The carriage creaked along the way, and I leaned against the window, holding Guo Jia's medical book in my hand. Of course, the effect of the medical book that I once hated was equivalent to a fan at this time, and after a few fanning it, it felt even more stuffy.

Rolled the medical book into a ball, unfolded it again, and fanned it again helplessly, the body was sticky with sweat, and the wounds on my face and chest were probably itchy because of the stuffiness, and I couldn't scratch it, and I couldn't help but feel a little irritable in my heart.

In order to divert my attention, I turned my head sideways and looked out the window of the car, and the sun was scorching outside, and the soldiers walking in front and back were all wearing heavy armor, and I was tired and panicked for them.

Looking at the heavy armor, I got even hotter.

"My lord, it's almost time to Luoyang, let's rest before entering the city." On the side, a person who looked like a lieutenant general stepped forward and said.

In the past few days, although I have been walking with the army all the way, I have stayed in the carriage most of the time without moving, so except for Guo Jia, the only thing I recognize is Cao Cao, who has an extremely strong sense of existence, which makes it difficult for people to ignore. The rest of the people, etc., are all regarded as passers-by, and so far they are still unrecognizable.

The reason why he stayed in the carriage and did not move, firstly, was to recuperate, prepare to recuperate, and facilitate running; second, in order to think about the route and method of escape; Third, I was really afraid of Cao Cao's unfathomable eyes......

Alas, I'm a coward, I admit it.

But in the face of Cao Cao, a giant crocodile in history, it is difficult not to be cowardly.

"How far is it from Luoyang?" Cao Cao's voice was still faint, as if the hot weather had not affected him in any way.

"There's still half a day to go." The man replied.

"Okay, stop and rest, and get ready to go into town." Cao Cao nodded, and then called a person to step forward, "Vice General Li, you go into the city quickly and take care of everything." ”

The lieutenant general Li ordered him to retreat, and the carriage in which I was sitting also stopped.

I can't sit still, and I'm going to Luoyang in half a day? So fast? I've been grinding for a few days, and if I did, I should have slipped away in the morning.

I couldn't wait any longer, I had to leave before entering the city, and subconsciously, I resisted entering Luoyang. Because, in history, the misfortunes and hegemony of too many people started there......

"God...... The goddess ......, "Guo Jia climbed into the carriage and saw the medical book in my hand that was ruined, and he was very sad.

At this time, I was extremely depressed, so I glanced at him and continued to use his medical books as a fan to make a happy moment.

"Actually...... That one...... The heart is calm and naturally cool, and the ...... is so cold that while looking at the wrinkled medical book in my hand that I am almost unable to distinguish its original face, Guo Jia sat down in front of me, "I am here to break the cloth for you, the scab has almost fallen off, the weather is so hot, if I stuff it again, I am afraid that the wound will ...... instead"

The medical book in my hand paused, I nodded busily, the thick cloth covering my face was really unbearable, the wound was itchy and couldn't scratch the feeling was too painful, and now I heard that I could remove the cloth.

The wound is finally healing, so can everything go back to the way it used to be? As long as I return to Liangzhou alive, Dong Zhuo will be very happy......

Guo Jia's thin hand gently stroked my left cheek, and the cool feeling was comfortable and tight in this hot weather.

"I'm going to unwrap it." His eyes were as clear as water and he looked at me seriously, and he said slowly.

Bending my lips slightly, I finally showed mercy and put down the medical book in my hand: "Okay, let's dismantle it." ”

Guo Jia nodded, looking more nervous than me.

I quieted down and let him slowly uncover the white cloth that covered my face. Finally, my skin felt the touch of air. With some hesitation, I gently stroked my left cheek, there was no pain, and the feel was very smooth.

All the unpleasant memories were automatically deleted in my heart, and I began to plan how to escape back to Liangzhou to continue to complete my unfinished path to happiness.

"Bong-hyo." Glancing at Guo Jia in a very good mood, I smiled and spoke.

Guo Jia looked at me with some flattery, since he poured medicine, I have always called him "stinky scholar", it is rare to be so gentle.

"Let me go, now I can run and jump, back to Liangzhou, Dong Zhuo will definitely not misunderstand you, maybe he will be grateful to you." With a shy face, I spoke softly, compared to Cao Cao, who always had an unfathomable face and seemed to be smiling, I would rather move from Guo Jia's side with affection and reason, after all, he is also an old man. Back then, I gave him half of the dried pork that I had saved from my mouth, as well as the braised pork knuckle...... Even his little hair got a piece of the pie...... When it comes to food, my memory is surprisingly good.

Qingxiu's eyebrows furrowed slightly, and I saw regret in Guo Jia's eyes, as well as ...... Commiseration.

Suddenly, I was slightly stunned, and in those eyes as clear as water, a familiar face was reflected, it was me, but ...... There was something faintly on his left cheek.

I was stunned, as if a basin of water was pouring down on my face, and it was cool.

My face...... What's wrong?

The curtain of the car was lifted again, and Cao Cao walked in: "Little goddess...... Hey, the wound is healed? He gave me a slightly surprised look, and he said.

I turned my head slightly to look at Cao Cao, trying to read something strange in his eyes. It's just that he still has such a thunderous look, and looks at me lightly: "You haven't been to Luoyang, you will enter the city after noon." ”

"Is there a mirror?" One hand subconsciously tightened Guo Jia's sleeve, and I spoke.

Cao Cao looked at me fixedly, for a long time, and then looked away: "Marching and fighting, who will carry a mirror like a woman." After that, he turned around and pulled down the curtain and left.

"Stinky scholar, mirror!" I looked back and said a little viciously.

Guo Jia jumped out of the carriage and fled.

I was the only one sitting in the carriage, stunned for a long time, and then jumped out of the carriage, Guo Jia's robe on me, looking wide and funny.

Outside the car, the sergeants sitting or standing under the shade of the trees all looked calm, and none of them stared at me, but the more this happened, the more panicked I became.

Even if they deliberately ignore it, but a woman who is not very familiar appears in the middle of a large group of men, even if there is no scar on the face, they will take a look, and now they are so obviously ignoring my existence, there is only one possibility, someone gave an order!

The doubts and panic in my heart almost crushed me, and after taking a few steps back, I suddenly noticed a small lake not far away. Nearby, Cao Cao was talking to the deputy general about something, Guo Jiazheng pretended to read his medical book, pursed his lips, and I ran towards the lake.

Kneeling eagerly by the lake, before he could look down at the reflection in the clear water, he was hugged from behind.

Being dragged a few steps, I felt that the clothes on my body were torn off, and I couldn't help but panic in my heart, although it was a troubled time, but at this time it was not far from Luoyang City, how could someone be so blatantly violent in broad daylight!

"Let go of me! The captain is in front, so you are not afraid that he will find out and kill you! Steady my mind, I gritted my teeth.

The man pressed me under him, and his voice was very disgusting: "Hehe, I didn't expect that there would be such a beautiful woman accompanying Cao Cao's army, it was really worth the trip......"

Pressed to the ground by him, I was facing the ground, my back to him, I felt that his hand had touched my *'s back, he was not afraid of Cao Cao? And knowing that I came with the army, didn't he come for Cao Cao?

"Hehe, my family has all the power in the world, and even today's son respects him ......" he said, he paused, and only said, "What is Cao Cao, in the eyes of my family, he is just a grasshopper that can't jump up." ”

"Dogs look at people's low things, how do you know that one day, the word Cao Cao will be famous in history, and you will die without a place to be buried!" Feeling his hands up and down, I struggled to my feet, screaming without words.

Feeling his hand, I felt as disgusting as if I had swallowed a dead cockroach, and with a hard push, I turned around.

When the man saw my face, he immediately let go of me in disgust: "It's just a beauty......

I didn't look at him, I just covered my near* body with my hands, looking at the shadow behind him, the bright purple dazzling, how long had he been standing there? How long have you been watching it?

"But it turned out to be an ugly ......," the man said disgustedly, not noticing the cold eyes behind him.

Before the word "ugly" could be spoken, his head moved.

Blood gushed out violently, and the detached skull was round with its eyes open, and it was stabbed behind the back, and he didn't even know how he died.

Slowly putting the sword back into its sheath, Cao Cao glanced at me lightly: "It's okay." ”

"Laugh and laugh! Xiaoxiao...... "Not far away, Guo Jia ran over in a panic, hurriedly took off his long shirt and covered me.

I lowered my head slightly, and then looked at him sideways, he had always been serious, and at this time he was only wearing a thin single coat, and he could vaguely see the beautiful collarbone.

I raised my head, met his clear eyes, there was an unmistakable anxiety in those eyes, pulled the corners of my mouth, and after a while, I spoke slowly: "Scholar, you are not well-dressed, which damages the image of a literati." ”

Hearing this, Guo Jia turned red from his neck to the root of his ears, but although his face was as red as shrimp, his arms holding me did not let go at all.

I pursed my lips and chuckled, trying to ignore the fear that was creeping in. I really admire myself more and more, at this time, I can still talk nonsense.

Cao Cao was looking at me, his narrow eyes always made me feel at a loss, just now that sword, so fierce, I saw the head fly straight down from the man's neck. This is really the era of cannibalism, if you don't kill people, others will come to kill you?

I looked at the red on the ground that was about to be evaporated by the sun, and the corpse that was separated from the body, that person...... He originally came to take Cao Cao's life, but now he has cut off his own life.

The scorching sun above my head made me a little dizzy. Cao Cao has been following me since I was first taken hostage, and he didn't make a move because he wanted to find out who was behind the man in black.

And I'm the perfect bait.

Just thinking about it like this, I didn't feel too much discomfort in my heart, I thought it was used to it.

Killing people behind their backs has always been despised by those who claim to be loyal and righteous, but Cao Cao slashed the man's head and separated him with a cold sword, and there was no trace of guilt or guilt on his face, and some were just straightforward and calm.

Cao Cao was still looking at me, and he couldn't make out the emotion in his long and narrow eyes.

"Will Cao Cao's name go down in history?" Repeating this sentence playfully, Cao Cao looked at me and finally slowly raised his lips.

Only then did I remember the words that I had just said in a panic: "The dog's eyes look at the things that are low, how do you know that one day, the word Cao Cao will be famous in history, and you will die without a place to be buried!" "That's what I just shouted, right?

"Yes, the captain of the school is a man of great martial arts, and he must be a pillar of the country." Secretly annoyed that I had just slipped my mouth for a while, I was busy patting my ass and flattering.

I looked at me for a long time, and Cao Cao finally spoke: "Borrow the auspicious words of the goddess." ”

I leaned against Guo Jia with low eyebrows, and I didn't dare to speak, I hadn't recovered from the fear of almost being brutalized just now, and my whole body was drenched in sweat from the struggle, but I was still tightly wrapped around Guo Jia's robe on my body.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay." Patting me gently, Guo Jia spoke.

Sure enough, he is a clear-minded child, even if I gag, he can still see at a glance that I am hiding in the depths of my heart, the fear that will not see the light of day, so ...... He never let go of the hand that was holding me.

Leaning into Guo Jia's somewhat thin arms, I suddenly remembered the disgust that the masked man had shown when he saw my face before he died.

I tilted my head slightly, and from the crook of Guo Jia's arm, I finally saw my own reflection in the water on the surface of the lake.

The eyebrows are like Yuandai, and the eyes are like spring mountains, but they are just ...... On the originally smooth cheeks, after the scabs from the wound fell off, what was left was a large piece of new pink flesh, which contrasted with the original fair skin, which was indescribably strange and ugly.

My heart twitched hard, and the first thought that came to my mind was: I can't go back......

Everything, I can't go back, with such an ugly trace engraved on my face, how can I whitewash the peace, how to face Dong Zhuo?

If I go back, and he faces the defects on my face every day, will he not be in the agony of the day of marriage every day, and there will be no redemption?

"Smiling?" Seeing that my face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, Guo Jia called out urgently.

"Go back and get dressed, otherwise I will tarnish my reputation, and be careful that I won't be able to please my wife for the rest of my life." Looking back as if I hadn't seen anything, I smiled at him.

Guo Jia looked at me with a clear compassion in his eyes: "Why don't you cry?" ”

Such an innocent, but natural tone, why not cry? yes, why not cry? Alas, I sighed helplessly in my heart.

It's still the same old reason. Because, Zhong Ying...... He told me to smile.

It's just that I'm really glad that Dong Zhuo didn't see me like this.

Fortunately he did not see it, because if he did, his heart would have died.

If it hurts, then why make it hurt again? If I appear in front of him again, and instead of joy and happiness, I will only be left with heartache and reluctance, then why should I do more? Now Dong Zhuo is already in pain, and one day, his heart will be numb with pain, and by then, it will not hurt anymore.

Then, the girl smiled as if she had never appeared in his life.

It's better than me dangling in front of him every day with the flaws on my face, and pouring salt on his wounds every day, so that his wounds will never heal......

With a smile on his face, there seemed to be a gap missing in his heart, and there was something called tears, which slowly meandered in his heart......

"If you can't cry when you're sad, then what are tears for?" Looking at me seriously, Guo Jia frowned.

Slightly stunned, I raised my hand and rubbed my somewhat sour nose, and flicked his forehead by the way, this guy almost caused me to shed tears.

While he rubbed his forehead lightly and exhaled in pain, I stood up from his arms, staggered slightly, and almost fell to the ground again.

I didn't see it, behind me, Cao Cao raised his hand several times, but finally lowered his hand and didn't step forward.

After shaking for a few moments, I finally stood firm and looked at Guo Jia with a smile: "Tears, that kind of thing, is used to cry with joy." ”

After speaking, I returned to the carriage in a dashing manner, since I can't go back to Liangzhou, then, let's go to Luoyang, the place that once made me avoid like a snake and scorpion, and finally I can't escape.

All the way back to the carriage, Guo Jia's robe was wrapped around my body, walking and shaking, step by step, quite a bit of "life is not taken advantage of in the world, and the Ming Dynasty exudes a flat boat......

The clothes that had just been torn by the masked man were exposed from under the outer robe, and after a few steps and a few shakes, he almost didn't sing "The shoes are torn, the hat is torn, the robe on the body is torn, you laugh at me, he laughs at me, a fan is broken, there is no Amitabha Buddha ...... in the south".

It's really timely.

grinning silently, with his back to Guo Jia and Cao Cao, he walked all the way in style, and finally, something slipped from the corner of his eye uncontrollably.

It's salty and astringent, it should be tears.

It's really a death to save face and suffer sin, and if you don't cry, you still cry!

I mourn the love that died on the road before I had time to bury it, can't I?

Please, only this time, in the future, I really won't cry again.

Really, only this once.

Let me indulge again.

Tears finally broke the embankment.

Fortunately, no one saw it, but fortunately, Dong Zhuo didn't see it.