Four years, it's just wishful thinking

"You, what's going on?" After looking at each other for a long time, An Tranquility opened his mouth first.

"No," he looked away, "Tranquility, don't bother with me anymore"

"What, what?"

"We're just ordinary friends, so why do you always care about what I'm doing?"

"Pu, ordinary friends? We, the previous ones~"

"I never said I liked you."

"Do you know this is a special bastard?"

Ji Lingshuo didn't look directly at An Jing, he took a deep breath, "An Ming, forget about those memories after experiencing them, just listen to those love words, why take them so seriously?" ”

"Say these words again," An Mi said word by word, her voice trembling a little.

Ji Lingshuo raised his head, "I did have a good impression of you at school before, I was very comfortable with you, very relaxed, the days were so boring, I could just pass the time, but those feelings will slowly fade with time, now that we are on vacation, we are all freer, and the novelty has passed, I don't like the feeling of being bound, let's not get entangled anymore."

"Smack!" With this slap, An Yu used all her strength, "You said you waited for me, this is the result of you waiting for me?" "Freshness? Passing the time? An Yu had tears in her eyes, was she just a tool?

Ji Lingshuo's face quickly became red and swollen, and after a long pause, he spoke, "We are not children anymore, there is no need to take some promises so seriously."

An Yu's tears flowed uncontrollably, and she smiled bitterly.

"yes, why take it seriously. I said that I hate self-inflicted amorous people the most, but I didn't expect that I was the most self-inflicted guy. ”

Ji Lingshuo frowned, as if he was enduring something.

"Ji Lingshuo, it's been four years.

In the first year, you were my warm, caring tablemate, never domineering, in front of you, I dare to slowly open myself with low self-esteem.

The next year, you were the only junior high school tablemate I mentioned, the sunny and handsome big boy.

In the third year, I will always see you in my dreams, I will see you laughing, I will see you talking, and I will see you stand up for me. Distraction in class is also a memory you make.

In the fourth year, you actually appeared next to me again, the moment I saw you, I was surprised and delighted, but scared, compared with the girls who pursued you around you, I couldn't be more ordinary, I didn't dare to look at you, I didn't dare to get close to you, I would be nervous when I said a word to you, I told myself to treat you as an ordinary classmate.

However, people can control their limbs and their words, but they can never control their emotions.

Slowly, I don't know when it began, my world seemed to revolve around only one person.

He laughs, I am happy; He's hurt, and I'm anxious; When I didn't see him for a day, I felt like I had lost my soul. ”

An Yu was already in tears, and the rain hit her face, mixed with tears.

"I thought I had met the man who was wholeheartedly good to me;

I thought we'd always be as happy as we were on the day it snowed;

I thought we would go a long way together;

I thought everything was just what I thought. ”

Ji Lingshuo was silent, a tear flowed from his eyes, this was the first time she had seen him cry. It's ridiculous, it's at this moment.

"Ji Lingshuo, it turns out that I've always been so ridiculous. Do you know? You said how happy I was the night you waited for me. I thought, I'll wait, just wait until I graduate, I can wait for that sentence, I can

It turns out that it has been my wishful thinking for so long.

Am I particularly like a fool now? Tranquility looked up.

Ji Lingshuo looked at her, he stretched out his hand, wanting to wipe away the tears on his face for her, she didn't overdo it.

"From now on, let's be strangers. Each is well, and the sky is separated. After today, An Mi no longer knows Ji Lingshuo. ”

An Tranquility turned around, step by step, and left him. She tried hard to keep herself from crying, but she couldn't stop crying.

She didn't know what kind of pain Ji Lingshuo was behind her. As soon as she turned, she could see him clenching his fists tightly, his nails clenched into his flesh, bleeding. He also cried so much that he couldn't help himself, and just watched her walk away, tears blurring his vision again and again......

Quiet, I'm sorry. The rain grew heavier and fell down from the sky, and he was still standing still, looking in the direction she was going, motionless.

I like you, but I'm not qualified to like you.