan's smile is a little flattering today, she is really uncomfortable.

Originally, the family should have worked hard for each other, but she was not yet an adult, and she had already come to this situation, I don't know if it was her problem or the original appearance of the family.

She didn't know where she had gone along the way, and there was no turning back.

After eating, Yan Rong was about to wash the dishes, but Yan's mother pulled her and didn't let her wash it, "Rong Rong, you sit on the sofa, Mom wants to ask you something." ”

Yan Rong looked at Mother Yan quietly, waiting for something important to come to her with a rarely mournful expression.

Father Yan stood aside and was silent.

Yan's mother is that kind of fiery character, she simply said, "My father and I are almost 40 people, just your daughter, now we want to have a son, but we can't conceive ......"

Yan Rong listened lightly, her hands clenched tightly on the sofa, she bit her lip and let go of her hands.

"You don't want your parents to be ridiculed by others for not having a son, do you? The fortune teller said, we can't conceive a son because your sister doesn't want to have a child reincarnated in our family, as long as you go to the Bodhisattva and worship sincerely, ask Guanyin Bodhisattva to give me and your father a son, and donate some money to the temple. ”

This son stabbed Yan Rong's heart like a knife, she looked at Yan's mother with an expectant look in a daze, and spoke out without brain reaction, "Mom, do you believe in these superstitions too?" ”

Mother Yan was annoyed, "What superstition? It must be because you don't want me and your father to have another brother so I can't get pregnant, I don't care what you say, anyway, you have to go to the temple to worship. ”

Mother Yan glared at Yan angrily as she spoke.

So they blame her if they can't conceive a child?

Father Yan coughed lightly and taught Yan Rong seriously, "We are your parents, just do what we say you do." ”

She could pretend not to know before, but she couldn't restrain her emotions today, her chest hurt like something was going on a rampage, she couldn't help it, and her tears flowed as if the thread was broken, "You are all at this age, how can you raise him with another son?" ”

Mother Yan glanced at her and blurted out, "Won't there be you in the future?" ”

Yan Rong looked at Yan's mother undeniably, and suddenly wanted to laugh, rely on her? What kind of life is she living now, steamed buns with boiling water, will another brother have to live like this?

What day is she? Poor all her life, there are people who like it who dare not have it, do they think she can live well?

She would rather she had a problem with her ears.

Yan Rong wanted to cry without tears, "Me? What do you not know about me? What are your own abilities, which you don't know? Do you want to have another child when you're old? ”

Father Yan: "You don't have to take care of the money, you can't manage it, you just go to the temple honestly and ask for it." ”

Tears flowed down from his eyes, were wiped away and fell again, and his face was hoarse and analyzed with them, "Your age is not suitable for having children at all, don't you understand that you have not succeeded in artificial insemination?" ”

Yan's mother was stunned for a moment, and pointed at Yan Rong unconvinced, "How do you know that I am artificially inseminated?" Did you sneak through my stuff? Why do you have so many eyes in your child's heart? ”

Yan's mother couldn't get angry, she pinched Yan Rong's arm with her hand, Yan Rong was in pain but didn't hide, she squeezed her hands and yelled, "You guys die, I won't beg for it." ”

She's already had enough of it, and she wants another child to suffer?

Yan's mother cried while pulling her, "You dead child, why are you so disobedient, you can't see how to get along with your father, why don't you die?" Why not die? ”

Recuperating the body, taking medicine, injections, artificial insemination was unsuccessful, a lot of money was spent, and a lot of sins were suffered, and the resentment that had been pent up in her heart for a long time had nowhere to vent, and suddenly erupted on Yan Rong, she hated why Yan Rong was not a boy, her name was originally intended for her son, but it was used on her, she was unwilling.

Let her die?

She wasn't even 18 years old.

has money to give birth to a son, but there is no money for her to study......

The calm shell shattered in an instant, and a breath of air rushed up his throat, sour, bitter, and spicy, and it was so stimulating that Yan Rong's ears buzzed.

She must be there and let Yan's mother beat and scold, it doesn't matter, she doesn't care anyway.