The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the brilliant lights are reflected in the rain, adding a bit of charm to the night scene, and there are almost no pedestrians on the street except for the cars that are hurrying by.

The large square is surrounded by shops that are lit up in various colors. Through the window, the atmosphere inside was more lively and warm, they were laughing, and no one noticed him in the corner of the square.

This is just the place where the lights can't shine, the beer cans are scattered, Ji Lingshuo is sitting like this, leaning against the flower bed fence, regardless of the rain, his whole body has already been drenched, and he is extremely embarrassed at this moment.

Pick up the beer and put it in your mouth, the rain hits your face, and it flows into your mouth, what tastes, bitter, astringent, and, salty. Why are you still so sober after drinking so much, even if you are a little confused, it is better than now.

Ji Lingshuo looked into the distance with dull eyes, and did not move all night.

The sanitation truck stopped in front of him, and an uncle got down and cleaned the empty wine jar in front of him. "Young man, go back, even if you sit for a few nights, a few rains still can't solve the problem, it will hurt your body."

Ji Lingshuo was soaked, his lips were pale, the broken hair on his forehead was still dripping with water, and on his face, he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears. "Uncle" he looked up,

"I like a girl, she is very good and excellent, but I don't deserve her, she has the university she wants to go to, she wants to do things, and I can't accompany her, I have asked for it, but I can't go to her school after all, I can't tie her up, I would rather she hate me than delay her future."

He didn't open his mouth all night, and his voice was hoarse. The uncle didn't speak, just lowered his head and swept the ground.

"However, the moment we separated, she was really sad, for the first time, I was so scared, and finally knew what heartbreaking."

The uncle still did not speak, as if he had not heard, and after sweeping the wine jar, he continued to sweep the dust beside the flower bed.

Maybe he was too depressed in his heart, Ji Lingshuo wanted to tell his uncle all this, or just a stranger.

"Is she okay at the moment? I'm afraid you've hated me to the core. I'm a scumbag, I can't give her what she wants, and in the end I make her cry because of me. ”

He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and the bloodshot in his eyes was clearly visible.

"However, I also hesitated, is this the best way for her? If I never see her again, how can my life continue, I'm afraid the rest of my life will be meaningless. He cried and laughed.

"She will treat me as a passerby in the future, and I will do it to myself." He buried his head in his knees and remained silent.

Uncle took a look, swept it, loaded the garbage into the car, and closed the car cover, he turned his head sideways, "Young man, there are some things, you have to listen to your heart, don't wait for the real loss to regret it for a lifetime." ”

Ji Lingshuo raised his head suddenly, and the sanitation truck had already driven away a few meters.

"Regret for a lifetime" he silently recited, "In the future, An Mi will no longer know Ji Lingshuo" An Mi's words and the uncle's words echoed in his ears repeatedly, and he stood up like an electric shock, "No, I can't, I can't lose her!" He frowned, "I'm going to find her!" I should try to hug her, not be a coward who doesn't even dare to fight for a chance! ”

In the early hours of the morning, there was a bit of coolness in the air that had just rained, and Ji Lingshuo ran wildly, ignoring the stagnation and coldness caused by the convergence of wet clothes and the wind. He had only one thought in his mind: to find her, to say what he really wanted to say, to ask her to forgive him. He can't afford to lose her!

He ran to the station and found the only taxi that drove to An Miao's house.

"Mi Mi classmate" Grandma An Mi just opened the door and saw Ji Lingshuo like a soup chicken, obviously shocked, such a he, anyone who sees it will be shocked, if he didn't pay double the money, the taxi master probably wouldn't let him get in the car.

"Mi Mi didn't go home yesterday, she went to the same school" "Then do you know whose house she went to?" "It's her good friend, the Star Family. Young man, you can deal with the water on your body first, I'll go find your father's clothes and you can make do with them first, you'll catch a cold like this."

"No thanks, grandma!" Ji Lingshuo hurriedly turned around and ran away again.

Tranquility, I'm sorry, wait for me.