Father Yan stood next to him and said hatefully: "If you want to finish high school, you will obediently go to the temple to beg for it, and the living expenses will be given you a little more, if you don't go and go home directly." ”

Yan's mother seemed to be tired, and she stopped to catch her breath.

Yan Rong's body shook, her breathing almost stopped, and after a long time, she swallowed back her tears and choked up: "...... Okay, I'll go. ”

"After a while, you go to wash and wash, change into decent clothes and go with your mother."

Decent clothes?

Yan Rong lowered his eyes and looked at the school uniform on his body, got up and went to the bathroom to wash his face, and the sound of rushing water covered Yan Rong's despair.

The sliding window was not closed tightly, and her face looked at the yellow sunlight outside the window through the gap, so bright, it would definitely sting her eyes.

"Yanrong, are you alright? Water doesn't cost money, huh? Yan's mother stood outside the bathroom door and knocked on the door angrily.

Yan Rong came back to his senses and turned off the faucet, the sound of the water stopped abruptly, and he dragged two pieces of paper to wipe his face before pulling the door open and going out.

Mother Yan stood outside the door, saw her come out, squirmed her mouth, but her body involuntarily let it to the side.

Yan Rong lowered her eyes and passed past Yan's mother, Yan's mother was shocked by her reaction, and then shouted unconvinced, "If you don't go home for a few days, you dare to show your parents' faces, can you look at Yan Rong?" ”

Yan Rong pinched his hands and stopped, and all his thoughts turned into a faint sigh and scattered in the air.

What if you win?

If you want to have a son, you can not conflict with her daughter.

It is also possible to ......

…… Love each other.

"Think you're a phoenix after a few days of school? You don't look at yourself, it's just a sparrow that still wants to go to the sky? ”

"At such a young age, I don't know who I ...... like"

Yan's mother held back her anger at Yan's father and had nowhere to vent, Yan Rong's angry bag came back, she didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, let herself be happy first.

"Okay, where do you get so many words?" Father Yan scolded coldly on the side.

"I ......" Yan's mother's temper was like a flood opening the floodgates, and she didn't care if there would be a flood or hurt people, she glared at Yan's father again, "You are a good person now, what did you say before?" If you don't have a son, you're going to divorce me, and you've lived with you for half your life, and you're going to divorce me? Then you can go to the one* as you wish, right? ”

The ugliness in his heart was unreservedly revealed, and the naked one was displayed in front of his children, and Father Yan was annoyed and angry, "Zhao Xiaofeng, are you finished?" Father Yan strode to Mother Yan and roared loudly.

"How? Do you still want to hit me? You fight, you fight. Mother Yan began to spill with red eyes.

"You think I won't dare hit you?"

"Finally speaking your mind, isn't it? If you fight, kill me......"

Yan Rong stood in place, with his back to Yan's mother and Yan's father, unable to see the excited expressions on their faces at the moment.

Her shoulders shrugged slightly, and fiery tears poured out of her dark eyes like beads of broken thread, down her chin and down to the ground, sticking to the cold floor.

It was like a pot of hot oil had been poured on her heart, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and she tried to escape from this place, but her feet moved forward and stopped......

The quarrel continued, and Yan's mother sprinkled like crazy.

Was it already broken into this?

What's the point of sticking it back in?

"Zhao Xiaofeng, are you finished?" Father Yan pushed Zhao Xiaofeng, she fell to the ground, and cried heartbreakingly, "Yan Yihai, you actually pushed me?" I made a cow and a horse for this family, and in the end you did this to me? I followed you from nothing you had, and you wanted to kick me away when you got a promotion and a salary increase, don't you think about ......"

The last words came out with almost all her might.

She had worked so hard for this family for so long, but no one was willing to understand her.

This is true of the pillow people who share weal and pain, and the same is true of the children who are connected by blood.

"Shit, fuck them." Father Yan kicked the coffee table and rushed out of the door.

The gate was slammed.

"Yan Yihai, where are you going, you come back for me......"

Yan's mother couldn't yell anymore, instead of sobbing, she didn't care about her mother's identity, she lay on the ground like a homeless scavenger.

She didn't know how to change the situation, so she could only stubbornly pick up what she thought was valuable one by one, and when she carefully took it out, no one took it.

She's angry, she's hysterical, she's not helpful......

In fact, this home doesn't look like a home at all, and no matter how much it is repaired, it can't be saved.

Yan Rong put the tissue on the coffee table in front of Yan's mother, Yan's mother grabbed Yan Rong's arm with red and swollen eyes, "Rongrong, you must help my mother, and I will sincerely help me beg for a begging, so that my mother can have a son, right?" I raised me so big, I have no credit and hard work, your father wants a son now, and you don't want me to divorce your father, right? What should I do if I get divorced? Rong Rong ......"

Yan Rong squatted motionlessly, and her heart hurt every time Yan's mother said a word.

Have you ever wondered what she's going to do?

"You wash your face and go."

"Mom, I'm going to wash my face now, I'll be right away."

Yan Rong helped Yan's mother up, Yan's mother ran into the bathroom, Yan Rong pinched the tissue in her hand, and she had no feeling of crying.

Yan Rong and Yan's mother went to a temple in the north of the city, which has a history of more than 100 years, and I heard that it is very spiritual.

Yan Rong knelt in front of the Bodhisattva and kowtowed with his hands folded devoutly, and said silently in his heart: Please let my mother Zhao Xiaofeng get her wish and conceive a son as soon as possible.

Kowtowed three times, Yan Rong stood up and retreated to Yan's mother's side.

"Please?" Yan's mother asked.

Her eyes were less sharp than before, and they were full of anxiety and uneasiness.

"Hmm." Yan Rong nodded silently, and replied softly.

Mother Yan immediately showed a smile on her face, she breathed a sigh of relief, and her frowning brows instantly relaxed, as if she immediately had a son in her belly.

Yan Rong took a red envelope from Yan's mother and stuffed it into the merit box, she touched it a little sadly, she couldn't spend this money in a semester.

Before leaving, Yan's mother gave Yan Rong a red envelope, but she didn't look at it, stuffed it in her pocket and transferred back to school.

They got their wish, and there was no need for her to stay.

Yan Rong walked to a station at random and got off the train, she sat on a stool in the subway station, watching the trains coming and going, her heart was empty as if she could pour the wind.

A little thought in her heart slowly grew, as if it was going to drive her crazy.

She missed him so much.

She just wanted to sneak a peek.

It's not that she misses him today, it's that she can't hold it back.

His laughter,

His eyes,

His lips,

His hands,

His kiss,

His breath,

His warm embrace......

She couldn't stand it anymore, wiped away her tears and changed her route to Jiashui private, this time was a bit dangerous, she had to hurry.

She was both happy and apprehensive.

Hopefully he's coming to school today.

Finally rushed to the subway station in a daze, about half an hour before the end of school, she ran out of the subway entrance, found a suitable position next to the school gate, and hid to watch him.

There were trees on both sides of the road, so she should have stayed away.

This half hour is as long as a century, and there are several times when Yan Rong wants to leave and is unwilling to return.

A large number of students suddenly poured out at the school gate, all of them in school uniforms, and Xu Weize was easy to recognize if he didn't wear a school uniform.

Yan Rong hid behind the trunk of the tree and looked at the school gate uneasily, could it be that he didn't come to school today?

The more I waited, the more my heart churned, like a raging sea.

In a trance, Yan Rong saw Xu Weize and Mu Zhan coming out together, Mu Zhan pulled the fairy she saw in the library that day, Mu Zhan and Xu Weize What were they talking about, she listened silently, and occasionally opened a good-looking arc on her mouth, Xiyang made a delicate halo on her face, peerless and independent.

Xu Weize also stood beside a girl, not tall, almost glued to him.

Yan Rong suddenly felt suffocated in her breath, and her heart hurt fiercely, she turned her back and leaned against the trunk of the tree, not daring to look again.

Groups of students passed by her, some curious would look at her twice, and her face was afraid of running into familiar people, she squatted on the ground, pretending to play with her mobile phone.

She could read his message openly, but he would never send it again.

His eyes were blurry, his eyes were sore and painful, and the useless tears were falling disobediently.

Look, Yanrong, you're gone, are you happy?

Look, he's being nice to others now.

Look, he doesn't want you anymore.

Why don't you die, Yanrong......

You're gone.

Yan Rong pinched his white knuckles, and his shallow nails were pinched into his palms, which was also painful.

Tears "click" and "click" fell......

How do you die?

Taking sleeping pills? But it doesn't seem to be easy to buy, do you want to go to the hospital and say that you have insomnia? Pick it up a little bit and eat it?

Jumping off a building?

Jumping into the sea?

Cut your wrists?

Where is the right fit?

Will someone find her halfway through and send her to the hospital, not only not dead, but half-dead?

Yan's mother and Yan's father will definitely not care about her, is she going to wander?

It's been hiding for a long time, everyone is almost gone, Yan Rong raised his head from the crook of his arm, there are few people at the school gate, and there is only a cloud of exhaust left by the car on the road.

She slowly stood up, her legs numb, and she simply sat on the ground, quietly looking at the hot asphalt road.

My breathing slowly calmed down, and my thoughts returned to normal.

If she is not afraid of death, then what is she afraid of?

After returning to school, her face was like a hanging, she didn't think about anything, she studied hard, and played games in the dormitory when she had time......

She also learned to play cards and did understand the rules of the game, but she didn't seem to be lucky, and she never won.

In the second semester of the third year of high school, Yan's mother finally got pregnant with a child as she wished, and when she went home to get something, she found that Yan's mother had begun to show her belly, and she only knew.

She wasn't sad or happy.

In the college entrance examination, her face was more than 30 points higher than the score line of a book, and the moment she knew it, she was stunned, she didn't know that she had played so much.

"No matter what you do in the exam, don't think that I will give you another penny, the house and money in the family belong to your brother, don't worry about it."

"Your dad and I have done our best to provide for you to finish high school, you don't want to stay at home, anyway, it's okay now, go out to work."

After returning home from the college entrance examination, as soon as Yan's mother saw her say this, Yan Rong numbly put away her things and went to borrow a good classmate in the dormitory for one night, and then went directly to find a job.

On the day the notice of the C University came down, she went to the bank to apply for a student loan after going to school.

You need a household registration book to go to school, Yan Rong wants a household registration book when she goes home, Yan's mother looks at her vigilantly, Yan Rong explains the reason to her, just make a copy, Yan's mother has to go with her, after the copy, Yan's mother put away the household registration book, and Yan Rong never returned to the strange home after sending Yan's mother home.

I didn't see that strange family and strange person again.