I finally met Qin Han, the god-like Qin Han, I thought that my life could really start again, but it turned out that he was just trying to atone for himself, and he never really considered me.

Now I don't know what Qin Han thinks in his heart, but in the past, he may not have put me in his plan at all.

I'm just a superfluous being, and if he hadn't fallen in love with me, his sins would have been atoned for when the three-year period was up.

After careful calculation, Qin Han and I realized that now, isn't it almost three years? So when the time comes, will he choose to leave me, or continue to get along? Now I don't know the answer, and I don't want to know at all.

If he chooses to leave, then all my suspicions are confirmed, that he is only by his side to atone for his own sins, and only because he has a troubled conscience about what has happened.

But if he didn't leave, but chose to stay, I don't know how to deal with him, it was his father who indirectly hurt my father, and I will never forget this for the rest of my life.

Why, why is it Qin Han, why is it the Qin family, why does my father want to have something to do with them?

"Xiao Ci, don't be sad, watching you cry, I feel so uncomfortable, don't worry, Qin Han he loves you, he always loves your ......"

Xu Yi gently patted me on the back, he whispered to me to comfort, everything I said was what I wanted to hear, but why was it so harsh in my ears?

"If he loves me, why did he cheat on me for so long, why did he keep me in the dark, did he think he would live with me for the rest of his life, would I not know about it for the rest of his life?"

"Xu Yi, I don't understand ......"

The strength of my body dissipated everywhere, I could barely feel its presence, and tried to get up from the ground several times, but all of them ended up in vain.

I think I must be looking very ugly at this time, the makeup on my face is probably gone, the whole person is embarrassed, and only by clinging to others can I have the qualification to stand up.

"Xiaoci, don't be sad, okay? Believe me, believe me, everything will be fine, this matter will take a turn for the better, maybe you can have a good talk with Qin Han......"

Have a good talk with Qin Han?

But now that I know the whole truth, what is the need to talk to him again, and what good will it do me?

At least Qin Han is right about one thing, the more I know, the more painful it will be, how powerful I used to be looking for, and now it is all back to me, without exception, even more intense.

In the face of Xu Yi's words, I really didn't dare to give him an affirmative answer, because even I didn't know how I should face the next situation, I could only shake my head desperately at him, forcing myself not to think about it anymore.

After I know about this, Qin Han will definitely know how I should face him when the time comes, how he should face me, whether to choose silence or solve it, I don't want to know.

But I never had a moment when I thought that maybe I shouldn't have known about it, maybe I should have lived a stupid life for the rest of my life, so that it would always be carefree and there would be no pain.

Knowing the cause of my father's death and doing something for him is something I swore I must do, so no matter what price I pay, even if I lose Qin Han, I will definitely not regret it.

"Xiao Ci, I beg you, don't embarrass yourself so much, if you go on like this, it will only be you who will be miserable, not someone else, how long will you torture yourself?"

Xu Yi's words were also stained with tears, and I think he should be very disappointed in me now, because I am so embarrassed and disgusting.

But I don't want to, I don't want to be such an image in Xu Yi's heart, so I can only shake my head desperately at him, hoping to erase my impression from his heart.

"Xu Yi, I don't want to, I don't want to do this......"

I stretched out my hand and grabbed Xu Yi's clothes tightly, the pain spread to my limbs along with my heart, although I had used all my strength to grab him, my hands would still slip unconsciously.

Every time I grabbed it once, my hands would slip down once, and after a few times, I could only choose to give up in the end, looking at Xu Yi helplessly, my eyes were full of tears.

"Xu Yi, please take me out of here, I don't want to stay here anymore, all I have left here is pain......"

At this moment, I couldn't help but beg Xu Yi, although no one from the Qin family appeared in the place where we were standing, but this place belonged to the Qin family, and every inch of land and every item here belonged to them, not me.

In the face of my begging, Xu Yi did not hesitate, he immediately nodded at me, helped me up from the ground, and spoke firmly to me.

"Okay, I'll take you away, I'll take you out of here now, I promise I won't let you get hurt again!" Xu Yi promised to me as he helped me step by step to the stairs, led me down the stairs, and then walked in the direction of the Qin family's gate.

Looking at the place where the light appeared in front of me, it was the front yard of the Qin family, as long as I stepped into the front yard, I would soon be able to leave from this place, maybe after leaving, my mood would be much better.

So before I knew it, my pace was much faster, I wanted to get out of here, I didn't want to stay here any longer, I didn't want to see these sad scenes again!

But just as I was looking forward to the next hope, suddenly a figure blocked my way, blocking the light that I should have followed.

I stopped in surprise and stood still as I looked at the people who suddenly appeared in front of me, and they looked at me in just as surprise, and their surprise quickly turned to anger and hatred.

"Chen Ci, why are you still here! Didn't I tell you, when we come back, we don't want to see you appear in the Qin family! ”

I have to admit that I am in a terrible state at this point.

When Fang Xiao yelled at me, I even trembled slightly unconsciously, and the whole person hid in the direction of Xu Yi, not wanting to face her.

When he noticed that I was dodging, Xu Yi lowered his head and looked at me worriedly, and then turned his gaze to Qin Han's mother and Fang Xiao in front of him.

"Auntie, Xiaoxiao, Xiao Ci and I are going to leave from here now, can you let me do it, we will leave here soon, and you won't be upset."

Xu Yi spoke politely to the two of them, and I could hear the sincerity and pleading in his voice, he didn't want to make a big deal about it.

But Xu Yi's own thoughts, after all, can only represent himself, even if he is extremely sincere now, but if Fang Xiao doesn't want to let me go, she still won't react.

Listening to Xu Yi helping me to explain, Fang Xiao just laughed mockingly, it was obvious that she didn't intend to listen to Xu Yi's words.

So she turned her gaze to me again, with anger and jealousy, maybe she had misunderstood what I was talking about with Qin Han's father just now.

In Fang Xiao's eyes, the content of the conversation between me and Qin Han's father will probably only revolve around Qin Han himself, and there will be no other focus.

This was the last thing she wanted to happen, if it weren't for the fact that the conflict between Qin Han's father and mother would not deepen, she would definitely not choose to back down.

I think that during the period of time when I accompanied Qin Han's mother out and about, even if she smiled at Qin Han's mother, she must have hated me very much in her heart, wishing that I could die immediately.

"You came here so easily when you came, and now you can leave if you want to, do you really think the Qin family is a hotel?" Fang Xiao spoke defiantly at me, she let go of Qin Han's mother's hand and walked in my direction step by step.

At this time, Qin Han's mother didn't stop her from doing this, and seemed to have acquiesced in her behavior, I think this was probably because she hated me too much, and she didn't want me to feel good at all.

Because my father is related to the Qin family, Qin Han's mother naturally can't escape the involvement, but Qin Han's father said that his mother didn't know about it, so it's no wonder that she has such a bad attitude towards me.

But just because Qin Han's mother didn't know what had happened, she wanted me to let her go, which was impossible. But at this moment, I really don't have the heart to dwell on these things, because I just want to rest for a while.

As Fang Xiao slowly approached in my direction, I knew that she wouldn't intend to let me go so easily.

However, no matter what she wanted to do, I didn't want to get involved with her, so as she kept moving forward, I kept retreating, until I finally hid behind Xu Yi completely.

Maybe what I did wasn't obvious enough at first, but in the end, when I was completely behind Xu Yi, Fang Xiao couldn't see it, she stopped abruptly, and looked at me in a daze, as if she didn't understand what I wanted to do.

But Fang Xiao was not stupid, she quickly understood, so she immediately raised her head, and suddenly burst into laughter, pointing at me and laughing wildly, the whole person looked like crazy.

"Chen Ci, what's wrong with you, why are you suddenly scared, aren't you afraid of anything, haven't you always felt that I am not your opponent?"

While asking me, Fang Xiao still kept approaching me, if I hadn't been hiding behind Xu Yi, I was afraid that I would have been caught by her directly.

Knowing that Fang Xiao was not good, Xu Yi could only try to protect me, he opened his hands and blocked me tightly, and he didn't even want me to have any contact with Fang Xiao.

"Xiaoxiao, if it's okay, you can go in and rest with your aunt first, I'm going to leave here with Xiaoci, since we're all leaving, there's no need to contact, right?"

"Why?" Fang Xiao tilted his head and pretended to be suspicious and said to Xu Yi, "Since it was you who had to break in at the beginning, why are you the ones who are desperately trying to leave now, I'm really curious, you have to talk to me before leaving." ”

Whenever facing Fang Xiao, Xu Yi would always be speechless, because he really liked Fang Xiao too much, but Fang Xiao didn't think so.